She Is From The Countryside

   Chapter 196 You have to care about me the most

   After about half an hour, Jiang Che suddenly stopped, turned over and lay on the side.

  Shi Yan accidentally: "How do you..."

   Jiang Che put his arms around her, and she only heard a voice from above her head: "Miss Shi, there must be a limit to being stupid, don't indulge me like this, let alone treat yourself like a human being, you were only last night..."

   "Aren't you in pain?"

   For a long time, he hugged her tightly and said with an unknown emotion: "Miss Shi, are you...insecure?"

"Last time you stayed outside her door for Jiang Rui all night, and you were even more indulgent to me. Whether it's your friendship with Jiang Rui or your relationship with me, do you think that you are the only one who has given enough? Can it be maintained?"

   Jiang Che didn't realize it before, until just now, she was clearly uncomfortable but bit her lip and didn't say anything. If he hadn't heard something wrong with her voice, he probably wouldn't have noticed.

   She is pampering him, unconditionally.

   If he continues, she will not refuse.

   also blamed him. Seeing that she was in good condition all day, I thought she was fine.

   Thinking of her attitude towards Jiang Rui as a friend and her connivance towards him, she has always tried her best to let herself dominate in their relationship.

   Maybe there is a bit of strength in her character, but it shouldn't be all.

   She didn't want to be passive.

   This is actually a sign of insecurity.

   Naturally, this is not absolute, not everyone who does not want to be passive is because of insecurity.

   He saw that she was insecure, mainly based on her unconditional indulgence towards him.

   The person in his arms didn't answer, as if he was asleep.

Jiang Che hugged her tighter again: "Miss Shi, I don't know about others, but in this relationship between you and me, you don't need to do this. You can pamper me properly, but don't pamper me without a bottom line. Do you think I am the kind of person who is full of selfish desires and only cares about his own pleasure, regardless of whether you are uncomfortable?"

"no."

   The man in his arms responded in a low voice, his voice was not very emotional.

   She said: “I just don’t know how to get along with other people.”

"I used to think that people don't need to pay anything to get along with each other, as long as they get along well and treat each other sincerely. But later, many people told me that I have enjoyed so much, and I have to pay the price, not just enjoying But do nothing."

"But the people who said these things to me were kind to me before. I was wondering if I didn't treat me in equal measure when they were kind to me, and they would take back what they were doing to me in the past. Those who are good. I don't want to, but they used to be so good to me, but none of them care about my wishes."

"I also know that I have a responsibility, but they should discuss it with me, instead of giving me a death order without any warning, so that I am not even qualified to express my opinion. Or they will give me this in a few years. The order to plant death is fine, I was only ten years old at the time."

   "I don't want to decide the second half of my life at the age of ten, or the second half of my life being imposed on me by others."

   "They all say that I have a calm temperament and don't care about anything since I was a child. Actually, it's not. I care. It's just that my temperament is quieter and I don't like expressing very much."

   She reached out and hugged him tightly: "Jiang Che, I care about you very much, I want to spend a lifetime with you."

   "I don't want our relationship to end because I didn't pay enough. It's just a little pain. If I can't pay for you even this pain, why would you ask you to be dedicated to me for the rest of your life?"

   "And I'm very greedy, that is, I want you to be devoted to me for a lifetime."

   Jiang Che's heart felt like something was holding him, and it hurt a lot.

   "Miss Shi, you didn't do it that way."

   "The relationship does need to be maintained by both parties, but not in a bottomless way like yours."

   "I don't judge the people and things you met before, but I can tell you that I am not them, and I will not disregard your wishes."

   "I admit that I don't have no demands on you. I want your people and your heart, but I don't want you to pay without regard to your bottom line."

"I couldn't intervene in your past, but from the moment you became mine, I was the one who would accompany you for the rest of your life. Miss Shi, I will love you, love you, and treat you wholeheartedly, so you It hurts and feels uncomfortable, don't hold back, tell me."

   "There is no forbearance, it's just a little pain, it can't be regarded as forbearance."

   Jiang Che: "..."

   "Shi Yan, are you mad at me on purpose?"

The man in his arms suddenly wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed him.

  The kiss was a little hurried and a little harsh, not quite like her.

   She looked at him and said seriously: "Jiang Che, I will love you too and I will treat you wholeheartedly."

   Jiang Che wrapped her arms around her back, paused after hearing the words, and replied, "En."

   "I'll tell you when I'm in pain."

"Ok."

   "Jiang Che, I care about you very much."

   Jiang Che choked in his throat and hugged her tightly: "Well, I know."

   "I won't let you down. You don't have to worry that one day I will suddenly take back my goodness to you. I won't do it. You can stay by my side at ease."

  Shi Yan wrapped his arms around his neck and buried his face between his neck, and replied in a low voice, "Yeah."

   Then she said: "Jiang Che, I don't want to care about others, I only care about you."

   It sounds a little childish, not like her.

Jiang Che sighed and said, "You only care about me, I'm very happy, but Miss Shi, you are not alone in your life, you also have friends and relatives, you can give them some care. Don't worry about them. If you don't cherish your care, if they don't cherish it, you just return that care to me, and I will cherish it."

   She looked up at him suddenly: "Is this okay?"

   Yes, yes, but to be honest, he doesn't really want her to take care of others, it's better to really only care about him.

   But he obviously can't say that, she's not in the right situation, and if the guidance is not good, she will drill the tip of the bull's horn and drill back.

  The only girl in the Shi family, the eldest miss of the Shi family who is loved by thousands of people, is this the Shi family's pet? If their favor is to force people into this way, they don't care about their favor.

   "Yes, but you have to remember that the care you gave to others is divided from me. If others don't cherish it, you have to remember to return it, and don't be sad about it, because I will cherish it after I return it."

   "But I have a request."

   "You can't divide it too much. Most of your concerns must be mine, and I must be the person you care about the most."

   She stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly lowered her head and kissed him: "Okay, I care about you the most."

  The two kissed for a while, Jiang Che asked her if it still hurt, Shi Yan shook her head and said no.

   "Go to sleep then." Jiang Che said.

Seeing that she seemed hesitant, Jiang Che added: "I asked Jiang Lin to contact Xiao Zhao before going to bed, Xiao Zhao has already brought you a change of clothes, you don't have to worry about getting up too early in the morning and disturbing other people's rest; I will meet tomorrow. I'll take you to school, but I can't drive, let Jiang Lin drive, you don't have to worry that I will drive while you are asleep and sleep peacefully."

   "I just sleep like this, you hug me." Just lying on top of him, his voice was a little soft, a bit coquettish.

   Jiang Che chuckled, hugged her tightly, and said softly, "Okay."

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   See you tomorrow~

   (end of this chapter)