Self-Discipline! Have You Seen Marineford at Four o'clock in the Morning?

Chapter 35 : If your life ends, do you have no regrets?

Zephyr’s eyes were as red as the devil, and his voice was hoarse, and even spit stars spurted out with excitement.

He clenched Roy’s neck tightly, his eyes that had gone through countless vicissitudes of life were filled with pain.

Yes,

Brat,

You go desperately like this,

Does it really make sense?

Even the old man watching me silently beside me,

I can’t stand it anymore! !

The daily training is made like life and death by you;

The study after class makes you gritted your teeth;

And this should be an ordinary swordsmanship lesson,

In the end, you were lying in the ward of this hospital with all your body wounds! !

Is it really worth it?

Self-discipline is a good thing,

But what about self-abuse?

Zephyr gritted his teeth tightly, looking like he hates iron for not making steel.

“I know,”

Roy suddenly laughed.

“Ms. Zephyr, I really know.”

He looked at Zephyr seriously and spoke word by word.

“Actually, I want to be like everyone else…”

He smiled softly, calmly, and full of yearning.

“Simply go to class when you go to class. Those cultural classes that don’t seem to be useful, you can slip away…”

“After class is over, I put aside the books cleanly, and I don’t even think about learning things…”

“When you’re in a good mood, go to the bubble girl classmate, even if the confession is rejected, it doesn’t matter, the next one is better anyway;”

“When you are in a bad mood, just run out with other classmates to play cards, gambling, gambling, and drinking. It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, it doesn’t matter if you are drunk or not;”

“That kind of life is indeed very comfortable and easy…”

But I can’t help it.

The existence of the system makes it impossible for me to be so free and unrestrained.

I can think of it here,

Roy couldn’t help but shook his head slightly.

Even if the system does not exist, is this kind of life really what I want?

Ask yourself,

Ask yourself from the bottom of your heart,

Even if this “damn” system never existed,

Do you really want to eat and wait for death like this?

to be honest,

In fact, he already had the answer faintly in his mind.

This is not the calm, comfortable, and peaceful earth he used to be.

Here is another world.

Self-discipline is not enough.

This place is full of dangers,

Any pirate can take his own life.

Not to mention the Four Emperors of the New World…

Only with self-masochistic efforts can we truly improve our survivability.

Even if I want to be a salted fish like everyone else.

But what Roy is afraid of is,

In that day,

When you really need to have a certain ability,

To protect those who need protection,

just in case….….

In case I am still as weak as I am now,

so what should I do now?

He may be able to ignore other people,

But what about your classmates?

Where’s your teacher?

Even though it is only a short period of time,

He also has a bond with other military academies.

He is a traverser, but he also has feelings.

The environment of the military is the best way to cultivate feelings.

then,

He spoke,

I laughed more freely and freely, but in my mind I recalled scenes from the past.

That originally very familiar picture, the picture of life on earth, has become unfamiliar and distant without knowing it.

And everything in front of me quickly became extremely clear and real.

“Ms. Zephyr, let me tell you a few heartfelt words…”

“I come from a very far away place, my hometown is very peaceful and free,”

“Even if you don’t have the slightest strength, or even just an ordinary person who can’t help but feel weak, you can live a life that doesn’t have to worry about dressing or drinking…”

“I used to be, in the words of the army, I was a waste of eating and waiting to die.”

“I can lie still on the sofa all day and let others give me drinks and food.”

“I have never been on a boat in my entire life, and I have never seen the sea with my own eyes;”

“I have never seen the magnificence of the sky, let alone the suffering in the world;”

“If there are no accidents, I will live in such a comfortable and mediocre way, and finally die…”

“Perhaps in the end I can still ask a wife who doesn’t care about whether I have money or a house;”

“She doesn’t need to be beautiful, she just needs to be good enough for me.”

“If you can give birth to a big white fat man, and raise him safely until he grows up, it will be perfect…”

“And when I die, maybe a few old friends shed a few tears at my funeral, and then bid farewell completely and never see you again.”

“That’s really an ordinary life…”

As the voice slowly spoke, Roy could feel the big hand holding his throat gradually loosening.

“I used to think that grades are not important at all. They can only represent the achievements of the student days.”

“Later, I discovered that the achievements of people can actually be seen clearly from the beginning.”

“Effort and self-discipline are a kind of habit, which will run through a person’s life.”

“I may be self-discipline or self-abuse, but it doesn’t matter at all.”

“The important thing is that I deeply understand a very simple truth…”

“──I may not be able to stand at that height ten years later, but at least…”

Roy’s tired eyes gradually bloomed with incomparably firm light.

“My current attitude determines whether I am ten years from now, a waste that needs protection, or a character who can protect others!”

Hard work, self-discipline, desperate,

Is it really useful?

Can you really beat talent?

Roy didn’t know,

Zephyr didn’t know either,

Nobody knows.

But ah, better than doing nothing, right?

Zephyr stared at Roy, who was resolute in front of him, suddenly released his hand and sighed long.

“So you decided?”

“Even in a way that is almost abusive to yourself, you have to become stronger?”

“Even if you end up with injuries or even death, you will not hesitate?”

Roy smiled and nodded.

“Yes,”

“Actually, there are not many reasons, Teacher Zephyr.”

“If you have to find a reason,”

“That is I want to have a confident answer to the next question.”

He looked intently at Zephyr,

“If my life ends here, I…have no regrets?”