Secretly, Secretly; But Unable to Hide It

The graduation ceremony was held in the gym.

But before time is up, most people stay outside to take pictures. Duan Xuan's popularity is very good, and his temper is good. He was taken by many people to take pictures, and he didn't have much time to take care of Sangzhi.

Sang Zhi didn't intend to affect him and wanted to go back to find his parents, but because there were so many people, he didn't know where they went.

Duan Jiaxu was afraid that she would be lost and that she would be crowded. In the end, he simply pulled her next to him and told her to follow him and not run away.

I didn't care if she was in the camera.

Sang Zhi felt like he had become his little tail. He still couldn't help looking at him secretly, with a long tail.

Duan Jiaxu today wore a uniform black bachelor uniform and a large robe, which even made him look thin and tall, with an indifferent temperament. His complexion was cold and plain, his features were sharp and clear, and he smiled inexplicably with a touch of flamboyance, so that he could not see his eyes.

Sang Zhi could feel that many girls were watching him.

It may be uncomfortable. Duan Xuan didn't wear a bachelor hat, but just held it in his hands. Later, when he noticed that the sun was too strong, he put his hat on his childish head.

The bachelor's hat was a bit big, always falling down, and fell in front of Sanji's eyes, blocking her sight.

Seen with Yu Guang, Duan Jiaxu immediately helped her right, and said with a smile: "What do you want, help yourself. Otherwise, I want my brother to help you?"

Sangzhi whispered and adjusted the position of the hat.

But she always fell down, she simply took off her hat and handed it back to Duan, "Brother, I don't wear it."

"Huh?" Duan Jiaxu looked down at her, "Don't bask?"

"Sun." Sang Zhi pointed at her head, her voice was a little depressed, "but it always fell off."

"Stand in front of brother."

Sangzhi obediently did so, hesitantly, "Why."

Duan Jiaxu raised his hand to hold the hat and laughed softly: "Brother gives you a hand."

"..."

"Can't get our little mulberry out."

Large and small people stood one after the other, surrounded by a variety of people wearing bachelor clothes.

Duan Jiaxu held the bunch of flowers brought by Sang Zhi in her hand, and the bachelor hat that should have been worn on his head was put on her head.

When someone asked, Duan Jiaxu smiled and answered, "This is my sister."

In this way, Sang Zhi appeared as a "sister" in most of Duan Jiaxu's graduation commemorative photos. She hadn't seen any of those photos, and was embarrassed to ask him.

Sang Zhi was just suddenly grateful.

Fortunately, I wore a nice skirt today.

After the graduation ceremony, Sang Zhi went home with his parents.

Sang Yan and Duan Xuan went out to dinner with their friends. That night, Sang Yan returned home at around twelve o'clock, and brought back Duan's praise.

Strictly speaking, it should be said that Duan Xiaoxuan sent Sang Yan back.

Sang Zhi was already asleep at that time, and she woke up passively, and she got up in doubt.

As soon as I got out of the living room, I saw Sang Yan sitting on the sofa, apparently drinking too much. Sang Rong scolded Sang Yan, and spoke to Duan Xu aside.

Liping is cooking a sober soup in the kitchen.

I noticed Sang Zhi, Sang Rong came over and said, "Just, did you wake you up?"

Sangzhi rubbed his eyes and shook his head silently.

"Look at your brother, how much does it take to drink like this!" Sang Rong frowned. "Yes, only. This brother is sleeping in our house today, you go and find him a new towel and toothbrush."

Duan Jiaxuan immediately quit: "I will not disturb you."

"Excuse me." Sang Rong patted his arm. "Go and wash up. If you are tired after a long day, don't go outside to live."

The next moment, Sangzhi came to him and said, "Brother, come with me, I'll get it for you."

Duan Jiaxu didn't refuse anymore, he said noisily, "Then I'll disturb you."

Sang Zhi took Duan Jiaxu to Sang Yan's room, brought him a set of pajamas, and suddenly stopped moving: "Brother, I don't know where to put my underwear on. I'll ask my mother?"

"..." Duan Jiaxu said, "You just have to give your brother a towel and a toothbrush."

"Oh." Sang Zhi took him to the toilet again, and pointed to the cabinet above. "There is something new in that cabinet, you can just take it yourself."

"Ok."

"Brother," Sangzhi walked out of the toilet and suddenly asked, "Did you drink?"

Duan Jiaxu: "Did not drink."

"Did you really drink it?" Sangzhi stared at his face and hesitated, "If I drink it, I will let my mother make you a sober soup, too."

"I didn't drink." Duan Jiaxu laughed. "Brother doesn't drink."

After thinking about it, Sangzhi walked back to the toilet again, pointing at something on the table: "Brother, this is shampoo, conditioner, this is shower gel, then this is face wash, and shaver is here— —You can use it. "

Duan Jiaxu rubbed his childish head, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his lips bent.

"Okay, my brother knows. Thank you, Sangzhi."

Sang Zhi nodded and went out of the toilet.

When Sang Yan was left in the living room, Sang Rong went into the kitchen to help Li Ping.

Thinking of what just happened, Sang Zhi ran to Sang Yan and pushed his arm. "Brother."

Sang Yan opened his eyes, "Why?"

"Go to your room and find a new pair of underwear." Sang Zhi whispered, "Grateful brother is taking a bath, you can get him one."

"..."

"Faster!"

Sang Yan perfunctoryly: "In the closet in the closet, you can get it for him."

Sangzhi's expression was uncomfortable: "... how can I take it."

Sang Yan closed her eyes again and ignored her.

Looking at Sang Yan's uncomfortable appearance, Sang Zhi said nothing. She looked at the empty glass on the table and poured him another glass of warm water: "Brother, you drink water."

Sang Yan didn't say a word.

"You remember to drink." She stood up and muttered, "Why not drink so much wine ..."

Sang Zhi ran back to Sang Yan's room, opened the little cabinet he said, and took off new underwear. She scratched her head, went to the toilet door, and knocked.

The sound of water inside stopped immediately: "Is anyone knocking on the door?"

"Brother, I ... I'll hang the door for you. Take it yourself."

After speaking, Sang Zhi returned to his room immediately.

She didn't go out after that either, and she could hear the noise outside in the room. It lasted for more than an hour, and Sanzhi gradually fell asleep again in the voice of this cricket.

When she woke up again, she was awakened by thirst.

The sky is still dark, the vision is dark, and the world is quiet. Sang Zhi got up and planned to go to the living room to drink a glass of water.

Afraid to be noisy to her parents, her movement was very small, and she planned to return to the room with water. As she passed the living room, she suddenly noticed that there seemed to be someone on the balcony.

The childish footsteps stopped.

Instantly found that the person was Duan Xiaoxuan.

He sat on a chair in the balcony, closed the French window and smoked. He didn't notice the existence of childishness, leaning his head, the throat knot slowly slipped, and the smoke lingered in the moonlight.

Sang Zhi could not see his expression.

But somehow he felt that he was in a bad mood.

Sangzhi hesitated and walked over.

Soon, Duan Jiaxu noticed with Yu Guang, looked over his head, raised his eyebrows, and immediately smiled: "Why didn't you sleep?"

His voice was quiet across the French window.

Sangzhi carefully opened the floor-to-ceiling window and asked with a gas tone, "Brother, can't you sleep?"

Duan Jiaxu extinguished his cigarette **** and said lazily, "Well, my brother recognizes the bed a bit."

"You can sleep when you lie down," said Sang Zhi. "Otherwise you would sleep on the sofa in my brother's room. I remember you used to sleep there."

"Okay." Duan praised his expression mildly. "It's late, go to bed."

Sang Zhi did not move, and whispered, "Brother, are you in a bad mood?"

Duan Jiaxu said, "A little."

Sangzhi remained silent for a few seconds without asking the reason: "Then I'll pour you a glass of water."

She had just taken two steps, and the paragraph behind him suddenly made another noise.

Perhaps it was because of this night that he had a desire to talk.

"Little Sangzhi, my brother told you a little secret." Duan Jiaxu looked up at her, and Peach Blossom eyes bent into a beautiful crescent moon. "My brother has many creditors."

"..." Sang Chi paused and looked back. "Did you owe a lot of money?"

Duan Jiaxu laughed and said, "Not money."

He thought about it and said, "It can also be said to be money."

"A lot?" Sangzhi didn't know what to say, and could only whisper, "Brother, don't worry, I will grow up in the future and make money to help you pay it back together."

Duan Jiaxu hesitated, and soon laughed out loudly.

This time, Sang Zhi could clearly feel that his mood seemed better.

After a long time, he pinched Sangzhi's face like a pet, "Thank you, Sangzhi. But these are not my brother's debts, so I don't need to help Sangzhi to pay him back."

"..."

"Xiao Sangzhi makes money in the future," Duan Jiaxu said. "I want to buy myself a nice skirt."

The next day, Duan Jiaxu took the earliest flight back to Yihe.

Sang Zhi thought, this is probably his last visit to Nanwu. Because he had no other reason to come over, he was completely separated from the campus and completely integrated into the society.

Everyone continues to live step by step.

In early July, Sangzhi's high school entrance examination results came out and successfully passed the city's first middle school. Before school started, she received a new school bag from Duan Xu.

As a reward for her admission to the first.

In fact, Duan Jiaxu was far away from her.

But sometimes it made her feel that he seemed to be everywhere.

After the first year of high school, Sang Zhi found that Fu Zhengchu was also admitted to a middle school and happened to be in a class with her. The two hadn't spoken for a long time, she thought of Fu Zhengchu's confession before, and was not embarrassed to take the initiative to talk to him.

But Fu Zhengchu came over to say hello to her, without any mental whimpers.

Sang Zhi was relieved.

High school winter vacation.

Fu Zhengchu contracted Sang Zhi out for reasons to come out and write homework together, and confessed to her again. This time the little boy is no longer as stubborn as last time, but still nervous.

"Sangzhi, I like you. You are willing to be my girlfriend now. If you don't want to, I will ask again after three years."

When I heard this, Sanzhi was a little lost.

The first reaction was actually recalling Duan Chu, who suddenly appeared after being confessed by Fu Zhengchu at the age of 13, and educated her.

—— “It's normal to have these thoughts at the beginning of puberty. But don't hurt others, you can thank the other person for their love and then refuse.

There was silence for a while.

"Thank you for loving me." Sangzhi stared at his eyes and said seriously, "But I have someone I like, so I can't accept you."

"..."

"You are a very nice person, thank you."

Fu Zhengchu scratched his head and exhaled: "I knew I would be rejected again."

Sangzhi was a little awkward.

"I didn't intend to continue to like you," Fu Zhengchu said, "but I just can't find a girl who looks better than you, what can I do."

"..."

"Forget it." Fu Zhengchu thought about it and asked, "Can I ask who you like?"

Sang Zhi shook her head in silence.

Fu Zhengchu: "Is he handsome?"

A paragraph in his head again floated to approve the phrase "Don't hurt others", and Sangzhi waved his hand and said vaguely, "Don't ask."

"..."

Sang Zhi thought it would continue like this.

Her crush will continue.

Then, as long as she works harder, she should be able to be admitted to the University of Yihe, and then three years later, she will go to the city where Duan Xie is located.

But life is always variable.

Everything is not necessarily going to be just like this, as expected.

In the semester, during the Qingming holiday, Sang Zhi learned a message from Sang Yan.

She was planning to go to the bathroom. When she passed by Sang Yan's room, she heard that he was calling a friend, and then said casually, "I fuck, Duan Xu has someone?"

The childish footsteps stopped immediately.

But I didn't hear Sang Yan mention the name of Duan Xu again.

Her brain was blank, and she stood there for a long time.

Sang Zhi did not return to the room, went to the living room, pretended to be watching TV, and then pretended to ask casually when Sang Yan came out: "Brother, do you approve of falling in love?"

"Ah?" Sang Yan took an apple from the refrigerator. "I think so."

Sangzhi's eyes stared at the TV, and he murmured slowly, saying nothing.

When Sang Yan returned to the room, she turned off the TV and returned to the room. Sang Zhi picked up the mobile phone on the desk, opened WeChat, and found Duan Xiaoxuan.

She pursed her lips and entered a line of words slowly.

——Brother, I heard my brother say you are in love?

Sang Zhi stared for a long time, but finally deleted it. She lay on the bed, and looked sideways at the dolls that had been approved by him, with a sore nose.

really.

It must be false.

Sang Zhi looked at the photos of the University of Yihe that she posted on the wall, rubbed her eyes hard, forgot about it, and got up to learn.

She told Duan Jiaxu.

If you find a girlfriend, you have to show her first.

He promised.

He will tell her.

Although Sang Zhi thought so, he couldn't take the class seriously for the next few days. She always remembers Sang Yan's words, and when she sees the intimacy of the couple, she also thinks of Duan Xu.

I would think that, when he was in love, would it be like this.

So a gentle person will definitely be nice to a girlfriend.

But he was afraid to ask.

She was afraid to get a positive answer.

The longer the time, the longer this state accumulates.

At the end of April, Sang Zhi did one of the most extraordinary things she has done in the past 16 years.

That day, Sang Zhi ran home after school and fell off the piggy bank that she had prepared for Duan Xuan. She took the money and stole her ID in her parents' room.

Later, Sang Zhi went to a ticket sales point near his home to buy a ticket to Yihe at noon the next day. The next day, she carried her schoolbag on her back, said goodbye to her parents, and went out.

But Sangzhi didn't get on the bus that he usually got on. She went to the nearby KFC to change her school uniform, and then took a taxi to Nanwu Airport.

This is the first time Sangzhi has flown by himself.

For the first time, I went so far alone.

Three hours later, San Zhi got off the plane.

Before coming, Sangzhi did not check the weather. The temperature in Yihe was much lower than that in Nanwu. She wore only a long sweater and was trembling with cold. She turned on the phone.

See dozens of missed calls.

They were all called by family members.

Sang Zhi was guilty and scared, found Sang Yan's number, and hit back with her heart in her hands.

That end was picked up immediately, accompanied by Sang Yan's anxious voice: "Sang child?"

Sang Zhi heard.

Sang Yan: "Where did you go? Your teacher said you were not at school. What time is it?"

"Brother," Sang Zhi said slowly, "I'm in Yihe."

"..."

Sangzhi lied: "I used to be that online dating partner."

"..." The end was silent, as if forcing a fire. After a long time, Sang Yan said, "Where are you in Yihe now?"

"airport."

"You'll find a place to stay, and I'll let Duan Xuan go first." Sang Yan said coldly, "Do you dare to find your so-called online dating object, and I can't kill you if you come back."

"Got it."

Sang Zhi dropped her eyes and entered the airport.

She took a seat and sat down, looking at the void with a little blankness. Knowing that you're doing this is wrong, knowing what you're doing will worry everyone.

But she just couldn't help it.

Sang Zhi picked up Sang Rong and Li Ping's phone again and again, listening to their eager and angry voice, but did not scold her any more, just let her pay attention to safety.

I don't know how long it took, Sang Zhi's phone rang again.

This time it shows the number that Duan approves.

She picked it up in silence.

Duan praised: "Where."

His tone was obviously angry, indifferent and indifferent.

Sang Zhi looked around and whispered, "The chair next to exit t3."

Soon, Sang Zhi saw Duan Xuan appear in her vision.

Counting it out, I haven't seen each other for nearly a year. He looked more mature, with no expression on his face, wearing a shirt and suit pants, and a coat over his arms.

Obviously rushed over.

Sang Zhi looked away and saw a beautiful woman next to him.

She lowered her eyes immediately.

Duan Jiaxu glanced and saw her at a glance. He exhaled, walked quickly, squatted down in front of her, and wrapped her coat around her without saying a word.

Sang Zhi was speechless and could see women's bright red high heels with Yu Guang.

Duan Jiaxu's throat knot rolled and laughed angrily: "The target of online dating?"

"..."

"Don't remember what I told you before?" Duan Jiaxu's tone was cold. "Sangzhi, have you grown up now? How dare you run so far alone?"

Sang Zhi raised her head, looked at Duan Xu, and turned to look at the beautiful woman. She wanted to say something, but could not say anything.

She would love to ask.

Do you really have a girlfriend?

Have you really become someone else?

You said you would tell me?

Isn't it okay if I am young?

Did you lie to me.

But it was childish.

Duan praised: "Speak."

The woman next to her couldn't help but say, "Yes, don't be so fierce towards the little girl."

Duan Jiaxu didn't hear it, still staring at Sangzhi.

Sang Zhi endured the wish in his throat and slowly said, "I'm sorry."

Duan Jiaxu asked, "He called you over?"

Sang Zhi: "I'm coming over by myself."

"See someone?"

"Well," Sang Zhi said softly, "he thinks I'm too young."

"..." Duan Xuan's eyebrows flickered. "People are gone?"

"Ok."

"Sangzhi, he's right to do this. You're too young now." Seeing her so pitiful, Duan Xiaoxian's anger gradually dissipated. "It's inappropriate, you know?"

Sang Zhi looked at him, his eyes gradually turned red: "But I will grow up."

She murmured, "I will grow up ..."

"Then wait until you grow up, okay?"

"Then he will," Sanzhi cried, crying cryingly, "he will like others."

It was something she could not stop.

Sang Zhi suddenly remembered the scene of smoking on her balcony one year ago, when he looked so lonely and hopeless.

And now there was another person beside him.

Shouldn't she be so selfish.

He's such a good person.

Yes, it is worth having someone else's company.

Why did he wait for her.

Two years later, he is also 25 years old. If he meets the right person, is he thinking about getting married? I ca n’t be alone for so many years.

In this case, will he be happier.

Seeing her like this, Duan Jiaxu could not provoke any more fire. He didn't know how to comfort her, just touched her head: "When our little mulberry grows up, we will definitely meet better people."

Silence for a few seconds.

Sang Zhi pulled a bag from one side, took out a box from the inside, and moved her lips.

The intimate words like "brother", as she grew older, she couldn't shout anymore. Sang Zhi lowered her head and shouted softly, "Compliment Brother."

"..."

"I'll prepare a birthday present for you," said Sang Zhi, "I'll bring you by the way."

Duan Jiaxu stunned: "Thank you."

"I'm sorry to trouble you, I won't do this in the future." The childlike tears fell down, holding back the trembling in the voice, "... I want to wait for my brother here."

Secret love is probably the sweetest and most painful thing in the world.

Sang Zhi suddenly remembered the two dreams she wrote when she was in second grade.

The little girl made a stroke of a stroke and wrote down the dream that she felt could be realized when the relationship was the most pure and hot.

So she worked hard and kept walking towards that goal.

Then she found out.

It turns out that dreams are also possible, but cannot be realized.

At the age when she was in love, she secretly discovered a treasure.

Regrettably.

But failed to become that treasure.