Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 989: Ideal self

The appearance of Dorothy allowed many questions of the body style Gaochuan to be answered. Although he knew that these answers were only based on Dorothy's personal judgment, however, Dorothy's location allowed her to see farther away. Therefore, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan attaches great importance to these answers, thinking that it must be closer to the truth than his own judgment. Not all doubts can be answered. The "plan" jointly developed by "Gaochuan", Super Colors and Super Dorothy is extremely complicated. Based on the characteristics of "virus", Dorothy's performance is already enough to make the prosthetic high Chuan came to a conclusion-after this "plan" was split, and a part was taken out separately, it was impossible to infer the truth, or even be misled, and super color or super Dorothy, "Gao Chuan "Okay, I do n’t know what others are responsible for, at least, it ’s impossible to know everything. It ’s just based on an incomparable tacit understanding, so that my actions can be approached by the other party. The chemical reactions that do not even know about them can only be judged by feelings. The benefits of this chemical reaction outweigh the disadvantages.

Yes, from the beginning, "Gao Chuan", super color and super Dorothy, there were no deep contact streams at all, but after realizing the existence of the other party and the existence of the other party's plan, Make immediate changes to your plan within your power, and such changes tend to make the situation more complicated.

Because everyone ’s opponent is an unknown and unpredictable "virus", it is more based on the core of the source of all stories, which is equivalent to an instinctive screenwriter, and everyone plays only the role in the script.

Visually speaking, although the real form of the "plan" has a final purpose, it probably does not have a specific program. The greatest significance of its existence is to force the scripts controlled by the "virus" to become more and more complicated and complex. To the wild horse that seems to be reckless. Even as a "virus" as a screenwriter, a hospital that tries to write a "script", etc., all attempts to control the situation can't grasp the direction of the plot.

That's right, it must be. The prosthetic body Gaochuan made his own judgment: the so-called "plan", just like the amoeba, does not have a fixed form, just to let the development beyond ordinary people's imagination, without endless derailment, until no one can completely No one has a winning factor in controlling the situation. In a game. When your success rate is only one percent. Then. It is okay for all participants to have a success rate of less than 50%, even if their success rate drops to 1 in 1,000. If you cannot become a winner, then you will prevent the true winner from appearing. unless--

Participants realized that there was no winner, in order to pursue victory, they had to restart the game.

Probably, this is the most desperate situation.

As the executor of the "plan", the transitional product of the "super Gaochuan plan", the prosthetic Gaochuan has inferred the "plan" itself countless times, however, even with the computing power of brain hardware. But it is impossible to draw an accurate answer. This has made him doubt the truth of the "plan". The ultimate purpose of the "plan" is credible, but the "plan" itself is chaotic. This chaos violates the "planned" feature. It is no longer possible to describe "step by step, step by step". However, if the operation of the "plan" is based on the principle of "unfavorable self" and attempts to confuse the water, everything can be reasonably explained.

The Super Gaochuan Project is just a part of the entire "plan". Its significance is probably not to create a super powerful Gaochuan, but to implement the plan to create more and more complex situations.

It is complicated, constantly complex, so complicated that even the original planner of the "plan" and the future executors cannot be parsed, so complicated that even the core of the entire chain of events cannot be effectively dealt with. It's so complicated that every participant, game planner, host, and behind the scenes in this game must die. Brain cells can't see the situation clearly, and can't leave. It is so complicated that there will be no winners, or you will take the initiative to give in the game.

Although this idea seems crazy, when the prosthetic body Gaochuan listened to Dorothy's explanation, he suddenly determined the existence and possibility of this idea. Dorothy's attitude is mysterious, and her explanations of "Gaochuan" and "Jiang" also seem to have hidden a lot of deep meaning, but the prostitute Gao Chuan looked at this mystery and deep meaning from his own judgment point of view, he couldn't help but think of- —

Perhaps this mystery and deep meaning were not intentional, just because Dorothy could not grasp it.

So far, from the perspective of Dorothy's behavior and attitude, the "plan" itself has probably reached a stage where it cannot be promoted and corrected, so "understanding the entire plan" has become impossible. What the prostitute Takagawa originally cared about became less valuable. Because when the plan is for "uncontrollable derailment", the plan itself, and even the super Gaochuan plan itself, one of the branches, does not occupy the core meaning. Its success is not in the designer and the executor. What has been ignored, what has been ignored, what has been emphasized, but only in what the enemy intends to do, what has been done, what the two parties did, what they planned to do, what kind of chemical reaction will occur when they collide together, how to guide The trend of things-in the factors that lead to the final result, luck actually accounts for the largest proportion.

"Gao Chuan", Xie Se and Dorothy are only making gambling that no one can rely on technology, but only on luck. From this perspective, young Gaochuan's plan is more in line with the "plan" in common sense. Although his luck, from the perspective of outsiders, also has a component of luck, but for himself, all judgments and behaviors, but Not "luck decides everything".

Before this day, the prostitute Gao Chuan never thought about what he saw as the "truth". The self-esteemed people who seem to be planned are to derail the plan and "let luck decide everything." The teenager Gao Chuan, who seems to be betting everything on luck, may be a step-by-step camp, cutting off any luck and trying to make the plan 100% go in his intended direction.

Even so, it is still impossible to determine which side is better and more likely to succeed, but in terms of character. Prostitute Gao Chuan felt that he was more inclined to the younger Gao Chuan. Compared with this "truth" judged by myself, the "viral" trick, and the "truth" of the young Gaochuan, did not bring shock to my soul. In terms of the relationship between "virus" and "Jiang", Dorothy's explanation and her own judgment are mostly similar. What she said about the existence of the young Gaochuan should not be the only and final truth, but only her personal judgment and speculation.

For Gao Chuan, a rational and self-judgmental body, the reference value is not as great as he originally expected. He thought. All plans. All unexpected situations. All abnormal situations will get a complete and reasonable explanation. However, it turns out that there is no absolute truth at all. At least, Super Dorothy and Super Colors themselves have not mastered this absolutely unique truth.

Although a little disappointed, the assumptions brought by Dorothy are not completely worthless. When the native brain and brain hardware operate in conjunction and quickly make an extended judgment on the current situation, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan also distracts part of his attention and chews Dorothy's words carefully. The linkage between the brain hardware and the prosthetic body is enough to make the things he thinks in his heart never reveal on the surface.

Disappointment is disappointment, however, Dorothy and tie colors. Even the "Gaochuan" in the past did nothing wrong. Instead, it might be that their expectations for them were too high. The prostitute Gao Chuan thought so, and his mood gradually calmed down.He felt that he understood a little bit, why the young Gao Chuan behaved so powerfully, because the other party never hoped that others could do better than himself, even if he would look forward to it In others, it is also based on their own promotion of the whole action.

In the eyes of Juvenile Gao Chuan, "Jiang" is capable of ending everything. He put his hopes on "Jiang", but he should never have believed that, without his own actions, "Jiang" would not Go for this hope for no reason. He believes that everything he does determines whether the hope placed on Jiang can be realized. He believes that only by acting on his own can the situation be promoted in the direction of his hope, and he believes that there is no one but himself. This can be done. Even if he knew the existence of super color and super Dorothy, he would never think that they could do better than himself.

I do not expect others to do better than myself and recognize my uniqueness. Therefore, when facing the most desperate environment and the most powerful enemy, if you want to win, you must do your best. In this process of consciousness, a strong self has been cultivated.

"Really, the powerful reason, is that the case?" The prosthetic Gaochuan smiled bitterly in his heart, and then returned to the topic of conversation, saying to Dorothy: "For the virus, Gaochuan is both a poison and a growth promoter? "

"Yes, the diametrically opposite nature appears on the same individual, which is not a strange thing." Dorothy said: "This is an answer in line with rational thinking, and I am willing to believe this answer. So, another Achuan appeared, It is a complicated but inevitable thing. However, judging from your current performance, it has overturned my other assumption. "

"What's that?" Gao Chuan, the prostitute, couldn't help asking.

"I previously assumed that the appearance of another Achuan was under the deliberate effect of a virus, Achuan's emotional separation, because the brain hardware would leave Achuan in a highly rational state for a long time, but the sensitivity could not disappear for no reason, just It ’s just suppressed. The suppressed sensibility will be silted up, and it can be separated from Achuan by a certain salary method. Because the highly rational Achuan is very likely to actively refuse the sensibility, so the separation of sensibility will become easier. But, your current state, Achuan, is clearly in a balance between sensibility and reason. "

"Even in a highly rational situation, I can still feel the fluctuations in my own sensibility, and I never feel how good it is to give up sensibility." The body style Gao Chuan smiled and said, "I am eager for sensibility and admit sensibility." This strong demand is probably rooted in Gao Chuan's will. Because of this, Gao Chuan struggles tirelessly. I think this is good. "

Dorothy shrugged, without denying, and then said: "Although, this is the possibility that Gaochuan's emotional separation is reduced."

"No, the other me is indeed a sentimental separation." Yichuan Gaochuan interrupted Dorothy's words and resolutely replied: "I have met and talked with him, and there is a strong resonance between us. I absolutely Not to be mistaken, another one that I am completely driven by sensibility. I think it is probably the result of a chemical reaction under the action of the remaining personality and emotional separation at the same time under the action of the virus. I did have a period of highly rationalization During the period, the silted sensibility may have overflowed under the adjustment of Jiang. Although I have become balanced now, it cannot be denied that the other one is actually in a period of high rationalization. Sensuous crystallization. "

"Um ... Did Achuan think so?" Dorothy smiled. He said: "But. I have another more reliable conclusion."

Prostitute Gao Chuan looked at her in amazement, and only heard her say: "Another A Chuan is not the result of overflowing emotional and personality fragments. Sensitive overflow may exist. Personality fragments are almost impossible. Achuan Every personality is a complete death, the power of the virus ... Forget it, even if it is possible, but I am more inclined, another Achuan is actually not an independent emotional personality. It is your contradictory thinking. It has been manifested by the virus. That is to say, whether you admit it or not, in fact, everything that another Achuan has done is what you have consciously and unconsciously thought, or even what you hoped for. Delusion, craving. He It is your dream, your hesitation, your imagination of another orbit of destiny, and your expectation in despair. He is very powerful, because he is actually your ideal self. The ideal self is not necessarily perfect. Himself, however, everything he has is necessarily what you expect but it is difficult to achieve, and it can even be said that it is impossible to own. What he has done is something you have thought about but have to give up for various reasons. Although the brain hardware doesn't change Achuan you Into the ultimate rational form, however, it is also a success, because, Agawa you did not become the ideal of their own, because the ideal of their own, in fact, the virus desirable Agawa. "

The inner body of the prostitute Gaochuan was touched by these words.Although Dorothy's inference did not mean correct, but he recalled the memory of the young Gaochuan, but he realized that his understanding and recognition of him really originated from the soul. Touched. It is irrefutable that, regardless of the ideas and practices of the young Gaochuan, no matter how much rational evidence is found, they try to prove the other party's mistakes, but are these ideas and actions really out of reason? At least, the body style is high Chuan can't deny that in his own eyes, the young Gaochuan is dazzling. When he left this body, his heart was more or less, and he felt a sigh of relief, as if the figure covering his front had disappeared, and I was free.

It's ridiculous. I am the "Gaochuan" of this era. The other party is just a ghost with no glance. The prostitute Gao Chuan suddenly felt that he was actually hope. The truth, as Dorothy said, was that the young Gao Chuan originated from an ideal self that he could not release, even if such a self was what the "virus" needed. If the splendid soul is really the other side of yourself, then you are really proud of yourself.

The heart of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan was tumbling, and he suddenly laughed. He had never been in a mood that was agitated in his mind. Never had such a brazen laughter echoed in the laboratory. Even Dorothy's expression appeared suspicious. She felt that what she said was good news, but she didn't understand why she made the prostitute Gaochuan so happy. Strictly speaking, the appearance of juvenile Gao Chuan is a very serious situation, and it is simply not expected by himself and his relationship. The two once felt sorry and painful for the death of the young Gaochuan, but the subsequent judgment and understanding made them feel lucky that this might be a good thing. The death of juvenile Gao Chuan was confirmed. Once again, the recovery was an incomprehensible anomaly. When the relationship with the "virus" was involved, the conspiracy was magnified endlessly, but they also came to the conclusion that the "virus is in Cultivate Gaochuan "conclusion.

Obviously, the Gaochuan that the "virus" wants is very different from the Gaochuan they want. The possibility of "Gaochuan" killing "virus" is proved by such behavior, but it also increases the difficulty. The appearance of juvenile Gao Chuan is like a gulp in the throat. Although in theory, only Gao Chuan can kill Gao Chuan, but juvenile Gao Chuan is too strong. Xie Se and Dorothy have to admit that the young Gaochuan is the strongest one they have ever seen. This kind of strength is not just referring to his ability in the doomsday illusion, but also a comprehensive will. , Mentality, wisdom and strength behind the scenes. For this kind of power, only relying on traps will cause his powerful factors to be stripped off and weakened. Only then has the opportunity to let the young Gaochuan return to what he should be.

The existence of brain hardware can help the fusion of the prosthetic Gaochuan and the young Gaochuan to a certain extent, and the final super Gaochuan is not because of his strength, but because he may be a "serum" that can kill the virus. . The existence of the Omi trap is to strip off the power of the "virus" in a short time, so that the prostitute Gaochuan has the opportunity to become a unity with the young Gaochuan.

If the teenager Gaochuan and the prostitute Gaochuan are really just the difference between reality and ideal, it is the contradiction between thoughts and ideas. Then. The possibility of such integration will reach 99%. because. The combination of the two is a real "Gaochuan".

However, the joy shown by the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is not the reason. Dorothy was surprised. But she saw very clearly that this man definitely did not laugh out loud for this kind of thing. The relief in the laughter was not the emotion that was suppressed by the appearance of the young Gaochuan for a long time. He was really happy.

"It's so good." The body style Gaochuan sat down on the floor without a figure, and said to the girl-like Dorothy: "So he is my ideal? It turns out that if there is no brain hardware, I will become That guy? It ’s not a split of personality, but merely, the expectations that are deep in my heart. Great. Really, in this way, I can safely perform my task. If, he is my ideal, So. He will do everything I ca n’t do, try it? "

"Achuan, you—" The surprised expression on Dorothy's face became more obvious. She seemed to understand the meaning of the meaning of Gaochuan.

"Always take action with probability, not happy at all." Yichuan Gaochuan said: "Although that is a task and a responsibility, it is still not happy at all. It is painful and restrictive, just like carrying the shackles, making people I ca n’t breathe. I used to think that I would have lived like this in my whole life, because reality is desperate. To fight against the desperate reality, I have to restrain my willfulness. From this perspective, I have actually done quite well Yes, what do you say? Dorothy. "

Dorothy wanted to say something, but was interrupted by the prostitute Gao Chuan. He said easily: "Do n’t worry, Dorothy, I actually do n’t mind carrying this shackle at all. I am willing, because, I It ’s Gao Chuan. It ’s just that although I am willing to burn my life in a reality without a little heat, but really, there is no ideal, no expectation of a miracle, a life without an indulgence, it is really miserable In the past, I never thought about this question, that is: what is the ideal self, what kind of things will it do? What kind of results will it bring? Because, I have known for a long time, I will never Become an ideal self, because, I cannot imagine the consequences of indulging myself. I am not naked in this world, my birth is different from others, I have a clear mission, and Steps to accomplish this mission. So, I accepted this fact is extremely realistic, because, only in this way can we step by step to find the greatest chance of success. "

The prosthetic body was high and paused, and once was born with a smile: "So, how lucky is it to see my ideal self in such an intuitive way. How many people are there in this world? Can I have this kind of luck? What I dreamed of and sensiblely prevented myself from doing it was all revealed by another person. UU reading a book www.uukanshu.com "Then, he said heavily:" Doris, that Gao Chuan is my ideal self! My opponent is just like this, right? "

Dorothy frowned and nodded vigorously, saying, "Achuan, don't be afraid, don't resist, we will definitely win."

The prostitute Gao Chuan touched Dorothy's head with a smile, and said, "Doroth, I am not afraid at all, nor resist, since I already have an ideal self to do what I cannot do, So, I have no regrets to complete the tasks that I have to perform. As you said, we will win. "He took Dorothy in a hug and sat her on his shoulder, striding forward, Decisively walked outside the laboratory: "The opponent is my ideal self, not another Gao Chuan, which is really great. Ideal and reality, which one can reach the end of life? At the end, what will it be What? This battle is not just for planning, for you, but for myself. I have never felt so fulfilled. "

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