Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The TV shows a picture of a Nazi airship and a floating city crossing the night sky in a storm. The room is very sound-insulated, and you ca n’t hear the movements of other rooms with your ears, but I think the people there must be distracted. A blockbuster movie. There is not a lot of information leaked from their encounters, but in the face of the sudden arrival of the Third World War, few ordinary people have enough psychological preparation. This world is restless, but, in half a century, people have just repaired the trauma caused by the last world war, and that profound lesson still remains in the soul, as long as normal people do not expect The Third World War is coming, and is willing to make enough efforts for it. They can control themselves at the macro-social level and keep all disputes within a narrow range. Even so, the intelligence blockade and historical revision at the UN level have made them forget that there is still no self-control circle in the world. the power of.

The Nazis did not expect any peace. The purpose of instigating war was not for resources or dignity. Perhaps they were simply for war and war was exaggerated. There may be no other purpose hidden in their crazy actions, but so far, No one, no organization, can completely judge their reasons for action. From a mysterious point of view, they may be a factor contributing to the end of the day, appearing through the human form, but in this way, it is equivalent to admitting that they are only fighting for war, to destroy the world ’s only and crazy Reason, and this is the worst result. No one wants to face this kind of uncompromising guy, and in order to stop these guys, there will be a huge price to pay, and, if the Nazis are really a factor in the end, then, from the perspective of the prophecy's absolute prediction, Whether they are defeated or defeated by them, the further world process is triggered. It will only deepen the end.

Judging from the information collected by the cyber ball, although the Nazis are powerful, they still have no real power to destroy the world. Even if it is just a human society, there is a possibility of gradually solving them during the long war. The prophecy predicted that the end of the world is not just the end of humanity. Perhaps in the eyes of mankind, the end of the world is the same as the end of humanity, and it is acknowledged deep in the heart that even if all the nuclear bombs that have been produced so far are thrown on this planet, it is impossible to create a real end of the world. The fear of the Nazis was simply due to their threat to humanity itself.

However, if we switch from an angle and observe from the "reality" level, it is easy to draw a conclusion-in this world, the demise of humanity and the end of the world are completely equal. Because, this world exists. It is precisely because of the existence of humans in this world that the personality, spirit and cognition of patients with doomsday syndrome are the cornerstones of constructing this colorful and exceptionally real doomsday illusion. The Nazi behavior is tantamount to prying and smashing these cornerstones, and the consequences are undoubtedly disastrous.

Of course, judging from my own experience, even if the human beings in this world were completely destroyed, it would lead to the collapse of the world. It should not be fundamental. If the "reality" I have experienced is the root of this world, then researchers in hospitals can completely rebuild the world of doomsday illusion through various means, such as adding new patients with doomsday syndrome-in fact. Judging from the existence of doomsday illusions today, they should have really done this. Or, as permitted by the hospital, in the normal course of doomsday. The patients of the Doomsday Syndrome who construct the Doomsday Illusion will not simply die because of the collapse of the old Doomsday Illusion. The relationship between their physical existence and the Doomsday Illusion is a superior relationship.

However, in any case, the emergence of the Nazis should indeed reflect the needs of many parties-the needs of hospitals, the needs of "viruses", and the symptoms of patients themselves. The meanings represented by Nazi and Doomsday Truth are somewhat similar, but they are not the same. Otherwise, there is no need to have both, and these subtle differences are likely to be the key to the further doomsday phenomenon.

I insist that no matter how complicated the causes of Nazis are, "viruses" are still the core element. For the purpose that the "virus" wants to achieve, it is still not enough to have only the doomsday truth and the renamed "ruling bureau" doomsday illusion space. Otherwise, in the doomsday illusion that I was born, it burst out from the inside rather than from the outside. The "doomsday" of destruction should come. However, recalling the situation at that time, the sense of urgency and helplessness that "the end is imminent" has always existed, but until I died, I did not really advance to the current level. From this perspective, it can be seen completely that this doomsday illusion is indeed more "mature" than the doomsday illusion that I was born.

The Third World War caused by the Nazis is indeed closer to the "end of the world." If the entire doomsday illusion is regarded as an explosive barrel, the so-called end of the world is to detonate this explosive barrel, then the Nazis are undoubtedly the ignition device, and in this In the world, there is inevitably hidden a "leader" that is difficult to observe, like fate, and the process of the end is the burning process of this lead ignited by the Nazis.

In this way, the action of the network ball may be the attempt of the Prophet Mayn trying to find this "lead" and cut it off before it burns out. This is very difficult and hopeless, but it is not completely impossible. If the existence of the Nazi ignition device is unchangeable, which leads to the unchangeable Nazi action, which leads to the burning of the lead, and there is no way to eliminate this burning, then cutting off the lead is indeed the most likely method-however, If the existence of the network ball is set as a part of the lead at the beginning, how to cut the lead? Even if you destroy yourself, it is impossible.

Suppose further that if the existence of "Gaochuan" and the existence of "reality" are also part of the guideline, then, what can only "Gaochuan" do?

And this cruel assumption is true, then, if there is a simultaneous penetration of all factors including "Gaochuan", "reality", "doom illusion", "super color", etc. into the "doom process" , Weaving leads and setting explosive barrels and ignition devices, there is no doubt that it should be "virus".

Starting from this hypothesis, then, any self-rescue that only starts from the nodes of "Gaochuan", "Reality", "Doom" and so on is meaningless, and my behavior itself should also be meaningless, because we ourselves Actions. Self-help, no-self-help, action, or no action, constitute a "leader" in itself, and will inevitably be ignited in the process of the end.

However, it is from this despair. I further determined that it may be a factor of hope—that must be "Jiang".

Because "jiang" is a "virus". If the "virus" weaves any factor related to the end into a lead, then this lead must not include itself, because. "Virus" does not seek to destroy itself, but by destroying others to ensure its own growth, which means that it will become the only factor of transcendence.

At the same time, no matter in my observation or understanding, "virus" is not "jiang". The relationship between "Gaochuan" and "Jiang" is abnormal and complicated. Even though it was only because of my observation of "virus", "Jiang" was born. Perhaps "Jiang" is very unstable. Once it is out of my observation, The things that no longer exist, even my existence. The existence of "Jiang" due to my existence is caused by the demand of "virus". However, the relationship between "Jiang" and "Virus" still ensures that the possibility of interfering with the end of the Doomsday Process through "Jiang" is the only possibility.

"Virus" cannot communicate, but "Jiang" can. even if. The existence of "Jiang" is fragile and willful, and only follows its own needs for activities. The differences and similarities between them. And the relationship between me and Jiang, and my information about Jiang, still give me hope.

This is the hope that only I can see. It is the reason of the world that only I can reach. Before me and after me, there should not be any "Gaochuan" to do this.

What I do is understandable only by me, beyond everyone's imagination-this point, I have already realized. For a normal society, the existence of equality between people is the basis of consensus, and consensus means that there is no real "special", only "small-scale consensus." The thing that “only you can understand, only you can do” does not exist, and in a normal and consolidated human society, this is extremely important common sense, and it is the foundation of life and is recognized as a kind of Conceptual "reality".

However, my experience and my thinking made me have to discover that this common sense and foundation is no longer true because of the existence of "virus", which means that the "reality" that makes human society normal and consolidated is no longer correct. of. In any fantasy work, any world where there is something that "only one can understand and only one can do" cannot fully describe its future because it is so fragile that once this "someone" does not exist , The world will face a collapse, because only "someone" can do, understand, and do something, because "someone" does not exist and does not exist.

And what I have to face is such a situation.

Neither "reality" nor "doom illusion" has become an extremely fragile thing. No matter how others satire, how to ignore it, and what arguments are used to refute, it can't change the fact that I recognize. In this fact, the existence of "I" is extremely important.

Perhaps this is the reason why I was born and the reason for my recovery is also the only key to what I can save and change.

In other people's eyes, this idea of ​​"only me" and "only me" is called "Zhong Er". However, when the idea of ​​"Secondary 2" becomes correct and the only fact, then all ideas that are not "Secondary 2" become "unrealistic" instead. This transfer was even unbelievable to me at first, making me feel like a lunatic and had reached the end of his irreparable mental illness. However, when I admit that I am a lunatic and a mental patient, and observe the world completely from the perspective of lunatics and mental illness, I find that in fact, everything is not unacceptable and will not bring a sense of violation All actions that seem mad, meaningless, and harmful to others are meaningful and correct for themselves and for the world they observe.

"The wrong world, not me." This phrase, which is often used for mocking, has become natural and only correct. Because, what went wrong is indeed the world. In the correct world, there should be no such thing as a "virus" that is inexplicably incomprehensible. The world where "viruses" appear is wrong, is there anything wrong?

Since the world is wrong, then. Under normal circumstances, the foundation of the world is already unreliable, and the principles of human action and consensus based on the foundation of this world are no longer feasible. In the case of "viruses" cannot be ruled out, the world can only be corrected to the extent that the symptoms are not cured, and it is more likely to be a thirst-quenching behavior. So, instead of revising the world, we revise our own worldview to adapt to this "wrong" world. In the end, it will be regarded as the "correct" world. Such an approach is more feasible.

After completing the survival of the fittest, and even in the process of survival of the fittest, it should be feasible to transform the already “wrong” world and save some people who cannot adapt to the “wrong” world. Humans adapt to the original world. Isn't the same process to transform the original world and save those "endangered species that don't adapt to the world"?

What I do, what I can do, does not exceed what a person can do. However, I feel that myself and myself. It is completely different. With reference to myself in the past, my current perception almost makes me feel completely different. However, in terms of the reason and purpose of the change, I have not changed and improved.

This is a very strange feeling. It is also the basis for me to remain calm when faced with complexity, danger and full of bad possibilities.

Yes, when the changes of the outside world and yourself become "taken for granted" in cognition. There will be no more emotions like this.

In the course of "taken for granted", seeking the possibility of achieving my goals is what I have to do and why I exist.

I am doing it and seeing hope.

When I came back, Zuo Jiang was busy in the kitchen wearing a naked apron. Although no more information can be accessed from the TV, my judgment. All come from the extension of thinking, which is based on the inference of limited intelligence and the laws of things, which is undoubtedly more similar to guessing, even so. I still don't think that my judgment of the external situation and my cognition on the macro level are too different from the facts. In the past, I never thought that one day, I would have achieved this degree. However, I am well aware that the abilities embodied in my cognition, thoughts, and behavior do not actually exceed the scope of high school senior students. The difference between me and ordinary high school students is only that my experience is more abundant, but in Thinking ability and action mechanism are no different from those of high school students.

No one came to disturb, and the action was slower than I thought. Probably the response from the UN side was more important than I thought. It must be recognized equally by the United Nations. This is the goal of the cybersphere. Judging from the current situation, it is probably difficult to achieve this if it is not the failure of the lunar nuclear strike plan. So, although their actions are slower, for the next action, it is not bad news.

I'm not in a hurry. According to my habit, I write in my notebook what I have thought of, what I am doing, what I have experienced, as a fantasy adventure novel. In the past, I have written a lot, but those records are no longer with me. I'm not trying to save anything. It's just that writing these on paper always has an incredible feeling.

"Are you still writing? Achuan." Zuo Jiang didn't know when to lean up, and his chest rested on the back of my head. There was an extra thick and soft feeling, "I'm not bored."

"Um ..." I can't describe the reason for this. Sometimes I think it's very simple, sometimes it's very complicated, but, in simple terms, this kind of story writing has long been a habit.

"Want to eat scones? I made some." Zuo Jiang said.

"What time is it now?" I asked ~ www.readwn.com ~ Zuo Jiang shook his head.

I did not continue to ask, and she came to the table, talking about daily trivia. For others, hiding in this refuge and seeing the advent of the Nazis, it may be difficult to return to their normal state. However, for me and Zuo Jiang, the current situation is nothing but the expansion of the life circle in the past. Nazis, doomsdays, the incredible existence, and the things that have to be done next, are all as normal as the vending boxes on the street.

I think that in terms of being changed and adapting to change, I might be more fortunate than those people.

On the TV screen, the Nazis gradually disappeared, and the channel turned into a snowflake again. Soon after, a senior American report and mobilization speech was broadcast. I'm not very interested, but for the United States, at this moment, it has indeed entered the state of preparing for battle.

The Third World War has begun to enter everyone's heart with a more clear idea. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)