Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

When Zuo Jiang woke up, the only channel on the TV with a picture was playing the scene of the Nazi troops falling from the moon. The jaw-dropping formation and the collision of thousands of nuclear bombs made the TV completely lost after a glare of light. The screen. In this refuge deep underground, without communication equipment, it is difficult to observe the situation on the surface. I think that all people who have witnessed the previous scene must be waiting with an incredible and anxious mood for a near Dream-like results. Although the UN's nuclear strike plan did block the Nazi strategy, I don't expect much from the concrete results. In this world, power is strictly divided into understandable and incomprehensible. The incomprehensible power makes it impossible to imagine its upper limit, while the nuclear bomb as an understandable power has a limit-even if this limit is in the eyes of ordinary people. It seems very scary, but in the face of the mystery of the unimaginable upper limit, it is almost impossible to meet people's expectations for it.

The Nazis were a mysterious organization that broke away from the original doomsday truth religion and used the great environment of World War II to plunder a lot of knowledge and wealth. I don't think they will be much weaker than Doomsday Truth in their overall strength. Of course, if this mysterious organization that did not appear in the last doomsday illusion can defeat the doomsday truth and peace, in my opinion, it is like a joke. The doomsday truth religion and its particularity in this world have long been doomed. The emergence of the Nazis may seem prestige in the near future, but its own composition, its position in the illusion of doomsday, and observation from the "realistic" level The particularity of the destiny is destined to usher in a declining turning point.

The only problem is how the Nazis will influence the process of the Doomsday Illusion from the side, and even the "virus" activity from the side. The Nazis were once part of the Doomsday Truth, but at this time they escaped from the illusion of doomsday and became the first mysterious circle character formally standing on the angle of "public enemies". Its situation, position and role are very ambiguous.

"There is a special presence in the Nazis." Zuo Jiang suddenly said to me: "We should find her."

"She?" I couldn't help asking.

"Yes, she is a key." Zuo Jiang did not mention this topic after saying this. I cannot ignore her opinion, because although Zuo Jiang is a seemingly independent personality, from a fundamental point of view, she is still part of Jiang. When "Jiang" does not carry out activities with himself as the main body, Zuo Jiang's behavior and words. To some extent, it represents the will of Jiang.

Zuo Jiang just said these words to me in the proposed tone, but since it was her suggestion, I think it is better to act according to this proposal. "Jiang" can observe and influence the overall situation from a higher field of view, relatively. My vision is extremely narrow. If the special "she" of the Nazis is also a key figure in "Jiang", then this existence must also be a product involving the "Jiang" level. However, judging from the roots of the Nazis and the roles they played, it would be completely impossible without any particularity.

However, to find such a special presence in the Nazis. Not a day or two. Even though "special" always causes striking "anomalies", it is not so easy to screen out a target that has no more information from a large number of anomalies in a huge battlefield.

From my perspective, from my perspective, participating in the operations of the Las Vegas theater as a regular identity is a multi-task. The transaction with the online ball finally came in handy at this time. The more violent the enemy's offensive, the more majestic it is, and the existence of the 51 area becomes more and more important. Neither the United Nations nor the Las Vegas battlefield can be left unchecked, nor can the 51st district sit idly and helplessly. The aftermath of the nuclear bomb explosion and the strategy adopted by the Nazis should make it difficult for ordinary troops to support the battlefield on a large scale. To persevere in the lightning attack of the Nazis, a mysterious elite team that can survive in harsh environments is very necessary. The mystery of the fifty-one district is not enough to build such a team, but it can.

From the beginning, he gave a pessimistic view of the lunar nuclear strike plan. Therefore, the preparation they have made must be aimed at this pessimistic situation. The nuclear strike of the United Nations has successfully detonated today, but from the results, the prediction is not much different from the prediction. Therefore, the remedial measures prepared in advance should be launched in the near future. Among the passengers on special flights with me, special people account for at least half of the total number of people. Now, it seems that these people should be the support for the 51st district. In a certain sense, I was also one of the special people who also took this special flight. The commission of the online ball to me and the remuneration paid in advance-including intelligence, identity and weapons-are also prepared for this time. of.

I think that it won't take long before someone from the side should explain further. At this time, I am still not the enemy of the cyber ball, or that the cyber ball does not intend to treat me as an enemy. In this way, I get a position for further activities through the cyber ball, which is not only beneficial but also necessary.

This is an unspoken transaction between both parties, and it is also a linkage that each needs. I do not intend to refuse.

"Zuo Jiang, we are going to the front line soon." I said to Zuo Jiang, "Is your situation appropriate?" As far as I know, Zuo Jiang is a relatively ordinary Mageweaver, although he also has enough combat power , But she gave the impression that she was not in the role of a divisional battle. I once fought side by side with her, but that was only when I first obtained the magic pattern. The mystery and fierceness of the battlefield at that time was not as good as the battlefield that was about to arrive. The mystery that Zuo Jiang possesses is "delusional experience", an ability to "experience various environmental pressures through delusion and promote one's own growth". Its greatest possibility is "no possibility, only unexpectedness, as long as delusional experience You can fully adapt yourself to the situation you have experienced ". To a certain extent, a large-scale mysterious battlefield should be able to be delusional, but how much is different from the specific situation. After Zuo Jiang ’s delusional experience, How much deviation does the obtained adaptability and actual situation have. All are issues that must be valued.

Zuo Jiang has shown ease in past battles, but this time, the intensity of the battle is quite different. I am a little worried about Zuo Jiang. Although "Jiang" will not die, I don't want Zuo Jiang to fall in front of me because of my vision, wisdom, endurance and mind. It ’s just a human level. I know that Zuo Jiang's "death" in front of me will cause me more pain than I think.

"It's okay, Achuan." Zuo Jiang gently embraced me in his arms. "Achuan's worry is really exciting. However, this is not necessary. Although I am not the strongest person in combat, it is not the weakest. A. What's more, in this case, I still appear instead of other personalities, there must be a reason. No matter how difficult this reason is. It is difficult to understand, it must be inherent in its truth. "

"Unintelligible?" I leaned my head on her amazing chest, feeling the warmth of her body, and the calming taste, "It's okay, love is blind. I love you, Ajiang, so. I am blind. But this is not a mistake, what do you say? "

"Yes, I love you too, Achuan." Zuo Jiang gazed at me gently, as if to melt me.

I snuggled in Zuo Jiang's arms and let that feeling of tolerance permeate my heart. in this world. I have always been lonely, the lack of my heart, because I am not a complete, even. It may not be a correct existence. I have died before, the memory is still in my heart, the feeling is still inscribed in the soul, I cannot describe what kind of experience it is, but "death" is a real thing for me Fact, and the resurrection has contradicted this fact. "Death" has a complete and absolute meaning in the definition. A "death" that can be resurrected cannot be called death, but my experience of death makes me I was convinced that it was really "death." So, how do I exist today? Contradiction makes my existence full of unnatural and unreal feelings.

My loneliness stems from this kind of unreality. I am "Gaochuan", but what position do I occupy in the concept of "Gaochuan"? Another my existence makes me have a strong sense of abnormality in my positioning. If it wasn't for the existence of "Jiang", it was enough as a reference to allow me to position myself to a certain extent. Perhaps, in a series of actions, I would quietly disappear as if turning into air? I have thought about it this way, and feel that such thoughts and intuitions are not negative illusions, but must be a fact.

So, it's great that Zuo Jiang can come to me.

"We are one. Both nominally and in essence, this is the case." Zuo Jiang's voice is as soft as a lullaby.

I was immersed in her tender love and indulged in this silent and unspeakable atmosphere, how unstoppable it was. Until a slight shock came.

The whole dormitory is shaking, it seems to spread throughout the refuge, not very violent, not enough to shake the sturdiness of the refuge, but it is extremely clear, making people feel as if a giant is stomping on the ground, and the power has penetrated to the ground In the ant's den. At this time, such a level of vibration can be created. I am afraid that the source is only the impact caused by nuclear strikes-and, just the explosion of a nuclear bomb is not enough to maintain this level of power from the thermostatic layer to the ground. The Nazis may have transferred the power of nuclear explosions through mystery. In this way, it is possible to imagine how much the Nazis will lose. The UN's nuclear strike program should have failed. The sequelae will not only be shock waves, but the catastrophic radiation that spreads on the thermostatic layer will have a huge impact on the surface environment for a long time to come. If the force of a nuclear explosion also had an expected impact on the moon, the disaster on the surface would be much more severe.

Even I can predict that ordinary people cannot return to the ground world for at least a week, and only a small part of the army formed by ordinary people can participate in the battle on the ground after being armed with high specifications. Faced with the prepared Nazis, it is normal to fail to win. Delaying the enemy as much as possible and harassing the enemy are the first priority after the battle begins. The elite team formed, although there are few people, can become the strongest arrow of the initial resistance with the support of "mystery". As a result, all the people in the mysterious circle involved in this war had to enter a fierce situation from the beginning. From this perspective, the mercenary association where the file is located is likely to become the protagonist of this stage.

For most people in the mysterious circle, even if they have experienced too many people in the ruins of the ruling bureau. Faced with a powerful and mysterious experience, we cannot use this experience to face a real army, and it is still an army with a strong mystery that suddenly burst out after a long time.

The loss rate of the mysterious circle will reach an unprecedented level, relatively speaking. In a sense, it is precisely to withstand the impact of this kind of war damage. If every mysterious organization participates in this war with a loose cognitive collaboration just as it used to, then there will probably be a mysterious organization that will resist becoming a vanguard. ,Or. Cyberspheres do not allow such a situation, regardless of whether the enemy is a Nazi or a doomsday truth religion. All situations and phenomena that may lead to the end of the doom are their objects of struggle. From the beginning, there was only one true and ultimate enemy of the cyber ball-the end, not the end doctrine. and. From the beginning, there was no distinction between pioneers, midfielders and backcourts in any battle. When facing the doomsday phenomenon, there was always only one attitude and strategy for cyberballs, which was to make every effort to resist, annihilate, and eliminate.

The possibility of retreating early in the war simply to reduce its own damage. In the network ball occupies the leading position, it simply does not exist.

I understand the network ball, in their understanding of the battle of the end, they will definitely not aim at any early and late concepts, just like strategists or politicians, to create a sharp edge to avoid the enemy and accumulate strength. The idea of ​​counterattack while the other side is weak. As long as we can support it, no, even if we cannot support it, we will face a very obvious doom. The netball will attack, attack and then attack. Because, in the face of the "end of the world," the practice of "withdrawing to accumulate power" is simply meaningless. Because, the so-called "doomsday" is a meaning that grows like a snowball until it is completely destroyed. If you don't attack the first time, there will be no chance.

The Nazi action is a sign and beginning of the end. This is already a very obvious fact. Therefore, under the guidance of the network ball, there is only one way to go until it finally collapses.

I think this is a cruel but correct way to face the end. In the last doomsday illusion, the doomsday did not arrive before my death, but all the things I saw and heard in all my adventures were silted with a pressure and shadow that I could n’t get rid of. Entrepreneurial or something that will not change, or, as if all actions, will only accelerate the accumulation of that pressure and shadow. From the perspective of confronting such shadows and pressures, it seems that there is no difference between evasion and resistance, but as long as there is a certain belief in the heart, no one will choose to evade, because evasion is hopeless, the most intense, from scratch At the end of the struggle until death, at least dignity can be preserved.

"Everyone's heart has a scale." I stood up from Zuo Jiang's arms, feeling the panic and helplessness that gradually erupted in the air with the vibration, for myself and every one of this world People talk about their own consciousness. I know they can't hear, but the so-called "inaudible" is only from the perspective of human physical. Standing on the "reality" level, as a patient with doomsday syndrome, I hope to convey the courage in my heart to everyone through consciousness. I do n’t have any speeches, and I do n’t plan to make any speeches. However, in my heart, I always sing a song of my own:

"Life is not fair to everyone, and it makes no sense. I can only touch the mud and face the shower.

Muddy along the way, like life, is just an improvisation.

When the whole world is provoking us, even so, we must move forward without fear.

Living is just the corner of the ink, the person on the cover is smiling, and life is screaming in the dark alley, but who will be able to read it after tomorrow.

I stepped on the thorny thorn in front of you in different ways.

You are arrogant and not afraid to retreat, but my head is silent but firm.

Let's fight back hard, make a sound, make them quiet, make them fear, make them wide their eyes, can't believe it.

If life is unfair to everyone and makes no sense, then let me move forward with loneliness until the light.

I only have one kind of appearance ~ www.readwn.com ~ I will never fall down, even with adversity surrounded by smiles.

I have only one kind of roar, and I want them to know that no matter how rough my life is, I still have to live proudly.

Self-esteem may seem to laugh, but it at least supports me, trying not to let me fall.

If you live only if you do n’t want to be alone, then roar, so everyone can hear it! "

This is a song in my heart, a song that belongs only to me and belongs only to Gao Chuan. I have experienced countless falls and stood on this battlefield countless times. I hope this song in my heart, at least, will allow people in this world to experience the same terrible sufferings, patients with doomsday syndrome facing despair and death, can use their lives Struggling to face death with human pride.

I hope that the song in my heart can be conveyed to everyone's heart, even if they can't see any hope.

When the death knell rings, everything has an end, but we can at least choose how to face the end. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)