Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Jonny stood on the street, and the people who got up early in the morning gradually filled the empty street, and many people cast a few eyes at him, because there was a bench beside him, but he stood motionless by the bench, just like the same statue . But the surprise was only a momentary thing, and soon he turned away from his eyes irrelevantly. Just last night, Joni just had a tragic head-on collision with the special operations forces of the network ball. In the network ball's combat record, Jonny was dead. Jonny himself agrees with this statement. Although he still has self-awareness, his true state is completely different from that of Jonny in the past. He would rather have died in a complete sense. However, let him become the present. The priest of the doomsday truth doctrine of the deputy, did not let him go from beginning to end.

He was very painful. Everything in this world, whether human or things, or his nose, nose, eyes, and even the wind blowing his skin, made him feel that he had fallen into purgatory. The most terrifying thing is that he couldn't commit suicide, as if his personal consciousness had been severed from this body.

In his eyes, the concrete pavement is full of tumor-like flesh and blood, and the pus is flowing on the branches. The passing pedestrians are like swollen corpses that are swollen. The noisy human voice is strange and piercing. It is simply indescribable. Listening seems to be able to understand the meaning of the other party, but these sounds really make people have no desire to listen, not just human voices, the sounds of machines, the sound of tires running across the road, all become a disgusting and anxious The sound of the wind, when the wind blows through the skin, it is like the sloppy meat is mixed with the dirtiest stains, and it is applied to the skin again and again, even if it floats in the air, it is no longer an industrial city. Cloudy, and worse. Incomparably bloody, rough and with a sulfuric breath-sight, hearing, smell, feeling, all the channels used to recognize things, as if they were full of silt, twisted by an invisible force, completely violating humanity Aesthetic perception. But his own self-cognition foundation is still "human".

For a human being, the most terrible and most resistant world is the imaginary purgatory, that is the world that punishes the wicked, but. The world Jonni felt was more terrible than the purgatory he imagined. He wanted to escape, but where could he go? He knew very well that what was wrong was not the world, but himself. The world is for others. It's still normal, just distorted yourself. Unless the whole world changes as the monster priest said, no matter where he goes, he can only see his own purgatory.

It would be nice if it could die. Such thoughts have come to Jonny's mind more than once, but he can't do it. The signal transmitted by the outside world through the body can be transmitted to his consciousness, but his consciousness can no longer fiddle with the flesh. His real body is "dead" and exists here. It is only a degraded creation that preserves his consciousness The appearance looks the same as humans, but the interior is just rotten flesh.

If you can sleep, or shut yourself in the dark. It ’s good not to touch this disgusting world. But this kind of thinking is just delusion, just like now, he is not willing to stand on this street, nor is he willing to look at this world that has become distorted in his senses. indeed. There is a chair beside him, but he would rather not sit down, because in his eyes, the wooden strips were covered with tumor-like flesh and blood, and they were vigorously agitated, seeming to breathe the air greedily at all times. Are these flesh and blood fake? Joni is not sure, because, last night, he personally experienced the scene where these flesh and blood eroded inanimate matter.

They can grow, just like infectious viruses. Once they spread, there is almost nothing to stop them. Their strong adaptability to the environment makes the freezing and high temperatures gradually ineffective after dozens of contacts . And it is these contagious flesh and blood that made him resurrected again after he was obviously killed by the netball.

The remorse in Jonny's heart is beyond description. He has repeatedly asked why he broke into that church. If he left immediately, even if the incident expanded, there were other possibilities to resolve those errors. However, pushing the time over again, he felt that he would become like this, almost inevitable. The action that was irresistible at the time, even if it was repeated again, was still irresistible. There are many doubts in Jonny's mind, but no one has solved it for him-for example, after being controlled by the monster-like priest, why did he go to Duff. Sometimes, he might even doubt that his feelings for Duff and his motives to do those things with Duff really belong to him?

The priest named Edward should be able to solve these doubts, but the other party has been immersed in his actions. If the online ball defeated Father Edward, perhaps it is possible to understand the roots of all of this. However, the online ball failed, and although a special operations force was dispatched, it was still unable to kill Father Edward. The only thing that made Joni feel lucky was that Duff They were taken away. For Duff, it might be tightly imprisoned, but it is better than falling into the hands of the perverted priest. There are a lot of dissatisfaction with Netball, which makes him unable to persuade himself to join this huge organization to fight for a better lifestyle and combat support, but one thing he trusts is that the Netball reveals The kind of upright features that come out, even if it is just a pretense, a disguise, a cover-up, is more trustworthy and trustworthy than an organization that disdains its own evil and always treats injustice in universal values ​​as a personality. rely.

Jonny remembered the young man who claimed to be Gao Chuan. Since he led away the demon of Father Edward, the two sides had never met again. Jonny knew the young boy's initial plan. He was actively involved in Father Edward's trap and intended to destroy the Doomsday Truth in one fell swoop. If he felt that there was no drama at that time, then, at this time, he felt even more desperate. He recognized the power of Father Edward. This recognition convinced him that the young man named Gao Chuan would only enter the tiger's mouth. Probably already dead at this time?

The young boy asked him to take Duff away immediately, but he wandered around the church and took the initiative to jump into the enemy's trap, so that he became what he is now, and he became the murderer who took the initiative to kill Duff. For the first time, Joni experienced such a profound maliciousness from fate. Just a choice, a few hours of difference, I embarked on a path of no return. Such a change is almost more at a loss than when he first knew that "mystery" really existed. Pain, remorse, and the ugly senses brought to him by the perceived world. All made him seem to fall into the furnace of purgatory, and the invisible torture ate the soul again and again.

Jonny just stood there, and could only stand there until sitting on the bench covered with tumor flesh, and no priest who noticed the pedestrian stood up.

The priest said to him: "No way, although it's still close. But I believe that fate will eventually bring the virgin back to our side." Jonny knew very well that the priest in the priest's mouth was Duff. Until this time, he I still hope that I can find a way to stop the priest from maiming the girl.

"You are in pain, this makes me wonder." The priest smiled and said in a gentle tone that Jonny was puzzled: "You are just a fake. Why is this emotion happening? Ah, maybe it is Your disguise has deceived yourself? Right, this may be a good thing. This is an extreme force. You can deceive others better by deceiving yourself. I tell you. You have nothing to do with the saint None, on the contrary, you are her guardian. "

Jonny still doesn't understand. The key is, why did the priest use the initiative to emphasize to him that he was just a monitor?

"The Virgin will inevitably lead a new world. Until then, your duty is to protect her growth." Father Edward has a look of nostalgia: "Many people know of the existence of Saya, thinking that I am the creator of Saya. In fact, , Saya is not my creation, nor the creation of man, but the creation of destiny, but it is just the presence of my hand in this world. She does not understand the mission she shoulders. She does not understand the end of this world. Actually Even in the doomsday doctrine, few people understand what is the real end, but I saw it in her. The end is not the end, it is just a conceptual change. Humans think they are often in contact , What you can always see, what you are constantly discovering, is everything they have, and it is also the truth of this world. Once these destructions, reversals, do not meet their wishes, do not meet their inherent cognition, it is the end of the world At first, this was stupid, but it was close to the fact — but, to put it another way, it was too ridiculous and too narrow. Why, it must be in line with their perception of the world look like it? "Here, in the eyes of Johnny's, Father Edward demeanor became lonely and sigh, it is like to see through things, with extraordinary intellectual wisdom of the elderly. If you have not experienced this painful moment together, and you have not seen the other side of this old man, you might feel admiration and respect, but now it will only make him feel a deep cold of body and mind.

This priest Edward is a lunatic, a pervert, a mental illness, and even more terrifying, he is very powerful, he can do anything that is extremely evil in the universal value and normal aesthetics, but for him, it is really The value is truly beautiful. His knowledge of himself, the world, and human nature is contrary to the consensus of the human group. The problem is that he can find logic for his contradiction that fits his point of view, and these logics are derived from the continuously evolving philosophy of mankind. If you want to describe it, this priest is in a normal cell tissue. Because of some inconspicuous factors, some internal structures suddenly start to mutate malignant cells, and this malignant change is inevitable, just like Smoking can easily cause lung cancer.

When Jonny had this understanding, he never tried to understand this evil priest because he knew very well that once he wanted to be in a position to understand why he became like this, he would become like him. same. Now his body and soul have been devastated by his evil means, but even if he understands the priest, his body and mind become like him and he can be saved, Jonny is unwilling.

As a past priest told him: "Even in purgatory, it is not a reason to fall into a demon. If the will can be distorted by external pressure, it just means that this will is fragile, and the past persists, It ’s just a joke. Everything in this world is changeable, but suppose there is really something that ca n’t be changed. I think there is only will. ”

Jonny agrees with this sentence very much. He feels that he is very stubborn. He is so hard that nothing can change his will, and everything he does. It will also fulfill everything he insists on, even if the front is death, it is the imaginary purgatory. Today, he is really thrown into purgatory, but he still thinks. If this kind of physical and mental torture can make your own persistence in the past and the will that has been implemented distorted, then your own birth to death are ridiculous-not to say in the great cycle of biology and energy Pointless. Rather, based on the self-cognition of a wise life, it is a sad ending.

If anything can be changed and anything can be twisted, what is the difference between wise and unwise? Only in changing things. Maintain an immutable thing, then this thing is valuable.

Jonny was silent. In this world where everything became disgusting, only Edward Edward, who had been talking about money, remained normal, but that was the proof that the other party was abnormal.

"Do you know a practice called" medicine "in ancient Eastern cooking?" Father Edward started to move forward, and a force driven Jonny's body, so he had to keep up. "Medicinal diet is the food made with medicine. In the food of the Orientals, the medicinal materials are not just condiments. Scientific pharmacy uses the decomposition method and microscopic observations to test and make a composition for a certain change. However, the Orientals are better at Using natural medicinal materials to solve local problems from the great circulation of the human body. Medicinal diet is a method to maintain the great circulation of the human body, but just like the method of scientific pharmaceuticals, drugs can be manufactured, which should be maintenance Healthy medicated meals can also become poisons. "

A pedestrian walked past with his head down, accidentally hit Father Edward's shoulder and couldn't help but apologize repeatedly. Father Edward smiled, took a cross on his chest, and then took out a bottle of mineral water and handed it to the other side . The pedestrian was stunned, but took the water. Jonny feels that the bottle of mineral water and the “holy water” stored and distributed by the hypocrisy “” who joined the Doomsday Truth religion for the benefit of the red light district are the same thing — with science and mystery, it is impossible to prove so far that it is harmful Thing, as if it were just ordinary water.

Jonny has always believed that this kind of unresolved holy water, which is mixed into ordinary water, will show its maliciousness under some harsh conditions. However, because it is impossible to distinguish holy water from ordinary water, it is impossible to confirm what kind of harm it will bring. Until now, he has become like this. After experiencing the abominable battle, he vaguely felt that his changes are actually not related to these holy waters.

"Everyone likes paradise very much, but it is nothing but a defective product. It can transform human beings, but it is difficult to produce a fundamental transformation and cannot be completely reformed. Those who cannot reform will only die in the end. Innovation is the only way to rebirth after the end. The current doomsday doctrine is not liked by people, because the family ’s vision is too narrow and the practice is too half hanging. So, I think it should be the truth I believe in Do something. "Farewell to the reckless pedestrian, Father Edward continued to move forward, and Jonni found that none of the pedestrians passing by, except for the one who hit him, set their eyes on both of them, even It came from the front, and the line of sight also seemed to penetrate both of them, and thrown into the road ahead.

"I thought of improving the paradise by means of medicinal diet ~ www.readwn.com ~ But, it's ridiculous that obviously, to save, I had to use the method of making poison in medicinal diet. To kill a person through medicinal diet, The best way is to cook several dishes with different herbs. If the victim only eats one or more of them, it wo n’t be a problem. However, if every dish has been tasted, Then, the characteristics of these medicinal materials will undergo chemical reactions in the human body ’s large circulation and kill the victims. This way of combining in the human body is exactly what I need. Simply put, I separate the paradise, Refined and turned into two substances, one substance is added with some adjustments, and the other substance is added with other adjustments, so that the two substances become stable, but once these two substances converge in the great circulation of the human body, they will quickly produce The chemical reaction makes the human body produce a more gentle innovation than paradise. You also know that taking paradise will have a certain lethal rate, but I use the material that I have separated to carry out this kind of And innovation, there will not be life-threatening. "

Speaking of which, Jonny already understood that one of the two substances separated by the priest from the "paradise" must be the kind of "holy water" that looks like ordinary water. People drink "holy water", it does not produce any adverse effects, just like drinking ordinary water. However, if someone who has taken "Holy Water" is contaminated with another separated substance, there will be terrible changes-at least, it will be the same as taking "Paradise". (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)