Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The prosthetic body Gaochuan lost the power of the conscious walker. Although there is no instance to let him know about this situation, the feeling in his heart will not deceive himself. The moment Gao Chuan left, he felt like he had lost the other half of his soul. Although the prostitute would not be tired, he still could not eliminate the fatigue that grew from the bottom of his heart. However, at the same time, he also had a feeling that his thoughts were accessible, as if the whole soul had been washed by clean water. The feeling of confusing ideas in the mind in the past, like weeds that could not be cut off, disappeared completely.

He did not know whether this was good or bad for himself. The only certainty was that this state would not last long. Even before the destruction of this world, even if the teenager Gao Chuan did not come to the door, he had to find each other. Gaochuan, there must be only one, maybe temporarily separated, but after all, there must be only one.

There are many things that the prosthetic body Gaochuan cannot tell the people present, nor can he answer the questions raised by Omi. Regarding Omi ’s guess, Gregia ’s overwhelming and Miyake ’s worry, the only response she can make is silence. Silence is not always pleasant, nor is it what you want.

Jin Jiang started the computer on her desk. When the fan rang, she asked, "So, what do you want to talk to me about? Mr. Gao Chuan."

Without any hesitation, the prosthetic body Gaochuan took out the personality preservation device from his pocket and placed it in front of Omi. When Omi held her fingertips quietly and observed carefully, he said: "This is a personality preservation device. I hope you can restart it."

"Personality preservation device? The name is very straightforward, got it in the ruling bureau?" Jin Jiang's eyes turned back and asked.

The prostitute Gao Chuan was silent, and the origin of this personality preservation device was a bit peculiar to this world line. He did not want to deceive Jin Jiang. But, can she really tell her the real situation? After Omi became a researcher of the online ball, did he still insist on studying the time machine? If you still insist, how much enthusiasm for this research? Whether this enthusiasm will be heard after hearing his situation. Let her make some unexpected decisions? These problems made the prostitute Gao Chuan hesitate.

"Whose personality are you going to save with this thing?" Jin Jiang asked again.

"I'm not a person in this world line." Takagawa, the prostitute, finally spoke. His words made Gregia and Omi stunned for a while, but there was no movement when he heard what he said before. In fact, it is difficult to understand the situation where the world line jumps, because it can hardly be observed by anyone except the jumper itself. Even, in world-line theory. There should never be a situation where the jumper can clearly recognize that he has performed the world line jump. As in Miyake ’s eyes, Gao Chuan never left, and his attitude change, although a little weird, did not break away from her cognition. The man who was always by his side said that he was not the Gao Chuan she knew , Is undoubtedly very confusing.

Human cognition and understanding. Depends heavily on self observation and experience, those that cannot be observed. It is also very vague to not be able to experience a clear difference. Take the jump of the world line, even if there are some strange differences between the attitudes and behaviors of the two before and after, but this difference alone cannot convince the other party. I am not someone in the other person's cognition-because human beings are at some time extremely prone to consciously deformed species because of some minor factors, and they are also the species that are most adaptable to change. Even human inertial cognition, even when it is impacted, will naturally produce a resistance reaction. However, this does not mean that every impact will make it resist.

Before and after differences in attitudes and behaviors, it is impossible to produce a clear outline in cognition without being completely different.

Prostitute Gao Chuan Although it is unclear what the "Gao Chuan" looks like before he reaches this world line, from the performance of whisperers and others, perhaps, this world line does not exist before he jumps. There is no other Gaochuan. His so-called "jump" is more like a "script" from the point of time when he jumped, and instantaneously based on his existence, completed another "past" construction.

So far, he still has a hard time understanding his "jump." The use of Omi ’s world-line theory is just to allow himself to adapt to this change. From the perspective of "reality", the world line theory is not even correct. However, when you are in a doomsday illusion and encounter this situation, only the interpretation of the world line theory makes it easier to have a cognitive profile.

In the past world line, Omi ’s world line theory had many conjectures about the existence of the world line itself. However, Omi himself and the prostitute Gao Chuan are more inclined to coexist with multiple world lines, and when they exist in one world line, the other world lines are between "existence" and "non-existence". In the meantime, the ambiguous possibility, or this theoretical possibility, remains the essence of these "other world lines".

From this perspective, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan can better understand how unable to experience the world line jump and cannot observe the world line jump, which is a great obstacle to cognizing and believing this situation. Because, if it is really at the moment of "jumping" that the world line changes from "possibility" to "real", it also means that its own existence is also coherent in this world line-this coherence , Will not let the "jumping" self produce a strong front-to-back contrast in the eyes of others. In other words, no matter whether he "jumps" or not, there is nothing for people who observe themselves, such as Sakuya. The "strange" place is that even her own strange words and deeds are the qualities she possesses in her cognition.

Then, can the creator of the world-line theory, Jin Jiang, be able to recognize his own truth? The prostitute Gao Chuan gazed at Omi, and Gregia laughed instead: "You are here again, don't be a sophomore anymore, okay, such a big person, I feel embarrassed."

Yes, the prostitute Gao Chuan knew long ago that Gregia would have such a reaction, because he was not without experiments. And if he observes his own self-defense from the perspective of a third party, it will also produce the feeling of "this guy is really a serious patient with secondary disease." However, as far as my own experience is concerned, what is happening to me is so wonderful. This wonderful experience. When you ca n’t get the recognition and recognition of others, you will never have any good feelings, and you will not be able to refute, because the basis of the refusal is "consensus", and your own experience is an absolute self, and you cannot reach consensus. .

No matter how you explain it. How to try to persuade others, since the foundation for doing so was lost from the beginning, the result can already be imagined. Prostitute Gao Chuan knows that in many cases, his silence is not due to his own personality, but only that there is no room for speech.

He thought suddenly. Perhaps, choose here. Speaking to Omi is also because I hope that the other party can understand it. Despite this understanding, there is still a long distance from the "truth" that I have seen. Miyake and Bajing believe in themselves. However, believing in itself does not mean understanding. Of the people who can be touched by the prostitute Gaochuan in this world, only Omi is the person closest to understanding himself.

At the same time, the prostitute Gao Chuan seems to understand the behavior of young Gao Chuan better. because. Perhaps the other party is also facing the same situation as themselves-isn't Jinjiang also a part of "Jiang"? Prosperity Gaochuan has always believed that Jinjiang is a manifestation of "Jiang". Even if you are hungry for each other, hoping for each other, then, how can the younger Gao Chuan, who has been with each other longer and deeper, not choose the other party and believe the other party?

However, if Jin Jiang is a manifestation of "Jiang", how ridiculous his mood is now.

Prostitute Gao Chuan gazed at Omi, the other party's identity, the other party's reality, the other party's cognition, and his own knowledge of the woman, which made him unable to explain the complex feelings in his heart.

Desire to see the other party and hope that the other party walks towards themselves, but they resist the truth hidden in the depths, so they resist the approach with the other party. Prostitute Gao Chuan never thought about it, when he sees Omi again, it will be such a complicated mood. Even, for a moment, he remembered a saying from the Central Principality: "It is better to forget each other than rivers and lakes."

"Your eyes ... it's really strange, do we know in the past?" I don't know how long it has passed, in the sense of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, when I heard Omi say this sentence, it seems that a century has passed .

Omi changed a sitting posture, straightened his body forward, and leaned back on the back of the chair, as if observing a gemstone, facing the personal preservation device towards the light. On the surface of the chip, when the angle changes, texture-like reflection will occasionally appear. Only at this time, this externally-looking chip will give people a sense of mystery.

"Maybe, as you said, we have a deep intersection in another world line." Omi's voice is very stable, just like her emotions, but this kind of stability is also in the body of Gaochuan As expected, because this was originally the style of Jin Jiang in his cognition, if Jin Jiang was immediately excited and excited, it would make him feel the difference between her in the two world lines.

"Do you like the theory of the world line? Mr. Gao Chuan." I only heard Omi continue to ask: "I have loved science fiction stories since I was a child, especially the story about time shuttle. I'm not afraid of you jokes. I stay here because it can I provide the necessary conditions to study the time machine. I have imagined many times that when someone like the mysterious man in the story suddenly stood in front of my eyes and said that he came through time and space. But, from another angle Say, I do n’t want him to show up, because, like that guy, 99% of them are liars. "

"Achuan is not a liar!" Miyaki suddenly said, her voice was very firm, without any hesitation.

Omi turned his gaze and looked at Saki Ye without a look: "Do you think he is real? So, do you think that he standing here is the same person as he who has been with you in the past?"

"I don't know what the world line is, but Achuan is Achuan. No matter what time, place, and what happened, Achuan is still Achuan." Miyaki looked at Omi without giving back: "I believe him."

Jin Jiang nodded and slightly raised the corner of his mouth: "It turns out that in your eyes, he is such an eternal character-no matter how time and place and circumstances change, the essence will not change? This is really what I have heard, The best compliment and the strongest trust. "

"He told me about your business, so we have come to you." Sakuya said so. She accepted what she said.

"Really? This is really a difficult situation to accept." Omi's eyes fluctuated. "There is no observation, no experience, no absolute evidence, so there is no way to tell the truth." She paused. The smile on the corner of the mouth suddenly expanded, and Ping Bo's tone was as if he had put into the stove, exuding a complete and pure fanaticism, saying: "But, it doesn't matter, this feels very good and very interesting! Although emotional and Reason is unacceptable, but. I will accept that, since it is a situation beyond cognition, it may be necessary to exclude sensitivity and reason. I will help you, I will use the time machine to prove what you say. Is it true or false. "

Gregia opened her mouth wide, and Omi once again said what she could not understand: "Exclude sensibility and reason. How can you talk about accepting and believing? There is no basis for trust."

"There is some trust, no need to think to prove. Nor does it need to be intuitive to promote." Jin Jiang pointed to his heart, "It exists here."

"I don't understand." Gregia still shook her head. "If you are not the person recommended by the fire escape, I really think you are a mental patient."

"Of course, I am a mental patient. It ’s not just me. It ’s the Internet or the doomsday truth. It ’s the same. I stayed here for a long time and studied many things. I always felt that probably the whole world is a world of mental illness. Right. There is no normal person who comes into contact with mysterious people, because normal people have already died. "Omi didn't take it seriously, but instead said this:" Actually, I think you are so rigid and confess. It ’s a miracle that a guy who is logical in everything can survive in this circle. "

Gregia was dumbfounded again. She felt she couldn't keep up with the other person's thinking. This kind of person is definitely a real mental patient.

"However, even a normal guy like you is actually mentally ill." Omi stared at Gregia with a strange look, which made her feel very uncomfortable and even gave a terrifying feeling.

The prosthetic body Gaochuan has been silent all the time, but this time, he really wants to sigh-if the woman in front of him is not a projection of "Jiang", it would be too strange! The levels she touched, the things she guessed and thought have exceeded the height inside the illusion of doomsday.

"Personality preservation device--" He planned the conversation between the two. At this time, Gregia was already at an absolute disadvantage. No, perhaps it would be more appropriate to describe it as "speaking with chickens and ducks". Gregya could not imagine or accept everything that Omi showed and explained. The methods and angles for the two people to observe the world and recognize the world are different from the beginning.

"I'll get it right. It shouldn't be difficult, you can come over tomorrow to get it." Jin Jiang no longer sells the pass, and directly replied, "Will you come over tomorrow?"

"I will come." Gao Chuan nodded.

"Then, if there is nothing else, just chat here for the time being." Omi got up and made a drop-off attitude. "Today's conversation is very interesting. I haven't been so happy in a long time. Mr. Gao Chuan, I hope you can be Research assistant. "

"Helper?" Gao Chuan, the prostitute, suddenly had a trance, because the word disconnected the place between the world lines. He paused before saying, "I have no research ability."

"No, I'm talking about the research assistant for the Time Machine project. This is my private research. Don't you say you are a world line traverser? I believe you are, since you are, then you can definitely do research for me Bringing a boost, from all perspectives, your existence itself is the basis for success. "Jin Jiang said quietly.

"I need time to think about it." Yichuan Gaochuan didn't directly agree to it. In his heart, there was indeed hesitation. This hesitation is precisely the conflict he generated from his guess about Omi ’s true identity. Although before seeing Jinjiang, she really longed for Jinjiang to be by her side, but when she saw her again, this desire was full of contradictions.

"I'll show you some good things." As if suggesting something, Omi pushed the gold-rimmed glasses and said, "I know what you are looking for. If you come, I will let you see her." "

Prostitute Gao Chuan paused, turned her head, and asked her, "Is it Marceau?" I will answer here again.

"I'll think about it seriously." Yichuan Gaochuan just answered this sentence, and never walked out of the office again.

The door closed behind the three.

Along the way away, the three of the whisperers were silent for a while. Although Omi agreed to his plan on this side, the feeling of this negotiation was definitely not pleasant. Although there was no direct hostility and confrontation, and the other party did not deliberately find fault, but the content of the conversation and the way of speaking , But let all three have a "not smooth" feeling.

"It's really uncomfortable, that woman, it's really weird." Gregia complained first: "I just couldn't figure out what she was thinking, she was really a genius researcher? Would it be from a mental hospital Did you run out of it? "

"Indeed, but, there is a ... familiar feeling." Miyaki glanced back, "Achuan, is she really, once a member of our whisperer?"

"Yes." Gao Chuan, the righteous body, answered without hesitation. "There is no doubt about this. She has not changed anything." (To be continued ...)

ps: Looking at myself in the mirror, that face scared me.

I had trouble falling asleep in the dark, and only slowly wiped away these tears.

Anxious emotions are dragging me to the edge of the cliff step by step ~ www.readwn.com ~ On the tear-stained face, the traces of years are writing.

See the drizzle falling, and slowly fall to the ground.

It feels like passing through time and space, the past has come to our eyes.

Your appearance is as brilliant as a rainbow, illuminating me every day.

Thank you for the warmth of the sun, which awakened all the love in my life.

Looking at myself in the mirror, slowly wiped away the tears,

I do n’t know what will make me remember.

I have infinite emotion in my heart, I am looking forward to a better future,

I do n’t know what will keep me going.

-"In the Mirror", the original singing: the twisted machine