Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

In the boundary line, all changes are inevitable. Although it may seem chaotic, it has its inherent laws. The world that everyone knows will not be the same. Even with a unified concept and deep-rooted education, the differences in details are greater than people expected. What's more, people's cognition is not exactly the same as their deep-seated feelings. When a person's conscious contradiction is presented in a more vivid form, that form must be turbid, and when multiple people's conscious contradictions are integrated into the boundary, even if the elements that constitute the boundary are only a part of the screening , The scenery it constitutes can not be so beautiful.

Unless, you can freely control the consciousness and subconsciousness of the people who constitute the boundary line, distinguish the contradictions and differences between each other, and file the same and similar one by one. This approach is undoubtedly the beginning of "data". What is peculiar is that the constantly changing things that I have observed in the ideological world, although they are indeed muddy and chaotic, sometimes show some sort of organization in the depths of this chaos. This kind of organization is like being born in compliance with an invisible big will. This will does not exist in the depth of the consciousness of a person or some people. It is more like a cluster consciousness-in simple terms, it is like a single Of ants have no wisdom, and swarms of ants will behave like "wisdom" in their actions.

I do n’t know whether this kind of rationality hidden in the chaotic consciousness of plural human collections is the so-called “deep subconsciousness” or “collective unconsciousness”, but it does look a bit like this kind of thing. In the terminology, there is also a similar title "Alaya".

Patients with Doomsday Syndrome will turn into a light yellow liquid "l" in the late stage of the disease, thus losing the "personality" that distinguishes each other, these patients. In a sense, integration is achieved on "". However, their personality consciousness was not destroyed because of the loss-because, l can also be regarded as a pervert, and meet the conditions of carrying the personality consciousness, even. It is more suitable for the growth of personality consciousness, thus prompting a personality consciousness to split into more personality consciousness.

And these personality consciousnesses that exist in l are not integrated as they are, they are constantly differentiated, just like asexually reproduced fish, wandering in l lake. The formation of doomsday illusions and the state of these patients with doomsday syndrome at this time are not related, and it can even be said that it is them that are transformed into l. And to survive in this state, complete the birth, growth and death of the personality, only to meet the conditions for the construction of doomsday illusions.

However, only these patients with these doomsday syndromes cannot constitute a doomsday illusion. It is true that they are the key link, but they are not the core link. The same as the color of the patients with doomsday syndrome, but because of taking the failed product of the suspected "virus serum" extracted from Gaochuan. As a result, the end stage of the disease is different from that of most patients with doomsday syndrome. And this kind of color is transformed into a biological computer by the "hospital". It is used as a pillar to support the illusion of doomsday, and the color at this time is called "super color" in the research code.

Probably because they are also patients with doomsday syndrome, even if the external representations are different, the internals are very similar. The super color system successfully completed the expected work, and changed the various ones in l. The complicated and chaotic personality consciousness is orderly. However, this sort of ordering does not forcefully reverse the characteristics of these personality consciousnesses and integrate them with a tough attitude. It is more like peeking into the laws hidden in this chaos, and adapting these personality consciousnesses to your own needs. Arranged in an orderly grid.

It is precisely because of the composition of the super color system and the doomsday illusion that the "hospital" has a glimpse of the unthinkable conditions that occur in the patients of the doomsday syndrome, and presents part of it in the form of "data", allowing normal science Research can continue. After all, the basis of scientific research is the mathematics that is easier to recognize and inherit. It is difficult for scientists to think about things in other ways without using mathematical methods, and it is easy to fall into the "metaphysical" trap in philosophy.

Because, most things in cognition can be transformed into cold and certain data, which can be used to complete logical thinking. The so-called "science" is developed on this basis and shows strong power. .

Even so, not all things can be transformed into data, or that it can be observed, can be felt, does not mean that it can be covered by the current mathematical basis. And things like consciousness and thinking, because the information is too large, and its form of existence is difficult to access, so, doomsday illusion, which can transform the personality consciousness activities of patients with doomsday syndrome into data, only highlights the importance of its existence. Sex-even though, these data are actually incomplete, cumbersome, confusing, one-sided, without a preface.

The super system supports, monitors, and manages the doomsday illusion to a certain extent, and converts the activities inside into incredible and incomprehensible data to provide researchers. The researcher further activates and guides the activities in the illusion of doomsday through the super color system according to his needs and ideas to obtain more important and orderly data. In this process, the super color system assumes the most central role.

However, even such a super tie is not a "deep subconscious", "collective unconscious" or "Alaya", even though its capabilities, functions and achievements seem to be somewhat similar. The super tie color does not exceed its essence, it still maintains the personality called "tie color" and has its own personality, and this personality is exactly what it is not "the combination of consciousness of all people", nor is it " Proof of the unconscious union of all people.

On the contrary, if there is something that will become a kind of existence that transcends individual consciousness and has the power of integration, it is most likely that the virus that causes the disease of the doomsday syndrome is the most likely. Due to the influence of the "virus", patients with doomsday syndrome were born and changed into their current state. It is hard to say that this is just an accident. In fact, the formation of the illusion of doomsday has not yet been fully resolved. No one can find a rule and find a way to create a second doomsday illusion. However, the argument that "the doomsday illusion is a necessity of virus infection" cannot be falsified.

To put it simply, "the infection of the virus will lead to the result of the formation of the illusion of the end. And the formation of the illusion of the end is not the final result, but only an important step to reach the final result." It is by no means completely wrong.

So, what exactly does the "virus" want, or what instinct drives it to achieve? Viruses on the biophysiological level basically result in "what has been destroyed" or "changed some circulation in the body". This result will cause human death. But in fact, death is just incidental. The work of the virus is over before human death. However, the "viruses" that cause the weird disease of Doomsday Syndrome are not just over after destroying the original structure of the human body. Even if it is converted to l, the effect of the lesion is still continuing, but. l The abnormally stable structure itself does not continue to deteriorate in this process. l seems to be the end result of the lesion. As a result, the researchers in the "hospitals" rightly focused on the personality consciousness of the sick patients.

It is very difficult to confirm a person's personality consciousness activity state, but the personality consciousness activity state in l can pass through the illusion of doomsday. Presented with more direct data, this allows researchers to see the dawn of hope, and is more confident that when these states of personality consciousness reach the same stability and integration as l, it is the final result of the disease. It is also the completion of an important stage in the lesion.

They are very much looking forward to the posture of the patients with doomsday syndrome. At the same time, it is also hoped that in this research process, the body of the "virus" will be found-because the "virus" cannot be observed from the physical level. Its body is found only from the law of lesions, and it is such a "virus" that they are aware of. However, they are equally convinced that as long as it is still active, they can find it. The existence of doomsday illusions has made them realize that the so-called "virus" may not be an ordinary physiological virus.

In the early research, the initial psychological pathology, until the split of personality, was triggered by "physiology"-physiological changes, leading to psychological changes, this is indeed consistent with the current physiological and psychological science.

However, after recognizing how stable the physiological state is, this mainstream scientific cognition is overturned in a certain sense-l has no contact with the senses of the outside world, nor does it have changeable physiological activities, but personality consciousness However, in the presentation of data, it shows complex and active changes. The prerequisites of mainstream physiological and psychological science have been almost completely subverted.

In order to figure out what happened, and they were able to use this possibility to do something, the researchers were ignorant and stubborn, and even unscrupulously walked on a path that even they were afraid of-yes Yes, not all researchers are as cold as machines, or as fanatical as fanatics. Even Dr. Ande, who leads the "Human Completion Plan", will be afraid when thinking alone, because, Can't see what looks ahead. This kind of fear from "unknown" is precisely the most fundamental fear of mankind.

Unknown "viruses", unknown "lesions", and the researchers' plans can only be based on what they know, and they are similar to the brain completion plan without sufficient feasibility. However, as a scientific worker, in the face of this fear of unknown origin, there is a stubborn forward motivation-because I don't understand, so I need to understand, because I can't see the ending, so I must insist To the end. Every researcher knows that because of his ignorance, it may cause some terrible results, but even the most terrible results are the results. The result itself is what they are after and insisting on.

Such a process, such a state of mind, such a theory, such a cognition, flowed in the memory of "Gao Chuan". I looked at the landscape of the borderline and felt all the chaos, unknown and gloomy things, and fully realized that I was the same as those researchers, no, I should say, closer to that "result". Because those researchers conjecture everything from an external perspective, and I not only have an external perspective. Participating more internally has become an important factor in promoting all this.

To some extent, the result of the "virus" has already been reflected in this doomsday illusion. The existence of the personality preservation device and the spiritual integration device has its own meaning in its name. I first heard these two Name. It's in the super tie. As the mainstay of Doomsday Illusion, Super Colors probably understands what exactly these two names mean.

"Jiang" wants a spiritual integration device. In a sense, "Virus" wants a spiritual integration device. Observing the action of "Jiang" and trying to understand its idea is the process of understanding "virus".

First is the integration, then the integration of personality consciousness. In the end, all "individualities" and "different" become "unique" "commonities." One can't help but wonder whether the only thing in common is the final result. However, the transformation of human beings with different personalities into unique and common existence is for "viruses". What is the point? It must be meaningful, whether it is out of intelligent thinking. The operation of instinct must have a meaning.

The information from the "reality" level and the "doom illusion" level comes from a large part of the memory information of other "Gaochuan". These things originally belonged to the prostitute Gaochuan, however, my existence. But it is based on his personality consciousness, so everything that has settled in his mind is also everything that has settled in my thinking.

The relationship between us is not after the normal split of personality consciousness. Become two independent individuals, but a dough was pinched from the middle, two heads appeared, one head was filled with meat filling, and the other head was filled with red bean filling, but, it can not be said that it is two buns, It can only be said that it is a "weird" bun.

Even now, Gao Chu and I, a world facing normal doomsday illusions and a world facing ideology, cannot sense each other's existence and state, nor feel completely independent of each other.

The amount of information stored in the mind of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is not many times more than what I obtained before my death. I clearly feel that my perspective of "reality" and "doom illusion" is not the same as it was. . My character is inevitably affected. There are too many changes. Although the general outline is still the same as the original one, the details are gradually gradual, and this change has continued until now. I sometimes feel that if there is nothing that has not changed, it must be the emotion of "Jiang", and it is this unchanging and rich emotion that makes me maintain a certain degree even when many details have changed. As is.

I am happy that I have found something in this constantly changing world that will not change with time and with cognition. Even beliefs will collapse and change, but I insist on the invariance of this emotion, perhaps because I yearn for some kind of eternal existence.

I hope that this feeling for "Jiang" is like this. It is also the most special and precious treasure in the changing world. It is the best gift I gave to "Jiang" and it is also my love for it. The source of faith. I must admit that my confidence in "Jiang" is not sensible, but a result of an extreme sensibility. Even, it does not rule out that my infection with a "virus" is the cause of this extreme sensibility.

However, I believe that that must not be one of the reasons.

I once imagined that "viruses" promote humanity to the only commonality, and that the only commonality will be a hotbed for the growth of "viruses" and nutrients that allow it to maintain activity. However, the appearance of "Jiang" made my guesses less sharp. Because, I love it, and I want to let it live. The only thing I insist on, and the only thing I can persevere, is "My love is not a physiological change." But I can do very little to recover what I have lost. No matter how powerful I am in the illusion of apocalypse and how special it is at the level of "reality", what I see is still "I am just a fragile patient". I have entered the "reality" level, and my psychology, even at that time, is very powerful, but that can't make me change anything, and even, I just died if I couldn't do anything at all.

I have learned how fragile and powerless I really am. I have been thinking, if there is anything that can allow such a fragile and powerless self to see the dawn of hope, what kind of effort can make yourself win the final victory. The end point of thinking, after confirming everything he can give, came to the conclusion that the only thing that the weak self can pay, in fact, is only this burning and morbid emotion. The "Jiang", which can accept this emotion, is a variant of "Virus", and has the possibility that I cannot estimate.

So, I paid the only thing I could pay.

And I am quite sure that there is no other way than doing this. Therefore, the only thing you can do is to achieve the ultimate. To be continued. .

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