Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

"How is his situation?"

"The state of the body has stabilized, but the key role should not be drugs. It can basically be regarded as a preliminary verification of your theory, Dr. Ander. However, you need to take a look at this piece of data. The body in Gaochuan has become When stable, the structure of the Doomsday Illusion changes, and the two coincide at a point in time. "

"Put the document on the table. I want to hear your judgment first."

"We think it is the" virus "that is more active, and the virus strains produce a chain reaction through L, and, through the comparison of Gaochuan's body data and the comparison of the time points of various conditions, we can think that the" virus "is producing a core."

"Your judgment is that the" virus "in Gao Chuan is the focus?"

"Yes, Gao Chuan was originally a very special experimental body. If the early activity occurred on him and was centered on it, it is not surprising that the virus strains of other patients were awakened. And, from the end of the illusion structure Looking at the change data, it can also prove this point. The new doomsday illusion structure has a great similarity with a past doomsday illusion structure. That is the doomsday illusion grown by 'that Gaochuan'. "

"That Gao Chuan?" Thought for a while, "how long did the data change take?"

"Almost instantaneously, it's like directly extracting part of the data of the copy, covering the relevant data, and the fusion rate is extremely high, and the new data structure is very stable. I think that now Gaochuan must be experiencing a paradoxical world. , May have a great impact on their personality. "

"No, when this happens, the shock has already begun. However, this proves that Gaochuan is more adaptable to the" virus ". Does the" virus "want to transform its own hotbed?" , "What is the amount of L?"

"As expected, usage has skyrocketed, especially during periods of data changes. Consumption has reached almost one-fifth."

"Have you analyzed the change in the composition of L?"

"Unfortunately, progress in this area is still unsatisfactory. It can only be determined that the L that has become" clear water "can be regarded as a complete death. This is completely different from normal biological death. It is not a reduction in the activity of organic matter, but a complete Organic matter becomes inorganic ... "

"Don't say these things I already know." Interrupted the other party's words. "Okay, I will apply to continue to add L. These reports are enough to prove that our research is on the right path. I think those people will be happy to add support. Now this world is fighting everywhere, from Africa to the Middle East. Now they have started to stir up trouble in Asia again. Nationalism and territorial disputes are really a good excuse. "

"Dr. Ander ... if the war widens ..."

"What's the matter with us?"

"The words that incite war are exposed ..."

"That ’s also the thing of the dead merchants. We are just scientists. Do you understand? Scientists! They need war to sell their goods. We need war refugees and dead bodies. This is the basis of our cooperation. No matter where the war occurs, which country The victory has nothing to do with us. From Africa to South America. From the Middle East to the Caribbean, from the Pacific to the Southeastern Sea-the denser and more continuous the war, the better our research environment. You should not believe the nuclear bombs declared by those politicians The argument that war will destroy the world? Do n’t joke, no politician will do such a thing, and no dead businessman will allow that kind of thing. What the world needs is a protracted war of attrition. There are many dead people, the country It ’s going to be destroyed. What does it matter? Now that science and technology are matched with targeted policies, even if the entire world ’s population is only 10 million, it can approach the current number within ten years. As long as there are people, the country can naturally be rebuilt. The benefits will be distributed again. "

"... Dr. Ander, you are so excited."

"Oh, yes. My assistant, I am very satisfied with the current progress. There are changes, which are stronger than no changes. The greater the change, the better. Isn't it?"

"Yes, Dr. Ander, but no matter how much data we collect and how many inferences we make, it is illusory before we reach the goal. I do n’t think those people will be satisfied with a seemingly good progress for a long time. What they need is As a result, our time is running out. "

"You say those competitors? Rest assured, at least within ten years, they will not be able to set off any storms. Ten years later? Ghost only knows what the world looked like at that time, and if this research cannot be completed, I will not be able to Live to that time. Well, you can go on. "

"Understood, Dr. Ander, I want to say something to you before leaving."

"What? My assistant."

"You are such an asshole."

"Thank you for your compliment."

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The city is full of a nostalgic taste. I thought about it and sat up from bed. Just like waking up, the scenery in front of me was hazy and blurred, but everything stabilized after a few breaths. I walked to the closet and looked at myself in the mirror—a high school student wearing a dark red trench coat with a clown mask hanging around his waist. How long have you realized that you look like this? I feel that I seem to have a long, long dream. When I thought I would do it forever, I suddenly woke up. At the moment of death, the kind of burning pain that melts seems to be imprinted in the nerves forever. Every time you raise your hand, you will wake up this painful memory. However, the physical pain can't suppress the emotions in my heart. I don't know how to describe it. Now I am not a freshman, but have the opportunity to continue my unfinished duties.

I looked back at the bed, another one I was not there. Yes, on this side of the world, only me, as on the other side, only him. We are like ghosts to each other.

My name is Gao Chuan, and I died once, but Gao Chuan reborn here. I do n’t know how to describe my status, but I do exist. Another Gao Chuan briefly called me "Junior Gao Chuan" because of my age status, he was fixed as a high school teenager at the time of death. However, I prefer to call myself "excellent student", while calling another Gaochuan "righteousness".

I can't explain what kind of relationship between me and another Gao Chuan is now, and when I was reborn, what kind of process did I go through. There are two Gaochuan situations at the same time. In the past, I should not have existed in another Gaochuan's imagination, but such a situation has become a reality. No matter whether I or he are ready to accept this fact. I understand his feelings. He can also understand the decision he will make, because we are alone and symbiotic, we are contradictory, but also the same existence. They are two sides of one, and they are also two individuals, sharing one side.

This is the extraordinary twins of "Gao Chuan", which is subtly divided by the power of "Jiang" on both sides of light and shadow, promoting the fact of coexistence.

I think, I and him in a short time. Will not meet again.

This is the boundary line, the world of conscious walkers, I will not leave here, nor can he enter here anymore.

I looked at my bed, there was no other me there, but I knew that he would lie there in the normal world opposite this boundary. He fell into a deep sleep. A dreamless deep sleep that should not appear in his state of existence. He won't dream anymore, and I will walk in this dream that is stripped from him.

I am a top student Gao Chuan, and now, I come to get my wish back. I left my will and trust when I died, and it is no longer valid from the moment I recover.

I'm really sorry. The other me, you did not grasp the opportunities and tips I gave you. You see "Jiang" as an enemy, but you cannot defeat it and you cannot turn the enemy into a friend. If you cannot defeat the enemy, you will be overthrown by the enemy and take away everything you should have. Your cognition and strategy may be correct, but if you can't execute correctly, if you don't have the right to win, it's like it's not correct. I have also failed and lost everything altogether, but since my fate has regained some more, I do not plan to lose again.

Just as you believe in your correctness, I also believe in your correctness. We face the same goal, but walk on different paths. This is the basis of our contradiction, but I believe that when everything comes to an end, we will all realize our wishes.

I stared at the empty bed and sorted out my mood. I ’m going to meet an “old friend” tonight. Of course, I know that the person I ’m about to meet is not the one I knew in the past, but even if we cross time and space, the trajectory of fate is distorted and there are some essential things But it will not change. This world is full of familiar but plausible taste, but I am not alone.

I looked at the corner of the room. In the shadow that the moonlight could not reach, she sat with her knees down, her low face covered by the long dark hair, and her mouth murmured to herself, exuding A claustrophobic atmosphere, but it can not make me a little fear and uneasiness. In other words, seeing her like this, my heart is calm and peaceful. We have been so close together. We have passed the most tense, most dangerous, most painful and most active time in life, and now, this time is continued Borrowed, and will be extended.

I do n’t have any dissatisfaction, I know how dangerous she is, and I am willing to embrace this danger.

Because, I love her.

"Jian Jiang, it's time to go." I stepped forward and handed her.

After a long while, Zhen Jiang finally stopped the whisper of madman, raised his face with long hair, hidden in the eyes behind the hair, deep and dazed, seemed to be awake, but kept awake the edge of. Only I know how crazy she really is, she can't judge her psychology by human ethics and concepts. Zhenjiang is a truly severe mental patient.

I once made a guess about the relationship between Zhenjiang and Jiang.

The only "jiang" that appears in a non-human form is strictly not a "personality", but a kind of life's most basic, primitive, pure, and aggressive survival instinct. Using paramecium to describe and perhaps Inappropriate, but on this level, there really is no emotion and wisdom.

It did not follow the path of most creatures during its evolution, and the instinct of "Jiang" did not enter the subconscious, or it did not have the difference between subconscious and apparent consciousness. In this case, as a wise life and unique The symbol of life, the "Zhen Jiang" personality was born. "Zhenjiang" has inherent memories, emotions, emotions and wisdom, but the existence of this personality is more of a patch for "Jiang". Although "Jiang" and "Jiangjiang" are strictly functionally divided Do their job, but it is a complete intelligent life to regard the two as one.

Because the "real river" form is dominated by instinct "jiang", and the personality "real river" is the patch. Therefore, her behavior pattern is different from ordinary people. She has an unimaginable ability to understand all the skills and abilities that can make the ontology have a greater chance of survival. At the same time, most of her energy is focused on enhancing survivability, such as manufacturing and managing personality. Unresponsive to external stimuli that do not endanger life. Under the threat of life, he can exert his fighting instinct beyond common sense.

after that. Perhaps it is for a mysterious mission that Jiang has had since its birth, or for a purpose that is not yet understood, or to strengthen its own viability and surround the personality of "Jiangjiang", More personalities appeared. "Zhenjiang" can't stop the birth of sub-personality, because that is an instinct. It belongs to the jurisdiction of "Jiang", but "Zhenjiang" can customize and manage the personality according to its own needs.

The woman in front of him is a person with "Jiang" as the main body and "Jiangjiang" as the supplement. The combination of the two is the core, and there are countless personalities in parallel.

Now the information collected by the "Gaochuan" and the inferences made by them. To a certain extent, it is complementary to such ideas.

For example, why is the core of the generated personality "Zhen Jiang", because she already exists in "reality", and is also the origin of all the stories surrounding Gao Chuan. Why is there an integration of multiple personalities, because. Zhen Jiangben is a patient with doomsday syndrome.

Yes, from the beginning, when "virus" became "jiang", "zhenjiang" has been extended in a certain sense. And this continuation is exactly our hope.

Therefore, I can understand why it is in her beautiful and deep eyes. Hidden by the instincts and darkness that instinctively tremble. I am deeply in love with such a dangerous life. In the past, I used sensibility and reason to resist the fear from my heart. And now, I completely ignore this fear. Death did not knock me down, it made me stronger and calmed me.

Zhen Jiang and I stared. I couldn't see her thoughts from her eyes. However, I didn't speculate on her thoughts anymore. I just accepted it. Accepted, this human-like lover rather than human. Zhen Jiang grabbed my hand, and I pulled her off the ground. To be honest, I thought she would honestly find a comfortable seat to sit down. Unexpectedly, when I regained consciousness, she stayed In such a corner, it is like a lonely child.

I sorted out the clothes for her, and she kept staring at me. In the past, such sight and eyes made people feel creepy, but now I am used to it. I know that my resurrection must be done by her, but I did not ask her why. No matter what the reason is, I think I can accept it, because, for this reason, there will be no conflict with my wishes. What I want to do must be the reason why she has become what she is today. We can once again be as practical as this. This is the greatest gift of fate, isn't it?

"Let's go, Zhenjiang. Let's meet an old friend. I think he will be surprised when he sees you." I said to Zhenjiang. Luan Zhong, this name is really nostalgic, in this paradoxical world, he still embarked on the road he should have embarked on. Some things have been extended for a while, but some things have already happened, and as a result, there will be no essential changes.

Zhen Jiang said nothing, didn't speak, and didn't do anything. It was just that I still led her out of the room.

When I passed the room of the other members of Whisperer, I did n’t disturb them. Even if it was Miyake and Bajing, this special relationship with me, I ’m not sure if they would appear in this boundary. This is a boundary line formed by the power of "Jiang", and what "residents" will appear in this boundary line is also naturally controlled by "Jiang". I really want to meet them again in the current reborn status ~ www.readwn.com ~, but although they are not completely different from the ones I know, they are not exactly the same. If you meet, what should I say What is better? How will meeting Gaochuan with me affect another Gaochuan?

I have a feeling of cowardice near home.

When I passed by their room, I only paused and finally decided to leave. Only, I just walked a few steps, but the door opened behind me, and I couldn't help but stop.

"Achuan?" With a doubtful voice, a faint shadow spread under my feet.

I stood silent for a long while, and the voice behind me said, "Is it Achuan?" At this time, the hesitation no longer exists. The only doubt must be from the abnormal appearance of my posture at this time, and, I Zhenjiang around me.

When I turned around, I saw Sakuya in pajamas standing by the door, and a startled gaze shifted back and forth between me and Zhenjiang.

"Is it Achuan? Is it Achuan! This is—" (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please read at m.)