Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I suddenly had a feeling that this kind of deviation was actually not unprecedented in the past, but, this time, it was so strong that it could not be ignored. This doomsday illusion is becoming strange.

Moreover, I have a strong intuition that this must be the result of the operation of the spiritual integration device. In other words, whether it is the Nazi side, the 51st district, or the doomsday truth, the repeater in their hands must be Somewhere, something abnormal happened. And this anomaly has affected the construction of this doomsday illusion. More fundamentally, the consciousness interactions and manifestations of patients with doomsday syndrome are distorted under the influence of a sufficiently powerful force.

Moreover, I have a strong intuition that this must be the result of the operation of the spiritual integration device. In other words, whether it is the Nazi side, the 51st district, or the doomsday truth, the repeater in their hands must be Somewhere, something abnormal happened. And this anomaly has affected the construction of this doomsday illusion. More fundamentally, the consciousness interactions and manifestations of patients with doomsday syndrome are distorted under the influence of a sufficiently powerful force.

This powerful force, which involves the core of the essence of the end of the illusion, except for the "artificial factors" such as "Jiang", super color system and super Dorothy, only the spiritual integration device and the personality preservation device It is possible to have. According to what happened in the boundary line, I am more inclined to the erosion of the spiritual integration device by Jiang, which caused the distortion today.

"It's just--" I said seriously to Misaki: "Changed the world line."

Whether she understands or not, I do n’t think she can understand, but she seems to understand. Miyaki frowned, and asked, "Achuan ... you just jumped the world line?"

"Can you understand?" I stared at Misaki.

"If it's the world line ..." Sakuya nodded and said, "Remember when you just graduated? There was a topic about time machines in a seminar held in our school. When a celebrity came A woman claiming to be a mad scientist, she specifically mentioned the topic of the world line. But-it is really unbelievable, there is no real sense. Now, Achuan, are you really jumping from other world lines? "

"Similar. I think it's not exactly the same ..." I'm still a bit suspicious, but. How can you explain to others what you do n’t understand?

"It's okay, Achuan." Sakuya took my face and smiled peacefully. "No matter what happens, we are still together. This is enough. Don't worry, Achuan, no matter where you come from, even if you jump The world line, where you are, is not as sad as you think. We are all by your side. "

I stared quietly at Misaki. Her gentle and calm smile seemed to melt the hardness in my heart. I couldn't help but nod my head, leaning my gaze out of the porthole. White clouds, daylight, blue sky ... The scenery is so clean, like, nothing happened, but, I know, everything is different.

but. Even if everything outside is different, I am still me, and there are also Misaki and Bajing who are with me. No matter what I'm encountering, what these strange things will bring. At least for now, they are not hurt.

that's enough.

Change has not taken everything I care about. I am standing here, and it still makes sense, and the mission I shoulder will continue to be carried out. Doomsday illusions seem to have abnormally detailed changes, but the overall environment and trends have not changed qualitatively.

Although, there are still some people who are not used to it. It seems that they have returned to their hometown after many years of separation. It may take some time to re-recognize everything around you, but with the brain hardware, no matter how strong the blow, it will certainly survive.

"That's right." I thought of it suddenly, so I asked Misaki, "What was the name of the female scientist who gave a speech at that seminar on time machines?"

"Omi, I remember the name." Sakuya replied.

"So, is she not familiar with us?" I said to myself, I couldn't tell how I felt, but it was very weird, as if everything had returned to the original point. And everything I have done has to be done again. I glanced at the list on the retina screen, and the tasks about "personality preservation device" and "mental integration device" made me more sober. The "spiritual integration device" is zero, and one of the records of the "personality preservation device" has been used by Saki Ye. Does this mean that although Omi returned to the original point in this world change, the things we have done together still remain in the "result"?

I turned my eyes away and scanned Misaki. However, in the past, I was unable to find traces of the use of personality preservation devices, and now I can't do it. Although the report on the retina screen proves that I have completed the task, the situation at this time makes me unsure. This fact still exists.

"Aye, did I ... give you anything important in the fifty-one area?" I looked seriously at Sakuya and asked.

"Yes, the personality preservation device, we did get it." Sakuya nodded and replied.

Miyaki gave a calm answer to my question. I know that her performance must be quite strange at this time, but she accepted the strangeness and even the "world line" analogy. Instead, it made me feel awkward from the bottom of my heart. I could n’t take all this for granted. Perhaps, it ’s because this world, which is distorted in details, is normal for Misaki and others. . But I have personally experienced the world before the distortion, which brought a strong impact.

The so-called "distortion" is only from my perspective, for the observation of this world, but who, besides me, has such an observation angle? Eruka? The ultimate weapon? Boy Gaochuan? River? Organizations that occupy an extremely important position in the elements of the world, such as the Doomsday Truth, and the people I know, such as the fire, Father Sissen, the file, and even the mysterious prophets with "prophecy", know the world Has it changed?

Although the final goal has not changed, I feel like I have done a lot of things in the past. Of course, I know this is just an illusion. From Sakuya's mouth. I have roughly understood what is the difference between the present world and the past world. For me, the people and things I care about have not undergone a qualitative change, but in places where I cannot observe, will there be more changes? What about huge changes?

The part that a person can touch is relative to the whole world. It is extremely narrow, and the "change" in my eyes is extremely small for the operation of the entire world. At least, the world is still in dire straits, but in terms of the illusion of doomsday. The end of the future triggered by the mysterious side is still methodically moving forward, and if extended to the perspective of the "reality" level, the "script" is still in operation. The only numerical change that can be observed may be the distortion of details in this illusion of doomsday. In an instant, this is for the "hospital". It may be a change that deserves attention, but for the work they are doing, a clear analysis of the reasons may be insufficient. My imagination can also be inferred, and this change has not made their work leapfrog progress.

Promote the change of the illusion of doomsday through planning. It's still not enough to find the proper form of "Jiang" and analyze its essence. Even such distortions at the historical level of the world are nothing but changes brought about by the "jiang" side. Even if the effect is expanded several times, the information that the “hospital” can finally confirm is only that the “virus” is becoming more and more active. It is enough to confirm that the "virus" is real.

Raising one ’s perspective to the “reality” level, with the calmness of the current brain hardware, will indeed to some extent weaken the sensational shock caused by that world distortion. however. When you return to the level of "doom illusion" and think of yourself as an individual who lives completely in this world, all the changes at this time are so strange and so difficult to grasp, even if it is replaced by ordinary people, it will definitely be more at a loss. .

It is no longer sufficient to understand, who caused the distortion of this world, whether it was deliberate, or taken for granted, because of the changes caused by the function of the spiritual integration device.

"This is a fait accompli." I said to myself. I know that there is no other way than to accept this fact. Thinking on the bright side, at least, the things I care about have not completely disappeared because of this distortion-I so comforted myself, trying to accept this sudden change.

I looked at the blue sky and sorted out my thoughts. After that, until the flight arrived at the Central Duchy, I never talked to the people around me about the changes in the world. I tried hard to adapt to my current identity, the vice president of a mysterious organization, and at the same time, the helm of an organization front office company. In this distorted world, Omi has not become my wife, and has not even had in-depth contact with the whisperer. Without her help, many things that have already begun in the original world are completely at a standstill. The whisperer is no longer a pure mystery. The organization is not much different from the mysterious organization in Europe and America. Because of this, the liaison with the mysterious organization in Europe and America is also deeper than in the past.

If we simply take this distortion of the world as an excuse for the "world line jump", it can be regarded as a variant of time travel. Inferred in this way, since such a change is produced by the mental integration device, then the repeater with the mental integration device as the core does indeed bear the effect of a "time machine". As a result, Omi ’s time machine research is no longer a unique masterpiece.

Even considering that this kind of distortion like a "world line jump" is not an effect that a device like a repeater can produce, but a side effect of Jiang's erosion of a spiritual integration device. The existence and importance of Omi is no longer unique.

Yes, adopting a utilitarian way of thinking can indeed weaken the importance of Omi, but for me, even if the brain hardware suppresses negative emotions, it is difficult to accept such a result. It is because of the disappearance of Jinjiang that I have realized more deeply than before, that Jinjiang is not a utilitarian existence for me. She is my wife, no matter what the complex effect of factors and become my wife, I have become accustomed to her existence.

to me--

I should really love her. Even with the presence of brain hardware, which makes me calm down like a machine, I cannot ignore this feeling. It is not clear whether the last Gaochuan's feelings towards Omi were so pure, but for me. At this moment, I have unearthed this unusual emotion from the corner of sensibility. I looked at my past and compared it. The difference between Omi's existence and non-existence convinced me of this emotion. It is indeed "love", no matter why this "love" is born, it does exist.

I want to get her back, I want everything to go back to its original state, to the whisperer I know!

The more I thought about it. This impulse becomes even more unstoppable. My chest burned with burning emotions, and even the brain hardware was hard to calm down. I grabbed the armrest of the seat hard until Sakuya covered my hand on the back of my hand. She gently combed my hair and said to me: "Anyway, I'm by your side, Achuan."

I grabbed her by the backhand, the touch and temperature from her skin. It seemed that the emotions in my chest were vented.

"Don't leave me." I said softly, as if praying, and said to myself: "Promise me, don't let me be left alone."

"No." Miyake put her head on my shoulder and said, "I will always be by your side, no matter what happens."

I made a decision.

"I'm looking for Jinjiang." I said to myself, even though, I know. Saki Ye probably didn't understand the origin of this decision, but I couldn't give up. The whisperer I am familiar with is the home I want to return to, and now this home is broken. Even if there is depression of brain hardware, I understand. My heart is full of anger-no matter who it is, even if it is as strong as the teenager Gao Chuan and that weird "Zhen Jiang", no matter what the reason, it can't be before my death. Take away my shelter! If this dwelling place is going to be destroyed, I should do it. This is my plan, my responsibility, and what I have to bear, which proves my existence and makes me struggle to move forward.

"I will find you, the shadow of the past, before I died, I was the real Gaochuan!"

After the plane landed, we did not make much stop and went directly back to the whisperer's headquarters. As I walked through the city center, I carefully looked at this familiar city. Although many things have changed in places I can't observe, the things I know still stay in their original form. , But it made me feel no stranger. Back in this city, back to this whisperer's base, I feel like I have stepped away from my place for a long time.

Of course, for others who are whisperers, the time is only a few weeks away.

There is no change in the address of the headquarters, and it is still purchased by Bajing with public funds and recorded in the high-rise residence in his own name. However, unlike the original, Gregia and Cheka have lived here for almost a month. The relationship between the two and the whisperer was formed earlier than the original world, and the whisperer learned that the ruling bureau existed earlier in time, and was not guided by Father Sissen. In this distorted world, the whisperer ’s involvement in the mysterious world is smoother and more powerful. The original members of the whisperer seem to be earlier. Although they have not understood it in detail, but from Sakuya ’s only words, At least she and Bajing met me in high school. Bajing was the class leader of my class at the time, and Miyaki was a student next door, but she had an indissoluble bond with me shortly after entering school.

The formation of whisperers was also led by Bajing from the time of high school. At the point of time, there is not much difference from the original world, but, because Saya and I became members in advance, the whisperer's involvement in the mysterious side was launched earlier. It was not until after graduating from college that I started a business with the skeleton of the whisperer ’s peripheral structure, and the current front office company was born—a small courier company with only 25 formal employees. It takes up a small half of the quota, and the actual business operation of the company is controlled by Bajing and Gregia. Although I hang the name of "helmsman", most of the time, I am responsible for dealing with the mysterious side of the affairs with Sakuya, and Cheka is like a bodyguard. In most cases, Staying at the headquarters is responsible for the safety of Bajing and Gregia.

This time, I, Miyake, Gregia, and Cheka were all dispatched to Las Vegas, precisely because the partners of this time are very important, involving the official organization of the United States, 51 districts and several Large mysterious organizations in Europe and America, such as the Mercenary Association affiliated with the file, and the second largest mysterious organization in Europe and America, Cybernet, which is under fire. This point does not differ much from the original cognition.

"If there are only eight scenes, it is really worrying. It would be better if nothing happened." Miyaki said to herself when I opened the door.

"There should be no problem, Morino and Shirai are also there." I replied in a deep voice, shouting into the hall: "Eight scenes, we are back."

As soon as the voice fell, the eight scenes in pajamas pushed open the door of the room and came out. They greeted us casually, threw themselves on the sofa, and turned on the TV. This familiar scene gave me the illusion of going back to the past, but there are still many differences, including some furnishings in the room.

"How is the matter going?" Bajing turned around and asked, at this time, Gregea and Cheka had greeted each other and went to their respective rooms. I sat across from the Eight Scenes and habitually said to her: "It's a little complicated, but overall, it still gains a lot ..." Speaking of this, I suddenly realized that due to the distortion of the world, although the most important personality The preservation device has been confirmed, but the other "special products" from the 51st district are not on him-Jin Jiang is no longer there, so the equipment she made for us does not even exist. For example, all derivative products of the S organization, including things originally placed in the S capsule, stargazers and invisible network systems all over the world, may still exist in this world, but are not in the hands of the current whisperers.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help being silent. At this time, Miyaki sat down next to Bajing and stared at me with a strange and serious look. The atmosphere was a little wrong. Not only did I perceive, Bajing also thoughtfully looked at Misaki, and set his eyes on me Face.

"It seems ... something less interesting happened." Bajing's expression was no longer so loose, "Remember my prophecy? Achuan, did the prophecy come true?"

"What?" Although the brain hardware was working properly, it was impossible to tell which one of the eight prophecies, or whether it was the one I knew.

"It looks really bad." Bajing squeezed the bridge of his nose and put on a headache expression, "A woman, changing fate, dangerous change-Achuan, if this prediction cannot even be confirmed by you, That is really a big deal. "

"No ..." I can't describe my mood at this time, it is definitely complicated and full of shock, but with the limitation of brain hardware, my brain is still very sober. This prediction is not different from the predictions made by the eight scenes in the original world, but the most terrifying thing is that it also fits the situation I am currently experiencing.

In the original world, the observation of this prophecy is quite different from what it is now. However, if my experience is used as a baseline, it may be called in some sense ~ www.mtlnovel The prediction of .com ~ Eight Scenes, from that time, through to the present, from the original world, to another twisted world, it can even be thought that it is this kind of situation similar to the "world line change" that is more in line with this prophecy.

In other words, has Bajing successfully predicted the "change of the world line" and the cause and effect of all this?

I was silent for a while, and replied: "Yes, Eight Scenes, your prediction is correct."

At this time, Miyaki solemnly said to me: "Achuan ... Morino and Shirai are long gone."

This sentence, like a flash of lightning, cut through my heart. I stared at her stunned, only to hear her continue to say: "Moriye and Shirai ... Although you remember them, Agawa, they are not members of the whisperer, and have been dead for several years.

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PS: On the night of the last day of the month, this volume is finally over, and an ally has emerged, which is an appropriate end no matter from which point of view.