Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The left eyeball throbbed violently as if it were their own consciousness, and the pain drove straight along the nerves like an electric current, instantly spreading to every corner of the body. Something in my body is disappearing, but this kind of pain is like a giant net, and this thing is caught and pulled back. A large number of garbled warning windows popped up on the retina screen, letting me understand that this was Jiang's interference. This left eye, which embodies the power of "Jiang", suppresses Eruka's disengagement of superpowers.

Just a breathing time, the body seems to be broken from the inside by something, obviously a very tough prosthesis, but at this time it gives me a balloon-like vulnerability. During this period, the damage of the prosthesis rapidly increased and quickly exceeded 30%. However, the rupture of the body did not eventually occur.

In a flash, a red figure popped out of my body. Looking at each other with me, the human figure formed by the erratic crimson red like a mist stood ten meters away. The red mist around him quickly fell on this humanoid body, and its outline quickly became solid.

"Sure enough, throwing this eyeball out is the right choice." The reshaped Eluka stared into my left eye.

"This is the power that" Jiang "infused into you at that time?" I always had the idea that the "Jiang" power that the wizards of the Doom Truth could use, in addition to being brought by Eluka, would be How do you have it?

"Yes, this is a part of it inside me." Eruka's face hidden in the shadows outlined a meniscus-like smile, but it looked extraordinarily gloomy. "But it's also a part I don't need. Presumably you too It is very clear how special its situation is. "It is naturally" Jiang ". However, the true meaning of Eruka's words, although I can vaguely guess, is not very clear.

"In many cases, if you use its power to deal with you, there will be failure or even a gain effect on you. Because. Its body is in your body. Although we share a body, unfortunately, its will seems to be more Biasing you, this is the most important reason why I ended up now. "Eruka is like a winning ticket, telling his thoughts in an orderly way, I do not intend to interrupt him, because. I also want to know that his reflection on the existence of "Jiang" reflected in this behavior. Since Eruka has already started, it proves that he has a certain degree of certainty. It also proves that the judgment behind this action is not completely wrong.

Here is simply to win or lose with him. Whether it is a victory or a loss, although it has a certain influence on future actions, it is not a crucial influence. The decisive threat to my plan is not Eruka, but Jiang, so it seems to me. No matter what the situation, even if you will suffer a fiasco, even if you will lose your superpower, you will die and collect the information of Jiang will still be a priority.

"Like you, I am also Jiang's carrier, but it is a more important carrier than you." I said calmly.

"Yes. But it's not that simple." Eruka pressed the brim and sneered. "It's overall will is biased, but its will is not unified. I think you also notice This is it, Gao Chuan, if you really inherit the information you have before. It must be clear that its personality, like its viral nature, is constantly splitting. Split, split-how many in the end No one can make it clear that although there are countless of them, each of them, while possessing a personality, also has a commonality. Its bias towards you is only one of the commonality. "

That ’s right, even without the information left by Gaochuan in the past, in contact with "Jiang", "Jinjiang" and "Youjiang", I have already vaguely noticed that since the mapping bodies in the Doomsday Illusion have different personalities Even with this personality difference, it is completely different from the "jiang" that has always been regarded as a body and exists as a virus at the "realistic" level. Well, perhaps it can be considered that whether it is "jiang" at the "reality" level, or "near river" and "youjiang" in the illusion of doomsday, they are just one side and one fragment of the real "jiang".

Neither the "reality" level, the "Jiang" embodied by the virus's will, or the more humanized "Jianjiang", or the "Yujiang" in between, cannot represent the "whole" River". The whole "jiang" in the full sense is more complicated than imagined. It makes people blind to touch the elephant and see flowers in the fog. It is impossible to make a visual measurement at all. Even if there is such a whole "jiang" in the full sense, it is not sure. Although, from the situation encountered so far, these different sides and fragments of "jiang" have certain commonality, but they cannot be denied. There will be so many "Jiangs" that do not follow this seeming commonality.

In other words, although the will of the "Jiang" so far has tended to "Gaochuan", even the appearance of the virus's will will, to some extent, be the same as the "Jiang" which can be regarded as the formal. However, it is not certain that all "Jiang" are biased towards "Gaochuan". Is this what Eruka wants to say?

I was silent, waiting for Eruka's explanation.

"Maybe, you are thinking, even the virus's will is biased towards you." Eruka sneered like seeing through my mind. "It's a pity that this is the biggest mistake you made. The virus. It ’s a virus. It follows the instinct of the virus forever. Other humans may be partial to you because of humanity. However, even if the virus shows a certain consciousness, this consciousness Sex is also extremely mechanical and stubborn, and the viral characteristics it represents are not completely correct in terms of personality. Gao Chuan, you have studied psychology, should you know the personality structure? In Freud ’s theory of psychological dynamics Among them, three concepts of spirit have been proposed. "

His reminder made my heart sink. I think, I know exactly what he wants to say.

"Self-self, self, super-ego." I recalled the meaning of these three terms.

The self is the thought of the sub-ideology, the foundation of the innate personality structure, and the basis for the development of the self and the superego in the future. At the same time, it is also regarded as "complete subconscious", including all the most primitive and satisfying instincts Impulsive desires such as hunger, anger, sexual desire, etc.

The ego developed from the basis of the self and is the key concept constructed by many psychology schools, although its usage is different. But in general, it is common, referring to the conscious part of the individual, regarded as the executor of the personality, responsible for dealing with real-world things. Therefore, in many cases, the personality mentioned by the layman is actually just the personality part of the self.

The superego and the self have similarities in many places. But the function and formation are different. The part developed from the self is also the part of the consciousness of personality, but the proportion of the superego in the consciousness component is much less than that of the self. It is not responsible for dealing with real world things, but it interferes with the self's handling of real things. It can be said that it is a yardstick for regulating behavior, and it is also regarded as conscience or internal moral judgment.

The self and the superego are opposites, self-centered to adjust. The study of the three often inevitably involves metaphysical philosophy. Therefore, in a certain angle, it also embodies the concept of the Trinity in occultism.

"Yes. It seems to me that it exists in a virus consciousness, not a complete personality, but only the self." Eruka ’s smile was hidden in the shadows, "and other humanized personal manifestations, It is also not a complete personality— "

"It's self." I couldn't help saying.

"Yes, self." Eruka said slowly: "So, I ask you. Do you think it exists like that, is there a superego?"

"No." I asserted without hesitation. If according to the respective definitions of the three structures of personality, then there is no superego in the true "Jiang". This is my idea, because it is not a human being and has no morality and conscience. The superego tends to stand against the original desire of the "self". Maintain individual morality and avoid taboos. However, based on this concept, the "Jiang" I know, even those humanized mappings exist. For example, "Omi River" is totally incompatible.

"No, I think so." Eruka nodded and said, "If the personality presented by it is reduced to the scope of a single personality structure, then it is actually incomplete. Although, from its From the perspective of existence, it may not make sense to look at it from the perspective of the Trinity. But, similarly, the Trinity, as the most solidified personality structure I can understand, can make me think that its personality structure is extremely fragile. , Uneasy, there is no superego, and there is no lower limit. No one can deny this possibility, because, just as it cannot be confirmed, it is also impossible to prove against this possibility. So, I have another problem , Gao Chuan. Why do you feel that such a fragile, uneasy, and no lower limit will always be biased towards you? "

I was silent, staring at the needle-like gaze of Eruka. After a while, I could n’t help but smile with a knowing smile and said: “Yes, although the starting point is not the same as yours, and there are too many It ’s clear, so I ca n’t make it clear at all, but my conclusion is not much different from yours-'Jiang' will not always be biased towards 'Gaochuan'. "It's not just me, but even most" "Gao Chuan" thinks so. "Jiang" cannot be trusted, regardless of its past performance and attitude towards a "Gaochuan", but as far as the future is concerned, it is still full of deep uncertainty. No one can underestimate its ability. It is also an irrefutable fact that the young Gaochuan Phantom said that it can end everything. However, if it has such ability, will it do so? In addition to the young Gaochuan phantom, "Gaochuan", such as me Gaochuan, is full of worries.

Therefore, you can use the power of "Jiang", but you cannot rely on the power of "Jiang". Instead of pinning your hopes on others who are not trusted by yourself, it is better to implement the Super Gaochuan Project. Although the process is difficult and the principle is vague, but, It is more self-reliant and practical.

Listening to Eruka's analysis, I can't help but think that my original distrust of "Jiang" can be explained from this aspect. However, that's all it is. Eruka's words can't make me feel a little shaken. Even though he seems to be prepared to prove with action, my honour against the power of "Jiang", that kind of "Jiang" bias towards Gao Chuan is just an illusion.

But what about that? Although I have repeatedly escaped the danger through the intervention of Jiang, I ca n’t deny that I do n’t think it is in good faith. Even, I think that the result of its interference with me caused me to get out of danger, not because it was conscious. And for. It is only in its actions that the effects of the inadvertent ripples are the result of incidental products and by-products.

From the beginning, I did not place my success and survival on the will and power of Jiang, just. Its will and power are so heavy and heavy that my thinking and actions have to be influenced by it. However, no matter how the "Jiang" will change, it will only increase or decrease the difficulty of action for me. The goal and basis of action have never changed.

My calm seems to exceed Eruka ’s expectations, and I said without hesitation, completely and unwaveringly, “The conclusion is the same as yours”, Eruka ’s posture seemed to have a subtle moment The change made me feel. It was a shake.

"Really? You think so ..." Eruka said in a thoughtful, enlightened tone: "Yes, you do think so, because although you are also Gaochuan, it is not that Gaochuan anymore. "He said nothing, he sneered at himself and said," Forget it. Just when I said so much in vain. However, since you also agree, then things are easier to handle. "

"Easy to handle? I don't think so." I said calmly: "Based on the judgment you elaborated, there is indeed such a possibility, but for now," Jiang "is biased towards me. It is an indisputable fact. How to break this fact? "

"It's easy, as long as, in this force, there is no self." Eruka raised her right hand. As if holding something, the "what" soon appeared. It was a mass of red liquid thick like asphalt-Jiang Zhili.

"Viral consciousness is the intrinsic self, and the intrinsic self is the manifestation of instinctual desire, then the desire of the virus, because of some factors, no longer favors you, is still very large." Eruka said lightly: "In psychology In the self, I follow the principle of happiness, and the self is produced, but the principle of happiness is suppressed by reality. Without the existence of the superego, the two are not balanced, and even contradictions will occur. Humanized, it occupies most of the conscious Thus, there is a bias in the commonality of consciousness. However, although it shows consciousness, its essence is completely subconscious, but there is no humanity, but it will not favor you because it is like a love, love, and such a nasty thing. Jiang Zhili of the scarlet liquid fell to the ground one by one, making a crackling sound, and Eruka ’s face hidden in the shadows again showed the dark smile: "The separated eye is the self. Part of it, and what is left in my body today is only the part of me. If, in the past, the power I used was 90% of the possibility of maintaining you Today only a maximum of fifty percent, is really refreshing. "

"No, I don't think so, but that's just the strength of the self, isn't it dangerous?" I said quietly: "Be careful to eat it completely."

"Before that, pray for yourself first." The force of Jiang at the foot of Eruka formed a flying arrow, filling the space in front of me in an instant.

I launched a pseudo-swimming shuttle through the arrows, but I was inevitably cut through the skin because of the dense arrows. As before when the red mist is close to the skin, there is a feeling of being invaded. At this moment, this feeling is more clear, but, the same, because of the active left eye, this erosive force seems to take away what I felt that I was suppressed without any resistance.

"Let's talk, isn't the result the same? Although you have stripped Jiang Zhili's self-components from the body, the previous red mist is also good, and the arrows are now good. If you can't succeed, you still won't succeed." I While dodge the red arrows and counterattack with the revolver, Eruka didn't rely on the huge Jiang Zhili to resist, and had shifted position before being hit by the bullet.

We hunted each other in this small cabin, close-up, war, move, Mercedes-Benz-and then resumed confrontation again. My attack could not cause enough damage to Eruka, and his power, after stripping Jiang Zhili's self-component, seems to be weaker than in the past ~ www.readwn.com ~ has a prosthetic body and a hard brain The body and Jiang Zhi's left eye accidentally did not fall down in a short time. Compared to the battle with him in the ruling bureau, the result is indeed somewhat unexpected, I thought it would be more passive.

"Gao Chuan, you seem to feel good about yourself, but unfortunately, this is just your illusion." Eruka said unchanged, "So far, it has only been confirmation, although I believe my theory and judgment, but , It does n’t mean that it must be feasible. ”

"So, were all the previous battles just warm-ups?" I also asked indifferently, "So, are you sure now?"

"Yes, it has been determined. Jiang Zhili and I do not match. Although the self component has been removed, the influence on you has increased, but the quality has also decreased, and the efficiency has not been improved. Overall, the power is weakened "Eruka said:" Perhaps, there are some more profound effects ... However, it does not matter, the result is that as long as I use the power of Jiang Zhi, you have a decisive chance of winning. "

With that said, he raised his hands and snapped his fingers, saying: "So, what will happen if it uses its own power?" (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to start (m ) Cast referral and monthly tickets, and your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please visit m.)