Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I said to the file that in this ideological world, I am the strongest under "God". Although the file was surprised by my changes at this time, he was not sure about what I said and was stunned for a moment, only showing a playful smile. Maybe she really didn't think I could be as strong as I said, but I really think so, and I don't care about her ambiguous silence. How am I at this time, except for me and Jiang, who knows better? What's more, the evaluation standard of the file is not the same as mine. The "God" I mentioned is not the same as the "God" she recognized.

My faith, will, and persistence do not require the approval of others. I think so. Even if my demands, opinions and actions are not understood, all I can do and need to do is to remain silent.

"Did you find anyone else?" The file asked, changing the subject. Since both the file and I have entered this ideological world, this standard is enough for more people to enter this world.

"No." I shook my head, indicating that I had not come in much earlier than her. We pondered each other for a moment to trace the clues we could distinguish, and then summed up each other's ideas to outline an understandable outline for the entire event.

"That is to say, the impact of the riot of the energy circulation network has driven us into this place?" The file said in a stated tone. While we were talking, we swiftly walked on the promenade formed by this barbed wire, and stopped until the nearest iron frame that looked more stable. We carefully looked at our surroundings. This iron stand is connected to a gear lever mechanism, moving back and forth, and regularly connecting with other barbed wire corridors, just like a moving platform. If you go down from this footing, you will find a source of light and heat. The light and heat of this ideological world are not spread from the same source, and there is such a place at our feet that looks like the source, and its specific form cannot be confirmed. Because the light and heat there are especially violent. The file didn't dare to look at that place. The extra intense light and heat seemed to stare at the blind person's eyes and melt the person's body. However, I have no such restrictions, though. Intuitively, the piece of light and heat is really uncomfortable, but it is nothing more than that, and it is not as negative as the file.

In this ideological world, in mysterious terms only, the negative feeling produced by intuition approaches the reality without limit, if the file really stares at that piece of light and heat. Maybe your eyes will be blind and your body will be melted. But since I don't have such a strong feeling, this possibility will also be infinitely close to zero. Perhaps, the difference between me and the file lies in my eyes. Even so, I can't identify what the source of light and heat is, I just think. There is a subtle feeling. It's a living, no, emotional, or it's like someone or a group of people is burning their own life, will and soul with all their strength, and in this state, boiling themselves indefinitely Emotions-not specific emotions, unable to distinguish between fear and pleasure. It is a general and comprehensive "emotion".

There is more than one source of such light and heat in this ideological world. Although being above the source and unable to find the second one within sight, the ideological world is so vast as if Endless, but filled in this world. Even if it is not at the source, there is still intense light and heat. Naturally, it cannot be caused by one source. Both the file and I have speculated about the truth of this ideological world, just. At present, there is no evidence to prove our conjecture, but our respective guesses are very similar. This is a similar cognition derived from the exchange of ideas and intelligence.

"The energy shock did not affect everyone at the same time, so we did not arrive at this world at the same time?" It is still a question, but it is also the tone of the statement. The file stands on the edge of the iron stand. It is an endless world with no definite goals and no guidance clues. For a while, I do n’t know what to do or where to go. I can only stay in place and think carefully.

Probably, she hopes to see what signs she will encounter when she stands by and waits for her-the dangers of humans, strange things, anomalies and mysteries. Only when there is a change, will she not bump like a headless fly. This ideological world is endless. This is not an illusion. Strictly speaking, it makes me and her intuitively think that it is not an illusion. The more you observe the world, the more you feel that this "infinite" statement is the real situation. But the question is here, and perhaps the answer is here. What is the source of it, and can it create an "endless" ideological world? Even "Jiang" has only created a boundary line that only covers the entire base. Of course, perhaps because it does not need to create such a large ideological world.

First, the source that can be removed is the "culprit" that caused us to enter here-the energy circulation network. Because it is just energy, it does not possess the mystery of constructing the ideological world itself, and when we are pulled into this world, the feeling produced in the chaotic darkness is a kind of like passing through a pipe and being flowed by water. The feeling of rushing away, the encounter and feeling at the time, are the same for me and the file. Therefore, we all agree that the energy circulation network at most constructs a channel connecting this ideological world, and when that energy shock reaches us, it is to "docking" one end of the channel with us. After that, our "soul", or "consciousness", was forced out of the body to enter this strange world of ideology.

Then, based on this cognition, a question is raised: "Where is the other end of the energy circulation network connected?" Although this question is not accurate, it is not without doubtful goals, because the energy circulation network The connected end is the source of this "infinite" ideological world. This goal can never be a trivial and small thing. There are two giants created by wizards using combined spells that barely meet this standard. However, even if those two giants can seize the energy in the energy circulation network, it is unlikely to create an "infinite" ideological world-if This "infinite" is true, and we judge intuitively that this "infinite" is true, so the wizards are eliminated.

The giant created by the wizard's combination of spells is working hard to deal with the tower. They have already put them in a state of collapse, and the high energy they have captured does not seem to make them particularly powerful.

Then, to possess a "mystery" that is more powerful than a wizard magical giant, and has more "energy" than the entire energy circulation network, and even to achieve a "mystery" in consciousness beyond the imagination. Is it possible to create this "infinite" ideological world? From the perspective of the file, what meets this requirement, except for the spiritual integration device in the tower, does not do what it wants, but, in my opinion, there is another possibility-Jiang.

but. Compared with Jiang, it is still more likely to be a spiritual integration device, because the energy circulation network seems to originally provide the starting energy for the tower to make it work.

We are in an ideological world constructed by a spiritual integration device, or. We are already in the unity of spiritual integration-such speculation cannot obtain sufficient proof, because our speculation is based on very subjective inferences. However, both the file and I are able to accept such guesses and are willing to arrange our actions according to such guesses.

"Gao Chuan, remember those guys who suffered the shock before us, and then the whole person burned?" Shen Shen said: "You think. They can't bear the shock, they died before consciousness entered this world? Or they Consciousness entered the world, but suffered unexpectedly here, leading to the death of the body? Or— "She paused and said," Our body has actually been destroyed, but consciousness has entered this world? "

"The first and second possibilities." I answered very positively, or rather. I believe in these two possibilities even more. Of course, even the worst possibility, I believe I will not be one of them. because. I am pretty sure that the kind of high-energy impact that can easily destroy a fragile human body is absolutely impossible to destroy the righteous body. Moreover, I also doubt very much that although my consciousness has reached this ideological world, is the prosthesis based entirely on the control of brain hardware still acting in a procedural manner at this time?

"Ego" exists in the native brain, I think so, because, in terms of function alone, the level of the native brain is already much lower than that of the brain hardware, and its ability to possess the brain hardware The situation is almost close to dispensable. However, when entering the world of ideology, brain hardware does not exist-if ideology represents some essence of the entrant, then the brain hardware that does not exist at all, as if to say, brain hardware It is not essential at all. It exists, it is an excellent brain and controller, and it seems inseparable from me, but in fact, it is not so important, then the essential things, in a sense, are truly optional tools.

The native brain is very important and very basic, but it seems to be only for "self-consciousness". For the prosthetic body, it is not so necessary. The cooperation between the brain hardware and the prosthetic body has been run to a fairly tight and rounded position. Even without the support of the native brain and the absence of self-consciousness, it will still work step by step.

I can't feel the body, nor can I be sure of my thoughts. "I" is silently observing and waiting in this ideological world. So, what is the "I" body doing in the normal core area? Has Super Dorothy, who manufactures brain hardware, already considered such a situation and wrote the corresponding action program in the deep layer of brain hardware? If, at this time, the native brain is destroyed, can the "I" remaining in this ideological world, which may be constituted by a spiritual integration device, continue to exist? Can we still return to the righteous body?

Many questions have no answers. Many questions are observed from the perspective of "doom illusion" and from the perspective of "reality". The answers obtained are inconsistent and even full of conflicts. From the perspective of "reality", the native brain in the prosthesis or the brain hardware is just a kind of mapping existence. It has no substantial brain function, but is only recognized as There is such a function, so it works. And my personality consciousness is not limited by such a body. Instead, such a body is nothing more than an illusory shell of personality consciousness in this illusion of doom. It makes the personality consciousness "Gaochuan" no longer an invisible "ghost", but a "material touchable existence". However, in terms of "doom illusion". This kind of cognition is undoubtedly unacceptable. Close to it is a kind of idealistic philosophical view of "I think, therefore I am", just like "mystery" that only "divine" can understand.

However, at this time of the day, I am more able to accept the idealistic philosophy of "I think, therefore I am". Because, in the knowledge I have, this is the only reason that can integrate the two angles of "reality" and "doom illusion". As long as the essence of the external environment is discarded, either "reality" or "doom illusion" or even the body suffering from doomsday syndrome. Have become meaningless.

"I" is thinking, "I" is Gao Chuan, at this moment, "I" is the only Gao Chuan that exists, if, I think, therefore I am, then. As long as I keep thinking and self-knowledge, then I will always be there-what a beautiful dream.

Conversely, if one day, "I", who is not bound by any outside, is not based on any substance, but just exists because of thinking, dies. So, what does "I" leave behind? There is nothing, "I" is dead, just "empty", no, not even "empty", just non-existent and meaningless. What a sad nightmare.

I think, therefore, I am extremely idealistic and only bring extreme answers. Even so, when I realized that I existed. In this ideological world where there is no other than self-personality consciousness for myself, such idealistic philosophy is my only consolation.

"I'm here." I said to myself, as if to some existence: "So, where are you?"

I was silent, I sneered. The file did not see my expression. She said: "The time flow of the ideological world is not the same as the normal world. If the person who died is because consciousness died in this world, which leads to the death of the normal body, then, in this The difference in time and velocity of the world must be very large. From the perspective of the normal world, the death rate of those guys is very fast, but, as far as we enter this ideological world, they do not encounter it as soon as they enter here. Unexpected. In this way, what we see now is empty, it makes sense. "

"Yes, the people before us have been in this world for a long time, maybe they have died in this time, or they may have left far away, and those who come in after us will only appear in this long after. The world. ”I gently combed the quark ’s feathers with my fingers and looked around. It seemed to have some meaning, and there seemed to be no meaningful gear lever mechanism. I said to the file:“ It may not make much sense to continue to wait and wait. We must move forward. "

"You go where you say." The file answered very succinctly, but it was also a very cunning statement, "Because you are the employer."

"You don't have a weapon on your body?" I didn't answer directly, so I asked instead.

"No, not only the weapons, but even the second-level magic patterns are gone." The file's body stiffened, and a wry smile slowly appeared on his face, and he put his wrist in front of me. Traces of fighting, "My current situation is that I have not yet entered the mystery."

"It turns out that you weren't born a mercenary." I couldn't help laughing. "How do you feel about losing power?"

"No." The wry smile of the file disappeared. The clear and bright eyes full of the charm of young women were covered by the mercenary's sharp edge again. Although her body did not change, she seemed to change someone in an instant. Such a file, staring at my eyes with a dangerous and sharp eye like the tip of a knife, said one by one: "The power of the strong is here forever." Her finger poked **** her chest, it was heart position.

The tone of the file was so sharp, but I heard it with great joy. I laughed silently, took the revolver pinned around my waist, the crossbow and quiver behind me, and threw it into her arms.

"Hope you at this time, did not forget the ability to shoot." I said.

"Do you want me to help you with a pistol?" The file glanced at my crotch, UU reading www.uukanshu.com unkindly sarcastically, and then grabbed the weapon in his hand, "The critical weapon failed to bring in It ’s a pity. I really do n’t understand why you can have Moire here, but I do n’t. ”

"Maybe you just use the magic pattern as a tool?" I asked, and the file was silent for a while. Although it was just casually said, she seemed more real. But just a little bit of action, she hung her weapon in a more rapid movement, and then put her soft long hair behind her head, wearing a braided ponytail, now she is like an urban ranger in the American hero movie Although it is not as popular as her original mercenary image, it has another flavor.

"Go, where are you going?" The file asked neatly.

"Go down." I looked down and looked down a little deep.

"Why not go up?" The file asked.

"Because it's easier and faster to go down." I replied without thinking, grabbing the thin waist of the file and jumping directly from the edge of the iron stand. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please read at m.)