Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Shirai opened his arms, as if to inhale the odors that Morino left here in his lungs, breathing deeply.

"How long have you been there? Senior Shirai."

"I think about it ..." Shirai turned around and put his hands in his school uniform pocket. "It's been about two hours. I came here after school. I bought bread on the road and sat under the tree, Komori. As if suddenly it would jump out. I just waited there, waited all the time ... But Komori never came out, the person who came was you. What are you doing here? Classmate Gao Chuan. "

"I want to find out the cause of Morino's death." I said.

"Why?" He was a little surprised. "From Komori's usual words, are you not so happy with her? Ah, yes, last time you saved Komori, thank you very much."

Last time?

I remembered that he was referring to the fact that Morino and Sakuya were surrounded by members of the whisperer. Although I don't know how Morino said to him, but things are a bit different from what he thought. This is a thank you to me.

"Even if I am not there, Morino will be fine." I said.

He nodded thoughtfully.

"In short, thank you, thank you for understanding her willfulness." Shirai smiled bitterly, "Komori actually wanted to say thank you personally."

I have a lot of things to ask Shirai, but there are so many things that I do n’t know what to say for a while.

"Do you know anything about Morino?"

"I know everything about her." Shirai answered without thinking.

"I'm curious, there have always been strange rumors in school, are they true?"

"Rumor? Ah, you mean Komori's drug trafficking, extortion?" Shirai said casually, and didn't seem to care about these bad rumors.

"Do you think it is strange that I am not angry?" He said, "However, things are not like that, I also want to be angry, but since the hardest person has not said anything, I have no angry position."

"I want to know if it is true or false."

"What do you think? You should have made your own judgment, right?"

"I think Morino is not that kind of person."

"Yes." Shirai smiled. "Although the rumors are close, it's not that much. Just like the truth that hasn't been finished doesn't equal the truth, the truth of the fragment does not equal the truth."

Next, Shirai explained to me the reason why Morino joined the mysterious religious organization.

About a year ago, Morino ’s parents were tricked into joining the Mouse Club. As a result, when they were on the verge of bankruptcy, they were a helping hand from the sect, so her parents became fanatical believers.

"Because he is a fanatic, he can't stand his daughter's non-religion. It feels like there is a stranger in the family. This has nothing to do with the blood relationship. It is purely to regard Morino as a spiritual alien. : I came here to fill the world with disputes and to turn my parents and children against each other. "

"No, I haven't heard **** say that." I don't know where he heard this.

Shirai just smiled unconsciously.

Due to the reluctance of her family, Morino still became a member of the sect. When she wanted to quit, there was no way.

Is not because she was threatened by her life and lack of sources of living funds. If this is the case, she will not be able to stop her determination to leave the organization. But that sect transferred her parents abroad and used their lives as a threat to let Morino continue to work for the organization.

Because, they are optimistic about Morino's talents.

"Komori has the ability to make friends. As long as she wants, she can be friends with anyone, regardless of whether the other person is a good person. But do n’t get wrong, she did n’t mess up." Bai Jing showed a melancholy smile, "It is the real meaning Friends. "

That was really a tragedy.

"Yeah, it's really a tragedy, and obviously became a true friend ... The result was that the friend was pulled into the abyss and had to sell drugs to them. So, she has been very painful. She said to me more than once, never again. Others are friends. "Shirai said lightly.

"But, isn't it good to be with Misaki Ye?"

"She said that she had only Saki Ye as a friend. In any case, she didn't want her to step into her own footsteps, so she was always troubled."

From his words, I can't judge whether he knows what happened to Sakuya. Morino will be the kind of girl who will tell her boyfriend, no matter what, he will use the boyfriend as the pillar of his soul? After all, Shirai knew her past and scene, and she never seemed to complain.

"You know, Sakuya quarreled with her." I said.

"Well, I probably know a little ..." Sakurai sighed: "It looks like it will be a long chat, do you want to go to my house to eat something? I have something to show you."

So Shirai and I left the park and took the road opposite to ours, and bought takeaway beer and snacks at a barbecue stall near his house.

The street is very lively, and the rich roasted incense and fireworks smell are scattered in the air, and you can clearly smell it even if you enter the community where the Shirai family is located.

Shirai said that these vendors are usually open until four in the morning, and if they do not close the windows at night, they will also be awakened by the noise.

I took out the cigarette and handed it to Shirai, although I don't know if he smoked, but at this time, men usually would not refuse.

Tai Jingdao said thank you and took the cigarette. After I lit my cigarette, I helped him ignite, the bright flames jumped on his face, and the swaying light and shadow seemed to deepen his facial features.

Probably the first time he smoked. He took a hard breath, and was immediately choked with coughs, and it seemed that even tears were coming out.

"It's bitter and choking." He said ~ www.readwn.com ~ I really don't understand why anyone likes it, classmate Gao Chuan ... "

"Call me Gao Chuan."

"Ah, you just call me Shirai." Shirai opened a hand fan to the smoke that settled in front of her eyes. "I didn't expect you to smoke, see you like, have you smoked for a long time?"

I nodded and did not speak.

"Do you like smoking?" Shirai asked curiously.

"Just don't resist." I replied this way.

"Because I don't resist, I keep smoking? Why not choose to quit? Since it is not resisting, does it matter whether you have a cigarette?"

"It doesn't matter much." I thought about the words in my mind. Although the reasons for not quitting smoking are not complicated, but the emotional factors are difficult to explain in words, but it is precisely the emotional demand that is the most critical point. If you can't explain it clearly, you will be misunderstood.

"If it is acceptable, why not accept it?" I said so.

"It turns out so." Shirai seems to be able to nod and understand, "Takakawa you are better than nothing. Even if it is harmful, as long as you can accept it, will you accept it?"

"Smoking is not completely harmful."

"Something that is completely harmful ... doesn't seem to exist at all?" Shirai's expression on his face is deep, "But, something that is not completely harmful, once it is characterized as harmful, it will be disgusted by people. I hate this world. . "

Turned his face to stare at me and said very seriously:

"So, you who do not decide whether to accept or not because of the qualitative nature of things are the type I appreciate."

I looked at him in surprise, not knowing what to say.

In the silence that followed, I came to Shirai's house.