Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Sakuya disappeared again, and obviously heard her voice and touched her skin in the last second, but was not there for the next second without warning, just like she was not there, but I was in the boundary line Because of pain, hallucinations occurred. In the mysterious world, weird situations are not uncommon. Although I feel that I have already adapted, but at this moment, a sense of sorrow produced by Miyoshi disappearing in front of his eyes overwhelms the vigilance of the weird, lightning Walk in my nerves.

"In the end-" I can't explain the phenomenon I encountered. This is only the second time I have entered the boundary, and no one has jumped out to explain the things I need to pay attention to when acting here, but, no doubt, as a consciousness The path of state is close to the state of collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. This place is extremely abnormal and dangerous. Patients with Doomsday Syndrome have been suffering from pain for a long time, and their physiology, personality and spirit are constantly deteriorating. After the change to L, the pain caused by the deterioration will not disappear even if it no longer increases. Since patients with L-type doomsday syndrome are not "cured", their mental state is naturally not "normal", so the collective subconsciousness constructed from this will appear in this boundary line that runs through the world of doomsday illusion. No one can tell the strange and dangerous phenomenon.

Perhaps, even "Jiang" cannot fully control it. After all, although the power it has shown so far is unmatchedly corrosive, it must also be admitted that its existence is sufficient to directly relate to the doomsday illusion. It is a patient with doomsday syndrome. An ontology that cannot be resisted by subjective consciousness. but. It can "eat up" all patients with doomsday syndrome, including physical and personality consciousness. But it did n’t make me feel like it was playing with marionettes, controlling the collective subconsciousness of the patients with Doomsday Syndrome-if it can be done, then there is no need to continue to play games with us in this Doomsday Illusion, and there is no need to use "Gao Chuan" "To get the" spiritual integration device ".

As a special product born in the illusion of doomsday, the "spiritual integration device" is like a fruit that no one expected to bear. Judging from the information currently available, the "spiritual integration device" has the power as the name implies. Direct interference with the mental consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. Even the subconscious. From the perspective of this utility, the power of "spiritual integration device" and "Jiang" dragging me to the border of entry is very similar, allowing me to guess how much "Jiang" wants to get it-perhaps, it is precisely because of "spirit" The "integrated device" can make up for its shortcomings in the ability to interfere with mental consciousness, and it can even be guessed: based on the erosion of "viruses" on patients with doomsday syndrome, as well as the performance of various stages of symptoms, if the erosion of The series of disease mutations are meaningful. Planned, then, "spiritual integration devices" must be an important stage of the erosion process. Another special fruit "personality preservation device" juxtaposed with the "spiritual integration device" is no exception.

In this way, "Jiang" needs a "spiritual integration device", which can be interpreted as the essence of "virus". What the "spiritual integration device" implies is needed. This thing can make up for its defects, or enhance its strength, or it is an essential factor for its growth. For those of us with Doomsday Syndrome, the aggressive nature of the "virus" has brought us painful harm, but for it. But just like a hard-working vegetable farmer, he worked diligently after sowing seeds in the spring. Waiting for the fall to bear fruit, to meet their own life needs. "Spiritual integration device" and "personality integration device" may be the case for "virus".

However, there is still a problem. Only the "spiritual integration device" is mentioned by the young Gaochuan illusion. Does this mean that "Jiang" does not need a "personality integration device"? So, is this the difference between "Jiang" and "Virus"? Despite the problem, the part that can already be guessed is that "Jiang" cannot directly control the collective subconscious testimony of patients with doomsday syndrome.

The intelligence information saved by countless "Gaochuan" gathered on me, allowing me to make more conjectures and judgments on even a trace of new information with the huge amount of information that no "Gaochuan" has ever possessed. I am not sure that my guess must be the truth. However, on the issue of "Jiang", I, who is also "Gaochuan", can judge how close my conjecture is to reality through the feeling of being in the dark.

"Gaochuan" and "Jiang" are too close, which is dangerous, but also strength and advantage.

At least to the extent and scope that "Jiang" 's power can wait at this time, I can believe my guess. If "Jiang" has already been able to control the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome, then things like "spiritual integration devices" and "personality preservation devices" are simply something that is readily available and formed based on the personality consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome Doomsday illusion, like the back garden of the gods, is unobstructed and unobstructed. It is not necessary to drag me to the border of entry, relying on my eyes to find the "spiritual integration device".

To put it another way, it is precisely because "Jiang" is temporarily unable to achieve the level of controlling the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome, and even touching it is a little troublesome. Therefore, I can only be dragged into the realm of collective subconsciousness near the end of the syndrome, not directly into the collective subconsciousness. Therefore, it needs to obtain a "spiritual integration device" to make up or strengthen its ability in this area.

It is conceivable that once it is really strengthened or even evolved on the level of spiritual consciousness because of the "spiritual integration device", then what the young Gaochuan illusion said, "Jiang" can fulfill the desire of "Gaochuan" and save the color , Dorothy, Misaki, Bajing and Marceau are probably not lies. Even through the effects of erosion and alienation on the physical and physical level, as well as on the interference of the personality, spirit and consciousness level, "Jiang" may be able to separate the "Jiangjiang" in reality again-it only needs to What is "eaten" by it, spit it out again, and just repair it a little bit.

It is precisely because "Jiang" is very close to this level of ability. Therefore, the plan of the young Gaochuan illusion. On the contrary, it is more likely to be achieved than our plan. Because of this, it can be confirmed once again that "Jiang" has no such ability in this fashion, and the youth Gaochuan illusion seems to retreat behind the scenes, but in order to achieve the purpose of "Jiang", he must be planning something, he did not " return". It must not be simply because he doesn't know "whether his choice is correct"-because he loves Jiang and trusts Jiang.

Since I am deeply in love and deeply convinced, then the release of "Jiang" is not a matter of correct choice at all, but inevitable. Things you don't need to think about at all.

Since I realized that I was about to die but decided to accept it, and regarded it as a new life, I felt more awake. Perhaps this is the power gained by burning life. Perhaps, in the past month, my confidence has come from the legacy of the "Gaochuan" in the past. However, now my confidence comes entirely from myself.

Even if there is no legacy, there is no assistance from Super Dorothy and Super Color, there is no brain hardware and prostheticization. I would n’t think I ’m weaker than those of Gao Gao in the past under the same circumstances, but that ’s why. Only then did I feel the horror of the young Gaochuan illusion.

That terrible "Jiang" does not exist in every "Gaochuan" body, but there is no doubt that after excluding physical factors, the young Gaochuan illusion is closer to "Jiang" at all levels.

Therefore, the horror of the young Gaochuan illusion lies not only in "Jiang", but also because he can be so close to "Jiang", but also because I cannot separate him from "Jiang" as a pure "Gaochuan" individual Look at it. That guy is like a two-in-one.

Yes, the young Gaochuan illusion is terrible, and "Jiang" is also terrible, but the collective subconsciousness of the patients with doomsday syndrome is likely to be something that they ca n’t control even when the two are combined, and are planning, so close The state of collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome is naturally inevitable a troublesome and abnormal place. In addition, "Jiang", who dragged me into this place, was watching, and it is more likely to have become its home field, so I walked here as a weak patient who lost his brain hardware and prostheticization. The inability to understand the anomalies here and the lack of any warning information are understandable and psychologically prepared. The ongoing physical pain I am experiencing at this time is nothing more than the danger of ideology that must exist here and cannot be understood or seen.

From this perspective, Misaki's abnormal appearance and disappearance, even if he cannot understand it, cannot judge its nature, but after all, he has not shown any possibility of directly hurting me. Although I do n’t want Sakuya to really enter the boundary, but even if she does, it is not an incredible situation-she also has a very close relationship with Jiang, and when I entered the boundary , I still have an unusually close direct connection with me through the "stargazer", causing the boundary line to react to factors related to her, which led to the observation of the Misaki night anomaly.

I ’m not sure if Sakuya will appear, not only Sakuya, but also its own changes, and the visions that appear on the metal wall, let me be sure that there will be uncertain anomalies here at any time, I want to go There is no way to make a reasonable explanation in one's own cognition, and it is impossible to determine whether staying in the boundary line for too long will cause fundamental harm to oneself. I decided not to wait and study, to continue to perform my tasks. To determine the location of the "mental integration device" in the 51st area, you must first leave the ring corridor. The last time I entered the borderline, although I was also in a circular corridor, but that corridor is not the same as the current one-although there is no difference in appearance, but I still feel that the two are not Not the same.

After losing the brain hardware and all the extraordinary powers, it is impossible to detect this circular corridor by unconventional means, and I do n’t think that the circular corridor in the borderline is normal. The circular corridors in the environment are the same thing, although they do not seem to differ much in appearance and touch. In this state of ideology, the presentation of things may be more intuitive, which means that when I keep walking forward, it is likely that I will not be caught in the mystery of the labyrinth of the circular corridor like the normal environment. "Export" will also be expressed in a more precise manner. I supported the metal wall and walked along the corridor with difficulty. I believe, just as when entering the boundary for the first time. At the end of the circular corridor, the door leading to the "spiritual integration device" was found, and now the "door" of this circular corridor is also in front.

In fact, Saya and I have been able to lock the coordinates of the "door" in a normal environment. After a while, we can find out the "exit" whose relative position is constantly changing. Just looking for the exit, I There is no need to enter the boundary. However, since "Jiang" still pulls me into the boundary of immigration. It is bound to have its own reasons. Perhaps, it does not think that my progress in finding a "spiritual integration device" in a normal environment is far inferior to that in the boundary line. Perhaps, in the boundary line, it can more easily determine me See everything. It is not accidental to have such an idea. In a normal environment, I can only perceive the existence of "Jiang" under very special conditions, but here, the feeling of being possessed and peeping is quite obvious.

What I see is abnormal. The eyes of different colors, the ghostly mirror image of women, may be the result of this feeling presented in a more intuitive form. Recalling what I felt when I first entered the boundary, I always felt that every one felt it. The abnormalities seen and heard have some connection with each other. It's just that I can't make this connection clear.

The noise piercing into the ear began to fluctuate. This kind of noise, which was large and small and could not be determined, was more uncomfortable than the previous stable mode. I do n’t know if my body has become weaker in pain, or the air resistance has become greater. I feel like I ’m carrying heavy and invisible lead blocks, and it ’s like having a nightmare. In any case, I force myself to speed up my pace, but the speed The feeling is still getting slower and slower, obviously the body is not tired, but just can't speed up the pace.

There was no one but me in the circular corridor. There was no other sound besides the noise. I could not hear my breath and my heartbeat. The rotating, fluctuating and rippling vision makes everything feel like a dream. When I see the "door" appearing in front of me, the feeling of gradually approaching by my own actions is completely gone. That "door" It doesn't seem to have anything to do with my behavior, but just jumps into the eye at this moment-just like the appearance and disappearance of Sakuya.

In this apparently abnormal feeling, no matter how I move forward, it seems that I can't take the next step.

At this moment, Sakuya's voice came from beside him: "Achuan, the door's position is locked."

When I turned my head, I saw her immediately. It wasn't the girl Misaki wearing naked high school girls' uniforms and bare feet, but the normal Misaki who was wrapped in a gray tight dress and her head and face was covered by a "stargazer".

"I'm back?" I suddenly found out that the ringing corridor, which seemed to be reflecting in the water, once again became an image only in the retina screen, and I was standing on a more real physical corridor. This time, I didn't even feel like I woke up from my sleep with my eyes open. I returned to the normal world from the borderline, and without any warning, it was completed in an instant. If I hadn't experienced the experience of walking along the boundary line, I really thought I was in an illusion.

The brain hardware is normal, the prosthesis is normal, and all abilities are normal. The self-test data jumps in the window of the retina screen. In the timer, the normal time has only passed for less than a minute. However, I did not move, just standing quietly in place for less than a minute.

"Achuan?" Sakuya seemed to perceive something.

"Did you dream just now?" I asked.

"What's the problem?" Misaki's voice came from "Stargazers", "How could I sleep at this time?"

"But I fell asleep just now." I can only describe myself in the state of entering the boundary line, "And, I saw you."

"Me?" Sakuya's voice showed mood swings, "What do I look like in A Chuan's dream?"

"Probably a girl in high school." I replied calmly.

"It seems to be a dream ~ www.readwn.com ~ Sakuya's voice was turned into an electronic sound and passed into my brain hardware, and she can still hear her a little bit happy," No matter where Achuan is, I Right beside Achuan. "

"Well, it's really touching." If you don't have brain hardware, you may be able to express more real emotions, but now, you can only get Sakuya's complaint: "Why do you talk strangely, I mean it really. . "

"I'm serious too, I'm really happy." I tried to be happy, but it must be very weird compared to the forced calm tone.

"Really, I don't know if you are telling the truth or telling lies." Miyaki said like this, passing through the model of the circular corridor between us, the structure of the "gate" was finally determined After blinking again, it moved to us both out of thin air—it was so marked on the model of the circular corridor in the retina screen.

Sakuya reached out to press the wall, and I suddenly grabbed her hand. When she turned her head, I said to her with a serious expression that was the easiest and most psychologically suitable: "I mean Really. I am very happy that you can stay by my side with Misaki. " Motivation.)