Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

[..] 【】 The body data of the two female subjects fluctuated considerably, and the external performance was also messy. It was so painful but it showed the emotions that contradicted the pain. I do n’t know what will happen in the process of the medicinal effect Things, even the results of the drug effect are just listening to Jin Jiang's general theoretical results, there is no guarantee that they can really survive, nor can they guarantee that they will not become my enemy during and after this process, but when I watch them take With that kind of twist, the same expression as the Buddha was saved, when I walked up and down, I would still stretch out

Obviously the brain hardware is still running, but when I make this action, what is in my brain? I ca n’t remember, probably nothing, but I can feel the remaining emotions in my body, it ’s like when I ’m on a rainy day, I can taste the clear sky

They grabbed me and pulled me, no, I should say, I wanted to pull myself over

I do n’t think this should be the case, and they should not be treated with emotions other than the experimental body that can be discarded at any time, because if you really want to save them, you should not act as an audience before they are injured, and should not be In the case of experience, let them take the experimental potions, and it is even more impossible to leave them aside afterwards and all this is something I cannot give. I am not their hero, even if they are saved here because of my potions It ’s their own survival belief and luck

My own troubles have been many, and I am destined to be the destroyer of this world. Isn't it cruel to treat them with the attitude of saving them now? Isn't it very irresponsible? Because I am destined to destroy all of this at the last minute, there are not enough personality preservation devices and spiritual integration devices, and they have no hope of crossing this death line at all.

They must be the personality of a patient with an apocalyptic syndrome. They regard the world as real, and they have no doubt, strive to survive, fight against doom, and everything I do will destroy such a role-although Ordinary people, but they did nothing wrong at all, did they?

When I reacted, I still couldn't pull it back, because these two experimental mice fell down on my legs with my power. When I looked down on them in amazement, they had already slept like a good dream. I scratched my face naturally, suddenly I didn't know what to say, what kind of expression to make, and what to do with these two people

Anyway, the situation of the two of them at this time is like dreaming, nightmares, sweet dreams, nightmares, sweet dreams ... so repeatedly, until they are transformed in pain, and after waking up, they are no longer normal humans. They do n’t get any response no matter what they say

"Sorry, I'm not your hero?" I watched their sleeping faces intertwined with pain and joy, and told myself in a voice that I could only hear: "I have no qualifications, no power to save you, so , It ’s better to treat me as an enemy from the beginning. No matter whether it damages me or your world, even if the plan is successful, the only one who can return to reality in theory is me and the girls. It ’s completely over, and unless it ’s the best and the best ending in the plan, there is only a little possibility of returning to normal. However, I have no confidence in whether the messy plan can achieve that kind of result. ”

So do n’t look at me with that look, do n’t expect me, do n’t say you fall in love with me, do n’t help me, do n’t thank me, please hate me, spurn me, betray me, stop me, if you really love this The world ... no, should be said, if you do n’t want to finish playing with this world

——Just remove me, the script, and all the factors that will lead to the end of the world, just like the people who have been trying to prevent the end of the world.

So, so quietly, let them rest on their thighs, and spent a long time in this **** and devastated room. Although the irritating smell diffused in the air is quite unpleasant, it seems that there is a faint voice in the darkness. , But, I do n’t know why, in this place where there is no light except myself, I rarely feel the body fluttering, as if all the pressure has oozed out of the body due to the concentration

I did n’t think about the future path, I did n’t imagine and guess those questions, I did n’t care where the team was going, and whether I reflected my traits, and I did n’t even think about whether I missed something. Cigarette, staring at the flashing cigarette butts, sitting quietly on the sofa, naturally stroking the hair of two female subjects who fell asleep on my thighs

"Sometimes, it's good to be alone when there is no one to disturb." Without the correction of the brain hardware, I suddenly smiled under the drive of some unclear power. "Is it? Gao Chuan"

--Tired? I seem to hear the sound of rain and wind coming to this problem, but it must be the auditory hallucination caused by the subconscious mind.

"Tired? I don't know, because this body only has the fatigue value of the material, and there is no physical fatigue, is it?" I said: "This is as long as there is enough energy to be able to move forever and be in the best operation State of the body "

--Tired?

"So, it's impossible for a machine to get tired ..."

--Tired?

"Hey, you guy ... even if it is auditory hallucination, even subconscious, even ..."

--Tired?

"..."

I was silent until the voice drifted away, and I asked myself: "Am I ... still human?"

There is no answer. The sound of wind and rain from outside the building is like a large group of reptiles moving, anxious and slow, but only this kind of sound

The feeling of rubbing came from the legs. The two female subjects crawling on my thighs moved like they were awake from hibernation. How long has it been since the injection of the injection? It ’s not clear that it feels short and long, it ’s a little blurry, but I did n’t look at the timer on the visual screen, nor did I force the two to wake up from friction to pressure, their heads were attached My thigh turned to the side, my eyelids twitched, and slowly opened

"Good evening, two" My voice sounded full of mechanical taste, but when I saw their body data began to stabilize, they did have a feeling of joy.

My voice probably poured cold water on the two people who were half asleep and half awake. They suddenly sat upright, their guarded and murderous eyes glared round and big, as long as they met the pair You can immediately see that their emotions and psychology are completely abnormal at that time. The familiar and tyrannical emotions are completely depicted on the expression. Although the body data has stabilized, the values ​​are completely abnormal and there is no communication. However, it is impossible to judge whether they still retain memory and humanity, and it is not impossible to completely become a monster or beast with only human figures-after all, it is an experimental drug made with demon blood and white Claudia, simple Describe it as the possibility of "devilization"

However, I do n’t have any complaints or regrets about whether they remember what they had done before and what I did to them, whether they would attack me immediately, whether they would resent me, or whether they had become enemies completely. Thought, at this time, after I stared at them, I was very calm

The two female subjects did not speak, but their expressions gradually calmed down, but they still did not look away from my face

"Do you remember who you are? Can you still remember what happened before?" I asked with my index finger and shot the ashes calmly.

"You ..." The Asian female experimenter made a hoarse and tuneless sound, as if she hadn't spoken for a long time and forgot how to move her throat. "You, who are you?" She said hardly, one by one.

"Me? I am just a lonely observer" I replied: "I have been following you from the beginning" I briefly explained what I did and when they were on the verge of death It ’s dead, just treat it as an experiment. ”This irresponsible idea injected them with dangerous drugs.

I did n’t even care about telling them what I was doing. Even if I was resented why I did n’t save them in time, I did n’t want to make any excuses. I ’m ready to be hated. In other words, maybe For me, being resentful is the best thing. However, judging from this woman ’s problem, her thinking ability is still functioning normally, which can prove to some extent that this injection will not make people become irrational beasts. , Which is a pretty good result

"Well, in general, that's it. The experiment seems to be successful. Your body is recovering well, and you have gained more power than ordinary people. In the next time, as long as you are not surrounded, you will not live until the end. "Maybe" I said easily: "Now, you can do what you want. Revenge, hiding, catching up with the team you have left before, as you are happy anyway, in this temporary data hedging space, There are only a few things that can be done, yes, it is not impossible to attack me, but the consequences will be very serious. "I smiled at them and said comfortably," Because, I am strong , Stronger than all of the existence here combined "

I originally thought that my explanation would greet the anger of the other party. After all, no matter how sober the newly-awakened guy seems to be, his head must not be able to turn around immediately, plus some sequelae of the medicine, it should make them Even more violent than usual, even if I survived, without checking my body, the possibility of waving my fist to me is as high as 80%, but unexpectedly, the terrible expression on the faces of the two people suddenly Relax

They moved their bodies backwards, slowly stood up, started to move their feet, and a surprised expression appeared on their faces. It was as if they saw a miracle happen. I looked at their eyes, and their pupils were returning to the normal state. Showing pain, I did n’t feel too much mental sequelae. I had eaten so much suffering before, but when I woke up, everything was intact, and the memory of dying is probably like dreaming. Of course I do n’t understand this feeling, it ’s just speculation, because, under the influence of brain hardware, even those memories become pure memories.

Sensibility is non-existent. It should be said that as an executor and observer, I do n’t need sensibility that will interfere with judgment.

"How? Is there something uncomfortable?" I stood up and threw away the cigarette burning fast to the cigarette butt. The faint firelight fell to the ground like a red line, rolling, gradually fading, and the darkness seemed to be pulled up. The curtain, once again hiding the tragic scene in the room is probably due to the reduced function of the naked eye, the smell in the air has become relatively rich

"Ah ... no ..." The woman who had broken her face before, but now has regained her appearance, touched her face. She seemed to want to say something, but in the end she just said: "Thank you for saving me, although it seems dangerous. Practice, but it ’s enough to survive. Thank you very much ... What is your name? My name is Mary. "

"Thanks for anything, it's not necessary," I said rightfully, "Anyway, I just treat you as experimental materials. If I really want to save you, I have already stood up. Well, don't look at you now. It feels normal but there are no sequelae. I have to look forward to it. My name is Gao Chuan. I am very happy to meet you two. I hope that in the next time, we will not become enemies. "I looked around the two people who were wrapped in shadows.

"Well, it will never be an enemy," the Asian woman said firmly: "Because, Mr. Gao Chuan is my life-saving benefactor. No matter what method, what attitude, it is an indisputable fact that I was saved." Her voice weakened. , Sobbing, "It's so good to be able to survive, really, really, it's so good ... My name is Mr. May Ling Gaochuan, who is also a central public citizen? I am from the Japan Special Administrative Region, and Mr. Gao Chuan?"

"Well ... my work can't reveal detailed personal information." I just made an excuse to hear their gratitude. It still gave me some subtle sensibility, which made me feel that it would be a little trouble to continue to deal with

Although I thought that their bodies should be different from ordinary people after undergoing the transformation of the pharmacy, they may be able to recruit whispers, which can not only relieve the pressure of the community, but also take care of them before the final time. However, conversely, the closer the distance between us, the deeper the feelings, the greater the pain will be after the betrayal, and they, like Gregia and Tritty, encountered “mystery” for the first time. "It was a dangerous incident, not because they were attracted by mystery, but only" unfortunately ". Then, it would not be better to pass them into the community more and more deeply in this environment. Better for the rest of the time

Although when the end comes, if no one will help, it will be very difficult, but the two of them are now taller than ordinary people, they must be able to take care of themselves, maybe they will be like the brave when the moment comes in the future I usually stand in front of me and lament me as an object I must fall

The future is of course uncertain, but whenever I think of that scene, I ca n’t help but feel a little bit sure, although I am the protagonist in the script, but in the plan, my positioning is still a big devil.

"Can't you tell me? Mr. Gao Chuan is in this place, or what kind of observer ..." Mary's surprised expression at first glance knew that she wanted to distort it, "Is Mr. Gao Chuan part of the government? And so young ... It's especially enrolled Genius? I heard that the Central Principality has one of the world ’s most mysterious institutions, the “relevant department”. Is Mr. Gao Chuan a member of this institution? Ah, sorry, this is confidential, I should n’t ask, but I ’m a little curious. ” Without breathing, Mary said a lot of things she thought: "Originally, I have encountered such a strange thing, and decided not to do anything. Anything is strange. However, the appearance of Mr. Gao Chuan really made me eat. I was surprised to see the strange rabbit in May ~ www.readwn.com ~ It seems like Alice in Wonderland, there are actually magic girls in this world, and the person named Long Aotian is also very strange Ah, although these guys are not the same thing as where we are now, they really are ... some care that Mr. Gao Chuan has always been behind us, we must know What is the point of it? "

She speaks like a machine gun. My foreign language is not good enough to be fully understood. At this time, I am particularly fortunate that there is brain hardware, and things that I do n’t understand will be translated in a curtain way. Presented on the visual film screen, it really saved the old life, it was a shame. Her words made me feel like a hard fight with the devil. If her body data has not changed, otherwise you really want to think this is What about her "traits" after being transformed by pharmacy

I hardly know where to answer her question, but the thing Mary wants to ask seems to be someone who wants to know in May is almost thirty, and an ignorant girl-like expression is staring at him, Moreover, didn't these two people just come alive from the state of dying? The spirit and psychology should have been greatly damaged, why is it so energetic?

I thought of another shameful possibility-could this be the role of the potion? If this is the case, the medicinal effect is stronger than expected. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my greatest motivation. This chapter is published by friends