Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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The oscillation enveloped the enemies below, the six elemental life and the big **** ball transformed by Eruka all became blurred, and the six protective shields emerged from the oscillation. This time, even though the fire wall continued to shoot densely on the other side Firepower, but the shield is still formed. As long as the physical bullet is shot, the formation of the shield will cause interference. Apparently, the shield on their body has been improved.

The only thing that did n’t change was Eruka, and the wizard who was killed by me was not shattered by the vibration. The corpses lying on the ground melted into blood as before and absorbed by the circuit on the ground.

I watched the changes below. The body has begun to fall under the influence of gravity, and is about to enter the oscillation range. The oscillation has just begun. Once it falls into it, the body is bound to suffer considerable trauma, but in the panoramic vision of the chain judgment, A chain shot from behind. I have no resistance, because this chain was shot from Father Sissen. When the chain was wrapped around my waist and pulled me back, a gray swirling portal appeared in front of the three elemental lives.

The firepower from the other side of the fire wall quickly stopped, because the bullets shot into the oscillating space were also stopped in the air because of the oscillating force, and then were completely destroyed. They did not interfere with the formation of the protective shield in the first time. The weapon loses its most critical role. When the chain dragged me to fly backward along the passage made by Father Sissen, the three elemental life had stepped into the portal.

The new portal opened not far from Father Sissen, and the file, Jung, and fire escape started to recede. Charge towards the three portals respectively. Father Sissen is the core of the position. Once he is affected, the only force that can create a battlefield advantage will be disturbed. We do not know whether Father Xisen can use super powers to resist the blood mist evil spirits. To resist the attack of the life of the body, although he has surpassed the third level of Mageweave Messenger, but the promotion of his promotion also brought him strong side effects. The only thing we know clearly is that neither the strength that was demonstrated during the escape from the institute nor the present is the true strength of Father Sissen. There are many uncertain factors that will make us lose in this battle, but there are few uncertain factors that can make us victorious, and whether Father Sisen can go all out is one of them.

In order to allow Father Sisen more time to master his power. Even if they do not have the ability to confront the life of the elementary body, they still choose to face these terrible elemental life directly. When the life of the body came out of the three portals, a group of blood mist evil spirits were actively or passively pushed towards them by the air flow, but less than one breathing time. They were emptied. More blood mist evil spirits went forward and rushed to the body life. The air flow controlled by Father Sisen was like a pipeline, forcing these misty demons to futilely block the life of the body life.

Body life has no blood, and the body is hard, not afraid of corrosion. The power of the blood mist evil spirits had no effect on them at all. These elemental lives can be crushed one by one by waving their arms, even if they can't empty the blood mist evil spirits swarming around in the first time, they are wrapped around them. It is more like forming a blood mist-like grimace armor outside their body. The life of the elementary body is carrying this armor, and it moves forward without any burden. The only thing that can interfere with their actions is the high-speed airflow that is concentrated at their core. The sharp wind, like the ocean tide, generates a force against them that contradicts the course of action, and this force is increasing at a rather terrible rate. In contrast, the blood mist evil spirits coming from the wind are like optional gifts.

Like a tsunami, like a waterfall, the chaotic and violent airflow washed the body of the body life from different angles. Fire, Jung and files have abandoned the area near the center of the life of the body. Father Sisson seems unable to control it precisely. These air currents will be attacked once they enter. Human beings are not as strong as the body life, and they will be crushed to death when they enter the violent area by fire. Probably concentrating most of the power to resist the life of the body. The previously opened channel connecting the two positions of the enemy and us began to collapse. A large number of blood mist evil spirits roared into it like a swarm of wasps, again separating us from the enemy. Come.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, we retreated back to the position and retracted the chain I pulled back from the air into the suitcase of Jinjiang. They tried to destroy the spinning pituitary without success, which made me relieved. In addition to responding to me, Jin Jiang had no more action. Maybe they did n’t know about Jin Jiang ’s power, but I understood that there might be a way to break the deadlock, but her calm expression seemed to be waiting for something. I ’m sure that Omi has her own plan, and her plan is my plan in a sense. She wants to get some results. Although she does n’t understand what the result is, for me, it is enough to support her. Too.

Even in order to achieve her plan and get the results she wants, it will cause these adventurers who will become partners in the future to lose their lives. Supporting her ideas, plans, and experiments is as important as capturing the personality preservation device.

I approached her and exchanged glances with her. I believe her eyes are very calm, and her eyes are the same as I see them. Even so, I feel that our hearts can communicate in this same calm. Unable to describe the feelings at this time, maybe it is just an illusion, but this feeling that was quickly deleted by the brain hardware is real, quite fascinating.

The ethereal emotions born at this moment made me feel like I was in love with her again. Not as Gaochuan in the past, but now Gaochuan. Is this love? I asked myself. There is no answer, the feeling of soul-printing has disappeared, as if it never existed. The emotions generated by it are also erased by the brain hardware, like an illusion. However, I stubbornly believe that I really fell in love with her, and even use the reason "love does not need a reason, there is no time" to explain myself-because in a sense, the current Gaochuan is not the Omi The Gaochuan I met.

This love must not be the legacy of Gaochuan in the past. It's the proof of existence that Gao Chuan has obtained. I told myself that even though, I had an untimely idea-this fleeting emotion is more important than the task marked by brain hardware. It is also the only thing that really belongs to me Gaochuan.

Even if it is all "Gaochuan", even if each Gaochuan will give what he once owned to the next Gaochuan, for every once existing Gaochuan, there must be something that belongs to them. I do n’t know what this unique thing was for the former Gao Chuan, but for me. This kind of illusion, like illusory love, may be such a thing. Even if you can accept past information, but. Information is information, extremely rational, extremely heavy, and may have similar emotions because of these information, but. The only emotion is something that is instantly generated based on the factors at the time. This must be something that can not be reproduced through the control of the genes.

Science claims that all feelings, including love, are the result of hormones. Maybe it really is, but. Emotions and feelings must be different things. Create a feeling of being in love, and truly fall in love. It must be different.

Yes, it must be different.

I love Jinjiang. This is not the result of the role of genetic information, nor the continuation of the last Gaochuan emotion. This love must be the one inherited by Gaochuan from generation to generation. Sex, Marceau ’s feelings, and the heavy sense of responsibility to save them are different things. I am both "Gaochuan" and Gaochuan, which is a part of the whole "Gaochuan" and also a Gaochuan.

I thought so, and I felt that I really existed, not just to be a part of who, but to exist as a life.

In the moment of interacting with Omi's eyes, I really felt that I was really Gaochuan and really lived as a Gaochuan.

Ah, it's great to think so. The brain hardware just deprived me of emotions without limiting my thinking, which is really great.

Although the situation is still grim, it is unclear exactly what he can do. The uncertainty in the future is too heavy. Even if I know that I am flawed, I know that I will not be the ultimate Gaochuan. It is a joyful thing, and there is no more joyful thing.

"I love you, A Jiang." I said to Jin Jiang suddenly, though, the brain hardware has deleted all my emotions, although, the calm tone is not like showing love at all, and there is no romantic feeling at all, cold. It ’s not timely, but I still said, "No matter what, I just love you, I really love you."

Omi raised his eyes with some surprise.

"Don't forget me, don't forget this me who says you love you at this moment." I said to her, "I really exist, as a unique Gaochuan."

This is not a whisper. I can clearly feel the sight of the file and the fire falling on me. I do n’t even have to look at them. I also know what amazements these sights contain. However, it doesn't matter how inexplicable they think I am, nor do I look forward to Omi's response. I love Omi, I do n’t want her to forget me, I told her, nothing more.

"I know." After Jiang Jiang was stunned, his eyes were puzzled, but he still answered, "I love you too, Achuan."

I think she must be inexplicable to my words. The love she said, and the love I said, may not be the same thing. Even, I am not sure whether she loves me now or Gaochuan in the past , But I do n’t mind at all, really.

Even if I die here, I will not let you hurt, I will let you realize your wishes. Not for the feelings and responsibilities left over by Gao Chuan in the past, nor for the purpose of saving anyone, but simply for you, Omi, simply because I love you. "Gaochuan" may save all people, but this promise you will never hear is the only thing I can do for you, Gaochuan.

I looked away from Jin Jiang, and I felt that my body was getting hot, something was about to move. I seem to hear something in response, however. This is like a real illusion.

The fire frowned, seeming to be dissatisfied with my untimely remarks, and the file also made a grunting voice, mumbling: "an inexplicable guy. The numbness of the dead, it hurts me goose bumps."

I understand that I know their feelings, everything is too sudden, and suddenly I didn't even prepare myself, so it happened naturally.

However, this is something that cannot be controlled.

Brain hardware controls emotions, but it cannot limit the movement of life's thinking. And self-searching, because no matter how much I look like a machine, most of my body and brain are replaced by inorganic structures. But after all, it is not a machine, but a living human being.

In this body of righteousness, there is a soul that is invisible and intangible, but really exists.

nTheShell——When I lose the human body in the full sense, I really feel my soul. Then. If it becomes L, it is not the normal living patient of Doomsday Syndrome, and these elemental lives that may correspond to some changes in the patient's reality, can they also feel their souls?

Is it because this is the only way to feel your soul. Because of my own existence, this is how it looks. Or, to appear in this world in this form?

Maybe. The mutation caused by the unknown virus-not only the mutation in the end of the illusion, but also the actual mutation-is not simply a bad thing. Although it is a very sad thing to outsiders, even cruel than death, but for themselves, is this really the case?

Everyone feels that after being infected by the virus, it is a pain to have to survive in another way, but that may be true only for "humans" and for patients with doomsday syndrome who have lost common sense Is this so? Maybe, they no longer need to be saved. The existence of these elemental life, ruling, and doomsday truth may not be simply a manifestation of the process of aberrations in patients with doomsday syndrome, but patients with doomsday syndrome try to get rid of human concepts actively, and survive in another attitude Products of the desire and will.

Yes, this is not impossible. It's just that in the past, all of us with human beings just thought about issues from the human perspective.

Perhaps the unknown virus that first appeared brought irresistible mutations, which may cause the destruction of human beings, and may promote human evolution, but it is only carried out in a mode of changing life forms, not to destroy "life" itself. As for the violent and lethal performance, it is not the correct result of the infection, but only the inevitable side effects in the process of changing life forms. Even, in the eyes of researchers in hospitals, the unbelievable L and super color system work together to lead to the end of the illusion of consciousness and programming. It is only the way of life instinctively chosen by patients with end-of-life syndrome after the life form changes.

It is normal for a guy whose life form has changed and who is no longer human to live in a non-human form.

The virus itself is not fierce, but the original virus becomes "violent" only after the initial virus changes to "jiang". Probably because it was infected by the "viciousness" of human beings.

Get rid of the shackles of life, find your soul through pain, or appreciate the existence of your "soul", which makes life forms unimportant. I do n’t know if it ’s the case for other patients with doomsday syndrome, but for me now, it ’s like this ... maybe, the dead patients do n’t need to be redeemed, and the patients who change in human common sense are not painful, The "people" who are still alive after the change, even if they live in a form that we cannot understand, do not need to be saved.

This is probably beyond the expectations of everyone including the super color system and super Doroth who led me to the birth of Takagawa.

Yes, if no one needs redemption and salvation, the so-called "hero" cannot be discussed. Therefore, what Gaochuan can save is only those who are unwilling to go back to the present, want to go back to the past, have nostalgia for the human form, and hope to find the joy of the past, and those people are within the scope of the ability of Gaochuan Inside, there are only ties, Dorothy, Misaki, Bajing and Marceau.

Even, Saki Ye, Ba Jing, and Marceau, who seem to have broken their personality, are really miserable to them? And are the super color and super Dorothy painful now? Perhaps, the plan with Gaochuan ’s actions at its core continues to the present only because of their nostalgia and stubbornness, and for the reality of Misaki, Bajing and Marceau ~ www.readwn.com ~ even miss It ’s impossible to talk about stubbornness, because what is there is only a body that holds the past. The real they have a new life in a new life form-in this illusion of doom.

Doomsday illusions are illusions for real humans, but they are true for patients with doomsday syndrome. However, the existence of patients with doomsday syndrome has not completely changed the life form. It is not a normal human being or a normal heterogeneous life. How sad and lonely is the "Gaochuan" walking in the endless illusion in an indefinite form.

In this logical way of thinking, what Gao Gao did was ridiculous, but since Gao Gao ’s actions were their hope in the past, their stubbornness and even their expectation, then, " "Gao Chuan" as the undead in the past must also complete all this.

After all, if not, if you do n’t think so ...

All this happened just less than a minute after returning to the position. But in these short dozens of breaths, I suddenly felt that I had some unspeakable changes. . . )

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