Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

(www.) Suddenly, Dorothy's avatar image began to flicker as if disturbed

"The second shock is coming," she exclaimed: "The connection is about to be interrupted ..." With that said, before I responded, the entire brain-hardware light screen flashed fast, in less than a second. , Just like turning off the TV, the screen closes up and down, completely in silence. Now, only me, this dark void and crimson swamp are left

I was wary of possible changes in my heart, but at this time, I couldn't even sit up and with the large amount of dark red liquid poured out, it seemed that not only my energy and spirit, but also many things were taken away from my body together

Then, I seem to hear the song:

"The first word is dream, quietly bring out my inner secret from sleep

The second word is the wind, which makes me swing my wings and fly towards God ’s arms,

Counting the sad past that has passed away,

Golden apple, another one fell

The third word is hope. I woke up on a cold night,

Does anyone remember my name?

Who is waiting when and where?

Until the body rots, the distant future ... "

This is the song sung by the unnamed female voice that I have heard in the depths of consciousness several times. I think this is the song of "Jiang". Although it has always been used by everyone when they call it the opposite **** viral factor The words "neutral" and "non-human" used to refer to "Jiang". Dr. Ruan Li said to me "It's a female" in a joke, but she probably didn't take it seriously, but whenever I heard This song will always convince her that she is a woman-once "Jian Jiang", now "Virus", even so, still retains the existence of certain characteristics of "female"

I even kind of believe that before the death of Jin Jiang in the real human state, her ingredients have penetrated into the "virus" through my body

Because of this, even if "Jiang" is regarded as a very dangerous thing by everyone, it is posing the strongest threat to my life personality and even existence, and I still cannot completely treat it as an enemy that is not shared by all.

Perhaps, the fear of it in my heart is just out of the rationality of life, and it ’s just that everything that constitutes Gaochuan is facing the fear of a food chain predator, and emotionally, it does not eat "to be eaten by her." "As a pain and resistance

I lay in the deep red, and the covered body part was already outlined. I tried to raise my head to find the place where it might appear. At this moment, a large piece of deep red rose up in the song, and soon Outline the shape, and spiral up and solidify into a spiral step by step in this shape and I am at the bottom of the step

I started to crawl hard, and climbed the first step of the ladder with my hands, trying to support my body

I saw that there is a door at the top of the ladder. I want to go up and see what is inside

However, before I climbed, the door was opened

Someone came out

Crimson windbreaker jacket, crimson bowler hat, crimson glasses, tall figure, hands with knees, face hidden in the shadow of bowler hat, but I do n’t know who he is

"Carmen" I ran out of my vital capacity and now I can probably guess what is going to be stripped from my body by "Jiang"

It ’s not “Gaochuan” that makes me a little disappointed. Moreover, the appearance of “Gaochuan” does n’t seem to come out, and it also makes me worry that maybe he was “forbidden” as he said last time.

Carmen grabbed the edge of the bowler hat and shoved it down like a courtesy. The face hidden in the shadow had a crescent-shaped inhuman smile, except for the other features.

"Junior, I said, we will meet again" He murmured with crazy laughter, some like the auditory hallucinations I heard before, but there are many differences. The biggest difference is that he Today's voice is "one person", while the previous auditory hallucination is "many" (_ &&)

"Why should I come out?" I shouted with strength and energy. Although this question seemed dumb, I knew he must understand what I was asking.

"Because I am a doomsday agent, of course, I mean right now from now on," he said as he walked down the stairs and came to me

He bent slightly, his hands on his waist, and hung his head to look down on me. I reached out and grabbed his ankle, but I don't know why I was doing this, was it to stop it? But this is just a futile attempt to stand up with this body? But this is also in vain. I understand that I cannot do anything in this state, but I still want to do something.

He did not mind pulling me and I was dragged up by him, but Carmen did not let go after I stood up, and directly lifted the weak and weak one hand in the air

I sagged my hands, the bones and muscles of the whole body seemed to have lost the power of involvement, I felt like a broken puppet

"Do you want to go out?" I still asked him this way

"I have to go out" he said: "Like last time, I really hate staying in that kind of body"

I don't have the memory that he used to "go out", but since he said so, then there must have been such a record. When was that? when and where? How did he get out? What did you do? Many questions flow like tide, but I know what he will do this time out-he will be the tentacle of "Jiang" deeply intervening in the illusion of doomsday

The Doomsday Realm is about to usher in the disaster of extinction. This is the future that the "script" is completely unable to guide and control. In the future, everything in the script will die. In theory, there is still the possibility of rebirth or rebirth. If it is explained by string theory, it is The "strings" that make up them are still there, but they have changed the way of vibration frequency, connection, resonance and movement. Perhaps through the reversal of the "world line", it will be restored to its original way, but once eaten by the "jiang", it will be connected The "string" will disappear, ushering in the ultimate death of existence itself

I think that even Dr. Ender and the Lurkers Alliance have neither realized nor hoped for such a change

Once you have eaten all the existence in the Doomsday Illusion, eat all the L and Doomsday Syndrome patients in the real world, and eat the color and Dorothy, what will “Jiang” look like? Once the "virus" spreads in reality-probably now it is spreading, not only artificially but also naturally spread-people in the whole world may also have other creatures that will become "jiang" food

Maybe, this is the real end of reality and virtual reality. I think that Carmen must understand all this and now he will be stripped of my body as the pioneer of "Jiang". He is indeed qualified to call himself "agent of the end."

I don't understand why he did this, I guess, he must have no such idea at first

"No way, if you don't do this, you'll be eaten up." As if seeing through my thoughts, even if his body is mad, he can't help but bring a sigh of emotion

"You won't understand, how scared and powerless we are." The meniscus-like smile on Carmen's face disappeared, and the straight lines were extraordinarily stiff. He said this way: "Can you tell me **** the alive? "Creator?" I did n’t wait for my answer. In fact, I was also asked by such a question. I never thought about this kind of thing that is "ridiculous" just by listening. He went on: "No way, yes. Yes, there is no way, because we were made as food from the beginning, unless we can change the information of our own existence ... However, it must take a very, very long time "

How can I tell him the answer when I live for only a hundred years?

Carmen's smile appeared again, but this time, it was full of joking distress and lament, which made people feel very unreal.

"I can't wait for that time but now, I still don't want to die"

In this way, he held out his other hand and put his five fingers together, like a blade, it penetrated my body neatly.

I seemed to hear something in the body was stirred by a force, but that force was not from Carmen ’s arm. His arm seemed to be stuck in my body, which made him look a bit difficult.

"Come on, my majesty, make a‘ gate ’for me to pass through”

I clearly felt that the agitating force in my body was being pushed and twirled, centered on the arm that penetrated my body. My body seemed to become a vortex, but the feeling of being separated by left and right seemed to change. Into an open mouth

I lowered my head and saw a hollow that runs from the collarbone to the lower abdomen, there is chaos in it, there are no internal organs, nothing

This is a "door"

The door has been opened

"Come through it, cross it," Carmen cried out with a mad laugh, plunging into this "door"

The great pain made me unable to make my own tears and tears, as if my body and soul were being torn apart in half

The world of the spiral ladder disintegrated in my pain, fell, and fell into the swamp remaining on the ground, and became a part of the swamp again. The door above the spiral ladder collapsed, and from the beginning to the end, another "Gaochuan" did not appear

This world is still me, the dark void and the crimson swamp. In this world, the boundaries of the world of consciousness have become very blurred. Only the reappearing brain hardware display seems to prove that everything in the spiral ladder is born in another. Things in a deep conscious world and my pain is still going on, it is frightening that my abdomen is bulging:

On the abdomen outlined with dark red liquid, there is a tangible thing like a human head, stretching from the invisible abdomen little by little to block the film that blocks it

This process may seem slow, but when you are in a trance, it suddenly becomes abnormally fast. My mind seems to be unable to keep up with the degree that this guy drilled out, and his weak body ca n’t stop him from coming out.

This is of course Carmen, but unlike what he saw on the spiral staircase, he has already drilled more than half of his body today, and he does not have those heavy clothes and decorations, or even no head, just like a model model acting as a hanger. Maybe he and I am the same, I ca n’t show a tangible appearance in this world, but my body skin is like a flexible film that outlines a smooth human shape for his existence.

Countless voices roared in my ears

——Go out, go out

I looked at the brain hardware screen, but Dorothy did n’t appear, just a blank screen, still blinking constantly, it seemed to disappear at any time

So Carmen came out, along with the "film" covering him

I have thoroughly tasted the feeling I have never felt in my life for such a day. Perhaps, in this world, only I can taste this weird and painful taste-my body is split and not torn apart. Was stripped, nevertheless, after being divided into two groups from one group, still alive

Not only can I say that Gouyan is panting

Something in my body has been completely cut off, which makes me feel very clearly that the entire organization and structure that constitutes "I" have become shaky because of the lost things. I dare not imagine that if this is very precise The building of the building collapsed, how would it become? Maybe it was death, but maybe it was a terrible structure than death

However, "I" has not completely collapsed, and was held up by a certain force at an ambiguous and thrilling limit, just like a thousand objects are only held by a head under the interference of various factors to maintain Delicate balance

It seems that the balance will be broken by putting another head

Carmen rolled in the crimson swamp. After a while, these crimson colors completely brought his silhouette to life. From the original smooth human shape to a real human gesture, in the process, I seem to see , These deep red liquids constitute the whole process of this body-nerves, muscles, organs, skin, as if fast forward, the saplings grow into a leafy tree in the blink of an eye

So I clearly understood that just like the imminent collapse of Carmen, I ca n’t exist alone after being separated from me. It is like a sleeping factor like mitochondria. Although it is different from the activity factor, it also constitutes "human" Part of it is a very important part. No matter which side, there can be no single factor. The war between the factors is extremely cruel, but it cannot completely eliminate the other side. Carmen and me. It is such a contradictory and compatible existence.

However, due to the power of "Jiang", this supposedly tight and solid balance was broken

This dark red liquid complements what Carmen needs when he is alone

But precisely because of this, Carmen today, in a sense, has become a part of "Jiang"-the description of tentacles is extremely delicate and vivid

The crimson liquid continued to infiltrate his body after Carmen was formed, no, maybe it should be described as "filling" as if these liquids rushed out of my left eye quickly, they were pouring into Carmen at the same speed His image in his body became more and more specific, from naked man to full-dressed, just like he was on the spiral ladder-maybe he has been wearing crimson clothes all the time is not meaningless, maybe one This kind of satire on his fate, the deep red liquid from "Jiang", constitutes everything of him today

A crimson, but never purely "self" humanoid monster

If you think of these dark red liquids as blood, then Carmen is like a vampire

It's really reminiscent of Dracula, the original vampire in the horror legend that has passed down the world

However, as a reflection in general, perhaps it should be reversed:

"Oh, I thought it would be very pleasant, but I didn't feel it at all." Carmen stood up from the dark red liquid shaped like a pool of blood, straightened his dress, and pressed his bowler hat down again. ? I think it's time to change the name. "He turned his head and said to me without any expression:" How about calling it Eruka? "

I can only say: "What you see is the same"

Dracula = ula, so ard = Eruka, isn't this really full of irony?

Sure enough, even if we were separated, we used to be different parts of a complete person

Because the dark red remembered the vampire, the vampire remembered Dracula, and Dracula became Eruka, and from all this, the animal called "bat", and the end of this series of associations, What came to my mind is the image of a "crow"

I used to imagine, I thought, for me, an animal full of meanings that could not be explained

crow

Bats and crows ~ www.readwn.com ~ Don't you think it's incredible?

"I should also ..." Carmen in the past, and now Aruka doesn't seem to intend to treat me here. He said so, but he paused unexpectedly. Although he couldn't see his face under the shadow of the top hat , But I think he seems to be frowning, and then he suddenly raised his head and shouted loudly at the endless dark void: "It's over, I have come out, why not stop?"

Who is he talking to? It's right for "jiang"

"It's time to end," Eluka shouted: "My honorable Queen, what are you going to do?"

I also realized that the crimson liquid continued to fill Eruka's body with his shouts for a moment and began to be full of fear, because his body swelled like a bag filled with too much water, However, the pouring of the dark red liquid still did not stop, which made Eruka seem to explode at any time

Eruka began to groan in pain

"Stop **** I said stop" he cried out in full, "I can't hold it enough" (to be continued)