Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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(Please keep in mind when reading novels) (Please keep in mind when reading novels) This evening, no, maybe not at night, in this closed building, it is impossible to determine the passage of time, but I still feel that I have spent the night. * 1 * 1 * I slept so deeply that my heart was full of strength. I am not alone, in my body, the blood and consciousness of the past are flowing, and beside me, there are girls who are extremely cold and full of expectations for me. We have made a plan that is as insane as any power, and we are carrying out this plan in an attitude that is no less than anyone's—although, I have lost this memory.

However, I still believe in me in the past, believe in the girls now, believe that even if they are in different spaces, even if the form has been completely different, we still have feelings beyond all of this. I believe that trust itself is a powerful will and a force that can achieve miracles. I believe in all this, which makes me no longer feel painful because of physical pain. ..

I didn't have a dream. When my consciousness gradually recovered, I felt like I was wandering in a quiet night sky. I detached from this black night sky and opened my eyes. The scene in front of me was no different than before I fell asleep, but it gave me a completely new feeling. The cold metal, still hearing or crying in the ear, seems to have the illusion of a ghost passing through the corner of the field of vision, and the left eye that spontaneously turns.

I already have the courage to accept all this, even though it may indicate that the footsteps of death are approaching myself, but there is a melodies echoed in my heart. But the songs that let the blood circulate. That was written by the "Gaochuan" in the past. Only songs that belong to "Gao Chuan".

I am Gaochuan, no matter which one is Gaochuan, it is still Gaochuan.

The past me, the things inherited to the present me, I want to continue them, if I still fail, still die, and after all can not avoid self-disqualification, then I hope that at least this melody can continue to sing in the heart of the new Gaochuan .

--Do not be afraid.

The melody is so soft in my ear.

"Do not be afraid."

I told myself so gently.

Even death. I can't stop my steps, because we are Gao Chuan, and we may be different. But it is still "Gaochuan". Since inheriting the name "Gaochuan", it is necessary to have the consciousness bearing this destiny. I think that being "Gaochuan" is actually unfortunate, but it is also happy, because all "Gaochuan" have the same dream, a desire higher than life and death and self.

I turned on the computer and sent an e-mail about my intentions to the email of the New Latent Alliance. The content is very simple and it is a reply that I am willing to cooperate with them.

No matter what role Super Doroth plays in the Super Takagawa Project. But at least for now, she is a member of the New Lurkers League. Since she didn't send me suggestive messages, she can be regarded as she wants me to join this alliance. I have no doubt that at this point, it is actually possible to contact and have always reached a consensus on the super Dorothy and the super tie that have been cooperating tacitly.

Before the birth of Super Gaochuan, if only three of them could not do more things, even if Super Gaochuan was born, would it have the power to control the situation by itself. Still not sure. However, if the New Lurkers Coalition continues to oppose Dr. Ander and his representatives in their positions and is not uprooted by the hostile forces, they will certainly be able to create a chaotic situation one day in the future and give Super Gaochuan enough room for action. .

Chaos, resistance and fighting. The island will be fragmented, and research on "viruses" and "dooms syndrome" will no longer be possible. but. This is also something that cannot be done.

Supporting the original strength of my willingness to become an experimental white mouse, I hope that researchers here can make serum. They have obtained results from me and other patients using various legal and illegal methods. This could have been tolerated. As long as the serum can be produced, it does not matter how much it is paid, but what is unbearable is that Their goals have changed at some point. {http:

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Friends upload updates} I do n’t even know if after designing the "Human Completion Plan", the serum that can heal patients is still needed by them.

They are addicted to the power brought by "virus", "doom syndrome" and "doom illusion", maybe this kind of power can really make humans become superman, but this is not what I need, it is not the color and Doroth. What is needed is not what the patients need. Our hope is very simple, just want to become a normal person, to be able to walk in the sun again, and enjoy the warmth of affection and love. Rather than being forced to endure endless pain, witnessing the collapse of the body and personality of yourself and those you love, it turned into a pool of yellow liquid without knowing what it was.

We do n’t want to be Superman. At least, hope that we do n’t want to be Superman rests on the pain of ourselves and those we love. Probably, this is a very selfish idea, but it is also because of this idea that when we combine with each other, we are still ourselves, rather than just being able to integrate with each other, and we ca n’t figure out which ones are our own Yellow liquid.

In our cognition, human beings are never simply a social creature.

This has nothing to do with justice and fairness, just out of our life form itself.

If, they no longer study serum, then our cooperation is over. Now, it is time to get back what we used to pay. Perhaps without the power of these researchers, we cannot make serum ourselves, but at least we will do our best to complete it. Instead of watching the loved ones suffering, they have to act as murderers.

"Gao Chuan," who once pinned his hopes on others, has lost his standard and will never return. When I realized this, I seemed to understand the original Gaochuan's idea-this is to ensure the implementation of the Super Gaochuan Project, but why not a confession?

Did something wrong. You must accept punishment. This idea, even if it does not incorporate information from the past, is still deeply ingrained in my heart, and such an idea must also exist in the hearts of the past Gaochuan.

When Gao Chuan first realized what Dr. Ander's plan meant, when he saw Super Color and Super Dorothy, and perhaps now unknown Sakuya, Bajing, and Marceau, he must be filled with regret. . However, even driven by such strong emotions, he still thought calmly, and the impulse could not solve the problem. But he had to solve this situation in which he played the role of a booster, so the "Super Takagawa Project" was born.

With self-punishment and his own expectations for the future, he made a self-disqualification decision without hesitation. all of these. It's all for the birth of a Gaochuan who can become a hero, in order not to let the new Gaochuan get caught in this emotion of remorse and self-blame, in order to create a situation that can bear those heavy emotions and pressures in the worst situation, But it will not be swallowed up by those negative emotions.

It must be like this.

Today's self is embraced by such volcano-like emotions, looking forward to the existence of birth.

Therefore, I must be happy. Even if he is just a halfway stop for this emotion and expectation.

I thought so quietly that I couldn't stop the heat from my eyes and nose. The field of vision is blurry and full of water vapor. I had to treat it as a state of illness and chew those bitter medicines. Even so, the calming potions still cannot stop my heart from throbbing.

This agitated emotion made me want to do something, made me want to shout, and wanted to run to the end of the world. However, I still suppressed this impulse, sitting quietly in a chair, waiting for the arrival of new mail. because I know. This impulse does not allow me to do anything. No matter how energetic my body is, I am still a terminally ill patient who is on the verge of death, and the place where I am located is not an endless prairie where I can run towards the horizon. Or the beach at sunset, but a completely closed underground prison.

A concentration camp for patients with doomsday syndrome.

I seemed to return to the illusion of doom immediately. To carry out our plan, I want to become super Gaochuan quickly, even if I am still not ready, have that kind of consciousness, and press the return of self-disqualification. But I still want to try, where I can do, I want to be a super Gaochuan, not which Gaochuan, not which Gaochuan in the past, nor the new Gaochuan in the future, but the current Gaochuan, now myself.

Whether to press the self-disqualified carriage return is entirely at my own will. Whether it's color matching, Dorothy, or a week of Makagawa, the choice is in my hands. Maybe, the possibility of failure will be great, maybe, it is really impossible to achieve the best of both worlds, maybe, as the hints obtained so far, the road ahead will not be a smooth road, full of fatal dangers.

But I still want to try it.

Try it and become the ultimate hero.

I don't want to wait any longer. How can such a fragile body, such a fragile will, continue to stay in reality? Only by returning to the illusion of doomsday can we be able to act, and be able to become stronger in action.

Even if I still do n’t understand the outline of the Super Takagawa Project, I do n’t understand how to become a super Takagawa; nor do I know what I can do and what I should do when I return to the end of the illusion of doomsday and doomed What; it is not even possible to determine what kind of meaning they exist in the nearby rivers, Sakuya and Bajing.

If the end is bound to come, if the Super Gaochuan plan has not missed, the "Fate Stone Gate" will reverse the entire doomsday illusion and the personality consciousness therein, resetting everything back to the state of the week.

If, this is what I am going to do, then, am I killing this world and the people in this world?

Today, I love them in that world, maybe after the world line changes, they will no longer be their current ones. This is not a simple time and space shuttle. When I meet these people again, they and they must have different lives because of different opportunities, and even completely different in personality and thinking. All this is like the self-disqualification of Gaochuan before my birth.

Even so, you have to ...

I stared at my right hand, the beating of the left eye was so violent. Seems to pull out the eyes.

Even so. Do you have to do it too? I asked myself this way. Do you have the courage and awareness to bear all that has changed?

"It's okay." I covered my face with this right hand and grabbed the face with force. It seemed that the pain of doing so would keep my heart from being weakened by tears. If they can be saved in reality ... "

Yes, no matter how real the Doomsday Realm is, it is still not true. No matter how happy the people inside are, it is not true happiness, but they can no longer realize it. What's more, they simply can't feel happy. Because they live in a world destined to be destroyed, and the future of this destruction is not the future brought by their self-perceived god, god, or demon, but a script set by some human beings like them, even if it is a new one. came. It is just repeating such a tragic script.

This kind of fragile thing is based only on super color and can only exist. Its existence, like this closed prison, is just a concentration camp that means that patients with doomsday syndrome cannot be liberated.

"If you really need to change all this, if you really need someone to bear the pain of changing all this, if you really need someone to destroy this world in order to liberate this world. Then, it is me!"

I let go of my palm and supported myself to stand up. I never felt so crazy and so calm again. I wiped away my tears and said to myself loudly.

starting today. From now on, I will be the devil. I come to destroy all this, I will bear all this, then, I want to become super Gao Chuan, become the ultimate hero!

The mail of the new lurker alliance has not yet arrived, it has been silent, but it is no longer important to me. I am going to do something that is extremely painful for me. I want to witness and promote the coming of the end, and use the power of the end to open the door of the stone of destiny! then. Change the world, change reality!

right now! immediately!

All this is my choice! It is also the choice of Destiny Stone Gate!

The door was opened, and a figure stood outside the door, and I turned back calmly. I know that anyone can realize from this face. I just cried a bit, like a child. but. It doesn't matter, let me face that person with such a face. Because, I firmly believe that this will be the last time I cry.

The devil never cries, so he who decides to become the devil will never cry again.

I do n’t know why, before I saw the person outside the door, I thought the other person was Dr. Ander, but when I saw him clearly, it was exactly what I thought.

Dr. Ande put his hands in the researcher's white pocket, like something completely composed of shadows, standing in front of the door and staring at me.

"The new experiment is ready, are you ready?" He said: "This time, we readjusted the script details, it will promote the development of the end of the illusion in a smoother way, and you will dive It ’s deeper and wo n’t pop up like it did last time. ”

"Smoother ... do you mean more intense and stronger?" I asked calmly.

"Yes, it's more violent and more powerful. No matter what you encounter, it will be implemented rigidly, even if it is a bug." Dr. Ande said very stiffly: "This time, the opposite **** virus factor will never be run away. .As long as you dive deep enough and the script is violent enough, its response will be more active. You can rest assured that as long as you capture the heterosexual viral factor and study it, even if there is no serum, all patients will be saved. "

"Will you be saved?" I asked myself in a low voice and smiled.

If the answer is to Dr. Ande, then it does n’t matter what the answer is.

Even if he said so, he said with the voice of the tablet: "It will be saved." Then, he said again: "This time, you may die."

"Dead? It doesn't matter." I looked at him calmly.

"It's okay?" Dr. Ander seemed a little confused, and he frowned.

I have n’t lied, I have really heard the sound of Death ’s footsteps approaching, that is the sound of my left eye beating. However, I already have something to do even if I die, and I do n’t think death can stop me.

Nothing can stop the "Gaochuan" pace.

I said to him, "Perhaps, I used to be afraid of death, but ... I will not be afraid anymore. Because I have got something more important than living."

His brow furrowed tighter.

"I don't understand ..." He answered ~ www.readwn.com ~ but did not let me continue, "But it doesn't matter. Before entering, we will make an adjustment for you to ensure that you get a better access. State. "He said:" You will lose a part of your memory, you must be prepared. The script has already begun to warm up, we can not know every detail of what happens in the illusion of the end, so you must be mentally prepared, maybe you After entering, you will not only forget everything in reality, but also forget what happened last time you connected to Doom.

"No, I won't forget." I just smiled like this and said to Dr. Ander: "Who do you think I am?"

Dr. Ande didn't mean to continue talking with me. He opened his body sideways to allow him to go out.

When I went out and passed by Dr. Ande, it seemed to be telling him, and it was like telling myself.

"I am Gao Chuan!" Said firmly, "Gao Chuan is always ready."

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