Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

-Gao Chuan. -(

-Gao Chuan!

I heard someone calling myself, as if coming from a distant place. When I recovered, I found myself sitting in a spacious room with bookshelves stacked on the sides of the walls. The black wooden office in front of me The table is huge and heavy, also buried in books and paper. It was a room full of seriousness and gloom, but when the person behind the desk opened the curtain behind him. The bright sunlight shining from outside the window dispelled these uncomfortable tensions.

The bright spot pen was flowing on me, and the person standing by the window seemed to see only one silhouette. It took a while for my eyes to adjust to the light before I could see clearly the man—a man, up and down fifty years old, wearing a smart suit and a white coat, just like the researchers or doctors often seen on TV Image.

He is the owner of this room.

I remembered why I was here and what happened before I came here.

It was a day in summer. Zhen Jiang died, and Xi Se and others survived. In the chaos caused by Zhen Jiang—I always thought it was caused by her—the survivors of the orphanage did not exceed 20 people including us. When we came to the town, we found that the town was also in a mess. Not only the orphanage, but many buildings were blazing. No matter where we were, we could n’t escape the scorching airflow and the shadow of thick smoke. Someone is having a conflict in the fire, they are running around in the streets and streets like crazy, burned and smashed, and the violent people will go back and fight. Someone kept falling in the pool of blood.

I can't think anymore, this town is not big. The people who live around are somewhat familiar, and these people are frantically beating up with the neighbors who were still in harmony not long ago, and even want to kill them. The open door reveals a corner of the figure that is lying down in the corner. Many people are shooting. The sound of dots and bullets is undulating in every corner of the town.

I feel that invisible hatred is spreading with death and burning, but the seeds of these hatreds are drastically decreasing, and soon there is only a cold and unreasonable mutual attack.

These crazy people want to rush to us. But it was soon stopped by another group of people. This group of people appeared to have just arrived in the town. Half of them were heavily armed soldiers, and the other half were covered in bloated protective clothing. The soldiers stopped the crazy people from attacking us, and a half of the people in protective clothing carried the half-height box and lifted the nozzle connecting the box. The fire water was not sprayed from the inside. It is a hot line of fire. The burned crazy people immediately turned into a human-shaped flame, but before they died completely, they still had a terrible action, as if they could not feel the pain at all-no, it is wrong to describe it , I heard their groaning in pain, but I felt that the reason for this pain did not come from the burning flames on the skin.

The burning people caused great trouble to the soldiers. Soldiers' bullets cannot directly kill them if they do not directly penetrate their heads. Once they do n’t think they ’re ignoring them or they are thrown into them, they will fall into a dangerous situation. In the places I could see, many soldiers died as a result.

The soldiers started shouting, and at this time the wind was loud. The strong wind made the fire stronger, and the sound of burning and the collapse of the building made them sound weak. We were taken to an empty place by people trying to solve the turmoil in the town. More and more surviving residents of the town have been moved here. But everyone just stared at this crazy thing, everyone knows. This town is over.

At the end of this turmoil, human voices have rarely been heard. The repressed silence is quickly covering this town on the verge of destruction.

People died in silence, and the sound of gunfire never seemed to stop. The huge flames and flying fire lines ignited one thing after another-whether it is a human form or other shapes. But we who witnessed all of this, and even the others around us, could not make even a moaning sound, but stood tremblingly, or sitting on the ground like a slack.

More vehicles are driving into the area of ​​the town, soldiers whose number is rapidly decreasing are receiving reinforcements, and more people in protective clothing use extremely rapid movements, spreading like ants to every corner of the town. A majestic man walked to the open space where we survivors gathered. He took off the mask on his face and said to everyone: "You are safe, we will soon send you to the hospital, where you Will get proper treatment. "

He seems to be the chief of the rescue team.

No one answered, even if it was a half gratitude. I noticed that many people's eyes were dull and motionless, as if they couldn't hear any sound, just staring at the town that was turning into hell. It ’s me instead. Although I find this scene surprising and full of shocks, depression, anger, helplessness, doubts, and other complex emotions, I can still think, so that I feel like I have something to do with others. Decisively different. Compared with other people, I can definitely be calm. I looked at the people around me secretly and found that among the five girls standing beside me, only the color and Dorothy behaved like me. Saki Ye, Ba Jing and Marceau are also surprised, but compared to others, they seem to contain a certain kind of indifference.

At this time, even adults seem to be unable to maintain their thinking ability.

I began to feel a little frightened by the reactions of us-if most people's reactions are normal, are we too abnormal?

I try to make myself behave like other adults, staring silently at the **** ahead.

The chief who did not get a response was not angry, and seemed to take for granted the reactions of the people here. When he was about to turn around and leave, the tie color around me said: "Who are you?"

The calmness of her voice surprised me too. It sounded like the cold and transparent crystals were knocking against each other.

The sergeant was surprised by her reaction. His eyes passed by other children, including me. I couldn't help being nervous, but I still controlled myself not to do anything. Continue to look forward dullly like other adults. Is this out of fear? I do n’t know very well, but I really do n’t want to be seen as a “special case” or “unusual”.

I was very keenly aware that the sergeant ’s eyes did not stay on me, but stopped on other girls, which filled my heart with an inexplicable crisis. In the past, in orphanages, many children liked to do things that made them look different. Zhenjiang, they can undoubtedly be included in the group of people who have done the most successfully, but I am diametrically opposed. I watched silently by most of the time. and so. Even if we always act together. But I was called "coward" by other people, and regarded as "the most cowardly person" by other children. However, because I always act with Zhenjiang and them, I have been bullied very few times.

If I am bullied, I will also fight back, but also because they are acting together with Zhenjiang, they still ca n’t change the minds of other children. Even adults thought I was a "cowardly child" and shook his head and sighed. I sometimes ask myself, am I a coward? But the conclusion is-I am also doing something "different", when everyone tries to be unique, is not the silent one the most different?

Therefore, I don't feel timid and cowardly.

Nevertheless, sometimes, I also want to be as prominent as other children. But in a flash, you will give up. In retrospect, it is probably because. I want to be different from Zhenjiang, but it is "special". An individual with "different value".

"Who are you?"

While the sir was surprised and silent, Dorothy repeated the words. Other girls, including the usual tail-like, Misaki and Marceau, staring at the man with a searing gaze.

"I'm from a hospital." The chief said, "A biochemical incident occurred in your town ... Do you know what is biochemical? Virus, like a cold, everyone in this town is sick."

The girls nodded. We all know what is a biohazard in TV series and movies. The costumes and actions of these rescuers are very similar to those in TV movies. Therefore, everyone accepted this statement. Although I do n’t know what the girls are thinking about, when I heard about the biochemical virus, I could n’t help but feel tight, thinking about Zhenjiang who became very strange after I became sick.

-I have a terrible disease.

——You are too close to me, both are infected.

——Drink my blood, if you can survive, maybe you can make serum.

——Achuan, you must save them.

Zhen Jiang has always been regarded as a small group of us, no, it should be said that it is the smartest and most capable person among the children in the orphanage.

We hardly doubt her words. The same is true now, since Zhenjiang said this, it must be so. I think this rescue team came to Zhenjiang.

As a result, I restrained myself more and made myself look as harmless as others. In television and movies, there is never a shortage of rescue teams killing survivors and completely covering up the cause of the incident. If the officer behaves awkwardly, I will immediately fight back. I secretly took out the electrician's knife in my pocket and hid it behind my back.

However, this sergeant did not surprise him with their unique performance, nor seemed to intend to attack us. His earlier statement that "the survivors will be sent to a safe place for treatment" was soon fulfilled. Before the battle in the town was completely over, we were transported into the car by people wearing protective clothing and accepted a After series of disinfection, observation and temporary treatment, they were transferred to other places.

The car drove far away, there was no window in the car, and I didn't know how far I had walked. In the shaking of the car body, the exhausted everyone quickly fell asleep. Although I wanted to stick to the footing, I unconsciously became a member of the sleeping person. When I woke up, I was already staying in a room like a dormitory or a ward.

White tiles are inlaid on the floor and walls, and a chandelier with cold yellow light hangs from the ceiling. This room has nothing but a bed and a small table. Only I am alone, and neither of them is around. This made me wake up quickly and made my spirit tense.

I pushed out the door. Outside the door is a corridor, and many closed doors line up along the corridor walls. I was the only one in the hallway. When I tried to open the doors of other rooms to see if they were inside, I saw a pretty woman in a white coat and glasses on the bridge of her nose. .

Our sights were right at once. She nodded at me and said, "It seems that you are recovering well. Everyone else is awake and arranged in a regular dormitory. You will live here for a while. You are sick and need to be hospitalized. But Don't worry. It will get better soon. In fact, the air here is very fresh, and there will be no heavy life pressure ... Ah, look at me, what do you say to a child? Know, my name is Ruan Li, yes Your doctor. "

in fact. I quickly understood what she said and was not surprised. This is the same in TV and movies. We will be treated as cherished species, which may be well taken care of, but may also face a terrible threat-before the virus in the body is cured.

At this time, the protagonist usually maintains a friendly attitude with the people in the hospital, whether they are enemies or not. Do this at least on the surface. Especially his own doctor, because she or he will be the person who has the closest relationship with himself in the future.

then. I quickly recovered from the stunned **** and pretended to say to her, "I. My name is Gao Chuan."

"Very good, Gao Chuan, now we know each other, and hope to be friends in the future ..." She seemed to find this a bit funny, her lips slightly raised, "Now, before arranging dorms for you, your psychologist needs to You do some tutoring, let's go to him. "

"What about the other people? Where are they?" I quickly asked: "Is there five girls in it, named Seisei, Dorothy, Sakuya, Bajing and Marceau."

"Ah, those five girls?" Dr. Ruan Li seems to remember them deeply: "They have also been settled. They also mentioned your name, so we will arrange you on the same floor. Your room should be Will be next to them. "

"They ..." I couldn't think of a more vivid description, so I simply asked: "Are they all right?"

"Well, it's quite spirited. No, it should be said that compared to other patients, it's really overdone ... is the orphan like this now?" Ruan Lirao smiled with interest.

"No ..." I continued to say in whispers, "Maybe ..."

Later, I was taken by Dr. Ruan Li to this office where books and reports are everywhere. The man standing opposite the sun in the background, called Doctor Ande, can feel the breath of a senior doctor with rich knowledge and experience just from the outside. I recovered from my memory, and the sight on the opposite side made my body seem to be crawling with countless ants, and could not help but move my butt. At this time, I discovered that I was sitting on a high chair three meters away from my desk. My feet even had to stand on my feet to touch the floor.

"My name is Ander, and you are your psychologist." The old man on the opposite side sat down again at the desk, putting on his glasses while talking. He lowered his head, glanced over the eaves of the frame, and over the canyon formed by the pile of books and reports, continued to cast on me.

He seems to have just introduced himself? I think, but this time, I already know who he is. why? I was in a trance again, and everything in my field of vision suddenly became blurred, as if it were a fast-moving movie. In the vagueness, a consciousness told me that I was dreaming.

This is a dream about past memories.

"My colleague ... well, those people made an ugly report." When his words came into my ears again clearly, I was awake a bit and looked at him again, listening to him continue to say: "They investigate I read the files of each patient, and then talked to the patients one by one to understand what happened to the patients-things are small, I told them at the beginning, but they obviously did not do it. The orphanage where you are Some parties talked about you. Although it was abrupt, I still wanted to know, did you really eat your girlfriend? That girl named Zhenjiang. "

When he talked, he felt like an old chatter ~ www.readwn.com ~ But the last question was like a dull hammer, which awoke me all at once.

——Have you really eaten Zhenjiang?

The question echoed in my mind, and my eyes opened in horror.

Everything in the field of vision has changed, and I find myself lying on the ground, above the strange ceiling.

A silver-white ceiling with a clear metallic color.

The soft feeling underneath told me that I was lying on a comfortable bed, but the back of my shirt had become wet and cold.

Did you really eat Zhenjiang? A voice whispered in my ear. I seem to have the illusion that I am becoming a huge black crow. I opened my mouth and made a hoarse voice, which sounded like a crow's cry.

I supported my body hard and confirmed whether I was a human or a crow. When I saw my hands and feet and made a human voice, I couldn't help but take a long breath. To be continued. .