Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

363 implant

I suppressed the restlessness in my heart and stared at the chip in my hand. This is the carrier that Dorothy used to store self-personality consciousness information. The volume as small as a fingernail can actually save the amount of information of a person's soul. What a terrible technology. The material from which it is made is very sturdy and almost indestructible, and the saved information will not be destroyed until the material is completely aged. In Dorothy's statement, it is closely connected to the brain, but with each other's hard disk, processor and even a terminal. The human brain cooperates with the brain hardware to obtain larger and more direct information storage and faster Information processing speed, if the human brain dies, the brain hardware can still function. A lot of information about the ruling bureau will be stored in the "brain hardware" implanted in my body. Once the implantation is successful, I will instantly learn the language of the ruling bureau and have the ability to illegally hack into the secure network system.

But these abilities are secondary to Dorothy. "I'm going to take you up, you can see what the world really looks like, although you can't understand it." Dorothy told me that.

"Can't it be implanted for other people? Just like the two of them." I said naturally Gregia and Tracy. "If you really have this ability, they will not mind taking a look at what you call world reality." "

"The brain hardware is the result of my latest technology, and the requirements for the implant are very strict. It is said that, in this world, perhaps only you have this qualification." Dorothy said: "The two and We are different. "

But when I looked at Gregia and Tracy, I couldn't find out where they were different from me.

"They have a body of consciousness, but they no longer have their own body." Dorothy emphasized incomprehensible words.

"I don't understand. We stand here very well, don't we?" Tracy shook his head, bent his fingers in confusion, and waved his arms. "My body is always here."

"No, this is just the body of consciousness." Dorothy said, ignoring them, and asked me: "Now, are you ready? Gao Chuan"

"Yes, I am ready." I answered without hesitation. I obviously felt the worried eyes of Gregia and Tracy, but a strong impulse made me determined to do it. As Dorothy said, I have something I have to do. Just like now, agreeing to Dorothy's conditions to get Gregia and Tracy out of the dangerous ruling as soon as possible is what I have to do. I am not sure if I missed this opportunity and whether I can protect these two women in the next journey until I find a way to leave.

Although Dorothy treated me like an acquaintance, I was n’t sure if she was completely harmless.

The girl's existence today is enough to prove that she has enough power to do something, or to let other people who do not recognize her do something according to her words.

"What should I do now?" I said without waiting for others to say, "What machine should I start?"

"No, you just need to insert the chip in your right eye." Dorothy said, but this time she obviously didn't want Gregia and Tracy to understand the conversation between us, so she used the Central Duchy language.

Gregia and Tracy are very unhappy about this, but they have no choice. "Be careful, don't just believe this guy! Mr. Gao Chuan." Gregia said to me.

Until Tritty and Gregia flipped the display pile, they avoided it. I was surprised to say, "This chip is your carrier! What do you want to do? Shouldn't a blank brain hardware be prepared for me?"

"There is no second." Dorothy said in a calm tone: "You must share a piece with me until this piece of brain hardware reproduces your piece in your body. And only in this way, I can take You ’re going up. You do n’t need to worry that I ’m trying to dominate your body, I ’m not interested in being a man, and you have a very special factor in your body, which will have a strong counterattack on all malicious attacks, I do n’t want to fight back Eaten by it. "

"Special factors ... The classmates said the same to me. She said that all the memories I forgot were stored in that factor, saying that I should retrieve them." I was hesitant and said, "Although Many things seem to confirm her statement, and I also think that those memories should be recovered, but ... I am not sure if I want to do this, why should I do it? "

"It may be that the classmate told you that that particular factor is called the" Jiang "factor. Her statement is not entirely correct. In fact, we are not sure whether that is the" Jiang "factor or whether it is simply After being infected with the "Jiang" factor, the normal factor that mutates. "Dorothy seemed to be tense when she talked about the special factor in my body." But in any case, this special factor is special to the "Jiang" factor. Relationship. The 'Jiang' factor is a terrible thing. If you don't plan to retrieve the memory, you need to be extra careful. When you drop the abyss of consciousness, it may attack you and eat you. Once you If it is eaten, then there will never be Gaochuan again, even if the body produces new personality consciousness information again, it is also a brand-new personality consciousness that has nothing to do with Gaochuan. There is no personality consciousness structure with Gaochuan characteristics as the skeleton, which is stored in The information in the special factor can always only be the residue of a piece of Gaochuan personality consciousness information. "

It took me a while to roughly digest Dorothy's final hard-to-understand theoretical explanation about "Gaochuan Personality Consciousness". The general meaning of this description is: everyone's personality consciousness has its own unique structure. To make a simple analogy, this structure is like a different model. No matter how the memory, experience, ideas and even thoughts that fill this structure change, as long as the structure does not change, it will eventually form a whole personality consciousness that is the same in basic structure and even in essential characteristics, just like what is poured in the mold is Water or cement, the shape of the mold and even the things inside will not change-this situation is still recognized as the same person in Dorothy's theory.

However, once this structure is broken, even if there is a new structure, this structure will lose the inherent characteristics of the previous structure. In this case, the new structure and the old structure are no longer considered to be the same person.

"According to your statement, once I retrieve those memories, I will give up everything I have now?"

"No, not everything you have, but yourself." Dorothy emphasized again: "Your current personality consciousness will be reformatted to facilitate integration with information stored in special factors, because those information It ’s not just memory. "

"Just like different metals can form alloys, but the materials are different, the synthesis process may be easier or more difficult, and the resulting alloy material will be different?" I said.

"The actual situation is more complicated, but this description is very vivid. The new Gaochuan must become the strongest of the various ratios." Dorothy said: "Gaochuan, you still have this theoretical concept. Excellent comprehension is also a proof of personality structure theory. Having different memories, lives and experiences does not mean that a person ’s essence and characteristics will be different. Even if personality and memory are brand new, but in their personality Without changing the essential structure of consciousness, when faced with the same things, they will still produce similar dreams, similar emotions, similar ideas, similar capabilities, similar thinking directions, and even make similar ones. select."

Dorothy did not give me any advice on choices, as if, as she said, no matter which choice I make, I decide. However, her tone made me produce a kind of thing that would be impossible or difficult to accomplish next if I did not choose to fuse the information in the special factors. I am in a strong and inexplicable sense of responsibility and mission. The strong impulse in my body makes me choose to integrate, but reason is telling myself not to do so. .

Which normal person would give up on himself? What's more, I don't understand what she said about what I had to do and what it was.

For me in this world, what are the things I desperately want to do? I want to save the world, but the end of the world seems inevitable. I want to save humanity, but not everyone wants me to do this, and it is impossible for me to save all people. I hope to protect the people I love when the end comes, but I do n’t know if I can do it.

Yes, I have always understood that I want to be different from others, try to find out what makes me different, and then believe that I am different, I believe that my difference can bring strength to myself, and this power can Let me be a hero.

I want to be a hero, a hero of someone or someone.

However, this idea and sense of mission seem to be somewhat different from what Dorothy said, "I can only do it if I have to do it."

I know why this difference was born-the world in Dorothy's eyes is obviously not the same as the world in my eyes.

I do n’t know the relationship between the two, whether completing one of them will affect the other, and what kind of impact it will have.

I am willing to implant brain hardware because it allows Gregia and Tracy to leave safely, allows you to experience the power of the brain hardware, and can satisfy everything you say about the color and Dorothy, and yourself Curiosity about what is happening on the body. This seems to be the best of both worlds. But at the same time, it must bear the risks it brings.

There is a windy whisper in my mind:

--are you ready? Really, really, are you ready?

——What price are you willing to pay to realize your wishes?

"Why tell me these things? You and my message are not symmetrical, you can deceive me, or use stronger means." I asked her.

"Because we can't judge how complicated a person's psychology is. There is no evidence to prove that a willing person can increase the success rate in this fusion of personality consciousness information, but there is no evidence to prove that this will not increase Success rate. We need the greatest success rate, the most perfect result. "Dorothy said:" Once you implant the brain hardware, the choice will follow. Ask you again, Gao Chuan, you really have Are you ready? "

I heard windy whispers saying to me:

——This is your last job.

-This is the key to your return to the resting place.

-Maybe you will become a hero.

——But if you evade this choice,

-You will lose everything you have forever.

I don't understand whether this sound comes from my subconscious mind or something hidden deep inside the body. The danger indicated by this warning is making the alarm bell in my heart a masterpiece. Probably no one can clearly see the key to their future, and perhaps more people will feel that there will be more opportunities in the future if they give up this time. But-"I am different"-I told myself this: "Now what I hear is not an illusion from outside influence, but a warning from life and mission. The most critical choice in my life , Right now. "

No one can help me make a choice. Even Dorothy didn't let me make a choice immediately. Nevertheless, this choice will not disappear.

I took a deep breath. There is no smell of cigarettes, only the stench of corpses, and the unique smell of electronic equipment.

"I'm ready." I said, "When will Gregia and Tracy leave?"

"At the moment you implant the brain hardware, the node transmission will be synchronized." Dorothy said: "As long as you stare at them with your right eye, I can lock their position."

I no longer speak, holding the chip firmly and climbing up the mountain of display screens, catheters, parts and working metal instruments. Then, I stood on this hill of metal, wire and display, overlooking Gregia and Tritty below. They are so young and flamboyant, they have a better future, they should not stay here, nor should they struggle in that terrible end of the future.

If, I accept the brain hardware and see the "world" in the eyes of the classmates and Dorothy. Maybe I can find the most ideal path.

Everything I do is not self-deception, nor hypocrisy. I do n’t know what my future will be. I do n’t know if the end of the world is bound to come. I ca n’t be sure whether I can realize all my dreams, but now, this moment, here, I will be their hero!

"Mr. Gao Chuan?" Gregia's doubtful voice came.

I inserted the chip into my right eye.

Very painful, very painful. There was only a blood red in my right eye. The warm fluid was sliding down the skin, and the pain twitched the brain every time the nerve twitched. Then, the world in my right eye gradually dimmed and fell into darkness. In the remaining left eye, Gregia and Tracy both showed an unbelievable expression, and then Gregia screamed.

I don't know what she is calling, because the pain seems to have occupied all the nerve channels leading to the brain, and the information of the pain fills the brain. I do n’t know if it really hurts when my eyes are blinded. I feel like my brain is about to boil, like a hot pot of porridge, and this scorching heat is quickly spreading to all parts of the body.

I felt that the world seemed to be quiet all at once, no sound, no movement, everything in the field of vision became slow until it was completely still.

Gregia and Tracy have their eyes widened, covering their mouths, and staring at me from below. And I can't move, every structure, every tissue, every cell of the body is detached from the way it was originally operated, and is operating in another equally complicated mode.

Then, where Gregia and Tracy are located, white light illuminates, and the white light quickly becomes brighter so that they can no longer see their figure, and then the white light rotates. Subsequently, the white vortex continued to shrink and eventually turned into a spot of light, disappearing into my field of vision.

Gregia and Tracy disappeared, and the surrounding parts, wires, instruments, and display were also disappearing, and finally even the room disappeared completely. I felt like I was in a dark, empty space, and my immovable body was being pushed by some kind of flowing force, and I didn't know where to go.

When there was light and scenery in this empty space, I found myself standing in a park, not far from a sand pond, three girls were playing with sand, and my body and face were dirty, But there was a smile of joy. They turned to me and waved to me, "Achuan, come!" I turned around, not far from the other side was a small slide and a swinging swing ~ www.readwn.com ~ the top of the slide It ’s a bigger girl, her long straight black hair covered half of her face, and I could n’t see her. However, I know who she is — Zhenjiang, one year older than me, my first love Girl.

Yes, now I am just a child about ten years old.

Although the appearance and temperament are somewhat different, this girl named Zhenjiang reminds me of Omi. Later, more names came to my mind-Jiang, Zhenjiang, Fujiang, Youjiang, Jinjiang ...

Then, on the swinging swing, I saw two familiar, but also girl-like people-Dorothy was sitting on the swing, and was pushed up by the tie color, and gave a cheerful laugh.

Everything is so peaceful in this little playground stained with red at dusk, and a feeling made me cry.

Everything is so familiar, everything is like yesterday, however, I can't remember anything.

The world dimmed again, and I returned to the dark space where there was nothing. Originally, I only accepted this in silence, but now it makes me unbearable.