Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Witch VV is like waking up from a long time. She has the illusion that she is broken down into countless parts and reassembled. However, she knows what she is-she is originally countless Fragmentation-just, in the process of decomposition and reconstruction, what has happened to you? What is the difference between the present self and the past self in the most subtle place? She couldn't feel it, only felt that the present self was herself, still the continuation of the past self, instead of becoming something new.

Just like the growth of human beings, including flesh and thoughts, and even personality, a part of it has been replaced and changed with time. Calculated in ten years, I feel that the present self is completely different from the past self, but it is from the past. The people who grew up by themselves do n’t know how many—the ones that have changed, the ones that have n’t changed, all happen at the most subtle level little by little, in huge amounts, but from a holistic point of view, not much Variety.

Therefore, it can only be described as "wake up".

Witch VV woke up and was not too long from the last time he slept or "dead". She still remembers how she was killed, but she still ca n’t be sure that the thing that killed her, the one called “Jiang”, looks like an adult female thing, what is it.

The fear of being killed, the fear before being killed, is also accompanied by her awakening, awakening deep in her heart. For a while, it was actually very short-lived, but for her it was a very long time, she struggled in this fear. She felt that if she didn't struggle, she would die again, and she didn't know if it was true or thought about the authenticity of this feeling. As long as there is such a feeling, she will keep trying to get rid of it.

Until she truly felt that "she was completely awake", it was like holding a breath from the bottom of the deep sea and finally surfaced. Until then, she can diffuse her perception to the outside from this totally inner feeling. In an instant, a huge container, body, or a shell of "self-knowledge" appeared in her perception-it is not too much to say that she has never had this in the past. "Huge" feeling, the process of her spreading self-perception makes her feel the hugeness clearly-just like a patient can finally feel his body, maybe slow, maybe fast, maybe for a moment It may take months or even years, but the parts that are not felt are basically "not felt".

But the witch VV does have a feeling, a kind of "emptiness", the feeling that the inner self fails to fill every corner of the outer body.

The self has been awakened, the self-feeling is constantly expanding, and the speed is very fast, but compared to the "huge" of the body, this speed is insignificant. How long did it take to give myself a feeling of "reuniting my soul and body again"? Witch VV can't calculate, she feels the time is very long, but the body feedback a kind of accurate and direct data like the mechanical industry, but it shows only an extremely short time.

This accurate and direct count back from the body is something she has never experienced in the past, which made her immediately realize that her present body is no longer a human body. In the past, whether her body was considered a "human body", she did not have an accurate concept, but if it was replaced by the phrase "how close to the human body in common sense", there is no doubt that today's body is more than the past body , Farther from this human standard-far to the point that it may be something different at all.

The body different from the human body brings different feelings and perspectives from the human body. Witch VV has a hard time describing how he perceives and observes the outside world. What is this perception because it is too complicated. If we say that humans experience the world with six senses, or even the seven, eighty, or ninety senses in occultism, all cognition of the world is derived from this complex perception. Well, now the observation experience brought to her by the body of Witch VV is simply increased from the sense of seven, eight, ninety to the level of 100 billion trillion perception, and its interlaced and complex comprehensive operation has completely exceeded her understanding-even , She can still use it, and there is no difficulty in "cannot use it without understanding" or "stumble it."

She only feels that she can subconsciously use this observation, perception, and all functions and powers based on this body from a holistic and comprehensive perspective, and there is no problem of running-in. Just like the birth of human beings, skipping the mastery and learning of the body at the baby stage, and manipulating the limbs flexibly like young people to complete the movements that the human body should be able to do.

The human body is limited by the basic constituent factors and structure, and it seems that it can make many complex movements, but in fact, there are constraints. The new body of Witch VV makes her feel a freedom and openness far beyond the limits of the human body. What the human body can do, this body can also do it, what the human body ca n’t do, this body can also do it. Human beings need to do things differently. This body can do it directly. So far, what the Witch VV knows, what humans must use tools to complete, has been completely covered by the functionality of this body, and can continue to expand-humans also need to invent tools for some work, and This body is almost omnipotent. There is no need to think about what to make and how to make it. As long as you realize "this is in demand", the body will naturally create it.

Yes, only one consciousness is needed-conversely, if you can't even realize what you need, then this body will also do nothing. No, it is not to do nothing, but this inner and instinctive self-evolutionary update is very slow when unconsciously dominated.

From this perspective, it has many similarities with the human body.

Because this new body is so different from the past, the Witch VV could not find the upper limit of this body for a while-the future of this body seems to be infinitely broad, at least for the time being.

Based on the "self", the surface and the inside of the body are becoming water and milk, and the witch VV sees "all kinds of foreign objects inside his body". She soon recognized them, the body life, the doomsday wizards, and the non-enemy and non-friends, the NOG personnel who cooperated and struggled-there are many guys who have not even seen one side, but there are also called It's the "old friend" guy.

"Doris, and ... Father Sissen?" Witch VV recognized Dorothy at a glance, but Father Sisson and his past had undergone tremendous changes, if not because of the brand newness brought by this new body. And the huge angle of view and observation means, it is almost impossible to find the shadow of the past Father Xi Sen on this guy-now, she can admit to attending Father Mori, precisely because, at an angle and level that others are difficult to observe, Xi Father Mori has always been unique, so that he is something of him, and there has not been too drastic changes.

However, it is also difficult to say that it is impossible to say that there is no change at all, but that there is no safe change in terms of its existence.

Witch VV also confirmed where he was at the same time-still in the ruins of the ruling bureau. The penetrating vision has been spreading outwards, but it still cannot reach the "edge" of the ruling bureau ruins. It is because today's self can be seen farther away than in the past. The idea of ​​"boundaries" is also getting heavier. Everything she saw, whether it was happening or what had happened, was giving her an unimaginable sense of weight.

This can no longer be described as "barren, twisted and ruined", it is a huge battlefield, as if the ruins of the ruling bureau are endless, the battlefield is endless-more twisted than the meaning of "twisted", and more intense than "strengthened" "The meaning is even more intense. This shock and strength that cannot be expressed in words seems to be just to prove that: here is hell.

There are familiar things that haven't changed-these things have never shown signs of getting better and more moderate. At the same time, there are also unfamiliar things that have undergone drastic changes-these things always symbolize the end of the end. Now, the end is very close.

And the witch VV once again confirmed that he failed to surpass this hell-like "doom illusion" as expected and go to the higher and better "real world". No, rather, I was already prepared for "going to heaven", so I did not hesitate to die for this. However, when I woke up and recovered from death, I only saw that I was still in hell, like the past. The promises and costs of preparation and payment have become a joke.

-Full of malicious jokes.

A huge anger suddenly appeared in the heart of the witch VV. She had never been so angry, and never felt that she would have such an emotion, and this emotion could even be so intense, Even the cautious thinking seemed to stop for a few seconds, and even the new body was affected by this anger, making some kind of crunching sound that the ear could not hear.

Indeed, it seems that I have become stronger than before, but what is the point of this power if I am still in hell? No matter how powerful, as long as you can't escape hell, you can't escape the end, any self-feeling "powerful" is just an illusion. Now, can't I still escape this illusion?

"Tie color! Dorothy!" Witch VV's voice burst out in every corner of the new body, on the huge battlefield outside the body, "You have not kept your promise!"

At this moment, Witch VV only feels that he is disintegrating again, and every piece that constitutes himself is like a piece of debris-like personality, unable to fully synthesize the individual cognition of "Witch VV" as in the past, but , But it is not falling apart. These fragments that make up the whole of today's "self" seem to be shaken out by a huge shock, and they are only connected to each other with complex silk threads. But it is also because their existence has become more independent, more eye-catching, and more presence, so the witch VV is in a blur, as if you can hear the sound of each of them: this sound, and her The sound is consistent.

——Full of memory, anticipation, yearning, and anger and sadness after the destruction.

It is not only the whole "self" who knows his failure, but all the fragments that make up the whole self also know his failure. This sense of failure, and the various emotions that accompanied the failure, made the witch VV feel that he was again submerged by the turbulent seawater, and was swept into the seabed by the huge wave, heavy and suffocating.

Witch VV started a new struggle. During the struggle, most of the "impurities" hidden inside the body were emptied, thrown away, and killed, leaving only what she most wanted to stay Things: Dorothy and Father Sissen, because these two people are most likely to be there for you to answer her question.

She has almost lost her mind, but she has not lost her mind completely.

Get a new witch VV from the cruelty of "Sha", the new Valpus night born from the past Valpus night ~ www.readwn.com ~ Riot is happening, huge data hedging causes enough Twisting around the twist again-this shock is so strong that even the distortion caused by the deviation ritual that affects the entire ruling bureau is not enough to resist this intensity of distortion.

In the process of tremendous changes and shocks in the interior and exterior, the new Valpuss Night has expanded its own volume again, and in a blink of an eye, it has swallowed up its own volume. Ten times the space almost completely transforms the area of ​​the ruling bureau where it is part of it.

The rapidly increasing volume also brought a certain amount of pressure. It was this pressure that dragged the witch VV back from the edge of anger to collapse. She felt it again, the feeling of suffocation reaching the limit and finally getting out of the sea. She felt that she could continue to think about the problem for the time being.

Dorothy and Father Sisson did not lose their place in this angry shock, no matter which one, they have the ability to quickly adapt to changes in the current environment. Even so, staying inside an angry Valpuss night, and this Valpuss night was born based on the "powerhouse" known in the past, will still feel great pressure. In the face of being stronger in theory and not knowing how strong VV is, whether it is Dorothy or Father Sissen, they are ready to escape.