Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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Engels turned around unhappily and threw himself in the recliner in front of the fireplace, resting his arms on his eyes, as if to say, don't bother me.

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Alice took her eyes back helplessly, with a cramped expression, her hands and feet did not know where to put it, and she could not say anything she wanted to say. His eyes rolled between me and Misaki, and said with some embarrassment: "Then, that ... am I going out for a while too?"

"No, it's better for you and Mr. Engels to stay in the house." I pushed my glasses and smiled helplessly and apologetically at her, and then said to Misaki: "Let's go to the yard."

Miyaki looked at me quietly, and no thoughts could be seen in the calmly reflective eyes like a mirror. Being stared at by such eyes, to be honest, it was really creepy. But I looked at her like this, hoping to convey the true thoughts in my heart through such silence-I ca n’t say exactly what it was. Her choice was not unexpected, but when she really did, I was wondering again, was her choice correct? Should I stop her or tell her the truth?

However, for her, what qualifications do I have to determine whether her choice is correct and whether her future is happy? Because the choice of alternative memory is subconscious, perhaps, deep in her heart, it would be happier to do so. It was because she made the choice that she thought was right, so she took this step.

For her, this step is probably very necessary, is the key to happiness.

Of course, for me, her approach is unfair to Zhenjiang, but the choice is such a thing that will always bring some changes to the surroundings unconsciously. Therefore, since Zhen Jiang does not care whether he is being hostile for irrelevant reasons, or even rejoices at the changes brought about by such hostility, if I act arbitrarily, is it a kind of self-righteousness?

At this time, I was deeply impressed by the martial arts, the Holy King, the Holy King, the night killing the God Seal, the throne, and the strongest abandonment of the young king. The Shaozhou Zhou royal family martial Qiankun will kill the God of the Immortal Throne in the night and seek the devil Ao Nine Chongtian the strongest abandoned The independent and interrelated nature of society, and being a human being, no, should be said to be my own limitations.

After all, dreaming of a hero and hoping to become a hero is precisely because I am only a mortal after all, and still a middle school student who has not graduated from high school. This feeling of not being able to do anything, only watching in silence, this kind of feeling like watching the flow of long fate, but found that no matter how powerful I became, I was still just a strong ants. It was really uncomfortable. .

However, this is reality. Even if we can see the course of the river of destiny from the past, it does not mean the ability to conquer it. No one can change this situation, because we ourselves are a small drop of water in this torrential flow, even Never annihilate, it is just a drop of water.

What one person may dominate is his own destiny.

Then, if someone can dominate the destiny of everyone, then that person must be "everyone".

Just like Zhen Jiang, if one day, all the personalities born in her body can appear in this world in a more real way. Well, "she" is a society and a world in its own right. The choice of "her" can naturally represent the choice of "them", so as to control the fate of "them".

Probably……

The illusory thing.

After all, it's just my personal delusion.

I can't know the future of Zhenjiang. Although we are combined, they may not be the same species. I am not sure what she can do. The only thing she can do is trust.

Love her, trust her, watch her, no matter when, if she can be happy, this is the only thing I can do.

But one thing is for sure, I hope that Miye can cherish her choice, and don't regret the future caused by this choice, because I hope she can be happy.

It was this kind of thinking that made me fall into a state of confusion and trance.

Then, Sakuya made a "hmm" sound and pulled me back to reality.

"So ... you two, are you really going out?" Alice spoke aside, and she thought we both had subtle concerns in our eyes. This worry may come from the sensitivity to the current atmosphere, or from the hazy and humid climate outside, or from the lack of attention to the future. She moved her eyes to the window, where curtains hung tightly, and there was only the sound of thunderstorm looming through the gap.

Inside and outside are like two different worlds.

"Yes, I won't go far in the yard, so don't worry." As I've done countless times in the past, I said to Alice with a gentle smile.

Alice seemed to lose her mind briefly, then sighed with a helpless smile.

"If there is anything I can help, please let me know."

"I see, thank you, Ms. Alice."

I put the last mask on the table into my arms, and Saki pulled up the hood of the black robe and walked into the courtyard through the back door. The layout of this courtyard is roughly the same as that of the female bartender's house, but the biggest difference is probably that there is no plant in the novel. Although the plants in this world have no ornamental value, as the weather is so gloomy, it emits a gray breath, and it feels as if it is between vitality and decay. But it makes people feel more lonely and lonely.

The rain dripped down the brim and wandered in the night in the rain curtain in front of me, as if I had to walk into the dark mist all the time, then stopped five meters in front of me, squatted down, and seemed to find something. I stepped up and walked up, looking down her line of sight, and I saw a line on the ground sometime: the courtyard has enabled the barrier of sound shielding-Jiang.

"... It's really intentional." Sakuya's voice could not hear any emotion. "She knows we will come to this place?"

"Probably." I said vaguely.

"Can Achuan guess? I will choose a mask and come to this yard together." She turned her head to see her face and eyes, only a hazy outline, and the reflection of the glasses in the shadow of the mask .

"It's not easy to say, because I didn't think about it. However, it is not difficult to guess what I have to say." Although I don't know why she asked this question, I think she is serious, so there is no burning novel. The web casually copes with the past.

Sakuya sighed and didn't hear clearly in the thunderstorm.

"Sure enough, it's still the same, many things around me have changed, but Achuan has not changed. It should be reassuring, or what ..."

"Ah, no, in fact, I have changed a lot ..." I quickly retorted, but I didn't understand the mood when I said this, but I just said it subconsciously. Misaki's abnormal posture made me feel a little nervous, and the thought of she was about to put on that life-and-death mask could not help but breed an inexplicable and complex emotion.

"In my opinion, there is absolutely no change in Ranwen's novel network," Saya said energetically, making me unable to continue to refute.

"Achuan said that you want to be a hero?" Sakuya didn't have a writer. When I answered, I said to myself, "Actually, Achuan is already a hero. From the evening of the first meeting, you successfully changed me. 'S life gave me the happiness I thought I would never get. Although I only looked at Achuan from afar, the days with Morino were really very happy ... but the woman destroyed all this ... I also I know, it ’s too impersonal to say such things. If she, a woman named Zhenjiang, does n’t show up, maybe the ending will be worse and may not be. However, I ca n’t forgive me anyway. ”

Unable to forgive the goat union that killed Morino.

Unable to forgive Zhen Jiang who killed Morino.

I can't forgive myself who let Morino die.

"I've been watching Achuan all the time, remembering the happy or sad stories you tell me every day. I'm such a fool, I can't always understand what you want to say to me. But, I think Maybe I can understand a little bit. Maybe this is fate. Even if Zhenjiang is the woman Achuan loves, even if I have made up my mind, I will stay with Achuan anyway, watching you become a hero or ... A moment. But, sorry ... "Sakuya turned his back to me, whimpering slightly, her small shoulders trembling, and I tried to step forward, but she stopped her," Don't come "

"Sakuya ..." Although the whole world was damp, I still felt dry.

"You never ... didn't call me Yewen." Misaki sniffed her nose, stood up, turned and lifted her hood, and in a flash, the heavy rain wet her short hair, the rain Sliding down her face, the wet face couldn't tell where there was rain or tears, and even the lenses became misty, with no eyes hidden behind them.

"Ah ... night ..."

"It's so stiff." Miyaki uttered a thud, was it a laugh?

But why, at such times, can you laugh when you say this? I also took off the hood and let the heavy rain wet my head and face, so that the cold temperature soaked the dry corners of my eyes.

"Aye, you really decided ..."

"Sorry." Sakuya interrupted my words, "I can endure Fu Jiang's words. But in any case, I can't forgive Zhen Jiang, just like I can't forgive myself. If I don't take the first step here, maybe just I ca n’t move forward anymore. So please forgive my waywardness, Achuan, do n’t hate me or pity me. This is my choice, my decision, I wo n’t regret it, please keep watching me. I Will not lose, absolutely "

Maybe it was wind and rain, maybe auditory hallucinations, but maybe she really said it.

So a soft sentence: I am such a fool.

Miyake took off her glasses and stared up at me. The last time she saw her without glasses, she looked like two. At this moment, I have got the answer, I can't stop her.

"Take off your glasses, doesn't it matter?" I didn't know why, I asked suddenly.

"It's okay." There was no sadness in Sakiye's smile, "This is a flat mirror, haven't I said? Actually, I don't have any myopia, but I just heard people say that I She wears it with more temperament, so she wears it all the time. But ... "She snorted as if sighing," Achuan, can you exchange glasses? "

"Ah? Oh. It's okay." I took off my glasses, and the rain had blurred it, "What's the point?"

"Well, I will regard it as my most important treasure." Saya Ye suddenly replied cautiously, her serious expression suddenly made my heart deer. Was it because you saw her expression for the first time? Although Miyaki usually can't say that there is no spirit of Ranwen Fiction Net, should it be said that it is vague and natural, or is there a thin sense of students? But now, her body seemed to shine.

A colorful light.

When I exchanged my glasses with her, there was a scene in my head with her.

"What are you thinking? Seeing my scene while bathing?" Sakuya's voice pierced into his ears. "Achuan is really a control, a fool, a pervert, a paranoid who is not saved."

"Ah, there is no Ranwen Fiction Net. There is no Ranwen Fiction Net." I quickly defended, but I found that there was no ridicule in Sang Ye's face, but only a warm smile, so I can only sigh in the same way. Then he said, "Well, I will cherish this pair of glasses too, but we are not going to see you anymore. What do you mean by such frustrating words. You must be fine, Sakuya. No matter now, In the future, even if they are temporarily separated, as long as they are alive, there will be a day to meet. "

"Yes, Achuan." Sakuya's gentle expression, put my glasses in his pocket, and then took out the mask, "Then, it's the beginning, Achuan. Since the woman said, what soundproof enchantment is arranged here, Although it is unimaginable, people who are clearly not on the street can actually do that kind of thing. However, I believe her. "

"Really ..." Unexpectedly, Sakuya actually said the word "believe" to Zhenjiang.

When I was a little stunned, Saya suddenly put on the mask, without any hesitation from Ranwen Fiction Net, so I put it on before I responded.

At the beginning, she just stood there quietly. No matter how carefully I called her name, there was no movement in Ranwen.com. That mask is almost a closed black cover. I do n’t know if it is the reason for the production. There is a completely different place from the mask I have seen on those black robe masters. A hole was opened at the position of the facial features, and only because it was close to the skin, the outline of the facial features was outlined.

On materials like fabric and plastic, the slightly lighter gray began to swim irregularly, just like constantly generating Rorschach ink drawings.

what's going on?

Don't you feel suffocated?

After a while, I began to feel a little uneasy, but I didn't know what to do and what I could do. When I hesitated, my extended finger touched her shoulder, and she immediately reacted violently.

It was as if she was out of force, her feet were soft, she knelt on the ground, and her body began to twitch violently. The contours of the facial features are distorted, showing a painful expression, and I feel empathy just looking at it, but when I want to pass, she is pushed away by force. It seems that this resistance is unconscious, but it has extraordinary power.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

She uttered a silent groan, although I could not hear it in my ear, but my heart seemed to contract in a moment, and my brain was filled with such a painful echo, even if I pressed the ear tightly, the painful feeling still penetrated in a trace. Into my nerves.

what is this?

What happened to this power?

Unbelievable, unimaginable and incomprehensible. However, from the outside performance, it seems that this painful infection only occurred in the yard. Perhaps it is because of the sound insulation barrier, all concentrated in the yard. It's so painful, does Zhen Jiang know that something like this will happen? When this thought rose in my mind, I couldn't help laughing. It should be known, after all, she has the memory and experience of elite mages, now this situation is like she was punished by her. Can't die, but it's very uncomfortable.

Are you jealous? It seems that this is the first time I have suffered because of dealing with other women. Should I be happy or unhappy? I can only use this kind of thinking that seems to never end to disperse the pain that has penetrated into my brain.

Although he seems to be unable to do anything at all, he has made a promise with Misaki. To watch her, no matter what the circumstances, whether she is sad, joyful or painful, do not look away from her.

This is her fight.

What happened in her body was completely beyond judgement from the outside. I can only see her rolling on the ground, howling, and hitting the ground from my head, making me almost think her head will burst. However, the ground cracked, and although her head did not explode, she was obviously injured, and there was continuous blood from the forehead. People felt agonized.

Wow ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

The dense fog in the courtyard flowed unusually in the silent wailing, and the trajectory seen by the naked eye did not follow the direction of the wind. It was like there were several invisible sticks stirring in it, the intersection of vortices spread out again, and there was another messy airflow.

Rorschach's ink drawing on the mask became clear, and it seemed that the rate of deformation was gradually slowing down. The outline of the facial features floating on the mask suddenly tore a gap in the mouth.

"Wow, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhOhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHEZE) Hao YeHao YeHao's head crawled on the ground holding her head, suddenly raised her waist, facing the sky, making a very clear and loud cry like a beast It seems that at this moment, the voice of the whole world is covered by this cry.

The scene around Misaki was obviously twisted, and the surging gray mist converged into a spiral shape, pouring into her mouth continuously. Or should it be said that she was sucked in?

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