Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The survivors cheered, even if they knew that the biggest crisis had not passed, and there was a heavy worry on their hearts, they had to shout and dance, as if they were really so happy-they hoped that they really did joy. However, the more the joy of this pretentious expression, the more painful and sad they feel. Ask yourself, are you really happy? The answer they dare not think about is always in the dark throbbing emotions: yes, they are not excited and happy at all.

What these show, I feel the need to yell out loud, dance and vent like nerves, all the voices and movements used to express the feelings of happiness and joy are nothing but the deepest emotion of that despair Let alone. When they screamed, jumped, shook their companions 'shoulders, slapped their companions' backs, and laughed loudly, they only thought that maybe they wanted to cry.

However, you ca n’t do that, because you deeply know what dangerous situation your emotions and spirit are in, so you ca n’t lose to the expanding negative things. It is precisely because he is not willing to surrender to all this painful, so even if it is fake, even if it is forced, you must make yourself laugh, even if the voice is dumb, the voice from the heart is a cry, It must not be revealed on the face.

Even if it would only make you more painful, there is a kind of stubbornness and confrontation that breeds from this pain.

——We have not lost yet. Even if there is no hope in fact, but at least in this terror and despair, one's will will never be lost.

They looked at each other, saw the message conveyed in each other's eyes, saw the last will hidden in everyone's heart in this speechless communication.

They held up their hands, laughing, crying, watching the surroundings completely closed, and they could not find any exits or gaps in the walls. They knew clearly that this might be the end of this journey for these people. No matter what is here, or what will happen, there is no place for oneself or others to retreat and avoid.

It was in the darkness that fled here that they experienced all the strange things, so that they could understand their own situation better. The companions that have disappeared in the dark are a portrayal of their future. Those companions are just a step ahead, and they will eventually enter their footsteps at a certain moment-perhaps soon-.

This feeling is so strong, so desperate, the pace of time has never slowed down, and they have no time to save themselves.

Everything is terrible.

Soon, the crazy neurotic celebration stopped, the confined space quieted down, everyone's breathing was so heavy, and not far away, the sound of LCL liquid flowing in the pipe was also clear and audible, every second In the past, it seems to have become more rushed, making people think what will happen there. The sense of urgency that could not describe in detail what happened was getting stronger.

"We may be dying here." A researcher smiled bitterly and said to others: "I didn't expect to escape here, and I still can't escape."

"If the color center can be contacted ..." said another researcher, but he was silent, maybe he just didn't want to say "the color center itself has also deteriorated". As if as long as you don't say it, you can still retain suspense. Moreover, although he felt that the color center really betrayed himself and others, he did not want that to be the case. In the final analysis, there is no clue as to what is going on in the color center, and all views on the color center are based on their own subjective imagination.

As a researcher, it is absolutely undesirable to make a conclusion before obtaining definite evidence. Moreover, although I subjectively feel that the color center has betrayed, what do other people think? If others are still willing to believe in the color center, he does not want to break this expectation at this time. If you do it too cruelly, you will not be able to reverse the absolutely unfavorable situation of yourself and others.

Even if it really will die here, it is still different to die with hope and die with despair.

Yes, it is definitely different for everyone who is still alive. Treating everything that happens to him as objectively as a computer, leaving behind his subjective feelings, he can't do it, and he doesn't want to be that kind of person.

"We can't leave anymore. We can't find the exit, and we don't have the tools. We can't do anything here." Immediately, a researcher said sadly, "Our knowledge is no longer useful, we lost it. The pivot that lifts the world. ”No data, no raw materials, no tools, everything has to be started from scratch. Even if there is enough time, the human body is too fragile and there is not enough food, even if it is really abnormal. What happens here is that these people will die in pain because of hunger.

They still clearly remember what they were waiting for and what kind of mood they chose to escape in this direction: they wanted to reconnect with the color center and regain their last hope. Just because there is no hope in other parts of the hospital, these people will gather here, so when there is an abnormality in the research institute, it is meaningless to run outward, but if it can be deep in the research institute If you contact the color center again, you might be able to do something about it.

However, the fact is right in front of us, the body of the color center is still deeper, but they can't find a deeper path to this LCL storage area. They used to go deeper in the past, but now, they can't find the channel that should exist in their impressions from this place. The details of this area where LCL is stored are already different from when they came down.

"So, what else can we do?" Some researchers have raised this essential question. No one can answer. Others either sit on the ground or lie down, and have no idea at all. Although there are still people who are thinking hard about this problem and want to find an answer, re-energize everyone's emotions and gather everyone's determination, just like the crises that have occurred in the past, they will regroup immediately after the crisis.

However, it cannot be done. Or, he could not find any possibility, nor could anyone else do this. In the past, the people who shouldered the integration team and found a way out are dead. None of the rest can take this burden. In the final analysis, among the researchers who come to work in hospitals, they really don't know much about their organizational and administrative abilities.

"Don't say frustrating words, we are still alive ... in the time we are still alive, maybe luck will favor us once." Some researchers also said so, but when others looked over, he couldn't help but move away Eyes, dare not look at each other. When he said this, how much sincerity was in it, only he knew. Even if it is not completely lying, it is definitely not a ratio value that can be confessed to people.

"You said, what is happening outside?" In the most silent wait, another researcher asked: "Everyone has seen the weird scenes before. I don't think it is a casual situation." What is that diary of Gaochuan? And what about the blood ... Are those really human blood? Do n’t you think that all this is not a natural phenomenon, but is there a certain clear will to promote? There is definitely a conspiracy in what it is today. If it is really a conspiracy, it proves— "He was interrupted by another person before he could finish.

"Don't think about this kind of thing, don't say it!" The man said sternly, and was generally said to be overreacted, but at this moment, everyone seemed to understand why he said that.

"... A ghost without a shadow is hovering in my mind." Another researcher muttered to himself, "It's like a viper, biting my mind, and spitting out venom constantly. My will , My thoughts ... ah, everything that makes me 'me' is rotting. As long as we are still thinking, it will always be with us, we can't escape, we can't escape ... " The hoarse voice was horrifying. These words seem to clarify the fact that everyone knows, but deliberately evade, and it seems that the wizard is exhausting all his strength to curse. The deep voice, the faint breath, and the murky pronunciation all show the destruction of this person's mental state.

Finally, can someone still persist? Others silently thought that this time, no one would remind the other party not to say these words.

This whispering companion has lost his eyes, as if immersed in his own thoughts, as if he has seen horrible things from his own world, and all his external performances are incomparable with the typical symptoms of patients with doomsday syndrome. Perhaps he was unaware of his own condition before he suddenly woke up.

No one can save him, just like no one can save themselves, but also like they have never been able to save anyone in the past. Mutual assistance between people can prove their own value, if from this perspective, they are already worthless. Who else can be expected here? Who else can do something that can be expected? The guy who can't even save himself, even if he dies, is just worthless death.

"Worthless ..." There was one more murmur, and the air became more dignified.

Finally, some people can't stand the atmosphere that no matter how desperately they are active, they will only fall down more heavily. He stood up and walked to the glass wall. After the wall is separated, the LCL liquid circulates continuously, and you can directly see that the LCL that has been turned into clean water is being discharged into a new tank. The flow of clean water is still increasing, and it is not filled by the LCL that is transported from outside the island. The LCL here will eventually become a day of clean water-roughly calculated according to the current increase rate of clean water flow. month.

Most of the time, these people regard the collapse of the patient as LCL as the end point of the patient's life, but in a stricter sense, when LCL becomes clear water, it is a more complete death. LCL's change from yellow to clear is a complete structural change, and the factors that originally supported personality activities will all disappear. Even if it is the color center, it can't get any data of life information activities from the clear water. The clear water quality can't even survive the germs.

The researcher squeezed his fist and hit the glass wall with a punch. As he thought, the glass wall was still. He wondered if there would be a new channel behind this LCL circulation device, but if even this transparent wall cannot be opened, even if there is a channel, he can only stare. Moreover, in this changed LCL storage room, there is no tool that can be used flexibly. When they fled here, in order to speed up, they abandoned all the tools they made in the hall of the institute. However, the escape at that time was so thrilling. Looking back now, if you and others do not reduce the weight, you will only be reduced to an abnormal ration in the darkness.

Thinking this way, with helpless emotions, I can only recall ~ www.readwn.com ~ when I can't do anything else. There was a strange sound that burrowed into his ears, stirring his nerves. He suddenly raised his head and wanted to find this strange place. When he listened carefully, he felt that he was hallucinating and said that it was "strange". Perhaps it was just how he felt. How "strange" he was. Come.

——Is it on your own?

He couldn't help but doubt himself. However, when his thoughts turned away, he heard the strange sound again. In his memory, there is no other sound that can be compared to this strange sound.

what exactly is it?

"Hello, have you heard?" The researcher could not help turning his head to look at the companion behind him.

At this time, there were fewer than ten people who could respond to him. The rest of the people who can't respond are caught in the common sluggishness of patients with Doomsday Syndrome, but their expressions and their eyes are still changing. They seem to be caught in a world that only they know. A kind of utopia grows in their heads. Next, they will drive them crazy, split their personality, and breed various mental symptoms. In the process, they will gradually become violent, as if they hit the adrenal glands. Normally, they exerted extraordinary physical functions. In the end, they either spontaneously burned or collapsed into LCL. This scene, they did not know how many times they had seen it. Now, it will happen to themselves.

Half of the people who can respond to this researcher's question can only make a small response. They seem to be almost lost, only to hear the voice and then turn their heads instinctively. Several of them couldn't make a sound no matter how long they waited. Only a few people can really wake up like this researcher standing in front of a glass wall listening to strange sounds.