Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I have always wondered why the light of the torch has such an eager tendency and astounding attachment to the concept, phenomenon and meaning of "deviation". "Deviation" is not a good thing for everyone who has planned actions. Everyone who has tried the dream plan for his life will be very disgusted with "deviation". As far as the small group of "humans" is concerned, no one is completely unstructured and planned, because the structure and thinking of "humans" are generated from a well-ordered structure. The movement that constitutes a person is orderly, the material that constitutes a person is orderly, the energy that constitutes a person is orderly, and orderliness must also be the basis on which human beings can recognize themselves and foreign objects. Even if many people claim that their thoughts are chaotic, this "chaos" is more of an exaggeration of the complexity of human thinking.

People always think of "complex to a dazzling order" as chaos, but that's really not chaos. As the idiom "a mess of chaos" shows, even if a person cannot pull a thread out of this chaos, sorting it out clearly does not mean that this chaos is disordered. On the contrary, no matter from a larger macroscopic angle or a smaller microscopic angle, it must be seen that the so-called "chaos" strictly abides by the order.

Therefore, from the human point of view, complete chaos is like a fantasy that exists in theory, but is actually unobservable. Furthermore, the meaning of "deviation" that will lead to chaos in order is absolutely undesirable.

I always think that it is normal for everyone to hate "deviations". The torch light that is passionate about "deviation" is naturally abnormal from the beginning. Even, I always feel that the longing for the "deviation" and the torch light that always creates the "deviation" should be a villain who is resisted by many people. It should not have the soil to grow, nor should it be a positive example, standing on the front line against the doomsday truth. Conversely, it should be an existence that includes both existing "enemy and foe" and should be subconsciously excluded.

In the past doomsday illusion, there has never been a mysterious organization such as the torch light, but the fact is that it is not only present in this doomsday illusion, but also very strong-just This example is enough to make people feel that there is a fundamental difference between the current doomsday illusion and the past doomsday illusion.

Of course, it is difficult for me to explain the more specific situation. But after learning about a mysterious organization such as "Torch Light" that pursues "deviation", I have always had a strong feeling.

Torchlight is not a friend or a companion. It does not stand on the side of the existing camp, nor can it be simply classified into the signs of the end that have already appeared. It is independent, unique, and another crisis that is very different from the crisis that has already occurred. Even, is it really the impact of "virus", a comprehensive manifestation in the spiritual world of patients with doomsday syndrome? I also have deep doubts about this.

I have always felt that sooner or later, the light of the torch will become another enemy different from the doomsday truth. Today, this intuition comes true. Even more frightening is that I may have always underestimated the essence of the "deviation" that the torchlight aspires to.

In front of my eyes, the members of the torchlight have been distorted into another form of non-human existence in a short period of time, not only the executor of the deviation ritual, but also the defender guarding the ritual, It inevitably becomes a distorted part. If it is said that in the past, I can see somewhat behind the disaster brought about by the Doomsday Truth, there are still some logical things and orderly and progressive performance, and I have felt that this logical, orderly and progressive part has And believe that it is this unique charm that keeps the mysterious experts to become part of it.

Well, the consequences and phenomena caused by the deviation rituals in front of me, there is a kind of logical horror, it seems to be scattered, but in fact there is always the imagination based on memory and logic, which can never be covered and understood.

I am Gao Chuan, I have experienced too many mysteries, the changes that I can derive from myself, and the changes in others, I noticed that the seemingly sudden confusion from the "virus", but actually a systematic threat, but because of this , So I can be so sure that the existence of the torch light and the deviation rituals it introduces are probably not directly related to the "virus", but something similar to the "virus" at the level, but in essence Something very different.

Unfortunately, my language can neither accurately describe the "virus", nor can it accurately describe another thing that is different from the "virus".

In the past, when I was dealing with mysterious events, in the fight against the "virus", the experience I gained was almost useless for the ceremonial deviation of the torch light. I even doubt whether "Jiang" has the power to defeat it.

Now, in the underground hall where the torch light is used to hold deviation ceremonies, three phenomena are entangled. Within the observable range, you can see the same distortion but it seems that you can intuitively feel different from this distortion. Phenomenon, but in the unobservable range, it is still possible to reason and imagine the same twisting confrontation that is also happening. I don't know how much of it can still be considered as "normal thinking" at the center of this confrontation.

In front of me, besides myself, there is no second thing that can barely be called a "humanoid", and I don't think there is anything else that is a "living individual." It seems that other than yourself, everything that used to be "human" and "human corpse" has melted from form and transformed from nature. It is not a pure material or pure energy, but a certain kind of Complicated and unprecedented phenomenon. I know very well that until I do n’t know how much time, these indescribable things are all things I once knew: the doomsday truth wizards, members of the torchlight, and even mysterious experts who are not torchlight.

Now, they have lost their original character. In self-observation, I am the only "human" who is still in human form and thinking. It is closer to the concept of "person" than everything around this.

There are at least three kinds of rituals being born here: the ceremony of "Jiang", the ceremony of the torch light, and the ceremony of the doomsday truth. And the characteristics and things possessed by each ritual are interpenetrating, entangled, and changing, just like confusing the three primary colors of pigments into more colorful colors, and then turned into a deep and inexplicable turbid chaos black.

However, this black is not completely integrated. If you observe carefully, even if I am such a small existence, you can still distinguish the sense of hierarchy with the naked eye. Some blacks are lighter, some blacks are richer, and some blacks seem to be slightly colored, but these gradations that are visible to the naked eye are gradually shrinking. From the perspective of thinking, I can deduce that the "complex and deep struggle in front of me" is spreading to other places, and even I can imagine that, compared with the reality of the hospital in the illusion of doomsday, I cannot avoid being affected by this battle. But I can't actually observe these influences and changes directly. In all these observations, I feel that I am becoming a kind of incompatible existence-only I still maintain the human form, only I am still thinking in a human way, letting go Under the circumstances here, it is as conspicuous as a black sheep in the flock of white sheep.

Of course I know that I am the foothold of the ceremony of "Jiang", and my observation is probably part of the observation of "Jiang". Although I have emphasized many times that I am not a puppet of "Jiang", I still know how much "Jiang" has affected me. Therefore, I can also imagine that I am the most vulnerable point of the "Jiang" ritual-if I am destroyed, then "Jiang" will be kicked out of this battle.

However, even if I am really the most vulnerable, what can I do? The fighting that is happening here has completely exceeded my ability limit.

I can only wait for the judgment of fate. Such waiting is painful, helpless, and even boring. I can only think, otherwise, I dare not do anything, for fear that excess movements will lead to worse results. As for the ritual and the ritual contest, the entanglement of different meanings behind the ritual, and the indescribable hidden behind these different meanings, the incomprehensible existence of the attack between each other, when will it stop It is totally unimaginable.

Everything that is happening around me, and the peace in my own area, seems to tell me that I am in the eyes of this terrible storm. I think that as long as I put a small stone into this storm, it will lead to different and far-reaching changes. Because of this, I decided not to do anything.

Compared to the phenomenon of vigorous exercise, I feel that I am falling into a sense of "stillness".

Then, suddenly, every phenomenon I could observe changed from a violent motion state to a frozen state. The hidden black is as if it was torn, layer by layer swirling, dissipating within the observable range in a moment. The color and state of things are being reconstructed, and the scenery that can be seen by the eyes is also revived. I realized my breathing and heartbeat again. Just two or three seconds after the heartbeat, the twisted phenomenon of the three rituals in front of my eyes collapsed as if the mirror was smashed.

I do n’t know the exact outcome, but I feel that the violent and distorted phenomenon collapsed, and it ’s better than it lasts. At least after it disintegrated, I could feel more substantively that "ego" is not an empty word, and the material foundation supporting "ego" is also returning to normal. What surprised me was that at this time, I felt completely tired.

finished? Is this the end? I looked around in disbelief and touched myself, even if all the feelings had returned to normal, I could not treat everything I had experienced as a fantasy dream.

In the underground hall, only me is left. Everyone but me was gone, as if they had never appeared in this world. For a while, I could not find the enemy, nor did I know how to react. There was still a terrifying aftertaste in that huge, natural, unfrontal battle.

If I can, I really hope someone can explain it to me. However, without such a person, it is impossible to continue to feel the existence of "Jiang" from the depths of the body and soul. These faintly confused feelings only made me feel that no matter which side, no real victory was achieved. Even so, the sense of "deviation" pervading in the underground hall has already been markedly different.

I know that the deviation ceremony must have a huge impact on the outside world, and each impact is definitely not in a good direction, but it is completely unclear what kind of chain reaction will be caused.

I can only say to myself: "At least saved a small life."

I waited for at least five minutes in this restored calm underground hall, and no one else entered the venue. So, I plan to leave like this. For me, the beginning of this battle is inevitable, and the process was still conceivable earlier, but it became inexplicable halfway, unable to describe, and the result was not directly recognizable.

In the battle I have experienced ~ www.readwn.com ~ The impression of this battle may not be so intuitive, but it is very impressive, which makes me more doubtful. If there is no "jiang" power, we can really Beat the "virus"? No, now even the "virus" is not the only threat. The deviation ceremony of the torchlight has attracted terrible things, which is enough to be different from the "virus", but it is enough to resist the existence of the court. If you can't confirm how this thing is going to end now, you can't calm down and execute the plan against the "virus".

When the doomsday factor is no longer a "virus", it really makes people feel extremely desperate. In this huge sense of despair, I even feel that my emotions have become blank. The strong sense of fear that has always existed is like being diluted by this huge despair. It is more difficult for me to be touched.

I used to think that my plan was more reliable and more likely to be implemented than theirs, but my plan was not tolerant enough to accommodate the second doom factor other than "virus". From this perspective, the light of the torch in pursuit of "deviation" is the winner, although they have no one left at this time.

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