Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

In the deep sea that is as ubiquitous as air, but does not feel a little bit of weight, the huge and strong sense of existence is enough to make people doubt its existence, even if it is not seen with its own eyes. What is this? Because it cannot be observed, and there is no sign of its appearance, no answer can be obtained, and it can only be imagined out of thin air. And the more you imagine it, the more it will bring tremendous pressure.

"Sha" had also guessed that perhaps this unusual world where he is located is a world constructed by some kind of powerful consciousness, and even, it is a dream of this huge existence deep in the deep sea. To further speculate, will it be the monsters in the collective subconscious of the human beings, as those outsiders said? However, there are too many people in this world that can be called "monster" from all angles. From one perspective, "Sha" itself is now a "monster".

This world is mysterious and unpredictable. Even the ruling bureau of the extreme is finally planted in the mystery they find. The mysterious gray fog has created many incredible miracles and brought incredible miracles. The horror of the poison still remains in the ruins of the ruling bureau, and there are still people coming one after another to re-excavate these incredible things. Even, in a large sense, people cannot avoid these mysterious and dangerous Things, just as these things are essential air for human beings.

The world has begun the end-time process from the beginning of its birth, and this end-time process is constantly accelerating. This is the concept put forward by the wise man "Father Sisen" among the few outsiders, and everything so far, Are proving the correctness of this concept.

In this doomsday process, everything is bound to develop in a direction that is not expected by a person chasing survival. If this behemoth under the deep sea is not the so-called "monster in the human subconscious mind", its role in this doomsday process is no different from the "monster in the human collective subconscious mind", and it is a link in the doomsday process. .

It is huge, terrifying, and full of incomparable destructiveness. Although it is still in an unobservable distance, it can already feel the pressure and influence it brings. This kind of embodiment is full of symbolic meaning.

Whether this abnormal deep sea is an ideological world or not is actually not important. What is this mysterious thing full of great presence? It is equally unimportant. The important thing is that it is having an impact, and its appearance is a terrible meaning, a symbolic omen.

During these days of cooperation, Father Sisen always said, "No matter what people do, they are only accelerating the process of the end." A long time ago, even when "Sha" became Val Pugets night Before, it was hard to feel the meaning of this sentence. Today, she understands and understands more deeply than ever before, but she can't fully describe and explain in words, why.

From a small point of view, this sudden, interrupting all planned changes is definitely not an accident, and it must have happened in a corner that I did not know, and the aftermath of this incident spread out and changed. It became a fuse—however, I could not know in advance exactly what happened to God, and at what exact place and time.

What you can know is limited, and everything you know is limited, but assuming that everything everyone knows is known to others, a huge information network is opened, and this information network is not Is unlimited. There will always be some bad things that will happen without people knowing. What people know, the sum of many people's knowledge, is always small and limited relative to the endless mystery and unknown.

When something happens, when its influence begins to spread, when the process is running in the direction of bad, then what people can do is just struggling in it, and even themselves are one of the diffusion process Link.

Full of fatalism, it's like a script already written, but it's not you who wrote the script. "Sha" couldn't help thinking that. This feeling is terrible. How much does it cost me to get out of this script? How much time do you have left to get rid of this script?

The doomsday script has such a fast rhythm, but it doesn't make people suffocate without consciousness, but is in a rhythm that people know but can't escape.

Just like this huge existence at present, it can affect itself, but it cannot affect it. This real gap lets "Sha" know that she can only choose to run away. However, where can one escape? To all around? Float up? No, its sense of presence is so strong, even though "Sha" has begun to try to stay away from it, it has not substantially reduced the intensity of this sense of presence.

After a while, "Sha" felt that she could roughly think that this huge existence might be because she was too far away from her. Although it gave her a strong sense of presence and oppression, it would not have any further substantial impact. . It just exists there, and nothing more. Even so, it is impossible for oneself to ignore the various bad effects it may bring.

Although this understanding may not be correct, but in any case, you have to think so.

After becoming the night of Valpus, she has never had such a mood swing. She feels that it may be because she used the original image of "Yuan" in this unusual landscape, which implies that she is not here in the form of the existence of Valpus Night All kinds of abilities, but they are not completely absent. At least in terms of receiving and processing information, humans cannot achieve her efficiency at this time.

"Next, what should I do?" Sha fell into unprecedented contemplation, even if this kind of contemplation would only reveal to her a terrible, desperate and powerless situation, she could only do so. Besides doing this, she didn't know what else she could do. Through thinking, I was immersed in that incomparable fear, expanding my known bit by bit until one day I understood the current unknown and then solved the problem. There may also be new changes, a new opportunity, perhaps reinforcements, and this is the only thing you can do.

"Sha" curled up her cracked body like a baby, hovering her calf suspended in the sea like air. She closed her eyes and fell into contemplation that did not know how long it would take.

She began to think, and she could only think.

*

Dr. Ande is very busy. He knows that he has little time, and what he has to do, and these things he has to do, may not necessarily become the decisive key. He just tried his best. In the dark tower, he has gained many incredible experiences, which were never imagined to exist in the past. It is not a specific thing, but a process of change. Until now, he is still being treated by these incredible It is full of horror and desperate changes. He read the "Diary of Gao Chuan", sailed through the universe in a state of illusion, and wrote the word "illusion dream" in a pen. What does all this mean? He had a lot of conjectures that he could only tremble and felt his brain cold, but the conjecture is still a conjecture to this day.

Dr. Ende spent a great deal of energy to get rid of the bloated speculation and draw his eyes back to this "shallow, small, superficial" world. He believes that as a researcher, he pays more attention to practical qualities to save himself. However, he also realized that these incredible hallucinations, the incredible experience, are more or less the same as himself. "Doomsday syndrome patients" is related to the actual situation. As long as you can't solve the "virus", then unrealistic conjectures, uncontrollable hallucinations and thinking, as well as the physical physiological diseases accompanying this mentally psychedelic experience, will never be lost. To a fundamental solution.

In the past, the only thing researchers in hospitals could do for patients with Doomsday Syndrome was simply to configure some special drugs for special situations to temporarily relieve the pain. However, there are no special drugs nowadays, there are not enough equipment, no color center, nor rich knowledge and wonderful inspiration in related fields, it is not enough to complete special drugs. Those researchers who have made outstanding contributions in special drugs, such as Dr. Ruan Li and her tutor, are either dead or not here.

This tower is so dark, so closed, so desperate. For a while—Dr. Ander did n’t know how long he wasted—he was hovering in a muddled state. He had to admit that those incredible experiences in the tower have deeply shaken his self-proclaimed strong heart.

Eventually cheering himself up, Dr. Ande thought that it was his insignificant self-esteem.

He didn't want to die like this, he didn't know what he could do and whether it was correct, but, no matter what was good, he couldn't do nothing.

So, he began to recall every research he had contacted after coming to the hospital, the meaning behind each research, and the different situations he represented. He tried to connect everything he knew, whether it was hallucinatory cognition or something more practical in his cognition, with a clearer line in series, trying to get a clearer answer-this answer is not Tell yourself why this world is like this; not to tell yourself how you can save yourself; but to let yourself know what else you can do.

After that, he got the answer, and this answer also returned to the original point: the only thing he can do is to continue the research on the "Human Completion Plan" and combine the new factors and puzzles with the results that have been obtained in the past. stand up. In his own view, his approach has begun to deviate from the basis of scientific research. Because, of those factors and puzzles, many are just a imagination, a fantasy, a sound that suddenly burst out of my mind, and it has never been confirmed. If the past "Human Completion Plan" was at least theoretically practical, then now even the theoretical aspects are somewhat unrealistic.

However, Dr. Ander can only do this, what must be done. Because, if he does n’t do this, he will have to continue to write the Gaochuan Diary, and to continue writing the terrible desperate story full of unknown destiny and ignorance will only make his spirit faster. Collapsed. He even felt that if he came here to find Gaochuan ’s legacy, it was not himself, but other patients with doomsday syndrome who would also do the same thing in an unconscious way.

When he experienced this involuntary behavior, he felt that all patients with doomsday syndrome were continuing to write "Diary of Gaochuan". This seemingly mental patient "Gao Chuan" wrote his own ravings, which he didn't write at all. Perhaps he felt that he wrote it by himself, but what promoted him was also a kind of power that made him involuntarily. It was all The morbid and comprehensive spiritual will of the patients with Doomsday Syndrome, the spiritual connection between the patients with Doomsday Syndrome, is being fed back to Gaochuan in such a way.

However, since he knew that this was not a good thing, Dr. Ende would do his best to avoid doing it himself. Fortunately, or rather, it seems to be full of an obscure inevitability. Continued in-depth study of the "Human Completion Plan" is the only behavior that can avoid the continuation of "Gaochuan Diary". Dr. Ander himself is not sure, this is entirely his choice, his own will, because he is already a patient with doomsday syndrome.

According to his imagination, he reanalyzed the heritage of Gaochuan. This includes the "Gaokagawa Diary" that resembles the whisper of a mental patient and the inexplicable card. From these things he can see and touch, he traces the state of "Gao Chuan" and the three girls in his mind. He can realize that in the process of his own thinking, the darkness in this tower that he is in is not unchanged, and he is hidden in the darkness, and he cannot be accurately observed and proved.

Maybe it ’s my own illusion ~ www.readwn.com ~ what kind of thing is going to move in the dark, it ’s their stupidity that caused this feeling of dark change, and their appearance and stupidity, and their own thinking exist This kind of relationship-it is like, the frequency and direction of your own thinking determine their changes. If only this, then you can almost treat these monsters as an illusion.

Dr. Ande took all these feelings as illusions and ignored them. However, in his heart, there is a very tough voice, denying this behavior as an illusion, making him always feel that it is wrong to do so. He must carry this strong, intuitive, feeling like his own heart, to do these things.

This is a difficult thing. It is difficult for people to do something that they feel is wrong, and at the same time does not bring any benefit to themselves-even if it is a bad thing, it must be at least on the surface, and can be recognized by oneself. Short-term benefits.

However, Dr. Ande is in a state that violates his own psychology, in a dark environment without sufficient equipment, to continue his thinking and work.

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