Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Many "Gaochuan" are dead, more precisely, many things like "Gaochuan" are dead, but these things are not exactly "Gaochuan"-this is a terrible nightmare, no beginning, no process, And "death" is not like an ending. A lot of corpses are piled up in a place where it is narrow, cold, and horrible, as if there is some kind of huge existence that is inhuman. "Death" seems to be brought about by this huge existence, but in essence it is not just that, but there are more profound and complicated reasons. It seems that these "Gaochuan" must die, even if they have done a lot of "correct" Things, but their existence is a kind of "error", a kind of "distortion" means implemented under the purpose of a "distortion".

However, for the existence of the unknown who is hidden in the dark and does not know its form and way of existence, what humans call "correct" and "distorted" is meaningless, it is only for human beings. Meaning is meaningful to human society, and it cannot reach such existence. From a human perspective, using human perspective and thinking to try to understand "monsters" is simply useless behavior-humans sometimes pull pigs and dogs to the same angle as humans, to feel their pain, understand their life and death, Use human eyes to give them the meaning of life. However, in the darkness, humans are not as good as pigs and dogs. This is not a description, but an objective fact.

If you consider yourself as a person, then in this nightmare, you will feel the uncertainty and meaninglessness of your own existence, as if the self-recognized individual is just like the most objective and unthinking atomic electron. Such a natural manifestation of the laws of matter, energy, and movement, all consciousness that humans regard as "self-existence" are nothing but illusions that they endow themselves.

No one, no thought, no morality, no social structure, no ego, only objective laws, everything is just a trivial part of the never-ending movement.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan only felt that his soul was bound by some invisible shackles. He could see that he could feel a lot of information, but he could not do what he thought was necessary. He was indeed moving. But it is embedded in a more massive movement that I cannot shake. When I feel the huge movement system, I only feel that it is so complicated and extremely chaotic, but in the chaos, it has its inevitable . That is not artificial chaos, but naturally.

He saw many "self" corpses, or that he could feel the connection with himself from those "Gaochuan" corpses, although that connection was so one-sided and weak, and the faces of those corpses did not Not exactly like yourself. Yes, even if there is such a difference, large or small, but it can still allow the prosthetic body Gaochuan to see a rough outline of the corpse, there is a strange and vague, that is "Gaochuan", that is his feel.

The self-cognition these corpses brought him was so weird. After cognizing the death, all the information they felt was so frightening. He can only vaguely see the faces of the corpses, as if there is some kind of power, or his own instincts, so that he does not see the faces of the corpses. Even so, he still knows that the faces of the corpses must be It's terrible because their death is terrible. All things that make you fear are left on these corpses as if they were pigments, inside these corpses, and in a certain area that has some connection with these corpses.

It is not the first time that the prosperity Gaochuan has seen his body. In his cognition, the self of "Gaochuan" has not died for the first time. However, on such a large scale, the death of the organizational system was seen for the first time. In the past, the personality of Gaochuan was like a reincarnation. The former died and the latter was born, but the appearance of these corpses seems to indicate that some kind of change has occurred, and he does not know exactly what kind of change.

The prostitute Gao Chuan just couldn't help but think of this: if this time his Gao Chuan personality dies, together with the personality of the young Gao Chuan, will the new Gao Chuan personality be born as in the past? Maybe not, no, it should be said that his feeling made him feel so strong. This time's failure, this time's death, will be complete, because some conditions have occurred in the hospital, and "Gaochuan" has no new opportunities.

Prostitute Gao Chuan felt that this nightmare in front of him was a symbol of some terrible changes in the reality of the hospital. What it foretells in a certain sense, not just what it feels and thinks about, but more, deeper, more terrifying, more desperate and crazy.

However, he is not good at interpreting dreams, and it is useless to interpret with known theories of human beings. Moreover, humans do not have a completely correct theory to interpret nightmares.

Seeing these bodies, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan couldn't help but recall the nightmare of himself in another mental hospital in the illusion of doomsday, that nightmare about the tower, the hunter and the ritual. At that time, there were still many mysterious organizations against the Doomsday Truth, and many mysterious experts had a strong vitality to work hard to participate in and resolve those signs of the doomsday. And those things, whether they seem to be actual or relative dream hallucinations, can always be related to some factors of the hospital's reality-look, even Dr. Ruan Li was involved and became a victim.

Even so, even with so many sacrifices, there is no real turning point at all. In other words, all the sacrifices and deaths that occurred in the mysterious events, and the strong will that accompanied them, make people feel that even if the past is not good, there will be a chance to improve in the future, but now, everything they have experienced , Are proving that it is just an illusion.

Things will get better, it's just an illusion, things will only change in a worse direction that they don't even know about under the bad premises they perceive—so desperate.

Human beings are powerless in the face of such catastrophic catastrophes, just like human beings are being deleted in accordance with established plans in a huge program.

Prostitute Gao Chuan stayed in this nightmare and embraced and endured all the thinking and torture brought to him. If he could stop thinking, it might not be so painful. However, thinking is the only thing he can do. In this nightmare, he can neither act according to the will of the individual, nor touch or change anything. The messy information, like the sand and dust raised by the wind, made him seem to be lost in the eye.

All nightmares will not give people a good feeling, and the nightmare that the prosthetic body Gaochuan sees at this moment makes him feel his powerlessness and a deeper sense of urgency in time.

The prosthetic body Gaochuan just quietly looked at this passage that did not know where to go, to imagine the entire facility space from this passage, to guess the people and things that exist here, to examine what kind of self is here. status. The air is dead, like there is no flow, and no sound can spread in the air. In this silence, he gradually feels that he is breaking away from the perception of nightmares, there is a "rising" feeling, but he does not know Where to go. Then he felt that he was flowing.

It's an obscure sense of flow. I feel like a mass of liquid, and at the same time a part of a huge volume of liquid. At the same time, he seems to be a fish, swimming in these liquids. The prosthetic body Gaochuan even had a sense of smell and hearing, but the sense of smell could not tell him what he smelled, and the sense of hearing could not tell him what he heard.

If it is necessary, he wants to stand at a higher angle and look down at himself from top to bottom, maybe he can understand what kind of state he is in. However, he couldn't do it, it wasn't something he could do, even if it was in his dream.

Even so, the prosthetic body Gaochuan still couldn't help but guess that all he felt was his posture in the LCL state-the ending of "Gaochuan" was no different from other patients with doomsday syndrome, even though the process seemed a little special, However, in the end, it is only transformed into LCL, and it is integrated with the LCL fluid transformed by other patients with doomsday syndrome.

This cruel fact makes him more than once doubt about his own existence. This kind of doubt is more like an instinct rather than a situation to actively think about.

However, there is no clear answer to all questions. Even if you give a clear statement, you can feel that there is a bigger factor behind this statement, and the statement you get is only the ultimate answer. One of them is a small one-sided. And all thinking will also not lead to a happy final conclusion.

In such a muddled and fearful mood, the prosthetic body Gaochuan stood quietly until the feeling of "waking up" rose from the soul.

Then, the prosthetic body Gaochuan woke up. The unfamiliar ceiling was imprinted in his pupils, he just felt like he was returning to the fish in the water, and he could breathe again.

I don't know how many times this nightmare experience has passed. Although the prosthetic body Gaochuan will still feel uncomfortable, it is no longer surprising. After he opened his eyes, he simply woke up as usual, sorted out his appearance, self-checked his prosthetic state, and took out his weapon and walked out of the room. It has been six hours since he brought the band back to here. He hasn't slept for a long time, and he hasn't made him feel that "the inner fatigue has all disappeared, and the whole person has a new look." The nightmare still haunts him, trying to make him understand More unfavorable situations.

This place is a temporary base from an ordinary point of view, but to be recognized from an uncommon point of view, it can only be said to be the body of "Sha"-"Sha" that has not been seen for a long time Ordinary aboriginal researchers in the ruling bureau became a huge, ambiguous material boundary monster, a conscious temporary data hedging space, and also the predecessor of all repeaters, "Night of Valpus". Even so, it is still very difficult to understand the ins and outs of this situation and the transition process from "human" to "non-human", even the brain hardware of the prosthetic body Gaochuan cannot handle it.

Even so, "Sha" has become a powerful help, which is worthy of recognition. Prostitute Gao Chuan will not have any prejudice against the non-human existence posture, and he himself has long been not a human in the normal sense. At present, all the plans are being implemented, and there are good results and bad results. However, the good results he knows seem to be somewhat incompatible with the bad results. The worst case scenario is that the London repeater, which used to be backed by the past, was extremely poor. It was kicked out of the collective subconscious of the human by the doomsday repeater, just like the London repeater not long ago to the Nazi moon repeater Did that. Today, the two repeaters must confront each other on the physical level. This change has caused many of the expectations that have been made to come to an end.

A positive attack and defense will not make the prostitute Gaochuan fear, but this also means that no matter the victory or defeat, he must suffer a lot of losses on his side, and then lose the initiative to confront the doomsday truth relay. In the past, Netball believed that its own party had not completely lost its initiative, but now, who knows?

Among the bad news, the only thing that is more reassuring is the strength brought about by the build-up on my side: a repeater, a Valpus night that was the predecessor of the repeater, and a theory Sanxian Island, a man-made stronghold that can compete with repeaters ~ www.readwn.com ~ gathers three behemoths that are comparable to Nazi repeaters, even if today's Nazis still have the support of body life, it will not make people I can't beat it.

Even so, the assessment of losses after the war is still dare not be ignored. There has been no head-to-head combat so far. The mass production security guards of the Nazi soldiers and Val Puss Night “Sha” have spread the battlefield to almost the entire ruins of the ruling bureau. Tens of thousands of people make people extremely doubt where the resources used to expand the army come from, and under what circumstances they will be exhausted. Before that, the Nazi repeaters did not seem to attack. Although the Nazis clearly have the characteristics of doomsday truth, and they are everywhere to ignite the wind and look like a way to destroy the world, but if only Nazi soldiers are used, it is Those who cannot destroy the world, they must do something more extreme from a more macroscopic or microscopic point of view, so that the devastating results will become common in this world, just like the collision of two repeaters in Gaochuan. , Destroying 99% of human consciousness.

Judging only from the scale and the degree of results, all these wars caused by the Nazis are not as good as what the young Gaochuan did, nor are they so devastating.

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