Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Toxic in Dorothy's mouth, "Virus", "Jiang", "LCL", "Gaochuan", and other patients with doomsday syndrome form a very close connection. "Jiang" is the closest thing to any vicious source that can be observed. Compared with the unobservable and theoretical doubts of the "virus", of course, it is more reliable to start with the material information that people can see and touch. However, to say just how much progress Dorothy has made on the research of "Jiang", the other party is unclear, showing an attitude of "although there is a clear goal, but everything is just beginning". Although he did n’t want to think of the other party more darkly, such as some abominable conspiracy theories, but now he has nothing, fighting alone is impossible, he can only believe in Dorothy Say this-no matter whether Dorothy has other ideas in private, whether there is concealment and deception.

What's more, for the study of one's own state, let Fu Zuo realize that he must find something to do, think about something else, and let himself fall into the busyness of not so easy to think. All in-depth "virus" thinking is already extremely dangerous for myself. His ever-expanding and uncontrollable thoughts and emotions clearly made him feel worse, like falling into the abyss. The mental state of the patients with Doomsday Syndrome has deteriorated. He has seen enough in the past hospitals. He will show pity to these patients on weekdays, but now he thinks that he has to become such a pity. Subject, he felt uncomfortable.

"If you don't say" the things that are only in Takagawa's body "..." If you don't say anything, he wants to avoid the word "virus" anyway.

"Just after finding a part, the" Jiang "that is only in Gaochuan's body is the source of the second infection, but like quantum theory, in the absence of decisive premises, it cannot be regarded as truth at all." Dorothy said The analogy is: "You know? Quantum theory is a theory that has always been in a hypothetical state, not an empirical theory. It may be able to explain many phenomena theoretically, and it also shows the potential of the unified theory, but from the theory On the basis of its establishment, it has never been fully verified, but it is more like a philosophy. I believe that our results are meaningful, successful, and have potential, just as quantum theory researchers are willing to believe in quantum The theory is the same. "

"Because quantum cannot be proved?" Fu Zuofu is no stranger to what Dorothy said. "Assume that everything in this world will have a smallest basic unit that cannot be divided after physical quantization-this is quantum theory The foundation of the establishment. That is to say, your results have equal weight with this more philosophical foundation? "

"Yes." Dorothy answered without any hesitation.

"It has nothing to do with me, I am not an expert in physics." Fu Zuo bypassed this topic, he did not want to think about things that were too deep, nor did he try to deny any theory he knew. All doubts will cause psychiatric symptoms in patients with doomsday syndrome, especially when it comes to their own inherent cognition, the feeling of expansion of the mind, the world will collapse very strongly, only people feel that even death can not be relieved from that pain come out.

"According to your statement," Jiang "is as dangerous as" Virus ", and it is even more lethal in the final impact on patients, because it can completely collapse the nature and structure of LCL, and completely destroy the patient's self-information." Bu Zuofu So saying: "So, from your point of view, is" Jiang "the source of serum or the alienation of" virus "?" He wanted to confirm Dorothy's attitude towards "Jiang". After all, before Dorothy's statement is too ambiguous, and it is no problem to put it in peacetime, but now there is no such ambiguous time. From the point of view of not being a husband, either completely consider Jiang as an antidote to solve the "virus", or treat Jiang completely as a new virus that assists the abuse. The treatment of the former and the latter will look similar, but in fact there will be many differences in details.

Although this is extremely extreme, once the goal is confirmed, the direction is determined, and every effort is made to go beyond this goal direction, it may be able to catch up with the vaguely visible "end of the world".

Although there is a theoretical time remaining from the estimated end date in the estimated period, he would not dare to pin his hopes on the remaining time only when the theory is established.

Theories are always just theories. Estimates made according to theories often have discrepancies in the actual situation, and often become worse than they think.

For the question of not making a husband, Dorothy was silent for a while, and then said in a creepy calm tone: "I always think that Jiang is a manifestation of the virus, and it can be observed by humans under special circumstances. Part of the virus; it may also be the bait of the virus, the organ used by the virus to eat, or a child of the virus, or even the virus itself. "

"... That is to say, you have actually given up the option of developing serum with" Jiang "." Bu Zuofu can finally say this sentence with a positive tone. Prior to this, in Dorothy's words, she showed an attitude of avoiding the effect of "Jiang" on serum-she said this way: "I have also considered it."

Yes, there is nothing wrong with this statement. It used to belong to the past, but now it has been abandoned. Where is the root of this decision? I do n’t want to delve into it. I just need this future partner to have a certain agreement. attitude. Betting on both sides is not something you can afford today.

Seeing that the atmosphere was a bit tense and dull, I turned to the subject without being a husband and asked in as easy a tone as possible: "Speaking of it, why do you call the special material information in Gaochuan" Jiang "? Sounds more like a person The name— "Here, he suddenly paused, because he had remembered some background information related to these special patients with doomsday syndrome. Indeed, before these boys and girls entered the hospital, there was indeed one person in their small group, and it was a person who was of great ethical importance to them.

A girl named "Zhen Jiang" is the oldest and most prestigious leader in this small group. The relationship formed in the orphanage makes them have deep feelings that are not common to family members. Moreover, this girl named "Zhen Jiang" was also the first person to be infected with "virus" among them. However, before the children were found and accepted in the hospital, because of the deterioration of Zhenjiang's condition, this small group fell into an extremely dangerous situation. The patients with doomsday syndrome are all mentally ill, and under certain conditions, they are seriously ill patients who are aggressive to others. Zhenjiang died in a riot, and the orphanage where this small gang is located was completely destroyed by the fire. . Afterwards, although the boys and girls came to the isolated island hospital, in all kinds of performances, they showed their attachment to the dead "Jian Jiang"-from the psychological point of view, Zhen Jiang's weight in their hearts is so heavy and their influence is so It is huge and profound, but it is theoretical.

Since this time, these children are already patients with doomsday syndrome, so they, who are also severely mentally ill, naturally have unusual psychology for the deceased who are closely related. However, even if it becomes such a look, the Dorothy who has completely alienated the physiological structure of the existing form is still affected by this kind of psychology? Obviously, even the material basis of personality thought has changed so much.

The husband turned suddenly, frowned tightly, and he went too deep again. In fact, whether Zhenjiang is the cause of the name "Jiang" is not something worthy of further investigation.

"..." Dorothy was silent for a long time, making Fusuo think she would stay silent like this, or change the topic directly, but, when he took the initiative to avoid talking, Dorothy said: "You Do you know the specific circumstances of Zhenjiang ’s death? "

Suddenly stunned, he thought back carefully and then confirmed: "No, I only know some rough." After a pause, he said: "However, I heard that Gao Chuan ate her? There is no record in the file. , But there are such rumors in private. "He is indeed a little interested in this rumors. Although" eating people "is a very strange behavior, placed on the mental state, it is also considered to be a symbol of morbidity, but" Jiang "is in Gaochuan. The existence in the body made him think of this rumor.

From the past to the present, in order to obtain a preliminary qualified vaccine, some researchers will also repeatedly use the patient as a hotbed, gradually reduce the threat of the virus through different patients, tame the violence of the vaccine, and cultivate a vaccine that is truly suitable for the human body. Of course, these affected bodies are not all humans, but also animals such as cattle and sheep.

Why does "Gaochuan" eat people? In his psychological diagnosis, he actually does not have the characteristics of a cannibalism, and has no such distorted desire in morality and physiology. The relevant information is not known why it was blocked, or it has not been recorded in detail from the beginning. Although Zhuofu and other researchers are interested in these issues, they do not know it. The most likely information should be in Ruan Li In the hands of the doctor, but the other party did a very good job in confidentiality. Later, because she was also suffering from doomsday syndrome, she died alone and weirdly soon, and everyone who tried to find something from her database was disappointed. In return, because she seemed to understand her ending, and for reasons that some outsiders could not understand, she deliberately deleted most of her research data, leaving only what she thought was useful to the hospital-but that did not include She knows the past of Gaochuan.

The past of "Gaochuan" was hidden in the darkness of man-made, while another character, Zhenjiang, who now seems to be very important, did not have much useful information from the beginning.

In the conjecture of not making a husband, if the "Jiang" in Gaochuan is different from other patients with doomsday syndrome, and the "Jiang" has a clueless relationship with the "Jiangjiang" in the clues, then, initially Will the birth of "Jiang" stem from the fact that "Gaochuan" has eaten "Zhenjiang"? Is it because during this process, the "virus" formed the "jiang" after the changes of the two human bodies? And this process seems to be so consistent with the formation of vaccine sera-as if to prove that the body's own immunity actually plays an important role in the process of "virus" infection.

Put in the range of all humans, the number of patients with doomsday syndrome is so large that only one "Gaochuan" appears, and it cannot be said to be a miracle-because under this base, according to normal logic, the human body should be very likely Antibodies against "viruses" were born spontaneously. This in itself is the force that life takes for granted and the ability that life should have to adapt to changes in the external environment.

"I guess, you know what I'm thinking." Bu Zuofu said to Dorothy in this way that he always had only this room and that it was obviously not human, but he didn't know what a huge device existed. Although it is a device, it also makes people feel that it is alive, its breath is the flashing light, and its peristaltic motion makes the part hidden out of sight and in the shadows shake, although it cannot be seen directly, it can be practical Feel.

Yes, it is still impossible to observe the appearance of Dorothy as a whole until now, and, as the other party said, this is her dreamland ~ www.readwn.com ~ So, that bizarre and weird whole The contour may also be caused by certain hallucinations. Because it is impossible to judge which part of this huge outline is true and which part is illusory, it is impossible to know Dorothy at all.

However, he also does not doubt that this terrible, inhuman, seems to exist on the same front as himself, and has the ability to detect his own ideas-not to mention others, just to have calculations close to the color center Power is enough to obtain the ideas of others in this way by observing every detail of the human body and filling specific data into the theory. In modern science, this mind-reading technique has long been used.

Because of this, it is not clear to her husband that Dorothy has said so far what she wants to say, and what she wants to let herself know, without any possibility of being forced into harsh environments, even The other party stated from the beginning that "she has no staff and she can't do more with this device."

"I know." Dorothy really didn't evade this topic. "Talking with a lot of data has always been the last word of science. I know you want to know what happened that year. I can tell you, yes, Gao Chuan eats The loss of Zhenjiang is one of the important reasons why we call the thing in Gaochuan the "Jiang". Moreover, there is indeed a direct relationship between these two things. However, does "Jiang" really pass through? I have great doubts about the serum vaccines bred after the two of Zhenjiang and Gaochuan. The key is that we still do n’t know anything about the virus. , Would you like to believe that 'Jiang' is a vaccine against 'viruses' and inject the resulting drugs into your body? "