Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

——This is not true, this is my illusion, it ca n’t catch me, it makes me feel scared, but it can never kill me.

Doctor Ande whispered to himself in a low voice, he could not hear his own voice, only the ideas that were so strong as if they did not belong to him came one by one from his mind. He has seen many patients with Doomsday Syndrome, witnessed how they hurt and torture themselves, do something abnormal people can do, even if they do nothing, dementia, will also be in At this time, they were hurt by their own bodies. Doomsday syndrome often begins with the patient ’s mental state, and then further affects their nervous system, followed by the internal organs, and then to the superficial structure of the body such as muscles and skin. The onset of the disease is from the inside to the outside. People only see a kind of embarrassing pain, but in fact, how painful it is, it is impossible to know who is not sick.

However, now Dr. Ande feels that he no longer feels the same, but feels for himself. For him, no matter what the unexpected place or the expected place, it is by no means just using "pain". Words can describe it. Starting from the human senses, the feelings at the time of the onset of the disease are very complicated. The illusion from the spiritual world and the operation of the brain is causing some indescribable stimulation to the body physiology. He was afraid, not only of everything he saw in this state, nor of the huge red moon that he had seen before, nor of the unstoppable thoughts in his mind in the unreal and unrecognizable scene of unreal, It is also fearful of the changes that are taking place.

Although constantly admonishing himself, all of this is just an illusion, but compared with his own statement, his own fears and instincts are making some hints in a subtle way. No matter how subjectively this kind of suggestion is excluded, it is undeniable, but when this kind of suggestion is more like "idea generated by oneself", it makes one believe more involuntarily.

To believe the facts is such a thing.

Exclusion of oneself, using "illusion" to describe the behaviors one sees, compared with self-deception. Just like Dr. Ander has no way to prove that everything he sees is true and which is an illusion, he also cannot prove that when he feels instinctively stupid, when he feels that he is deceiving himself, he really is not such.

The reference object used to refer to reality and illusion has disappeared. In other words, all things that could serve as real references are all in this extraordinary scene. In this surging idea, in the face of this deep inspiration, they are no longer just, and their material first status is disappearing. The best way to persuade yourself that something does not exist is to tap its material foundation, use common sense to verify it with some more logical theories, and summarize it in its own worldview. However, it was difficult for Dr. Ande to do it-he could always do it in the past, but he couldn't do it at this time. The reason is that he only thinks it is extremely complicated. Just as he has various reasons to claim that what he sees is an illusion, he also has many ideas to tell himself that this grotesque phenomenon is not all illusion.

What kind of reality and illusion are there? What kind of objective reason is behind the scene? Faced with these questions, Dr. Ande only felt that his knowledge was too shallow to answer. He knew that he needed time, just as he grew up from an ignorant child to an wise adult in the past. He was like a ignorant child in the face of this terrible unknown. He needed dozens of times and hundreds of times. It takes time to study, research, think and sort out before we can return to adults.

However, Dr. Ande knew very well that he had no time. Just like his own ideas, after combing through all the known clues, people will feel that people all over the world lack time, and even the world itself lacks time. Regardless of whether the "virus" is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades cluster, what kind of thing is the so-called "KAEKESA"? It is too large for humans who have not yet stepped out of their parent star. Scientific theory has developed quantum theory from the imagination of "assume that there is a basic unit that cannot be divided anymore". However, because it is based on hypothetical theory,

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Therefore, this theoretical height is difficult to transform into a more realistic force, so that humans can only look at the starry sky to the best of their imagination, and paint their inner cosmic blueprint.

Now, a terrible existence that transcends human imagination seems to have crossed the sea of ​​stars and arrived on this planet. The power of the two sides, even if they are only based on theory, has a terrible gap: one has really been put into action and has been proved in practice; one has only a theory based on assumptions, and even the outer navigation of the planet is rare.

If the enemy is an inexplicable monster, a fantasy that exists in human myths and stories, it ’s just a species that has n’t been confirmed on this planet. Doctor Ander does n’t think it ’s really scary because it exists in that way. What is bound to be bound by the closedness theory based on this planet ’s environment must be included in the danger ladder that humans are used to at some cost. However, what comes from outside the planet is indescribably scary for those who know how vast the universe is. Especially when this thing has already shown its aggressiveness to the planet, and its own efforts can't figure out the truth at all, this horror will grow at a speed even unimaginable.

Dr. Ande has studied and studied psychology. He can tell more or less what his fears are from, and he knows part of the reason why he is so afraid, but it is also because he knows more than ordinary people and learns more than ordinary people. The world of cognition is more complicated and huge, so it becomes more and more certain that one's own understanding of one's state at this time is one-sided.

In this terrible grand scene that could no longer distinguish between reality and illusion, Dr. Ande deeply felt his smallness and ignorance. What humans have to face is such a terrible thing, and his cognition makes him feel extremely desperate.

Was not saved, no matter how struggling it was. The huge negative emotions are like a vortex that is constantly magnifying and accelerating. Dr. Ande knows that he ca n’t go on like this, ca n’t think about these things, he should change his thinking and perspective, and do what he can, but he ca n’t control it. Your own thinking and consciousness, those exercises designed based on psychology have no effect in front of the expanding thoughts.

The factors guiding the action are becoming chaotic. He can only "know what he should do", but cannot "do what he thinks he should do." He sat in the corner with his knees, and looked like a frightened ostrich when he buried his head, but his eyes couldn't be closed, and his eyes couldn't help but peep through the gap to peek at the grotesque sight.

The hand that only stretched out from the shadow was swaying chaotically, and its movement only gave people a feeling of pain. Dr. Ande subconsciously felt that it was the suffering of patients who had died of Doomsday Syndrome. These painful dead souls returned to this world in order to avenge all living beings—although these ideas are very inconsistent with the status of a scientific researcher, however, many ideas are emerging, tell him that this idea is Meaningful, it can be explained by science, but only because I am too shallow, I will treat it with superstition. I should get rid of this limited idea and embrace this kind of cognition from a broader perspective. Look for further scientific reasons.

If existence is truth, then he should accept everything in front of him-even if they are really hallucinations, they must find out from scientific reason that they are just proofs of hallucinations.

"There are still many unknowns, there are many existing specimens and samples ..." Dr. Ande muttered to himself: "Yes, there is still a lot of data in the hospital, and there are powerful equipment , I should go further and get in touch with the 'virus'. There is not enough time, not enough time ... you must fight for time, and you must look at the Pleiades KAEKESA ... "

Dr. Ande pressed his head hard, madly knocked the back of his head against the wall, and made a booming sound. After a while, he stopped suddenly and looked up again. His eyes were red as blood, and his expression was sometimes untidy and indifferent. He seemed to communicate something, stood up swayingly, ignoring the arms protruding from the shadows, ignoring what they wanted to grab, and hurried towards the window sill. When passing the mirror,

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He glanced at how he looked in the mirror-before putting it, he would be shocked. He thought so. However, it is not important how the appearance is now. What is important is that KAEKESA of the Ang star cluster is appearing here in a more substantive state than in the past. He has enough opportunities to save the world.

"Virus" is KAEKESA of Ang Star Cluster. This thought made Dr. Ander feel that he had jumped out of the concept represented by the word "virus" and was able to face this terrible enemy full of unknowns. It doesn't matter what KAEKESA of Aung Sing Cluster is. Everything is just beginning. In a limited time, he must do some verification.

Dr. Ander felt extremely desperate, but there was a crazy emotion that made him feel desperate and not a reason to stop acting.

What are you going to do? Dr. Ande does not yet have a specific concept, but when he walked back to the window, he remembered the three girls who had been studying all the time: Sakuya, Bajing and Marceau. He remembered the psychedelic and wonderful singing, and remembered the description of KAEKESA in the star cluster. And are these descriptions the best fulcrums? Dr. Ande feels that he needs to find a crowbar long enough to stand on this fulcrum, and then he can lift up the strange, psychedelic, crazy and desperate unknown that he has seen so far.

Yes, the idiots who want to take shortcuts are very naive in idea, theory and practice, but they are indeed right about these three things: these three girls are closely related to Gao Chuan, Xi Se, and Dorothy. Is also special. There are enough secrets in them, and the biggest secret is that they sang the content about "KAEKESA of Aung Cluster". Dr. Ande was quite sure that what they heard was the singing of these three girls. As for why they knew these contents, that was what they wanted to understand next.

"Cards, data, singing ..." Dr. Ander walked around the room, "Red Moon, translucent arms, violent consciousness ..." He was trying to connect these clues, even if a large part of them It was imagination, but he longed for something new. He hopes to have more flashes of aura, he wants to forget the fear that erupted from the bottom of his heart in this crazy thinking. He longed for his own thinking, to catch the mysterious tail.

Dr. Ande feels that he is the real calm at the moment—although he is emotionally crazy, his inner reason remains calm enough.

Just then ~ www.readwn.com ~ Someone is knocking on the door. Dr. Ande didn't think about it. He stepped forward, he had a strong feeling, he felt that he knew who knocked on the door outside, and why he came to the door at this time. The unreasonable intuition that has never appeared is so keen, he opened the door and saw the man he thought of.

Hidden in this hospital, a researcher trying to find out the secrets of the "virus" from the three of Misaki, Hachi and Maso. As the principals of these researchers, he is not doing specific research work, but bringing other researchers back and making them a member of the team. Moreover, Dr. Ande also knows that although the principal is also a researcher, his talents and IQ are actually below the average level of the hospital. This person used to express himself in the position of assigning talents and coordinating chores, and was a pivotal figure in hospital logistics. But because he is just such a person, Dr. Ander does not think that he can play a positive role in the subsequent research.

Even if the research direction proposed by this person is carried out by the research team gathered by him, it has certain feasibility. However, in the view of Dr. Ande, this direction is stupid, just like the subject is not researching, but instead thinking about the scraps If there is enough time, maybe this choice is not wrong, but the situation is so urgent, and they seem to have not realized it, or that the awareness of difficulties and urgency is too low. Dr. Ander had a better idea, but now he must create some troubles to get this person back to the position he is good at.

"You woke up, Dr. Ande." The person outside the door lowered his voice and said to the doctor Ande in the room: "Something is wrong, something strange happened ..."