Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I've been prepared for a long time, and I will never hesitate to push the door open, but, what about? I looked at her. She was a little nervous and hesitated, as if to step forward to this door, it would take more effort than before, but she just paused a little, and did not mean to stop completely.

I think I have understood her will.

"You are strong, you are." I said to her.

She just looked at me with a puzzled expression, as if she didn't know why I said that, as if this sentence was very boring, without any nutrition. The incomprehension between us is there, and the gap between the heart and the heart is always there, but I can feel from her expression, from the nonsense that may seem meaningless to her, from her heart Deep warmth.

Unlike her skillful combat, she is actually a very soft woman.

"Do you know how to open this door?" I asked.

"It's enough to find the switch." She replied in this way, of course, but she didn't understand why I asked. Under the impetus of power shoes, she quickly searched around, observing the direction of the lines and institutions, trying to find a hidden way to open the door. But she didn't find it, maybe she will find it in more time, but I stopped her.

Before I left her, I tried to pass on my experience to her.

"The real switch is not in the eyes, but in the heart." I pointed to my eyes and said to her: "Don't observe with your eyes, feel with your heart, your intuition will tell you the way to open the road-if the materialism It ’s wrong to do this, then, please think carefully, how far is the materialism and the ideal heart? In fact, the distance between the two is shorter than you think, and it ’s more vague. In this world, the ideology and the material state have never been so clear. The difference between them is actually determined by your attitude, consciousness, and perspective. It is a very subjective distinction. "

"... I'm not a conscious walker, and I don't have a reserve of fog." Gan replied, to her, what I said seemed to be only for the conscious walker, and only the fog technology of the ruling bureau would be reflected. come out. But in fact, this kind of cognition is very narrow, maybe she can't understand what I said for the time being, but as long as this seed is planted, maybe it will germinate at a certain moment and help her at the most dangerous time. Right.

I nodded calmly and said, "It's okay, look, I'm not a conscious walker, nor fog."

She pointed to the magic pattern on the back of my hand.

"I don't need to use the permission of the Mageweave messenger." I smiled and said, "I'm not a born Mageweave messenger, nor a genius Mageweave messenger. My Mightweave force may not even be my own. Maybe it ’s just a morbid symbol—I’m not a conscious walker, nor a developer and user of gray fog technology. I ’m just a stupid, terminally ill patient, even so, no matter where I am from my heart It ’s not wrong to set off to do things-it does n’t matter if the actual results are not satisfactory, as long as you look at it with your heart, not with your eyes, you will be able to learn from the results that make you feel painful Draw the power of warmth. "

——In the illusion of doomsday, this warm power is stronger than anyone imagines.

This is what I found. The only thing that won't stop me is the only one that can save my self-consciousness in madness, so that I don't fear fear and despair, and even surpass the power of my own personality death. It is also the power that exists in every human and non-human expression. It is so common, so deep, so elusive, that it makes many people seem to ignore it subconsciously, and turn to look for those forces that seem easier to understand and easier to "upgrade".

I do n’t think their approach is wrong, but I hope that Qi understands this warm power, not the power of other expressions.

I was too stupid to dig out the inner power of my own hands, but only let her experience it. I can only show the power of this power through action, so as to leave a seed in her heart-this power itself is not unobservable, but the limitations of people make it difficult to observe it, but only observe The effect it exerts on foreign objects, to me at this time, was achievable.

"How to do it?" Ban asked plainly.

"How do you do it with your eyes? It's nothing more than to see the switch and then turn it on. It's the same with my heart." I try to explain it in easy-to-understand language, but my stupid tongue makes it hard to say it straightforwardly And it ’s correct: “Look with your heart and then toss. That is a kind of intuition, a sudden intuition, when you want to open the door, it ’s in your heart, with your own voice. , But it ’s actually not a voice telling you. You ca n’t hear every word, but you can understand its meaning, and subconsciously splice it in your mind in the language you know. It sometimes looks like a This kind of enlightenment, sometimes like a song, a poem, is a flash of light. So, your thoughts rise and fall, and strongly hope that things will become like that, and then, what you expect , It will appear in front of you with a clue, a certain performance, a certain way-this way of expression may not be so straightforward, sometimes it is more like a coincidence, a chain reaction of chance, However, this world , There is no real chance of things, everything is inevitable. "

——When you look at it carefully and stir it, the inevitable chain has already begun. From thinking to putting into action, producing observable changes in the material state is actually the second half of the process.

"You mean, the beginning of a thing, when you start thinking, is it already the beginning?" Asked Qi.

"It's not specific to the beginning of a certain thing, but when you start thinking, at a level you can't see, there is already a reaction happening, and this reaction will continue to happen." I replied , "When you start to do something, the reactions that you have thought of that have not been observed will actually affect your behavior and the final result."

"So, did you think about it? Did the door open?" Ban asked me in a calm voice.

Just as she stopped, the door that stood in front of us made a gradual movement. Looking at it in amazement, the runner with a diameter of several tens of meters was slowly turning on the gate of more than 300 meters high, making a sound like friction and rust.

"That's like a song, a poem, a flash of aura, a soft and fuzzy whisper ..." I whispered in my ear.

Pan seemed to be stunned by what was happening. She seemed unable to sort her thoughts for a while. Put it in the past, this is probably a mysterious phenomenon, no, even now, if you can't connect all the clues, but just get the conclusion that the door opened by yourself, it is completely a mystery. To think in terms of human logic, one must guess "certain eye-cutting methods must be used", but what are these "eye-blocking methods"? How to use it? What is the process? Who is the operator? There is no evidence at all. If you are a mediocre scientist, you must say boring nonsense like "this is absolutely impossible". I don't think Ban will be that kind of person, but she really can't see the "chain reaction" itself that leads to the result of "opening the door". Those chain factors have exceeded her observation range. This is not the fault of anyone, but a strong proof of the limitations of the existence form itself.

"... It's that simple?" When the door opened slowly, Qi finally broke his silence.

"Yes, it's that simple. It's easy to say simple, but without clues and feelings, it's impossible." I explained: "I haven't studied the generation and reaction process of this power in depth. It is also impossible to observe the causes, processes, and results. However, in terms of effect, there is indeed such a chain reaction that we cannot see that leads to the results that we can observe. I do not recommend you to study in depth, too If you go deeper, you may not get the results you want, but you may fall into a deeper labyrinth. "

"It turns out that Mr. Gao Chuan is the kind of person who doesn't ask what is going on?" Pan took a deep breath and said.

"It turns out that I am also the person who is looking for the roots, but in the process of rooting out the roots, I realized my limitations. I am not a genius. I cannot trace the true roots. This inherent limitation cannot be I completed the breakthrough before destroying everything in the end, so I gave up. "I replied in this way, and this is also my real thought.

Whether as a mysterious expert in the illusion of apocalypse or as a patient and experiment in the reality of a hospital, I have the heart to trace the origin of the "virus", capture its true face, and contribute to eliminating the harm it brings. However, the cruel facts lie ahead. Even a more talented researcher than me can only admit that the "virus" is unobservable. "Gao Chuan" died and lived, and lived to death. There were still geniuses playing tricks. Using the collective power of human self-proclaimed, he could not make a breakthrough in the fundamental problem, even if it was counted as "color center" and "super peach" The efforts of "Les" have not changed the situation of patients with doomsday syndrome-not only can not prevent the disease, but also can not relieve the pain, even if we have woven the "script" and put it in this doomsday illusion, the result has not prevented the end. When it came, I couldn't find out the real body of the "virus", and I couldn't figure out how and where it existed.

The theories that seem to be deep and correct, as if they can solve all the problems in the universe. Those that seem to make people a **** and belong to the most high-end theories of human beings at present. None of them can solve the problems that have already occurred, let alone in advance. Identify problems that have not yet occurred. Speaking only of "possibility", it does make people feel confident, but in terms of actual results, not only does it fail to meet expectations, but it has no effect at all.

This is a very sharp question: what theory and means cannot solve the problem at the necessary time, what is the use? Is a theory that can only progress after the dust settles, is it really the most important theory? After all, it is impossible for people to always live in the theoretical world.

Curiosity and thorough investigation have always been regarded as an important driving force for human development. However, if curiosity and thorough investigation cannot solve the problem, nor can they reach a theory to solve the problem, or exceed the time to solve the problem, then, waste What's the point of investigating time?

It is unknown whether it is infinite or limited? It can't be proved until we truly reach omniscience and omnipotence. But before reaching omniscience and omnipotence, the mystery has already appeared, it seems to tell people that the unknown is infinite ~ www.readwn.com ~ However, after the mystery, the end also comes one after another to tell people that the seemingly infinite unknown is actually It is also limited. In this way, pursuing everything that is unknown to you is completely an infinite spiral in a limited time. In theory, there must be a day of achievement, but it is actually impossible.

If we explore the unknown and mysterious dreams in the timeline in which humans can survive, perhaps they can continue to pass on through the continuation of race and civilization. However, in this world, mankind is about to perish, and the carrier of inheriting civilization and dreams is going to be virtually destroyed. All the ideas that "the unknown will eventually be proved" will eventually become empty talk.

"Not just me, but others, no longer need to get to the bottom of it. In this world, it's a nightmare to get to the bottom." I told Qi, half-warning and half-advising, I knew very well that if she continued to let it go What kind of predicament will the curiosity and the thorough mentality gallop run into? What is most similar to her is that she is also not a genius. She has to understand one thing and sum up a set of theoretical time, which is similar to mine. Such a stupid brain, such a dangerous environment, such an embarrassing time, trying to get to the bottom of this mystery is equivalent to making it difficult for the egg to imprint the essence of the entire civilization of the earth before it has been fertilized.

No, I sometimes doubt that even if the essence of the entire civilization of the earth is imprinted from the egg, and then study 24 hours a day, accumulating 5,000 years of time, in the face of the deep, broad and dark universe, How many unknowns can be explained? In astronomical units, five thousand years is too short, even if it is calculated by the stars, or even the life of the galaxy, it is also short-lived.

From the astronomical unit to think about the "mysterious and unknown" problem, this problem will expand to a completely unimaginable range.