Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

"Jiang" appeared-Jin Jiang said so, Gao Chuan thought that he had heard it correctly. Of course, it was too exaggerated to say that he was very surprised by the news. At the last moment of this apocalyptic illusion, all the characters appeared on the scene, and Now, with the tragic ending in turn, one monster after another will inevitably appear. Ninety-nine percent of humans on the planet died, the New Century Gospel, one of the three giants of apocalyptic religion, collapsed, the whereabouts of the witch VV and its three messengers are unknown, and the network ball is only suspended by the last breath. Once they appeared, even the repeaters were destroyed one after another. As far as Gao Chuan is aware, among the people and non-humans with enough power to change the situation, only "Jiang" and "Monster in the collective subconscious of humanity" did not appear. Too.

Now, as long as someone with a clear mind knows that the sacrificial ritual of Doomsday Truth can no longer be stopped, it is only a matter of time before the "monster in the collective subconscious of humanity" is summoned. Then, before the appearance of "the monster in the collective subconscious of human beings", another "Jiang" symbolizing a certain aspect of "virus" appeared again in the world, which is definitely a predictable situation.

Unlike the "monster in the collective subconsciousness of human beings" which was first inferred by the conscious deep submerged, the "Jiang" is also very mysterious, but it is not the first in recorded observations. Times. Even more, "Jiang" showed its mystery more often than "Final Weapon" appeared.

For the mysterious forces of all parties in this doomsday illusion, "Jiang" may be a strange and powerful existence. It has never existed a single entity, even if it was observed in the form of a female entity, the observer's The quantity is definitely not too much. Basically, everyone who sees its individual form is dead, and even if the entity's performance is regarded as its full nature just because of the observation of an entity's performance, then it will definitely go astray .

From the past to the present, the only person who can truly observe "Jiang" from an in-depth perspective is only Gaochuan himself, and in the statistical data, of all "Gaochuan", he most often feels Or the one who observed "Jiang" was only the young Gaochuan. Regarding the existence of "Jiang", the prostitute Gaochuan has such a judgment in his memory that is too deep and blurred and distorted: "Jiang" is inside "Gaochuan", not just in the physical state Deep inside the body is also based on self-cognition and ideology.

The existence of "Jiang" cannot be defined by existing human concepts. It is not energy or material, and its composition cannot be known. In many cases, it is like an existence in the dream of "Gaochuan", but also like An illusion. Every Gaochuan after the young Gaochuan, even the prostitute Gaochuan himself, has heard voices like auditory hallucinations while exploring himself and tapping his own potential, and the voice is often like an idea in his heart, but But it is the voice of women. It is a kind of timbre reverberating in the mind, just like listening to the impressive music, even if the music stops, it will still echo in the mind, such as the endless sound, around the beam for three days.

When hearing such hallucinations, seeing the hazy hallucination, feeling something as if only you can feel it, a subjective and intuitive thought will suddenly jump out like this, telling yourself: this is "Jiang" .

"Jiang" is inside the "Gaochuan", deep inside. Therefore, in theory, wherever Gaochuan is located, "Jiang" exists there. However, for the prosthetic body Gaochuan, this same situation is a little different in this doomsday illusion. Because, in this doomsday illusion, there are two individuals of Gaochuan. Perhaps as "Gao Chuan" himself, he does not think that he is divided into two parts, or that which one is a clone or a fake of the other, even if there are multiple individual expressions, still has the philosophical uniformity of self-cognition , Fundamentally preventing "Gaochuan" from becoming two in fact.

However, the existence of juvenile Gao Chuan is special. It is rather said that another juvenile Gao Chuan performance form relative to the prostitute Gao Chuan has always been suspected of being "Jiang" 's deliberate act. "Gaochuan" has no bias towards self, but "Jiang" obviously has a very clear tendency towards "Gaochuan" with different individual performance forms. Prostitute Gaochuan can feel the depth of himself, "Jiang" has always existed, but when "Jiang" is expressed in a more real physical way, he will always be beside the young Gaochuan.

Until now, the prostitute Gaochuan has never seen the individual performance of "Jiang", but when Jiang appeared, he must have been by the young Gaochuan-this idea was so strong that he couldn't think it was an illusion.

This also means that since "Jiang" has appeared in the ruins of the ruling bureau, it means that the young man Gaochuan has also arrived here. The prostitute Gao Chuan thought of this and immediately developed a feeling of being in the dark, as if to prove his idea that the young Gao Chuan controlled the Las Vegas repeater to hit the 51th district repeater. Entering the ruins of the ruling bureau, only by virtue of this degree of resonance, it is impossible to determine which area the other party is in.

Did "Jiang" come here after the young Gaochuan, or is it a more complicated reason to create a situation where "Jiang" will inevitably merge with the young Gaochuan? Prostitute Gao Chuan couldn't help but think, if the materialized "Jiang" and juvenile Gao Chuan did not meet for some reason, wouldn't there be no need to be afraid of "Jiang" 's care for juvenile Gao Chuan at this time?

To be honest, since the birth of the prostitute Gao Chuan Da, he has always heard the legend of the young Gao Chuan. At that time, the sayings of "Junior Gaochuan is the most powerful Gaochuan", "Prostitute Gaochuan does not have the spirituality of Juvenile Gaochuan in many ways" and so on, even though Prostitute Gaochuan does not feel the need to defeat another already The deceased Gao Chuan proves his own strength. The self born for responsibility never needs to prove how strong he is, because the plan does not need a strong person, but the most suitable candidate for the plan transition, so, In fact, those who compare themselves with the dead "boy Gaochuan" actually don't care at all.

Even after that, the young Gaochuan recovered in a mysterious situation, and in a practical way, after meeting with the other people in this doomsday illusion, everyone's feelings about the young Gaochuan can be described as very dreadful, and this dreadful The degree even has a taste to examine the prosthetic body Takagawa himself. Even so, the prosthetic body Gaochuan has never been resentful or jealous. Even if he broke through the limitations of brain hardware and took back his emotions and sensibilities, he would never be shaken by such things.

What about the young Gaochuan, how good and how good he is alive, or what a terrible big devil he is after the resurrection-expressions such as this will not only be expressed in clear words, but also in actions and plans It is reflected in the reflected way of thinking. It seems that everyone who has seen the young Gaochuan will define him as the "strongest".

On the issue of "strong or not strong", the prostitute Gaochuan certainly thinks that the juvenile Gaochuan is very strong. Others say that "the juvenile Gaochuan is the strongest", and the prosthetic Gaochuan does not feel that he can refute. When a way to decide a victory or defeat, the first idea of ​​the prosthetic body Gaochuan will always deny this hypothesis. For himself, it is very incredible and incomprehensible for "Gaochuan" to fight between you and me. The existence of Gaochuan itself has never been the strongest, and it has no meaning to become the strongest in this doomsday illusion. "Gaochuan" is better than others. How can it help to defeat "virus"? No matter how strong "Gaochuan" is, he is still a patient of doomsday syndrome and still a victim of "virus". Naturally, he will not be stronger than "virus".

Therefore, which "Gaochuan" is the strongest, this argument itself has no meaning for "Gaochuan" itself.

However, this hypothesis, which was fundamentally rejected by the prostitute Gao Chuan, is still being forcibly established by others. It seems that these things that have no meaning for "Gao Chuan" themselves have a necessary meaning for others.

Then, when forcibly determining the question of who is stronger or weaker between Gaochuan, it is necessary to extend a further hypothesis: if the prostitute Gaochuan and the juvenile Gaochuan are fighting each other, then who can kill who? For the mysterious expert, in such an inevitable battle, using a real victory as a proof of strength has always been a method of happy news and full of credibility.

Under such an extreme forced assumption, to make a comparison, even Dorothy and others are also interested. Therefore, the prosthetic body Gaochuan also had to forcefully make this judgment: who is stronger than himself and the young Gaochuan?

Of course, the young Gaochuan-this idea, the righteous body Gaochuan's answer has not hesitated until now.

However, in this forced, extreme, inevitable battle of hypotheses, victory or defeat has nothing to do with this idea that has never changed. Because, the one who really decides the outcome is definitely not Gao Gao himself.

The "jiang" that has always existed in the depths of "gaochuan" is the main reason for victory or defeat. In other words, it is also meaningless to exclude the existence of "Jiang" and simply consider the victory or defeat of "Gaochuan", because "Gaochuan" is so profoundly aware of the relationship between "Jiang" and itself It is so close and so deep that it cannot simply be divided into two different individuals to be viewed separately.

So, this meaningless assumption, if once again forced to come true: if the "Jiang" factor is excluded from a short period of time, which of the prostitutes Gaochuan and Juvenile Gaochuan can win the battle?

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan can finally give himself an uncertain answer at this time: Maybe I can win.

To ask why, the reason is of course unspeakable. Perhaps in the eyes of others, there are many reasons. However, the prostitute Gao Chuan feels that he can defeat the young Gao Chuan now, not based on those trivial personal combat abilities, combat styles, and abilities Characteristics and instincts of thinking, etc., but for the more fundamental cognition of "the existence of young Gaochuan".

In the eyes of Dorothy and others, today's young Gaochuan may be an enemy that must be treated with caution, but in the eyes of the prostitute Gaochuan, once the young Gaochuan meets himself without the care of "Jiang", it must represent, The two "Gaochuans" will become one again. The two will not fight at all, because the young Gaochuan must have made a decision. Maybe others will feel that giving up their own personality and becoming a new Gaochuan is an incredible thing. However, for Gaochuan, whose personality is constantly dying and being born, this is not a thing to be feared at all.

On the contrary, from the perspective of development, when there is only one "Gaochuan", the role of "Gaochuan" can be brought into full play, and such a "Gaochuan" that can play its greatest role can even have a certain impact on the "jiang" The "Gaochuan" is the one most needed by Gaochuan himself.

In order to defeat the "virus" and save the people he loves, "Gaochuan" is very clear that if he does not have this consciousness, then there is no possibility.

Breaking the boundaries of thinking: the form of the self can be negated and reformed, the meaning of personality is no longer noble, just like the worm of life and death, giving up all the tangible in self-cognition, only retaining the invisible essence ~ www .readwn.com ~ In this way, it is possible to maintain the existence of self in the pain that even the physical form and spiritual consciousness are distorted, to fight for the opportunity to overcome the root causes of pain.

When a person is not sure who he is, when a person begins to deny himself, the real transformation will come to him, and this transformation often leads to real death-in order to avoid suffering in the end-time syndrome, Distorted by the abnormal lesion into this appearance, "Gao Chuan" kept thinking in fear, before he completely deformed and died, he figured out how to make "Gao Chuan" exist.

This is the most fundamental cognition of the existence of "Gao Chuan". All "Gao Chuan" will inevitably follow this fundamental cognition in their behavior and thinking, because as long as this fundamental cognition is slightly denied, self-cognition will collapse. At that time, even "Gaochuan" would not exist, let alone the question of "which Gaochuan is stronger and which Gaochuan should be sacrificed".

And as long as this fundamental cognition is not denied, there is only one "Gaochuan" after all, which is an inevitable situation-the prostitute Gaochuan understands himself and is very clear about the existence of himself as "Gaochuan", and in this essential Cognitively, juvenile Gao Chuan is actually no different. Both parties must follow this essential cognition, so as to achieve self-knowledge within the self-concept of "Gaochuan"-the prostitute Gaochuan knows the young Gaochuan just as he knows himself, no, it should be said that the young Gaochuan was originally "Self".

As long as "Jiang" is unable to shoot, then it is inevitable that "Gaochuan" will become one again-precisely because "Jiang" has interfered with the existence of young Gaochuan, so it is difficult to be sure that it will not interfere again for the second time. Prostitute Gao Chuan has reason to suspect that, in fact, in the long time that young Gao Chuan has existed, Jiang has interfered with the recombination of Gao Gao more than once.