Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

What Sha felt, even if she was far away from humans, still produced a kind of synaesthesia, which made her no need to readjust to her body, her new life form, made her feel Everything she is now is like she was born.

Therefore, she does not need to see with her eyes, smell with her nose, and has no haptic nerves in her skin, but she has a similar experience through other perceptions. No, to be precise, it not only has a sensory experience similar to the past, which does not need to be re-adapted, but also expands the scope of this sensory experience. The only flaw is that sometimes it is impossible to tell whether it is an illusion or a reality. Of course, this kind of flaw is no different from being a human being.

The expansion of the scope of sensory experience has not solved all problems. Being able to perceive and experience things that have never been perceived and experienced in the past does not reveal all mysteries. Instead, things that exceed their own sensory experience seem to become more and more many. And I feel more deeply about the transcendent things.

Sha felt that she was immersed in ice water. The biting "cold" she could only describe this feeling as cold, and she couldn't find a more suitable word as if it was her own fear.

Of course, what causes this kind of fear is that the kind of things that can be felt through an extraordinary way of experience can only be referred to by "it". That is not a human being, not an individual, nor a group. Come to any sense of reality, but make her feel that "it" is real. There is no evidence to prove its existence, but all feelings are saying that it exists. It seems to be invisible, but sometimes it makes people think that it should have a fixed form, and sometimes, rather than use the word "existence" to describe, it is better to say that this "it" is just an illusion.

When it appears in Sha's sensuous experience, there is an idea that suddenly appears in Sha's mind like a ghost: its own existence is a truth, even if it is not recognized as truth, it will naturally feel that it is embodied There is a part of truth. It's everywhere, but it's not really somewhere, so it's unpredictable.

However, it may be possible to put it or a part of it through some kind of incredible container and present it, just like water is formless, but when the water is poured into the balloon, it will show a spherical outline. If you let it freeze, it becomes a hockey puck.

When such an idea was born in Sha ’s heart, she could n’t help but numb her heart, because she thought of what Father Sissen once said to her, about those outsiders who helped the ultimate purpose of the body ’s life. An elusive, indescribable, unknown monster that has existed in the depths of people ’s collective subconsciousness since when it was called, summoned into this world, and given it an entity to contribute to a conceivable and orderly end. .

It is precisely because the monster is like water, like air, is a thing without form and real sense, so it must be allowed to acquire entity. It makes sense to let it get entities, whether it is for observation or research, resistance or obedience. Conversely, in a sense, when something can be obtained without substance, it becomes intangible, so that it can be more truly recognized and touched. The doomsday truth of doomsday truth is like It's just as good as putting them on the table. It should be said that those who believe in the doomsday truth do think so. In the view of Father Sissen, it is also a foolish and narrow delusion and prejudice.

Of course, when Father Sissen described it this way, Sha only felt that he, who is also a doomsday truth follower, had some religious differences from other believers, so she would slander the other, but what she felt now Everything seems to prove that Father Sisen has no aim.

All in all, Sha has learned from her own perversion, from her own feelings, the inexplicable things she feels, which is probably the "monster in the collective subconsciousness of humanity" in the mouth of the Truth of Doomsday. What terrible actions are being carried out by the doomsday truth, and what they are trying to summon is also terrible. Even, even if it has n’t happened yet, it is already conceivable how terrible the result would be when the monster with no shape and no name could actually obtain an entity and appear in this world. No, I haven't fully imagined it. I just think that such things cannot happen.

Both the life of the body and the doomsday truth are enemies. What is more terrible is that the life of the body, which has become a huge disaster for the aborigines, is also used by the doomsday truth. Even if the life of the body is annihilated, it is not the end of everything. I am afraid it is just a switch to the deeper hell, and you have no choice.

Sha began to feel that it was the root cause of all disasters. And this accusation has no reason, because it never actually appeared in front of people, including her own, including those who told him about these things, such as Father Sisen, including those who have never confronted directly Doomsday Truth. When everyone tries to prove that this monster that exists in the collective subconscious of humans is the source of some kind of disaster, the embodiment of the end, it is a critical turning point or end point in this series of events that affects everyone. Whether it really exists or not, no concrete proof has been found. Like, what everyone thinks and feels about "it" is just a delusion of people themselves, a paranoid idea that binds people to a wrong track, and it is also a kind of The nervous hysterical emotions want to find a cathartic substitute.

Does it really exist? Sha couldn't help thinking. And her heart answered: Maybe this is not a question of whether it really exists, but people long for it to exist here, under a pathological arrogant wanton self-destructive tendency, for themselves and similar to themselves The others have constructed such a erratic illusion. Then, this illusion spread through the commonality between human beings in the deep and malicious subconsciousness of people.

Maybe, maybe ... it has always existed in people's collective subconsciousness, but it is not something that has nothing to do with humans. Just like people have created the concept of gods for themselves, this "monster in the collective subconsciousness of mankind" has been created with the wise sins and malice of those who made it.

However, thinking of this, Sha immediately extinguished her thoughts, because such an explanation does not fully support her various feelings of "it". Isn't the biggest flaw in his own form at this time? Sha doesn't think she is still a human being, so this "monster in the collective subconscious mind of human beings" should not be so attractive to herself. What's wrong with it, or you're actually "human", even if you become what you are today, it is still in a broad concept of humanity; otherwise, it is not just in the collective subconscious of humans presence.

The definition of "monster in the collective subconscious of humanity" has a huge limitation, making it impossible for people to really understand the scope of it. Even so, when Sha feels its existence, even if she is completely at a loss in theory, she cannot ignore its existence.

Sha does n’t know how to deal with such monsters. These people do n’t even know what it is, do n’t they? Fortunately, maybe you don't need to face it immediately. As long as the plan of doomsday truth is destroyed before it reveals the true form, then it may not appear. Even if it really exists, but as long as it always exists only in the collective subconscious of human beings, then there is no need to think of ways to deal with it. Sha knows that such an idea is actually naive, and the collective subconscious of human beings can not simply be regarded as Its "cage", everything that can make a huge impact from the conscious level, its influence will eventually spread to the material level.

The harsh flute sound, the illusion of various symbols that were constantly disillusioned in his mind, gradually disappeared as Sha desperately broke away from this experience like a dying illusion. The "it" she felt was like a bubble, and quickly left her feeling.

There is only one kind of conscious enlightenment reminding Sha, "It" actually did not leave, nor does it matter. "It" is always here, hidden behind every thought and feeling, always staring at all things in this world. Everything is ruthless and cold. It may not be malicious, but its existence is already the most malicious.

Sha ’s body structure is rapidly merging with this vast group of underground pipelines in the expansion and transformation of construction machinery. Many Aboriginal people and those important resources stay in her "body". She could not move, but she was sure that the enemy would come to the door by herself.

At this time, Sha was able to perceive and recognize the existence of Father Edward at this time. Of course, at this time, the foundation of a human class such as "Father Edward" has been completely adjusted and turned into an outright heterogeneous. Those abnormal organs of flesh and blood are not active, well-meaning, and reasonable things, and no one can know what happened to Father Edward, who is closely related to these things.

The mechanical limbs began to fill more things in Sha ’s body, the most important of which are two types of full-body covered power armor. Some of Sha ’s thinking is immersed in thinking about the "it", the self, the others, and the world In the other parts, in a way that ordinary people can't reach, chasing the traces of Ki and Father Sisen without Sha's help, Sha doesn't feel that the two have the opportunity to break away from those nodal areas unless they encounter force majeure. At this time, the contact is interrupted, but as long as the scope is determined, there will be a chance to find it.

The dead soldiers released by Sha swept through the boundary between the sites of the life of the body and the territory controlled by Sha like an avalanche. Through the sensory sharing device of these dead soldiers, Sha can even operate a dead soldier as her own inability to move freely. Make up. Because of the loudness of the dead soldiers, the things that were covered up and hidden were quickly attacked with these dead soldiers.

More enemies popped up, just like the enemies that were not large before were just an illusion. In Sha's perception, there were at least hundreds of body life and nearly a thousand doomsday shamans trying to wipe out the sudden The tide of dead body soldiers, of course, these large numbers of dead body soldiers, which are extremely difficult to see in the eyes of mysterious experts, even if they have gathered together, they have made quite a lot of tactical plans, and they have not been able to occupy this battle. The upper hand, not to mention letting the enemy hurt.

In addition, even though Sha has already observed so many primitive life and apocalyptic wizards from a broad perspective, she never felt that these numbers accounted for a large proportion of the enemy's total. Needless to say, judging from the information provided by Father Sisen, the disadvantages faced by our own are comprehensive. Not only from the average to individual combat capabilities, but also the absolute disadvantage in quantity.

Father Sisen had promised that he could bring several times more people than the aborigines, but he said nothing. Sha is very clear about what happened. The super weapon unique to the outsiders named "Relay" collided and instantly sank 99% of the people in the world where these outsiders were. In total, there are billions of billions of people who have lost their consciousness or become lunatics. They are completely unusable. Even with the exception of ordinary people, most of those with extremely high combat capabilities have not. Can be spared in this disaster.

So, despite the use of excellent strategies to hold down the enemy and temporarily make up for the disadvantage in terms of combat power, this gap has not really been filled. This situation is the same in the ruling area. According to Sha's statistics, the number of people who can fight on their own is dozens of times less than the number of enemies.

Before getting the help of outsiders, the number of elemental life is probably already over a thousand, and the number of shamans of the doomsday truth is said to be 20,000, which is maintained for a long time. The numbers are not the final numbers. In Father Sissen's investigation, this number is a relatively constant standard that outsiders can pay attention to, and beyond the scope that cannot be concerned, it is unclear how much the total number of wizards is.

The dead soldiers can be continuously produced, it seems likely to exceed the number of enemies, however, the enemy is not a fool, nor is it without similar technology. The production lines of dead soldiers can be destroyed, invaded, adjusted, and the advantages that oneself has temporarily can be turned into their advantages at any time under the extraordinary technical ability of the body life.

So ... in this special form today, Sha feels that she has a very important advantage: she will be able to transfer those production lines to the body, or rely on existing templates to re-build a new production line in the body. This immature, vast territory, and constantly becoming vast, gradually eroding the body of the ruling area, is the largest base and the strongest barrier. (To be continued ...)

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