Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I have never seen such a huge white Claudia before. Its appearance reminds me of what Dr. Ruan Li described in the bedside night story. I do n’t know if she has actually seen it or it is just an imagination. The white Claudia that represents the "source of the end" of this repeater world. ● ⌒, it ’s such a romantic description that a child named Bonny stepped on the Milky Way railway train and drove to the abyss of the universe, accompanied by his only ubiquitous, but untouchable starlight. A field of flowers, only three days and three nights later, let him see the white flower in the center of the field, which is almost a planet.

I still remember that Dr. Ruan Li had a serene and complicated expression, telling me this, it was like a fantasy to me: "White Claudia's root system is inserted into the star core, but, No one can destroy it by destroying its material state, because its existence is a kind of super-dimensional cognition. Any external observer's observation will be limited by his own existence limit and observation ability limit, and cannot be observed. To its complete appearance. Yes ... Bonnie stood up in surprise. He looked at the white flower as huge as a planet. He could n’t say anything. He could n’t think of anything. When he was awake, he Suddenly I knew what, the huge white Claudia I saw was not an illusion or an illusion, but it was definitely not all. The truth of this white flower is not a flower, but what is it, No one told Bonny. The Galaxy train was flying, and Bonny reluctantly bid farewell to White Claudia. He saw that there was someone on the planet that was rooted by White Claudia. He waved farewell to him, so he waved his hand. "

This is the story of Dr. Ruan Li. In this story, White Claudia does not appear as a clearly identifiable "destroyer". It just exists there, standing alone, there, Then was appreciated by a boy full of innocence. bid farewell. In this story, neither the train, the flower, nor the boy did more. The story is full of the beauty of meeting and the sadness of parting. But like most fairy tales, the facts behind the fiction are always cruel, telling the meaning of fairy tales, and it was not originally for people to enjoy innocence and beauty. It is to make children afraid, let them be wary of things that are not good for themselves, but with beautiful skins, so that they have a certain degree of insight and judgment without contacting the outside world.

I was like that child, even if I knew the true face of White Claudia from the beginning, but Dr. Ruan Li did not think so.

Today, I have traversed the world of ideology. From the Coconut's ideology of Si Tian Yuan. Coming to this, I do n’t know where it is, maybe it ’s You Jiang ’s ideology. What I have seen is a scene very similar to the fantasy that Tan Ruan said. Of course it is beautiful here, but it is also cruel and dangerous. Those cruel, terrible and dangerous things are not understated or hidden like fairy tales, but are present in every detail I can see.

Just those corpses that make people inevitably have intensive phobias are enough to make people realize that the cruel scene behind these beautiful white flowers appears in the ideological world, maybe not completely true, but A certain angle. Reflected the truth. I always think so.

But is this the ideology of You Jiang or the ideology of Dr. Ruan Li? Or, this is actually what Dr. Ruan Li said is the "white Claudia spiritual network with a multitude of ideologies."

Although I can't figure out where I am. However, I still believe the wreckage of the coconut palm in Sitianyuan, and the "it" in the dark will never make a mistake. Under normal circumstances, Youjiang is an insurmountable existence in the material world. But in this ideological world, we still have a silver lining to hope that even a huge and powerful mysterious organization such as a cyber ball. With the support of Xie Se and Dorothy, and with the reputation of being the world ’s first prophet and the strongest prophet, Ms. Mayn, she finally made a plan, also on such a battlefield.

As a crow, I fly in this endless sea of ​​flowers. I still have my ego, but the earlier body has already been eaten away by something in the darkness of consciousness in the wreckage of the coconut palm of the Four Heavens. I don't know if I "escape" in this way, will it affect the plan of Si Tian Yuan Jia coconut. The "it" in the dark has repeatedly stated that "we must be together" in order to become one of the personalities of the ultimate weapon after being fully integrated with Youjiang, so that she can gain "humanity". But in fact, this approach is very familiar to me, because, excluding the details, the development of this situation is not very similar to the conjecture situation in the hospital, "Jinjiang has become part of the virus". ?

The existence of "Jiang" was originally based on the premise that "Jianjiang became part of a virus, but his personality had affected the virus." This is also the reason why Xie Se and Dorothy did not recognize me, nor did they recognize "Jiang". Because, such a big premise, there is not enough evidence at all, and it is more like a guess full of sensibility. After all, in the reality of the hospital, no matter how beautiful Zhenjiang is, until she was infected with the virus and died, it was just a normal human being everywhere.

When Zhen Jiang was recognized as a "human being", as a person, a girl, whether as a normal person or as a patient with doomsday syndrome, was not the original one, and there was no objective evidence that she was In particular, all the special things about her are just speculations afterwards, and they are far-fetched incidents. Moreover, these special cognitions are only done by me, and they only exist in my mind. No, it should be said that there is only "Kao Chuan" 's cognition. As a rational person, I admit that there is nothing wrong with this idea, or that it would be normal to think so.

Except for "Gaochuan", no one knows "Jiang". Even if a small person learns the existence of "Jiang" from my mouth, he knows the reason of his name by tapping and flanking, trying to understand it and the dead Zhenjiang In the end, the relationship will only be the same as that of Selass and Dorothy, thinking that "Jiang" only exists in my fantasy.

Apart from me, no one recognized "Jiang" in their eyes. "Jiang" is equivalent to "virus".

This is normal. It is normal that I can understand.

Although I think their thoughts are normal, it is not normal for them to understand them without making any changes. Irregular. It's just me.

Even so, I think this is good, if they are right, this is the fact. Well, I don't intend to correct myself. Because, under normal circumstances, the end is bound to come, and the patients with the end-of-life syndrome must die miserably, but I love them and do not want them to die in despair, madness, and pain, so there must be abnormal conditions. I feel that I am not normal. It is for this reason that it exists in this world.

My plan, which is not recognized by the color system and Dorothy, probably will not be recognized by others, but in fact there is probably no one who can fully understand the plan, which can only be executed by me. It is only me, who is abnormal, who deeply believes in the existence of "Jiang" and loves it, can do it. In this plan, the most decisive part is that there is no such abnormal but strong enough will.

This plan may be related to "science". It may have a closer connection with "mystery", but in the end, it is only related to "thinking". It is only related to "emotion" and will be reflected in a "philosophical" way. The existing science of mankind, the mystery that he can master, are full of limitations. To give an example: human science cannot understand the vastness and depth of the universe, and the mystery in the illusion of doomsday. Nor did it allow the mysterious expert to break through the limits of the existence range of "Doom Fantasy".

However, thinking, emotions and philosophy are different. These things can make people plug in the wings of imagination and try to touch the meaning behind the existence of things with a scrutiny. It transcends the limitations of materiality, and reaches the end of the spirit. It can disregard dimensions and allow a person to explore unlimited possibilities in a limited life. It is a tool, a motivation, and for me, it is a road.

I exist here today to execute such a plan. You Jiang is my first attempt, and everything in front of me, although full of bizarre and grotesque, is difficult to understand, but it does not prevent me from realizing that this is my plan and has entered a critical stage. The success of my plan will be verified in the results of this battle.

Although I have a hard time figuring out the reason why I become a quark, I do n’t know what kind of process this is, and it ’s not clear that I became a quark, which will cause the action of the coconut wreckage of Sitianyuan. What kind of influence. However, it does not matter. I said to myself, it does not matter, everything is still on the track of the plan.

I ’m not dead, I ’m still observing, and the plan of the four-day courtyard ’s coconut palm is still being carried out. Dr. Ruan Li ’s efforts have not been in vain, and You Jiang has not suddenly disappeared. These conditions I can recognize, only for me , Can be described as a smooth plan.

The huge white Claudia is not gradually enlarged in the field of vision, and does not follow the relationship between the distance and the size of the sight. It appears suddenly. When it appears, it is already so huge. However, it really reaches what it envelopes. The range is also after I continued flying for about several minutes. When I lowered the height, I still didn't see the shadow of other outsiders. No matter whether it was Gaya Coconut, Saya, or Blackwater, all the guys who might be here didn't show up, and you couldn't see Youjiang. In addition to the flowers, it is the corpse, and this crow with me.

When I think so, I suddenly heard the whistle, woo woo

The sound of the whistle seemed to come from the distant sky, and every three sounds stopped for a while, then there were three sounds, and then, the sound of rumbling like a train was also heard. I subconsciously looked higher and farther away in the sky where I was flying. I saw that like a fairy tale, countless white petals were gathered together by the wind to form a long track, and that only existed in the story before the bed. The railway train, as if coming from an ancient age, as if coming from the universe, as if coming from a dream. There is a huge chimney standing at the front of the car, which is continuously sprayed with white smoke. Although the wheels are flipped on the track where the petals gather, the white smoke from the chimney condenses under the window, as if the body is held in white. In the clouds of smoke.

"Bonnie." I couldn't help murmuring, thinking of the little boy's protagonist in the story of the night of the Galaxy Railway as mentioned by Dr. Ruan Li, but the crow cries in my mouth. I suddenly wanted to see ~ www.readwn.com ~ Is the boy named Bonnie in the train, looking at this huge white Claudia through the glass, and sitting in the train, outward When observing everything here, will it be as the story says, this place is "a galaxy covered with white flowers, a huge white Claudia, rooted on a planet." And, can see To these corpses that were as endless as White Claudia.

The orbits of petals are constantly spreading in the sky, meandering and twisting. Although there are no obstacles, they do not extend straight away in a straight line. I tried to fly up, but apparently looking at a close distance, it seemed that I couldn't fly anyway. I gave up, just gliding in the air, chasing the track route, watching this fairy-tale scene continue.

The train turned around and turned closer, and I vaguely saw that there were many people behind the window glass, but I couldn't see who they were and what they were doing. This train is so long, even at this time, the tail end still does not appear. Suddenly, a figure in the carriage pulled up the window and leaned out of the window.

I was not surprised in a flash, because that figure turned out to be Dr. Ruan Li, who lost his message on the peninsula and took his own medicine into the black water several times in illusion. She appeared, right here, right there At this time, in such a fairytale dream train. (To be continued.) Mobile phone users please visit the mobile phone URL