Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

You Jiang is again in front of me, just like the previous few times, on a straight line inevitably colliding. This is under the mysterious premise, as long as it is in the state of rapid sweeping, it cannot be offset from this track. [Sogou, 360, soso 搜 典 | 典 | novels free download novels] Even so, I still think that this time and the previous few times must be different. I have encountered the same situation before. For me, I am so incapable of doing things. It ’s just a matter of time. It ’s just a matter of time. It ’s just a matter of danger. Situations to avoid. However, the difference between this time and the past few times is that I was driven by the power of rushing, and Mercedes-Benz was my choice on this inevitable trajectory.

I chose this way to complete the final battle, and it is the result I obtained after repeated thinking-whether the result is correct or not is very important, but before the result comes out, the process is also very important.

I have thought, why did You Jiang give me his arm just to verify something she thought? Or, what else does it mean under the words she told me? Although there are many possibilities, but since the other party is defined as a "monster" and is on a hostile standpoint, it is extremely inappropriate for me to consider such behavior as potentially good intentions. When dealing with people, the ideas expressed in the other party's language and actions can sometimes be very complicated, and sometimes under the malicious surface, it does contain some kind thoughts.

However, as the "monster" himself said, it is ridiculous to speculate on the "monster" from a human perspective and ideas. Similarly, raising the complexity of humans to the complexity of monsters, although it is a human way of thinking, but the answer obtained by this way of thinking will only be an answer full of human nature, not face The "correct" answer for monsters. It is precisely because of the complexity of human nature in this process of thinking. What about the simplicity of human nature? Perhaps in simple things, there must be a commonality between humans and monsters, I think so. because. In this battlefield where the person and the monster are present at the same time and can be observed by the other party, they can default to the fact that both parties are in the same system and the same living environment, and there is no commonality at all. It should not exist.

Human thinking will inevitably start from the perspective of human nature. In other words, human nature determines how people think, and determines the outline and scope of human thinking. It is a model. How big is it and what it looks like determines it. What is the scope of human thinking, what kind of trend. Suppose that people and monsters must be out of tune. There are certain commonalities, but this commonality is not considered to be established from the perspective of "complexity", so it can only be conceived from the perspective of "simple".

What You Jiang said before, "I who can observe her can no longer be regarded as human, but just think of her as human, so she is observed as a self-considered person", in fact, I do n’t really care, because it is so complicated In a magnificent adventure, in the race of life and death, in the endless darkness, madness, terror and despair. Although I still keep thinking about whether I am a human or a monster, whether a normal person or a mental patient, I have always struggled to find a correct answer, but in fact. I don't care too much about the answer anymore. I was eager to find this answer in the past, but in the process of thinking, I felt "a life without an answer".

In this world, there really exists a life journey that "does not have an affirmative, exact, absolute answer". Being on this journey, you can see questions everywhere. When you try to answer, you will find something that seems simple, more complicated and changeable than you know, your knowledge is far from enough, your own My brain power is far from enough, my own vision is far from enough, these deficiencies are objective, and I am absolutely irreparable. So, everything happened on my body and my side was like a bunch of mysteries and messes. Although holding a line, I thought I could find the end of this line, but I found that this end is located in a deep Deep, no matter how hard you try, you cannot reach the darkness, and you seem to see its outline, but you are not sure, that is what it really looks like.

Such a journey of life-no, or, when you feel that your life is such a situation, what kind of emotions will be generated? I think it's a good choice not to investigate. However, if you ca n’t do it yourself, it is driven by an instinct, emotion, sentiment, reason, or some other thing that you think is meaningful, and some reasons that you think you ca n’t give up. Knowing that there will never be an absolutely sure and correct result that you want, what kind of mood will it be?

I know this mood, I chose how to face it. People will say that the result is important, but do n’t forget the process, and in some cases, the process is also very important, and many famous sentences have been born from it, but, just knowing these sentences, these philosophies, these by words The constructed sentence is completely meaningless. It is impossible to regard it as a part of oneself, to accept and implement it, and the meaning expressed in all the words and sentences will not become the true meaning beneficial to oneself.

What I really learned and gained in this journey that seems short but incomparably long, and I still can't see the end point, is what the old talked about.

Because my thinking does not have an absolutely correct result, maybe it does, but it will not appear in front of me, so it is very important to get used to and accept the "process of thinking". Maybe I am a human, maybe I am a monster, maybe I am normal, but the world I live in is not very suitable for me, maybe I am a mental patient, everything is my conjecture, but all this is "after thinking It is possible to draw conclusions "rather than the results already in front of me. Since my thinking is fruitless, these conclusions are not true. Since the truth will never appear in front of me, then it is just the same thing.

In contrast, in the process, those that will definitely produce results, and those that are about to produce or already produced, are clearly catchable.

So, for some reason, this monster in Youjiang communicates with me. And when doing all kinds of seemingly unbelievable behaviors, I regard them as the results, and examine these results with a simple vision of "may have commonality with monsters". So, came to such a judgment-all her actions. It's "malicious" when placed on me.

There is no such thing as thinking about me, or using a malicious mask to cover up goodwill, but pure and simple. Clear malicious, this malicious is aimed at me, but it is not that she is a wicked person, but that this is her way of being. The malicious to me is, for her, just "let it go" "," Taken for granted "," naturally "the correct behavior. It's like a "virus" destroying the human body and making people sick, just because it will cause this kind of bad situation for people. Therefore, people use the word "virus" to describe it.

I think Youjiang is such a thing. It's not good or bad, but for me, it must be malicious.

Malicious behavior will not result in good intentions. You Jiang's right hand is indeed full of power. I have already experienced it myself. I seem to be able to control it and make it my own power. If you trust your instincts, then just use this power. Sensual and intuitive. Instinctive judgments have always relied on me in the past, and I have never missed them, and I have always insisted that I am a sentient being. However, only this time. The decision I made is the opposite of intuition, and feeling, and sensibility, and instinct-something malicious does not bring good results, because this is very important, because this is a simple, simple, rational logic, so , I have to repeat it once, I do n’t rationally think that the right hand transplanted to me seems to be so compatible with “Jiang”, and it makes me feel that the right hand that is “not too bad” is really like such a good thing The key to winning.

Compared with it, I have more complex reasons and complex emotions, and the trust that exists in these reasons and emotions.

It is precisely because of that trust, that emotion, and those reasons that I insisted to the present, so I used my right hand. It has nothing to do with how strong this right hand is, and it has nothing to do with how it fits with Jiang. It has nothing to do with me. The intuition, sensibility, and instinct that it is the key to victory have nothing to do.

As a result, I was awake a lot. The thoughts that were surging in my mind like a torrent rushed in a direction that was completely out of my control, but I still felt a lot fresher, because, I remembered again, as if I had been silent for a long time in my thoughts Misaki and Bajing reminded them of Dr. Ruan Li who seemed to have already fought and left the battlefield in his own way.

Yes, Dr. Ruan Li.

The reason why I chose this right hand as the breakthrough point for victory was not because of the right hand itself, not because of the relationship between "Jiang" and Youjiang, but precisely because, I believe in Dr. Ruan Li, and believe that her battle has not ended. Just like every time she tried to heal when I was sick, it was like fighting in her own way when facing the end of the day. This time, before the truly decisive result arrives, when I face the point of life and death, she will definitely exist somewhere, no, it should be said that she will show her existence in her own unique way- Whether or not she is dead.

I trust Dr. Ruan Li so much, so it does n’t matter if the right hand transplant is purely malicious in my judgment. On the contrary, it is because it is malicious and does not bring good results. This is Dr. Ruan Li The "appearing" primer.

I was like a moth that threw a fire. I knew it was a trap and jumped in, but it was the most decisive and sensible action I felt. I undoubtedly, on this straight track that will inevitably collide, you are facing your right hand towards Youjiang, who is approaching sharply.

In other people ’s observations, how fast did I and Youjiang collide? One thousandth of a second? Ten thousandths of a second? One hundred thousandth of a second? In my eyes, even in the state of rapid sweep, I can't just observe the movement of You Jiang as slow motion as before. Because my movements are also in a slow speed close to You Jiang in my observations-just like I have an eye that can be observed from a third-party perspective, the last moment when I collide with You Jiang, The series of behaviors are all clear.

You Jiang's left hand and my right hand slide towards each other along the same motion track. Although I get on the line faster, I still can't hit her body before she raised her hand. My right hand has been straightened, and her left hand is still elbowed, at an angle that cannot be fully exerted on the human body structure ~ www.readwn.com ~ However, You Jiang does not depend on her human form. Under the appearance of this humanoid figure, there may be no normal human body. So, when she actually grabbed my fist, I didn't feel that I could go further.

As a result, the fourth-level Mageweave was created, and the sharp blades placed on the handguards bounced out and shot straight away at this extremely close distance. You Jiang did not resist, or rather, did not need to resist. These curved or straight blades penetrated her body between Xu Shi and even hit her forehead, and they were firmly embedded above.

You Jiang didn't die, but she didn't resist. It also meant that there was something more important to her-this humanoid figure that was inserted into her body by a blade, twisted in my field of vision, and turned into another humanoid figure, But obviously it is definitely not human. I can't describe what it looks like. Although I saw it, the words are difficult to describe. In short, the outline will definitely not be mistaken for humans. Its entire body is so dark, not flesh and blood, or other matter, but the dark itself, a phenomenon in which a certain force is observed. It seems to be the most mysterious and enchanting in this cosmic background. It is also puzzling, and the existence of unidentified orthodoxy, that is, "mystery" itself, even so, it is just incomprehensible, unclear, not illusory.

The blade inserted into it was swallowed by his body before the new round of shooting began. (To be continued.)