Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Dr. Ruan Li did not report the fact that he was also infected. In most cases, the condition of the doomsday syndrome starts from the mental level, and the reaction to the physical discomfort is also characterized by ordinary diseases, which is easy to be misjudged. However, in this hospital specializing in the study of doomsday syndrome, if you want to be confused, you must take measures from the beginning and face the subsequent development with an attitude that does not have a chance.

It is only a matter of time for his morbid exposure. However, due to some complicated ideas, Dr. Ruan Li used his power to separately equip himself with the latest inhibitors, and under the drive of a strong emotion, he also listed himself as infected. Experimental Observation Objects-For Dr. Ruan Li, his mobility comes from such a sensibility, which is really a very fresh experience. Before that, she always thought that she was a very rational psychologist.

There are many factors that make my own emotions boil and emotional agitation. At first, Dr. Ruan Li analyzed them one by one, but later, he no longer cares.

Compared with your mental state, there are more tasks that must be done, the responsibilities that must be shouldered, the pressure that must be faced, squeezing every minute and every second of yourself.

Dr. Ruan Li knows that his research is not the most critical part of the hospital ’s overall research plan, but it also has a pivotal position. If it is said that its own results can save the world, it is probably a false statement. However, if the results obtained by yourself and other research can save the world, it is theoretically established.

In this world, at this moment, most people do not understand what kind of precarious situation they are in. The survival of the entire race is in the hands of an unobservable "virus". What a disturbing reality is this.

The "virus" is active and the infection is expanding, making people feel that the end is imminent. This is the most real feeling of Dr. Ruan Li. She studied day and night, racking her brains, inferring, and imagining. Go to the experiment to prove your unexpected thoughts, get to the bottom of the incredible phenomena, and check the existing experimental plan materials for ready-made answers and tips.

Even so. She also didn't think that her achievements would have any obvious positive effect on the current situation.

Dr. Ruan Li is very distressed, but with these pressures and distresses, and the endless syndrome-like pains of all the time. However, between every time she slept, woke up, and accompanied by half-waking up, she felt that her thinking was becoming clearer and clearer. Although I can't hear it, this sound seems to be myself and something else. It always activates the unused part of your brain.

Dr. Ruan Li has reviewed the data recording her research status more than once. She is quite convinced that her body is rapidly deteriorating, but the research status is on a strange rising curve.

"It's like ... There are two people working together." Dr. Ruan Li touched his forehead in distress. How could this be possible? Is it because of being infected with a "virus" that my personality has also split? There are still dreams, although they are not clear, but I have been studying in my dreams. Have been studying, have been studying ...

All theories that could not be figured out in the past, and the inspirations that have never been generated, are due to the thoughts of the day. So completed in the "dream"? Dr. Ruan Li thinks this idea is ridiculous. However, when she thinks about the patients with severe doomsday syndrome that she sees daily, and the color center that monitors the changes of the doomsday phantom data and the flow in the special pipeline, she is a little uncertain ——Maybe, when dreaming. In fact, it is when a new but not obvious new personality is connected to the illusion of doomsday?

In the past, researchers have not been able to understand exactly what the relationship between patients with Doomsday Syndrome and Doomsday Illusion is. Although it can be determined that under the state, personality is still active, and like division and reproduction, increase and disappearance occur simultaneously. And imagine that in this pure floating personality state, activities are based on the information illusion of the illusion of the end. However, it is impossible to directly observe the illusion of doomsday, nor to experience that feeling for yourself. Therefore, most of the theory is based on assumptions and data calculations.

Even for patients with Doomsday Syndrome, it is difficult to determine when they are connected to Doomsday Illusion. Moreover, some researchers believe that the various personality splits and hallucinations produced by patients with doomsday syndrome are all based on the information of doomsday illusions. This assumption is also sufficient to explain why most patients with doomsday syndrome become more serious. , The more they fall into hallucinations, pauses, and collapses into themselves, and ultimately act completely in the status of a floating personality, only based on the information illusion of the illusion of the end, but are indifferent to the information stimulus of the real physical world they are in.

"Is it because the level of receiving information and feedback information has completely shifted from the real material world? Whether it is personal or physical." Dr. Ruan Li couldn't help thinking: "The body is becoming more and more in the process of collapse Not sensitive to external information. The new personality created by the split personality is connected to the end of the illusion from the beginning, and it grew up under the stimulus of the information of the end of the illusion. The activity of the new personality is indeed difficult to be noticed by the host personality at the beginning of birth. Then, the speed of the split of the multi-personality, and the speed of the growth of the personality ... is because the end of the illusion as a comprehensive connected state of mental activity , Too active relationship? "

Dr. Ruan Li thought about it, and came to the operation panel unconsciously. Suddenly, a piercing alarm sounded in his ear, and she suddenly woke her up. Before she woke up and looked up at the screen, there was already a gurgling sound. This sound can clearly identify which experimental device it came from, but what makes her hard to believe is that the device should be sealed. After being separated from the outside world, there is a vacuum as an insulating layer, which is normally connected No sound can be heard.

Is that device working all the time? Dr. Ruan Li's thinking jumped a bit, and he couldn't help thinking about it again. Then, suddenly waking up again, quickly transferred the real-time video of the device. I saw that the place where the human body was originally placed on the screen has completely lost the traces of those shells, leaving only a mass of yellow liquid moving violently.

"Gao Chuan ..." Dr. Ruan Li almost forgot what he wanted to think about, just staring closely at the changes that appeared on the screen.

All of the installations in that installation are so-called "Gaochuan Replicas", specially designed by her deceased tutor to complete the experiment of "The Deepest Night". The purpose of this experiment was originally to activate the inactive factors in the "Gaochuan Replicas". In order to find the part that can be adapted to this erosion after being eroded by the "virus"-"If you are lucky, you can find some samples of antibodies." The mentor expected this in the plan.

After the death of the tutor, this plan was taken over by Dr. Ruan Li. Although he added his own ideas, the plan remained largely unchanged. However, although the collapse of Gaochuan's replica was within the expected situation, it has always remained calm. Just like the quiet lake water, such a violent internal movement phenomenon occurred on its own. So what happened?

Is it Gaochuan? Each Gaochuan replica is a patient with other doomsday syndrome, but it is implanted with Gaochuan's factor. If they will produce some unexpected changes, the first thing to consider is indeed the part of "Gaochuan". Thinking about this, Dr. Ruan Li has subconsciously opened the Gaochuan data records from the past to the present, and automatically observed the data observed under the vigorous exercise at this time.

on the screen. Intuitive graphs composed of complex data creep like amoeba, giving a very strong feeling that they are trying to find the coincidence point.

"It's ridiculous ... such a stable structure is reversing?" Dr. Ruan Li's eyes widened: "Gao Chuan's body is rebuilding !?"

She couldn't be more clear. In this hospital, all familiar people knew that the patient who became a person was only physically dead, but her personality activities were still going on, that is, although there was no brain. However, on the conscious level alone, these patients are still alive unless they lose their original color. It becomes a colorless pool of water, and this kind of consciousness will completely lose the support of the foundation of material existence and completely disappear.

The same goes for Gao Chuan. Gao Chuan's personality didn't die, and even Gao Chuan's personality was splitting and multiplying like other patients with doomsday syndrome.

If, the structure is reversed. If you reconstruct Gao Chuan's body——

"Gaochuan will be resurrected? Through Gaochuan replica?" Dr. Ruan Li could not help wiping the sweat on her forehead. She only felt that her forehead was getting hotter. "No, the factor and microstructure of ordinary people cannot be so large. Most of the factors of Gaochuan replicas are still the original factors of patients. However, Gaochuan is special and has a completely different adaptability to 'viruses' than other patients, and it has been undergoing drug modulation. The factor changes, and is assimilated into an extremely aggressive factor. If the plan is activated by the deep night, then that part of the factor ... "

What constitutes Gaochuan's new body is not the "human" factor, but a more powerful new factor. Therefore, even if Gao Chuan is resurrected, it is no longer theoretically "human", but more likely to be a temporary new humanoid life.

No, wait, first stimulate the spirit, and then through the vigorous activities at the spiritual level, reversely affect the biological physiological state, and carry out two-way improvement. this is……?

Dr. Ruan Li thought of that name: Humans completed the plan.

Gao Chuan was originally the direct implementation target of human completion of the plan, and was regarded as a failure because of his physical death. However, that seemingly irreversible failure will become an opportunity for the success of the plan?

No, wait, look again.

Dr. Ruan Li finally calmed down. She thought about it and picked up the phone line of Dr. Ander's line.

*

The succession of the story, and the impact of the contact between Dr. Ande and Dr. Ruan Li, on the study of the human completion plan, did not continue in the diary. When I closed my diary, I was still guessing the ending of this story. In fact, I do n’t remember when I wrote these things in my diary, and, if I think of them as just making up stories, it ’s actually a bit off the purpose of my original diary. I thought about writing my adventures into novels long ago, but in terms of content, I prefer to restore most of my experiences and experiences and record my thoughts at the time, rather than storytelling. . The method of describing the stories of others from a third-person perspective is somewhat repulsive, because I cannot accurately observe and restore the experiences of those people.

But what if the content is not just a fabricated story? Perhaps, when I was unable to observe the "hospital reality" from a conscious subjective perspective, there was still such a power, a certain kind of existence that was pinned to the depths of my own existence, for example, "Jiang" observed these Do not know "things? If the "I" who writes these contents is not me who can self-know at this time?

Is there any way to prove that these "stories I don't know" have actually happened and are happening?

Should we really treat this part of the story as "what happened"?

For these questions ~ www.readwn.com ~ I do not have an accurate view at all.

Even, I have a strange and grotesque feeling about this diary with many stories that I do n’t know. Its existence seems to be telling me that I do n’t understand myself-I do n’t understand myself, it is a natural answer for most people, but their lack of understanding is not what I feel at this time. Understand, there are some essential differences that I can't tell myself.

Simply looking at the story, analyzing the "me" as one of the characters through the plot of the story, and being a storyteller from time to time, is actually full of artistic processing-however, change the concept and assume that this "me" is not art The processed character, but the one I do n’t know, will give me a very strong sense of thrill, and I ca n’t help but feel a sense of “I have reached this level of strangeness to myself”.

From the past behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in this world and the actual behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital in the story, the two have formed a connection in a deep way. This connection has also been confirmed by me in the past, but Most of them are confirmed by the way that "Dr. Ruan Li in the world of repeaters is the projection of Dr. Ruan Li in the reality of the hospital". Also, from this projection assumption, Dr. Ruan Li, who had imagined the reality of the hospital, was also infected with the doomsday syndrome (to be continued.)