Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

It's unbelievable. The people around me who seem to be normal are mentally ill, and the "resort" I am in is a hospital facility in a mental hospital. ∷Four: Five: Five: Zhong: Wen ￠ ￡, and in Dr. Ruan Li ’s observation, I lost three days of memory. I am not doubting Dr. Ruan Li, but, there is no real sense. If I really lost my memory, what did I do in these three days? No, it should be said that before this "I" consciousness was not sober, what kind of behavior did the "Gaochuan" of this body under the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li? I guess it must be something that makes them feel that my condition has become serious.

In any case, the current Dr. Ruan Li did not ask me to review the action records of that period. I asked about the situation of fitness coaches and others, and I only got the answer that "they and other experts are still conducting seminar activities normally," but the meaning between the lines in the words, I can hear that it has been determined that they have also been seen to a certain extent. As a "mental patient". The seminar was very certain that everything we encountered at that time was proved by the white Claudia. If you look at it from the perspective of "mystery", you will see the existence of white Claudia, and "jiang", " "Virus" is not wrong. It's just that the seminar didn't recognize all this from such a far-reaching perspective, but simply connected "white Claudia" with "illusion".

Under the influence of white Claudia, so some experts saw "illusion", and this "illusion" will continue to deepen with time, although it will not affect their lives in a short time, but this hazard Latently, it will one day erupt, and eventually cause extremely bad results for yourself and others. They live in "illusions". This "illusion" is an "illusion" that is generated based on the immediate situation of reality, and at the same time, it will also interact with the "illusion" of others. Those who are not affected by Claudia cannot accurately know that they are all What kind of "illusion" is produced in an instant. therefore. It is necessary to use the psychedelic "paradise" created by "White Claudia".

In the current situation, although it is possible to describe the world in patients' brains through conversation, it is not intuitive enough to compare with the personal experience, nor can it measure the magnitude of the harm, or even the degree of this "illusion". To estimate the way and pace of the end of the world. For Dr. Ruan Li and others. The only thing now confirmed is that the illusion caused by "White Claudia" is a precursor to the end of the day, and it is also a foreshadowing and expression.

If it is stricter, it might not be necessary to say the word "end of the world", because the whole world collapsed from the material and non-physical level, and the situation of "all human beings died". It's not the same thing, and "the end of the world" is said. Not from the population such as Dr. Ruan Li, but from the formulas of physicists and mathematicians, a tendency derived.

Even so, even if the "end of the world" is not the end of the world, but only the end of humanity, the influence brought by white Claudia. It is worth paying attention to.

Nowadays, the differences within the Doomsday Truth Church have not yet fully exploded, precisely because, whether it is derived by mathematicians or physicists, the existence of white Claudia is the cause. The "end of the world" tendency that has emerged is still derived by Dr. Ruan Li and other people. The white Claudia is the main reason, and the unfolding of the "end of humanity" has caused a huge threat to humanity.

To a rational level, the end of humanity is certainly not worth mentioning compared to the end of the world. However, to the extent of sensibility, human doomsday far exceeds the end of the world.

No matter what kind of cognition, it is based on the cognition that "the end of the process has begun, and it is difficult for humans to avoid".

Therefore, even if they do not recognize each other's cognition, there is already a lot of conflict between the doomsday theory derived from mathematical formulas and physical models and the doomsday theory centered on the "white Crowdy illusion". On the way of the world, the only resource on which argument should be inclined, there are also many disputes.

But as far as the current general situation is concerned, cooperation between the two sides is still necessary.

Recognizing this, even if the previous events were really mixed with contradictions within the Truth of Doomsday, Dr. Ruan Li and others would remain silent.

I think I can understand that for Dr. Ruan Li and others, no matter how the situation changes, first of all, to study the "paradise" that has a huge role in his theory is the core task. In contrast, the means are not important, and concessions are acceptable in some respects. And everyone who comes to participate in the seminar will inevitably be affected by this action plan.

Although when the event happened, the seminar would be unresponsive, or that their energy should not be just what they felt at the scene, but afterwards, when talking with Dr. Ruan Li, she could get rid of her obscure In the attitudes and hints, I was aware of the seminar ’s choice when controlling the overall situation.

Everything they do, whether good or bad for the victims, is just to complete the "paradise", and then based on the "paradise" to promote their own salvation plan, nothing more.

Cold and cruel, but unless there is an effective method, they will only do what they want.

Because, at this time, the criterion for judging "success or failure" does not exist before the real "success or failure" comes.

In the past, those so-called saving the world and saving mankind, but it seems an exaggerated statement, in fact, the end of the world and the end of humanity do not exist, and in the process of so-called "save", people do And the people who did those things are nothing more than replaceable, irrelevant screws.

It is the first time humanity has ever faced an “end of the world” to save the world.

Because it was the first time, everyone did n’t know how to do it right, but acted only on their own ideas.

Am I the same? Not only me, but all Gaochuan and Gaochuan's friends can only rely on their own judgment and act according to their own ideas.

Me like this. There is no position to condemn Dr. Ruan Li and others.

"Mom?" I said.

"What? Achuan." Dr. Ruan Li's tone softened.

"If I don't know if I am correct ..." I didn't finish the sentence.

"Then firmly believe that you are right. If not, you don't even have the courage to act." Dr. Ruan Li said, just like I thought, she just asked strangely: "Why at this time. I also asked such words What? In your diary, in the adventures you thought you experienced firsthand, have n’t you always implemented this idea? Now do you think you have done it wrong? Achuan. "

"No, just ..." I paused and said to her, "Just want an encouragement, some recognition."

Dr. Ruan Li was silent for a moment, and a soft voice came from the receiver: "Whether it is reality or illusion. Work hard and believe in yourself. Achuan, you must believe that hope is in your hands, whether it is or not. It's in your hands. "

"... Got it, mother." I answered so happily, tears slipped down quietly.

Some heavy dirt in my heart seemed to be washed away by these tears.

I hung up the phone. I was originally worried about fitness coaches and others, but from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li. Although they are suspected and made a bad judgment, they will not be in danger for a while. Most other experts are also in this situation, and they probably do not know it themselves, and they cannot grasp their future destiny, but before that decisive moment comes. They also have choices and hopes-as long as the seminar has not started, hopes exist.

I do n’t know if I can help them later, but one thing is certain. Even in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the attack in District 51 is just an illusion, but if I did not stay at that time, there will definitely be more people who died in that attack-Dr. Ruan Li Several experts have determined the deaths there, and their cause of death was due to hallucinations, which caused physiological abnormalities. As far as the result of "death" is concerned, does it really make a weird attack?

The observation of the same mysterious event is different between me and Dr. Ruan Li, but, to a considerable extent, the results are kept in sync.

From this perspective, I think I made a correct judgment at the time of the incident.

As for the end of the incident, I was inexplicably a patient who lost "three days of memory."

I can talk clearly now, and there is no lack of joy in the calmness of Dr. Ruan Li.

So, what now?

Although in the observation by Dr. Ruan Li, I was just recovering from some normal mental patients, for me, I have always been in this mental state, and there has been no change.

I ca n’t remember who was encountered, what happened during the three days I was sent to the mental hospital, and why I returned to the nature reserve facility.

In my own feeling, I have just dealt with a mysterious event. However, the situation that I have to face has indeed undergone many changes.

For example, I now have to deal with a group of mental patients, even if I haven't found out where they are, they have psychological and mental problems. However, the gang of neighbors is indeed a little weird, not to say their behavior, but just a feeling.

"Hey, little boy." The boy lying on the couch over there was being driven into the bathroom by the girl who had just taken a shower, so he asked me, "Do you want to be together?"

I refused in good faith. One of the boys looked sad.

Suddenly, they took off a flashlight in the living room and made the two girls laugh and scold for a while. I just watched calmly, and didn't say to the two girls who were going to talk to me until the boys left, "Do you know where this is?"

The two girls immediately stared at me with weird eyes, as if I said something stupid.

"Isn't this a resort?" The shorter girl said, "Did your parents not tell you?" I looked closely at their expressions and thought they really thought so, but obviously, their cognition, and Ruan Dr. Li's news is very different. And I think this is not because of their "mental abnormality", but it is indeed a naive idea to look at the situation around them.

"You came from outside?" I asked again.

The girl frowned and said, "Aren't you?"

The girl next to him spoke in a low voice. But there is no effect of concealment: "Like them, are they locals?"

"Don't he say it before, did he follow the family to participate in any psychology seminar?" The shorter girl said at the same volume.

However, they revealed very important information.

"The three ..." I glanced at the direction of the bathroom and said to the two female college students: "Is this a local? Are you invited by them?"

The taller and fuller girl looked at me cunningly and deeply, and whispered with her female companion: "Have you heard? It seems quite innocent. Still a boy?"

The short girl showed a somewhat embarrassed expression, squeezed her chest hard, and gave her a hard look. But the companion was not afraid, and laughed for a while, before saying: "Well, the holiday is boring, I found a free travel opportunity online." The implication is roughly that the three boys communicated with the two online, Said that they were entertained for free in the local area. He promised Barabara's conditions, so they mixed together. However, the two girls also made a lot of preparations for this trip, so no more in-depth exchanges have been conducted so far. Looking at their expressions, they seem to plan to treat the three boys as Kaizi from beginning to end.

I do not know. What they said is true and false, if they are mentally ill. Of course, you can also think that they have delusions. However, I am more inclined, they really do not know the situation here, nor did they have a detailed understanding of the situation of these three boys. Completely foreigners.

I sat down opposite them and stared at them seriously. The two female college students showed embarrassed expressions. Although they quickly put on a careless face, their movements had already converged. At this time, I seriously said to them: "You may not know. On this peninsula, there is only one resort area, on the side of the river. We came to the island from the pier there, and lived in the villa in that resort area. Here, it is the developer of this peninsula who entertains us, the travel plans for the entire peninsula are contracted by him. I was informed by my mother just now that there really are no other resorts, even if we live today The area around the villa has not yet officially opened. Do you understand what I mean? "

The two female college students didn't care much at first, but then they couldn't help but look at each other. They were a little hesitant. It should be my age, making it hard for them to believe what I said, and what I revealed was not too clear. Ordinary people rarely have this kind of encounter, I understand their daze and doubt.

I continued to say to them: "In addition to those of us who were invited by developers, the entire peninsula can be occupied by people, one is a facility in a nature reserve, and the other is a mental hospital."

Step by step, it was hinted that the shorter girl swallowed her saliva, glanced at her companion, and said to me, "Are you kidding me?"

"No." I said very surely. Because of my appearance age, I always need to show a firmer attitude so that the other party feels sincere and truthful.

"You mean, where we live is actually a psychiatric hospital?" The slightly taller girl looked doubtful and glanced around, with a panicked expression. She also seemed to think that the surrounding furnishings and accessories were really weird-- However, I think that although these are weird, they still belong to the scope of normal decoration.

"Yes." I nodded seriously and said to them: "I was also skeptical at first, but my mother and I explained some things. This is the case. This psychiatric hospital is newly expanded, and the scope includes this forest area, but For some reason, the fence and sign were not installed. "

"What?" The girls were a little unbelievable. They carefully looked out of the window and said, "You mean ... are they all outside?"

"Yes, we live where the mental patient lives." After the previous foreshadowing, I said openly: "I suspect that only you two are normal people here."

The two girls showed expressions of crying and laughing, but soon, their faces froze. They stared at me, and one of them repeated my words: "Only the two of us?"

"Yes." I smiled and said to them: "I am also a mental patient. When I came with my mother, I was preparing to stay in the psychiatric hospital. At the same time, my mother was also a psychologist and was involved in this psychology seminar. So, you really do n’t need to doubt. You ’re going to the facility staff of the nature reserve to ask about the seminar. And the participants have been participating in the mental hospital here. ”

The two girls looked at each other, looked at me seriously, opened their mouths several times, and finally said: "It's unbelievable." Their voices and expressions were completely unclear how to face this situation. Perhaps it is because the impact is too great, they are still hesitating, can not really believe everything I heard from me.

I can understand. As long as they have time, of course they can go and prove themselves. I just intend to plant a seed in their hearts to avoid being caught by surprise when something really happens.

"So, those three ..." The two girls lowered their voices and pointed to the bathroom.

"It's not clear, I can only say that this is a mental hospital, not a resort." I opened my hands and said, "As for the three, are they mentally ill, or are they just locals who want to borrow land to pick up girls, I It ’s not very clear. However, I can be sure that our neighbors are a little weird and may be really mental patients. "

The faces of the two female college students changed and changed. They seemed to remember something and said to me: "You said before that you are also a mental patient? Did you come here for treatment?"

"Well." I nodded and said, "Even if it is so, I also think that you believe me is better."

"A mentally ill boy is telling me that everyone around me is a mental patient." The slightly taller girl pressed her forehead and said weakly, "Am I dreaming?"

"It's not necessarily dangerous. I just remind you." I said, "Be careful, there's always nothing wrong, isn't it?"

"I don't think you are a mental patient." The shorter girl said.

"That's because you didn't see me getting sick." I said.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked, with a sharp attitude.

"Secret." I put my index finger up and pressed it gently on my lips.

I can never tell them that there are symptoms of split personality and delusions in their medical records.

"I really can't believe it. However, I also feel that there are some people outside who are not right." The taller girl said: "However, if you want to say that the three are mental patients, you can't see them at all. Isn't she?" Ask your companions.

"We also stayed together for three days." The shorter girl wanted to ask me about her condition, but she still refrained. "Assuming that this is really a mental hospital, they should also be normal people. Borrow this place. After all, it looks like a resort ... "When she said that, I felt that the idea of" here is a mental hospital "had taken root.

"And, even if it is a mental patient, shouldn't it be a dangerous patient?" The slightly taller girl said: "I have also read some psychology. Not all mental patients are murderers in TV dramas ~ www. readwn.com ~ Of course. "I nodded and said," My mother is a psychologist, and I can't be more clear about this. "

"Since the hospital has not installed fences and signs, it should be because they live here, not a dangerous patient. It is only a slight mental problem, so a place to relax and take natural therapy?" The shorter girl guessed.

I do n’t know if they have noticed it. All they say is that they have listened to the statement that “here is a mental hospital, surrounded by a group of mental patients”.

"There is such a possibility." I don't know the specific situation, but, of course, I feel that it is not so simple, but I will not say so in my mouth, so as not to make them too nervous.

They should pay attention, but if they are too nervous, they are not in a good state.

"However, there is a possibility that it is not very good?" The slightly taller girl hesitated and said so.

Both me and the shorter girl understood what she meant, but neither could give an affirmative answer. (To be continued ...)