Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The bright moonlight can be seen from the porthole, the sky is very clean, and it is more pleasant than the oppressive and gloomy sky. The mysterious atmosphere in the town is washed away by this fresh and clean atmosphere. Recalling the scene at that time, I can't help but wonder if I'm over-minded. However, I believe that it is not just my illusion.

Even when the light is turned off, the moonlight can escape from the porthole-this feeling has not been cut by the bright lights in the cabin. After the stimulation, Dr. Ruan Li decided to analyze his body fluids. However, in the eyes of fitness coaches and fortune tellers, there is no need for such a big fanfare. Mitsui Tsukazu's self-doubt has no real evidence, but only a collateral effect of psychological damage. However, because it was Dr. Ruan Li who was standing here, he did not use this attitude to pervert.

What did Dr. Ruan Li think? I do n’t know clearly, but since she is willing to do so, I certainly would not object. Before the mysterious event really threatens the people around me, I think I'd better stay silent. Although the current situation is not very good, there are too many situations unfolding in places where I can't observe or influence. I stay here and feel a sense of being excluded. I can gradually guess the factors that determine the direction of things. However, guessing and interfering are different. At what time, where and how those factors will appear, it is difficult to judge at present. To truly grasp the pulsation of each side of the horse, without sufficient intelligence, it is impossible to achieve, and the style of action of the mysterious organization, also makes it difficult for spies in the ordinary sense to penetrate.

If it were n’t for a behemoth like a cyber ball, I wanted to block the actions of a mysterious organization like Doomsday Truth at the right time and place. It is almost impossible to do. In the past most of the time, I was just waiting for the rabbit and waiting for the enemy to come to the door. Even so, how to find that "strain". It also relies on the capabilities of the Netball Intelligence Network.

This also means that I can only do this now. Fortunately, I have confidence in my particularity, and in addition to the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li, I believe that no matter how far the external struggle goes, if they want to reach the end of the plan, it is impossible for them to bypass us. people. Because Dr. Ruan Li is by his side, the chances of staying on the sidelines have increased.

I tell myself. Because it is the current situation, it is necessary to be more patient. It is certainly more safe than letting the enemy take the initiative to look for the enemy instead of actively looking for it. If something is wrong, it is probably that when the enemy comes to the door, it also proves that they are quite well prepared. It is impossible to beat them by surprise.

Even so, I still prefer this hard way. My mind is not very smart. Sometimes the horns are drilled, so there are multiple choices. Often prefer the stupid way.

I sat quietly by the porthole and watched two experts from Russia help to adjust the instrument, while Dr. Ruan Li had opened the portable medicine box and partially disinfected Mitsui Tsukazu for sampling. Blood, saliva and urine are the three kinds of body fluids that the analyzers made by Russian experts are best at analyzing, and of course, the three most commonly used in general medical analysis.

Not long ago, Mitsui Tsukazu collected urine and saliva by himself when he gave the two samples to Dr. Ruan Li. His expression is still awkward, but I think. Dr. Ruan Li never thought about what he meant. As far as I know Dr. Ruan Li, even the emotions and attitudes under common sense moral ethics. It will also be divided into working mode and non-working mode. When you enter the working state, although you can't see it from the outside, the voice can be calm and soft as usual, and it is full of persuasion, but the heart is probably very cold.

When Dr. Ruan Li took the blood sample for Mitsui Tsukazu, the analyzer was also prepared. Russian experts were very enthusiastic, because Dr. Ruan Li is a very famous person in the circle, as long as the instrument can help , You can get her recommendation. Perhaps the strength of the recommendation will not be great, but Dr. Ruan Li ’s face and network of contacts are enough to allow this new portable analyzer to gain considerable popularity from the beginning.

The Russian experts are willing to show up in front of Dr. Ruan Li, of course, not just to please the beauty, but the idea of ​​measuring business value is hotter. Judging from the performance of Dr. Ruan Li, the two have actually mentioned this analyzer with her in private. However, Dr. Ruan Li also has his own set of methods to determine whether the effect is worth promoting and publicizing. I think that after this collaboration, regardless of the results of the analysis of Mitsui Tsukazu's body fluids by the analyzer, Dr. Ruan Li will give the two Russian experts a bit of sweetness.

Although these days have expert-level knowledge and ability, there are also many cases of fraud during commercialization. I do n’t deny that the experts who participated in the seminar have their own research fields. However, it is difficult to say how much the two experts have paid for this commercial analyzer.

Dr. Ruan Li put the samples into the analyzer one by one in full view. Although she only said the name "analyzer", in fact, the Russian experts brought the instrument components for the relatively complete analysis solution. Even if it is portable, it needs two large packages to install, and the price is comparable. Those that are officially on the market are cheap. I guess that the target of product sales is probably not a regular hospital.

Although the function and performance can be imagined, it is impossible to reach the level of high-priced products, but Dr. Ruan Li nodded after looking at the output on the laptop screen.

"Almost." She said so, but I don't know what standard she used to judge. Mitsui Tsukao's body fluid samples are the only subjects, and there are questions about whether the subjects have problems. Before and before, there was not enough reference to verify.

From this perspective, no matter whether the results of this analysis are good or bad, whether there is a deviation, because there is no comparison, it is theoretically impossible to determine, and if it is determined, it must carry a very strong personal subjective factor. For example, Dr. Ruan Li tended to have problems with Mitsuzuka's situation from the beginning. Therefore, when the data analyzed by the instrument presents a problem, it may be considered that the machine is "normal and working".

but. I don't think Dr. Ruan Li is at work. It is such an irresponsible person who defines the results of instrument analysis based on personal feelings.

Since Dr. Ruan Li said "almost", it is almost the same, I can only believe so. However, the word "almost" is also very tense, and it doesn't directly explain whether Mitsui Tsukazu's situation is good or bad, I can only think of it. She recognized the results of the analyzer, which made the Russian experts very happy and gave each other high-five to vent their excitement, as if the beautiful Qian Jing had already spread out in front of her eyes.

They chattered to us about instrument-related things. I can understand a few words, so I understand the scope of this topic, but more content, but because I am also unfamiliar with Russian, I am as dazed as others. Dr. Ruan Li calmly replied a few words, and said to Mitsuzuka, who was a little nervous. "There is no big problem. Only the drug residues of the previous special effects drugs have been detected. I cannot deny that these drug residues have an effect on your nerves , But not too far to the point of hallucinations. "

"No response to hallucinogenic drugs?" Mitsui Tsukazu confirmed again.

"At least. This instrument can't detect it." Dr. Ruan Li said: "I think the results of the instrument are still very credible. Moreover, everyone has experienced the effects of special effects drugs personally. The residual effects and side effects may be better than Ordinary hallucinogenic drugs are even more violent. "

"How long does it take to clean up?" Asked the fitness instructor.

"Two or three days, as long as you no longer take it." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Mr. Mitsui has never been seasick?"

"Yes, so I'm so sensitive to dizziness." The worry on Mitsuzuka's face did not completely fade away because of the results. "I also thought about the side effects of special effects drugs, but there was no problem before."

"No. I think the influence has always existed, and it is stronger than you feel." Dr. Ruan Li said: "I can be sure. The residual drug effect, from the nervous system and glands. To your emotions and The direction of thinking has an impact, but you do n’t feel too strong yourself. "

"Then how did you see it? Dr. Ruan Li." The fortune-teller asked.

"Although there are some differences in facial expressions and movement details, it is more because I am one of the researchers of this special effect drug and understand its impact on the human body." Dr. Ruan Li's explanation is very plain, but It makes people irrefutable.

Mitsui Tsukazu looks depressed. I think he is still doubting. Others also think that Mitsui Tsukazu is a little neurotic. Compared with the time when he just met him, the change does exist. It seems normal mood is low, but it still makes people worry. If the side effects of specific drugs are really so strong, why are they not shown in other people? Is it just a matter of personal physique? I have such an idea, as to whether other people also have it, it is unknown.

I was busy, but the result was not unexpected, and made everyone a little sleepy. The ferry can only be docked after two hours, and the passengers who have just arrived after a long journey do not have much energy to continue to enjoy the night view. The movement on the deck is much quieter than when the boat was first opened. Soon, Mitsui Tsukazu, fitness coach and divination teacher resigned to rest, and Dr. Ruan Li continued to study the data in the laptop computer-I found that she was still analyzing the data of Mitsui Tsukazu's body fluids.

Charts and data, as well as a large number of abbreviations for proper nouns, make the whole report as esoteric as the book of heaven. I began to feel that Dr. Ruan Li's attitude toward Mitsui Tsukazu and others was just a pretentious attitude.

"What's the matter? Mom." I took off my coat, put it on her shoulder, and then next to her, looking at the unknown data on the screen.

Dr. Ruan Li tightened his jacket and pointed to a pie chart to say to me: "This is Mr. Mitsui's blood composition data ... In simple terms, although the average value is within the normal range, but ..." she adjusted Let ’s take a look at the graph and raise a wave chart: “The short-term fluctuations in the values ​​are a little scary.” She used the word “terror” to describe her. Her words have always been accurate. So, Mitsui Tsukazu ’s actual situation seems to her There must be something wrong, even she can't believe it, or dare to leak it easily.

"Is it good or bad?" I can't understand the meaning of these data changes and can only ask briefly.

"Unsure. There is no fatal problem with Mr. Mitsui at the moment." Dr. Ruan Li said, frowning. "It seems that as long as the average value is within the normal range, there will not be much impact, so. Although he feels dizzy, But the degree is very slight. However. The value fluctuates so drastically ... it is really unimaginable. "

"You said it was because I took my special-purpose medicine. When I took the medicine, wouldn't this happen to me?" I asked.

"No, your situation is just the opposite. The average value is not in the normal range, but the value fluctuations will slow down." Dr. Ruan Li said: "This value fluctuation has been considered by people in the past to some extent. However, during the long-term observation of the patient as a whole, there is no unique phenomenon. So, many times, it is regarded as a useless value. I have conducted a detailed study of your condition and have been I think that this value is one of the breakthrough points. Now Mr. Mitsui's situation makes me more certain about this. The problem is that I still don't know so far. How the change in this value should be related to the specific pathological phenomenon. "

Although the actual situation should be different from what I thought, but what she said at this time is much like the situation in the "hospital reality", where the "virus" cannot be directly observed.

Dr. Ande and others summed up a series of disease characteristics of patients, and named it "doom syndrome", and the so-called syndrome generally refers to "syndrome", meaning: when a symptom appears in various pathological processes. At the same time, it will be accompanied by several other symptoms. This group of symptoms is very stereotyped, and it is called the syndrome when it is unified to observe.

But from many common or unusual diseases. Summing up the "doom syndrome", such behavior is also difficult to imagine. Then prove that the "virus" pathogen exists. It is not to determine the patient, then determine the cause of the patient's body, and then determine the "virus" before the normal process of naming.

"Viruses" cannot be observed, and some pathological symptoms can only be viewed together-I personally cannot understand how these mental and physiological changes were originally linked together. During the pathogenesis of patients with doomsday syndrome, all The resulting symptoms are not regular-the conclusion that there is some kind of "virus" finally, the judgment process, in my opinion, is also incredible.

Unless the patients with outbreaks are very concentrated, we can collect enough cases in such a huge range. Even so, because "viruses" cannot be observed from patients, they can only be linked to the occurrence of mental diseases from the tissues that have been diseased. So, is there really such a "virus", which is a symptomatic disease? I think the source of this can be doubted. However, the state of the patients after the complete collapse and the existence of doomsday illusions are enough to prove that the lesions have a common cause when the "virus" cannot be directly observed.

Now, Dr. Ruan Li ’s view of the abnormal data in Mitsui Tsukazu ’s blood is more like identifying the characteristics of the source of the disease, but he cannot find evidence to prove that the other party is a patient, because the other party does not seem to be related to the value Pathological phenomenon. Take Mitsui Tsukazu, the change in the value caused by the drug residue can be related to the state of dizziness, but Dr. Ruan Li does not seem to think that this abnormal fluctuation of the "useless value" is also the value caused by the drug residue. Part of the change.

As for why it is so understood, what theories are in it, I can hardly imagine. Dr. Ruan Li is an expert, but I am not. The gap in knowledge and the perception of specific situations create a gap. Even so, I still believe in Dr. Ruan Li.

"Mom, since you said something was wrong, there must be a problem." I said, "Where is the problem? We still have to act with them for a while, don't we?"

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li touched my head and said, "I always feel that the secret of the hallucinogenic drugs used by the murderer is here."

"Maybe." I smiled, although, I know, there is no such specific "killer". Although in the temporary data hedging space at that time, a flower similar to white Claudia was found, but the pharmacy similar to "paradise" was not from the hands of the doomsday truth, but Dr. Ruan Li was in What appears in the medicine is more of an accidental by-product.

I touched the blue-purple "paradise" in my pocket. I recalled the situation when Dr. Ruan Li prepared special drugs for everyone. At first, the blue-purple "paradise" was produced, but this is only the result of verifying whether the drug is effective. After that, only the "paradise" was used as the standard to create a purple potion, which was the "illusion antidote" that was initially modulated according to the characteristics of the individual's body. However, since the blue-purple "paradise" is used as the standard, those purple potions that seem to be less effective and have less harm to individuals can of course also be regarded as "paradise"-or it is low degradation and targeted A "paradise" with special personality characteristics.

Taking "paradise" will cause physical and mental alienation, which has been proved in the past illusion of doomsday.

Although I do n’t understand any “abnormal fluctuations in useless values”, it ’s not surprising that after Mitsui Tsukazu and others took the purple “paradise” that was regarded as an “illusion antidote”, subsequent changes occurred.

Today, Mitsui Tsukazu's changes seem to be the most obvious, but the degree should not be fast.

Three days, I think that within three days, the change of Mitsui Tsukazu will be more obvious, and this change may bring strength to him, but it will also have some negative effects mentally, especially addictiveness will be especially obvious.

Then, will he come to seize the better blue and purple "paradise" in my hands? Was Dr. Ruan Li's creation of a "paradise" in the doomsday truth? Or, in fact, the wish of the Doctrine of Truth at that time was to create such a situation? In fact, before Dr. Ruan Li succeeded, they simply could not create a "paradise" in this world of repeaters?

Strictly speaking, "paradise" is also mysterious, and its mystery makes it as a hallucinogen has such a powerful performance. Therefore, it can also be considered that, in fact, Dr. Ruan Li has contacted and personally created the "mystery", but she does not regard it as "mystery".

"Paradise" is full of mystery in my story, but how does Dr. Ruan Li view the "paradise" that he created? I thought so, and saw her open the bag and take out the white Claudia sample sealed in a plastic bag. Perhaps, she has realized that the changes that are taking place in Mitsui Tsukazu's body have nothing to do with my special effects medicine, but they are related to the "paradise", or, in the purple medicine that was prepared at that time, the white Crow Some of Diya ’s ingredients are related-I personally think that it must be white Claudia ’s ingredient, and some of the ingredients in the special effect medicine I use have a mysterious reaction, not just a chemical reaction.

"Achuan, you know, why I was not surprised at all. Your hypothetical objects in the story have a counterpart in reality, and the story's description of it is very realistic?" Dr. Ruan Li stroked White Crow Dia, suddenly asked.

"Because ~ www.readwn.com ~ The things I wrote, at least, those nouns, are not all fictional?" I answered in a rhetorical tone.

"So, why would I know that it's not all fiction?" Dr. Ruan Li smiled.

I do not know. So, I was silent.

Dr. Ruan Li did n’t let me guess. He paused and said, “Because, these names and the prototypes of the stories that contain these names are what I told you. In short, the diary stories you wrote, the whole design It must not be original, but based on the story I told you. "

I stunned to see Dr. Ruan Li.

"It's me, not you, who really experienced some very wonderful things," Achuan. "Dr. Ruan Li said," I told you, but you forgot, one of the three doomsday truths in your story. The archetype is my family. Now, I am the only one left. But— "she looked at me deeply and said:" The archetype may be strange and weird, but it is not mysterious, this world is very realistic, Achuan, there is no superpower. The "paradise" and the "white Claudia" are wonderful but not mysterious manifestations. It is the only thing in your story that is closest to reality. "To be continued