Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

During the day, after going to school in the night and Bajing, Fujiang and Zuochuan will come to the door, but in fact there are no particularly important things to do, most of the time they just get together, chatting, or analyzing intelligence, It ’s good to watch TV, it ’s a fairly calm daily life. The city is basically under whisperer ’s monitoring, although there is no guarantee that the occurrence of & quot; mystery & quot; can be prevented, nor can all & quot; mystery & quot; be observed However, from the perspective of changes in the city as a whole, the changes brought about by the mysterious diffusion are quite gentle, and are reflected in the police data, that is, the rate of vicious crime does not increase on a large scale.When walking at night, You will not encounter inexplicable, unavailable enemies, and events caused by mysterious forces from time to time.

When weirdness spreads in cities, urban rumors will also rise.When these rumors are heard and believed by many people, they will often accelerate the weird spread.The two complement each other.By observing people's comments and local news tabloids, it is It is easy to perceive the wind direction from various details. With the mysterious diffusion, some rumors began to appear in the city, such as the effects of the whisperer ’s actions, which are also part of these rumors, and occupy the vast majority. Because of this, it can be concluded that the entire city is under the control of the whisperer, and there is no strange talk that is better than the whisper of the whisperer, and naturally there is no mystery that makes these strange talks.

Although these calms are probably just superficial conditions? Long? Wind? Literature &; // cwx &; target = &; _ blank &;> cwx, I do n’t know how many conspiracies and weirdness are brewing in the mainland, and this time will also end. It's impossible to last, but after the mysterious events that came one after another, I still enjoy such a calm time. Especially that night, the thoughts that were crazy like weeds in my mind were finally sorted out, thinking The calmness on the surface seems to bring me back to the time when I was just exposed to mystery. I feel a little lazy, like the calm feeling of greed, even so. I still insist that every night, everyone at home sleeps Afterwards, I went on a night tour with Fu Jiang and others. Sometimes Zuo Chuan would also be with us, but she always seemed to have many things to be busy, and she often could not bear the way I and Fu Jiang were doing nothing. The impact is very sad, this is not to say that I am letting it go, but that she is more &; conscientious &; some more in attitude and action than me.

The tranquility of this city. It ca n’t give Zuo Chuan a sense of peace, but it can keep her busy, and it seems that she can feel at ease. I think she needs Dr. Ruan Li ’s diagnosis and treatment more than me now. Xi Ye and Ba Jing They are ordinary people, and most of the time, they ca n’t be used for anything other than bringing information from the school. They have encountered mystery. They are also full of curiosity about the mystery. However, having motivation does not mean success. , Especially on issues involving mystery, their half-knowledge of mystery makes them unable to grasp the most critical things. In the words of Zuo Chuan, it is half a bucket of water, but I do n’t mind that they have always been half a bucket of water As an ordinary person, it is often extremely dangerous to mix in with mysterious events, but in this world, people are always in a wide range of dangers. What is the danger. Is it more serious than the end of the end? And the two must think, female teachers and The female foreman seems to be more useful based on her own experience, especially after the two have used the adjusted electronic demon summoning program and become the electronic demon messenger.Only in terms of power, they already have the solution to the mystery The ability to use the electronic demon summoning program to gain strength, which is more secure than being an ordinary person? I think it is the latter, especially after seeing the monster deep in the nightmare of Las Vegas, Even more so.

The electronic demon messenger has been growing, especially in the Las Vegas area, this growth rate is particularly terrible. Because it has attracted the attention of government departments, most of the news about Las Vegas has been blocked, even so, There are more and more rumors about "Electronic Devil" and "; Nightmare"; many ordinary people who have not been exposed to these factors are starting to shake. Government departments are naturally extremely vigilant about this and have taken various measures. To confirm the truth, try to weave a new order with power, and in such an environment, have more substantial contacts with governments. I am not interested in their actions, but I do n’t think they will fail unless the Nazis And Doomsday Truth teaches everyone to brainwash, otherwise, it is impossible to stop the penetration of government departments, and the network ball has extraordinary rich experience in this regard.

The world is changing, and people are consciously or unconsciously catering to such changes.In Europe and the United States, this turmoil on the level of social movements is more intense than that in Asia, but Asia, especially the Central Duchy, is also inevitably involved in the vortex Of course, with my understanding of the direction of this world, no matter for whatever reason, active or passive, to adapt to this turbulent environment, most people cannot escape the tragic ending and decide whether they can survive. What comes down is not people's own abilities and behaviors, but only depends on the existence of "jiang" and "virus" that they can't recognize. There is a huge gap in existence, which allows humans who recognize the protagonist of the world Everything you do will become meaningless.

This is a pessimistic perspective, but it is also a more realistic perspective than optimism. No matter how many times the doomsday reorganization reorganizes the reincarnation, it has never escaped the play of & scripts, people's lives here, whether it is good or bad In the end, there is only one result. The truth of the end is real in this world, and it is closer than anywhere.

I have always felt pain and sorrow for this, entangled with all kinds of bad things born from this, and more bad ideas and feelings, but now, I get calm. After the nightmare that night, I was like I figured it out and naturally faced these obvious positives with a daily attitude. [,! ] In the world of collapse, it seems like, this kind of collapse is a part of daily life. This mentality change is a bit abrupt, compared with the past itself, it seems to be the same, but there are many subtle differences, at least, I can always confirm now that the past I will definitely think. At this time my attitude is incorrect. However, now I do n’t feel a sense of rejection due to &; incorrect & ;.

This calm, just like everyday life, attitude towards the end of the day, but without a series of plans to interfere with the whisperer. I will still tour the city at night to try to save something. I also know that everything I do is Useless work, but never produced &; stop this idea of ​​useless work; I rationally analyze what I do, I feel like I am doing daily things in daily life, for example, students go to school, eat every day Even if you do n’t think about why, you will still do it. Even if you do it, you will rarely think about it, why you should do it the same way. Because thinking about these daily routines will involve a thousand things. The idea and truth of Vientiane are so complicated that people do not know where they should go, and which ones will involve more deep knowledge. Knowledge that they cannot think about. Yes, because &; is so troublesome that it makes people dizzy Brain dilatation; For ordinary people, even if they study for the rest of their lives, they will not get a final and perfect conclusion, and they don't care about this conclusion, so don't think about it.

As long as you know &; students should go to school & ;, &; it is better to eat three meals a day &; these concluding things. Then follow it naturally and act, it is enough. Doing so may not make life better , But if you do n’t do this, you ca n’t be sure it will be better. It ’s often worse, is n’t it?

Probably, my attitude is to treat the existence of &; jiang & ;, the problems of the end, and the various situations derived from it.

Of course, I will tell Dr. Ruan Li about such psychological changes. I spent a whole day analyzing, thinking and summarizing. After reviewing this report, Dr. Ruan Li spent a lot of time in psychological diagnosis and treatment at another night. The tone of my voice tells me: This is not a sign of improvement in my condition, but whether it will make my mental state worse, it will take longer to observe, but one thing is very certain, my psychological data has been produced A huge amount of changes, and in her past research experience, the results of such changes are often not good.

&; Maybe you do n’t remember, Achuan. &; Dr. Ruan Li stared at me and said: &; This kind of psychological mutation has happened twice in the past to you. &; She stretched out **** and closed Start one and say: &; for the first time, it was the first time you showed a severe mental illness tendency, that is the dividing line between you as a mild mental patient and a severe mental patient, you are almost overnight, just After completing this transformation, it is as if a string in her mind has finally broken. &; When she said this, I couldn't help but give birth to myself, that is, the sense of sight in the reality of the hospital, because, she The description is just like what I know about the situation of & Gao Gao in the reality of the hospital. I ca n’t confirm how much of this memory is true. What Dr. Ruan Li said today is as if it is in the mapping of the reality of the hospital. , Something happened to Gao Chuan.

I am still silent, just like a gloomy patient, facing a doctor who declares a bad result. I feel that my mood should be gloomy, because no matter what Dr. Ruan Li said, or those that are implicitly mapped, it is nothing. It's a happy situation, but in fact, I confirm that my mood swings have not changed at all, and it is calm and full of weirdness.

&; Second time. &; Dr. Ruan Li put away his second finger: &; It was during our last experimental therapy.Your mental problems are the same as most mental patients, they are quite mild when they appear And, there is only one type of illness. However, when your mental problem suddenly breaks out and becomes severe, multiple complications occur. From the observation record, before the experimental therapy, it appears on you There are as many as thirty-five types of overt psychosis, and there are invisible symptoms that are difficult to confirm the number of types. So many complications make normal treatment impossible at all. , I pressed the cap off and pulled it off, and after a few repetitions, I continued to say: &; So, I decided to do the opposite. Achuan, you know, not all mental illnesses cause daily life The problem, even if it caused the problem, has a degree of difference. So, I decided to guide one of the most obvious and strongest, but has a relatively small impact on daily life mental illness, to suppress other mental symptoms. Let you at least It looks normal on the surface. And at the beginning It is a method that does not cure the symptoms and the root cause. It is just a treatment that can be used to allow you to live in a state close to normal people. It does not essentially improve your mental problems. &; : &; Maybe, it will only make the condition worse ... what on earth. For me at the time, it was an unknown number that could not be confirmed. &;

&; Mom, do you mean that my current changes are related to the treatment at that time? &; I vaguely feel that Dr. Ruan Li is suggesting this.

Dr. Ruan Li ’s expression suddenly became frustrated. As if he had lost his energy, he leaned back on the chair and said: &; Yes, I think it is right. The treatment at that time did achieve the expectations. As a result of this, your behavior in daily life is not much different from that of ordinary people, but I have never been able to confirm. This improvement is superficial or deeper. In the depth of the spirit that dominates your behavior , There is a change happening, I know it must happen, but I am not sure, how exactly it will change, and finally how it will become until it becomes explicit. This time is extremely long. It lasted three years. Now , Your situation. Let me know the result of this change.

&; But this is not necessarily bad, is it? Mom. &; I looked at her calmly. [,! ], I know that this is just the observations made by Dr. Ruan Li in this world of repeaters on the world limited to this world; and the observations obtained are full of limitations. If you contact a hospital The actual situation is worse than an intimate description of some profound change.

&; Yes. But experience tells me that there is a high probability of bad things. &; Dr. Ruan Li avoided my gaze, as if to feel ashamed, &; You still remember what the original experimental therapy was Is mental illness the core? &;

&; I do n’t remember. &; I said. I was treated at the time. It is not my current self.

&; Cognitive Impairment. &; Dr. Ruan Li said, &; More detailed, it is the split personality in cognitive impairment, and in more detail, it is to try a controlled personality split. I want to be in you In your head, a fixed template is used to guide the split of personality, which also means that each time you split the personality, it is like a template, but for some complicated reasons, these personalities will have differences in details However, in terms of overall profile, people will not feel the gap in behavior, even if they feel it, it will only be regarded as a normal change.

When Dr. Ruan Li spoke here, he fell into silence again, and I didn't say anything, because her words were obviously not finished, and she didn't think she needed my question. Dr. Ruan Li just wanted to say everything, just like To relieve the pressure in her heart, as a psychiatrist, she is naturally also psychologically stressed. I feel that at this time, I should be a listener. The templated personality split that she said also brought I have a very strong sense of sight, presumably because it reminds me of the personality rotation of Gao Gaochuan and the parallel personality at this moment.

&; Achuan, your psychological growth has always been false and not linear from a certain point of view. &; Dr. Ruan Li said: &; your growth is just a template The personality replaces the previous templated personality, because of the uncontrollable subtle differences between the templates, which creates the illusion of growth. Whether it is the shaping of the template, or the splitting time and replacement time of the personality, all through drugs and hypnosis. Waiting for the treatment, maintaining a fairly rigorous process. &; She finished speaking in one breath, staring at me, it seems to want to see something from my face, but, my mood has always been calm, it seems this calm, let She breathed a sigh of relief. She squeezed the bridge of her nose and said wearily: "Your situation is like this. In fact, you already know it, but just forgot, probably the self-protection function of the body itself is working. But, for Today's plan, I decided to tell you these things, but this is not to harm you. Do you believe me? Achuan. &;

&; I have always believed in you, Mom. &; I smiled at her because, I think, smile is the best answer for her. I never blamed her and there was no reason to do that. Suppose I did n’t come Then, the past of this world, Gao Gao, will certainly not blame Dr. Ruan Li for this.

&; Thank you ... Thank you. &; Dr. Ruan Li's mental state was much weaker than usual on this night.She pressed her hands on her face and seemed to be crying but did not want people to see the same.

&; I think that your current change is due to the experimental therapy at that time, the subtle mutation of the controllable personality division reached a certain extreme, and at the same time, the high degree of suppression of concurrent mental illness caused a rebound. In other words, the personality template has been modified by your potential mental illness. This modification is to relieve stress and achieve a dynamic balance of multiple mental illnesses. Up to here, I estimated it when I was conducting experimental therapy for you. The point is that the problem is that the modified personality template is the result of multiple mental illnesses, and it will certainly be reflected in your behavior. You must know that Achuan, those plural mental illnesses that are deliberately suppressed, They are extremely bad things. &; Dr. Ruan Li is also sad to emphasize here: &; at least worse than split personality. &;

Although Dr. Ruan Li feels that everything will become worse, as far as my own feelings are concerned, except for the abnormal state of mind and thinking, there is no interference with my actions. I have not killed people at will, nor have I been like It ’s a nonsense like a lunatic. I think that this calm attitude should be able to dispel her worries one after another. I take medicine regularly every day according to Dr. Ruan Li, except during the middle of the night, and rarely go out during the day. Because, There's no need to do that worrying thing.

The transaction between John Bull and me requires me to travel to Europe as soon as possible, looking for clues to the doomsday truth, and trying to interfere with their actions. Of course, the side will also fully share this information and give logistical support. The time is set off after three days, but my mental changes have made the trip have to be delayed again, unless there is enough time to observe, through a series of measurements, to obtain considerable data to prove that my behavior will not cause Social issues, otherwise, Dr. Ruan Li probably won't let me go out. Using her statement, I am like an unconfirmed package that may contain a time bomb. It is not clear at all. Xing Changli's aggression will be triggered by what factors. Although the mental patient's murder does not hold the ordinary people legally responsible, Dr. Ruan Li does not want me to be thrown into a mental hospital, put on restraint clothes, and be held in a small black room. I don't want any innocent people to lose their lives because of my actions.

The human society in this world has been turbulent, but it has not been expanded to completely subvert the original order and concept. It is very unethical and illegal to let mental patients who may threaten the lives of others go out at will.

Dr. Ruan Li will not let me go out at will. If I avoid her leaving, there will be many problems. Maybe it will not cause problems for my actions, but it will cause trouble for the other party. I cannot ignore these problems. My heart remains Calm, it also means that I will not go against my will. [,! ] Doing things. I did n’t mention to Dr. Ruan Li that he was going to Europe, but the whisperer was already prepared internally. Xi Ye and Ba Jing still have to go to school, and they do n’t have the ability to cope with the mystery. Some actions of the headquarters require manpower to maintain. Although John Bull said that it will be assisted by some network ball members in the team, in order to reconcile the action, a strong enough whisperer member is still needed to lead the mainland affairs, and its candidate has also been decided by Zuo Chuan Responsible, female teacher and female foreman as deputy. Fujiang is alone with me.

Then, on the fourth day, Dr. Ruan Li was invited by an activity circle in a certain psychology field to participate in a more personal seminar. The destination was in Europe. For many reasons, she could not shirk or throw me in At home, she felt that this was a very dangerous act. When she was there, she could rest assured that even Yeou and Bajing lived at home, but she felt like she was gone and I would mess up.