Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

ps: Today's birthday, I wish myself a happy birthday.

Misaki and Bajing have lived in my house for more than a week. Let me not mention how their own reactions were. Dr. Ruan Li was happy with their stay and felt that it could bring a benign change to my condition. However, I think that if Dr. Ruan Li thinks that my condition has deteriorated, the most direct proof is the records of these days, then, I probably will not have a day of "improvement". Under the circumstances of mystery spreading, I I have to do something mysterious about the mystery for ordinary people.

When I talked to Sakuya and Bajing about nightmares, ghosts, and Las Vegas, they still couldn't fully believe that I was talking about facts, not psychosis. Because, they are really exposed to the mysterious situation, only the time of Sakuya. After that, whether it ’s toilet talk, nightmares and ghosts, I can only understand the situation from my mouth. The mysterious spread phenomenon is not obvious in this city, which is very inconsistent with the severity of my initial estimate, so I ca n’t further understand it. Under the circumstances of anomalies and fears, even the anomalies of the Sakuya family that I have personally experienced may not be so real in their hearts.

Even so, due to various subjective factors, the two still used their spare time to help me organize the information obtained during this time, and through my narration of nightmares and ghosts, I imagined the scene at that time and made various suggestions. . I sometimes feel that they think so for me, in fact, not to solve mysterious events, but to solve my mental problems. Even if I told them clearly. Also let them witness the anomaly, but after the calm time can continue. When the two treat the anomaly that they can't experience, only the abnormality that appears to me, maybe it is more of my mental problem.

For ordinary people, their own personal experience, the phenomenon of abnormal fear is not recognized, and people who can obviously ask for help are in front of them, but it is difficult to get understanding. And only oneself suffers from torture, there will be huge psychological changes. Furthermore, strong negative emotions are generated against those who hold a negative attitude because they cannot understand. However, I am a mysterious expert, and when faced with this situation, my mental level is stronger.

I know why Miyake and Bajing's attitudes towards mystery and anomalies have repeatedly changed. Since they had changed their attitudes because they did not encounter more anomalies, then, from the source, it was a happy thing. Just as Dr. Ruan Li didn't believe in "mystery" from beginning to end, it was precisely because the world she was in contact with was very normal, and her life was very peaceful. The anomalies that could cause huge harm to her were not exposed in front of her eyes. . Isn't that what I want?

If Sakuya, Bajing and Dr. Ruan Li can never touch the anomaly, they will not be hurt by the "mystery". So, even if they therefore do not recognize the existence of mystery and anomaly, and treat everything I am facing, the story I have described as my spiritual problem, what's the big deal? I was originally a mental patient. Be prepared long ago to bear the weird eyes of others and the consequences of being unable to communicate. Also be prepared to face the terrible torture and fear by yourself. If, as long as I carry everything alone, my loved one can be calm, it must be my luck.

Therefore, I have never felt a little wronged and dissatisfied because of the attitudes of Misaki and Bajing. In the face of their hints, I never refuted them. I just prayed for them, hoping that they would not be involved in it because of my encounter. Instead of being ordinary, as a mysterious expert, you should divide the boundaries with ordinary people. By doing this, you can avoid ordinary people from being caught in the anomalies that accompanied the mysterious experts to the greatest extent, and put them in the Misaki night and eight scenes at this time. It should have been done on my body. However, after experiencing the illusion of doomsday and the reality of the hospital, I have been very clear that the special nature of Misaki and the Eight Scenes are destined to never be exposed to mystery forever. Leaving them by their side may cause them to experience some terrible things, but at least I can lend a helping hand in time. On the contrary, if they separate their lives from theirs, when they inevitably encounter anomalies, they may be too late to protect them.

Now, they regard me as a mental patient in need of care and put their mind on me. For me, whether it is rational or emotional judgment, it is already a relatively good result.

The data sent by John Bull was also seen by Misaki and Bajing. Even so, they did not say anything on the surface, and I can see that their hearts are still dubious. However, because the situation in Las Vegas is likely to involve the electronic demon summoning process, and Misaki and Eight Scenes have also witnessed the formation of the electronic demon, so when sorting the information in this area, it is more than sorting out the information in the city initiative.

"I heard that the school has plans to organize exchange student experience activities with a high school in Las Vegas. The specific implementation plan is under the responsibility of the student president and vice president. The two will accompany the school leaders to Las Vegas this weekend. In the field visit to that high school, there may be formal negotiations. "Bajing brought me this news after school on this day.

"President and Vice President decided to contact the electronic demon?" Sakuya confirmed to herself. It's no wonder that she thinks so. Although the two still reported an unprovable attitude to the Las Vegas intelligence, they can't completely deny the existence of the electronic demon summoning system. Only in terms of my problems, I will treat many abnormalities that only I can see and feel as my mental illness.

Compared to Dr. Ruan Li's staunch denial of "mystery", Misaki and Bajing's half-trust and half-doubt make them look hesitant even when they have obvious answers to the same problem.

"Do you need to warn them?" Zuo Chuan raised his eyes. "The city is still calm for a while, but once those people come back from Las Vegas, they will start to get in trouble. Rather than solve them at that time, it is better to start , It shows the position of the whisperer, so that even if they come back, they must first focus on the whisperer. "

"Do you actively turn yourself into a target? It sounds interesting." Fu Jiang said a bit meanly: "We can tell the garbage with our fists. Even if they get power, it's still a pile of garbage." These words are enough to prove her. The attitude towards the mysterious power of the electronic demon is like Zhenjiang's absolute killing of Night Crow Quark. Fu Jiang also showed strong hostility to this mystery. This proves instead that the electronic demon is indeed a rather powerful force, and that it is standing on the opposite side of the "jiang". And this can further prove that this mysterious background should be directly related to "virus".

As a matter of course, the "virus" is aggressive. It must also appear on the electronic demon, and the user will be hurt. Is inevitable. Other mysterious experts should also be wary of this unknown power, but in the current environment, not everyone can avoid the electronic demon. Restoring mystery. I now revert to the Mageweave messenger, thanks to the power of Jiang. As a result, when the mysterious expert had to accept the electronic demon, he had fallen into a trap. I ’m not very familiar with the others in the team, so I ca n’t talk about worry, but John Bull and Zuo Chuan also have the same hidden dangers. In any case, we can't ignore it.

Zuo Chuan is Dorothy's foreshadowing, and has been eroded by the power of "Jiang", so it is easier to avoid the erosion of the electronic demon. In contrast, John Bull is more uncertain, but her background is a network ball, and the electronic demon is not a direct manifestation of "virus", in the case of psychological preparation. It is still possible to cope with these problems.

It's just that in the face of this kind of situation where "possibility" must be expected. I hope to find a way to avoid the negative factors of the electronic demon once and for all. The spread of the electronic demon reminds me of the spread of the psychedelic paradise dominated by the doomsday truth in the past doomsday illusions, the signs of the expansion of the wizard system led by the Mar Jones family, and the viciousness of the "Saya" virus infection. In this doomsday illusion, the "paradise" has also spread, the "wizard" has become an extremely important system in the "mystery", the "Saya" virus has been further improved, these are large-scale erosive forces , And the diffusive electronic demon appears in the Nazi repeater, there is always a **** for tat.

"No, it doesn't need to be this way." I said my worries. "If we are too strong, it may trigger their inner resistance, which will magnify their erosion by the electronic demon. I think if they leave Full of hostility, then, when they come back, they will be completely driven by their inner maliciousness, and there will be no scruples in their activities in this city. On the contrary, repression after they have obtained the electronic demon can strengthen their inner shackles and let Even if they have bad thoughts, they have to stay dormant, and they will not take an extreme approach from the beginning. "

"It turned out that Achuan thought so." Eight scenic spots nodded and approved the calculation: "If the electronic demon will spread, it means that the people who use the electronic demon will continue to flow. If we fight head-on, even if we have absolute strength Even if it can withstand the impact of the other party over and over again, it will not be peaceful. After all, we have too few people. "

"However, it's okay to kill Yi Yao Bai?" Saki Ye hesitated. She spoke very lightly. She knew how she knew the concept of "Yi Yi Tuo Bai". I think that if you really use such a brutal method, I am afraid that she is the only one who can't do it in the first place. No normal person living in a civilized and peaceful era will find it a good way to stop killing with killing. If you really want to use the "Kill One, One Hundred" method, then, I estimate that at the initial stage, you probably need to accumulate dozens of electronic demon summons and carry out the slaughter at one time to make the other party shudder. Afterwards, it is necessary to confront the hidden people and use the resources of the government to counterattack.

Under the premise that the electronic demon will erode people's hearts, maliciousness will continue to grow, making people more inclined to confrontation than cooperation. In this way, at first, a whisperer who kills a hundred whispers must conduct a large-scale hunt for the electronic demon summoning in the shadows every time, and each time the enemy is facing The last time was more. If the suppression was completed by killing only dozens of people for the first time, then the second time may require hundreds of people, even if the government does not ask, such frequent killings are not normal people. Bearable. Whisperer. Me, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan may not be shaken by this, however. Sakuya and Bajing are just ordinary people. The killing in the name of the whisperer, as a member of the whisperer, they are absolutely impossible to stay out of the matter.

What's more, in this normally developing society, unless the mystery has spread to a critical point that completely destroys the past order, otherwise. It is necessary to consider the pressure from the government. It is impossible for a functioning government agency to allow such hunts and kills by dozens of people in its own territory. Even if "mystery" is used. Unless it is a powerful conscious walker, it is absolutely impossible to completely erase the traces of this level of hunting activity. When the time comes, the whisperer will instead change from the justice of "maintaining urban stability" to a terrorist that is unlawful and evil.

now. Whisperers are not lacking in powerful mystery experts, but many aspects of their own organizational structure are missing and they cannot become mysterious organizations in the true sense. Therefore, it is impossible to conduct activities while ignoring the current social order.

"Killing one hundred will only make this city worse." Obviously Bajing also considered these things, she shook her head and said: "Achuan's goal is to maintain the city's quiet life and normal operation under the mysterious spread. This The goal is not achievable only by the strength of one person or several people. Since the electronic demon will become the most common mysterious force. Then, it is inevitable to cooperate with this emerging force. Otherwise, Achuan does not need to take the initiative The information of the electronic demon is handed over to the student council. It releases their goodwill to them. Let them feel the pressure, guide them, follow a continuous and orderly mode of activity, and maintain the mysterious and normal balance in the city. This is the best solution. "

"No, actually. Even if there is only one person, this goal can be achieved by powerful means." Zuo Chuan suddenly said: "Eight scenes, you have not been exposed to the mystery. So, it is not clear how terrible the mystery can be, nor I do n’t know a mysterious power called conscious walking. A powerful conscious walker can control the conscious activities within his ability. To take action, people must first generate a sense of action, and the conscious walker can carry out on this source. put one's oar in."

Misaki and Bajing looked at each other, and looking at Zuochuan's expression was like listening to a fairy tale. It is true that in all human works, there is no lack of descriptions of controlling humans through consciousness, but these descriptions often highlight the limitations of this power and will eventually be in a position of being overthrown. People are afraid of such powers, and Instinct weakens it from its own consciousness, even unwilling to admit that such power exists.

Even in the mysterious circle, the conscious walker is so disgustingly heterogeneous. However, even though most people, including most mysterious experts, do not like the conscious walker, they never stop the conscious walker ’s activities. ——Perhaps, the walker who has just acquired this mysterious consciousness can still be easily killed, but once they are used to their own power, they will be prevented from being discerned and seen in an efficient and direct way from the level of consciousness The possibility of being attacked.

Most of the time, if the "mystery" of a mysterious expert does not have the nature of ideological interference, I am afraid that even the conscious walker will not be able to detect it by his side. In situations where it is extremely difficult to find the conscious walker and identify the conscious walker, it is more difficult to stop the conscious walker. Fortunately, it's not that conscious walkers like to do evil. Because of the different concepts, conscious walkers usually also face off against each other and compete on the level of consciousness. The various restraints from the group of conscious walkers make conscious walkers often more cautious than ordinary mysterious experts.

Because only conscious walkers can understand how terrible the mystery of ideology is. Just as in theory, no “mystery” is invincible. For conscious walkers, they will also be deeply aware of how much risk their ideology mysteries have to face when facing other ideological mysteries.

I am afraid that the existence of the group of conscious walkers is the biggest difference I have found in this doomsday illusion with the past doomsday illusion. This mysterious manifestation already means that the foundation of the illusion of doomsday has been shaken. After all, the entire doomsday illusion is essentially a huge product of ideology, a "mystery" that can directly affect consciousness, and in theory has the possibility of purification.

I even feel that this mysterious appearance really reflects the end of the end for the entire doomsday illusion.

In scientific theory, any species with sustainable development has the instinct of self-protection, limiting the operation of its own power to the extent of not damaging itself, rather than reaching the limit without limit, or even exceeding the limit. The emergence of the conscious walker and the possibility that it is hidden beyond the limits of its operation make me have to think that this is also a sign of self-destruction of patients with doomsday syndrome and a manifestation of the further deterioration of the condition.

In the works, all the forces of interference consciousness must be flawed and cannot be diffused. It seems that there is no limit, but actually has the limit. Before the world is destroyed, it will destroy itself because of the triggering of the limit. However, in the illusion of doomsday, this limitation from human consciousness disappeared. Probably because, any anomalies and mysteries in this world may not exist to protect this world, but to promote the process of the end.

So, fundamentally, the cybersphere hopes to prevent the end of the world through mystery, prophecy and prophecy, and it may be wrong from the beginning. However, because the cyber ball itself cannot detect the source of the "mystery", it can not jump out of its own doomsday illusion, and look at the world from a more transcendent perspective, so it is impossible to realize this, or even to realize it Before it is proved by the facts, it is difficult to find more evidence, so that other people believe this. Moreover, the "mystery" did not appear because people wanted or did not want it. It was originally a core element of the illusion of doomsday and a mandatory prerequisite for the existence of this world.

Therefore, the more exposed to mystery, the more unstoppable the end is. My efforts in the past, and the ongoing efforts of the online ball, are like a cold joke.

However, it doesn't matter. Now, I know what I should do and what I should do. Only monsters can deal with monsters, and only by removing the "virus" from the roots can they save the patients of Doomsday Syndrome, and any actions that seem to save the world in the Doomsday Illusion are actually invalid. If there is anything that cannot be done in the realities of the hospital, but must be completed in the illusion of doomsday, it must not be to fight the malicious mystery and maintain the normal operation of social order, but to use the high-dimensional nature of ideology to find Out of the "virus", let "Jiang" fight it out, and then, ensure that "Jiang", which may have the characteristics of Zhenjiang, wins the final victory.

In my story, I have never been the protagonist. Gao Chuan is not the protagonist, the online ball is not the protagonist, the super color is not the protagonist, and the hospital is not the protagonist. The real protagonist, from the beginning, is "Jiang" and "Virus".

So, I said to Misaki and Hachi that was surprised for the new term conscious walker: "Do n’t worry, no conscious walker can beat me ~ www.readwn.com ~ If a conscious walker can beat me, then It means that if you kill it, you can win the final victory. "

Because the existence of "Jiang" is doomed, this power to defeat and destroy me in the true sense must come from "virus".

When Zuo Chuan heard me say this, he suddenly showed a look of consternation. I know why. This absolute statement is usually not spoken by the mysterious experts. My statement, in the eyes of others, is probably like boasting. I think this attitude is very different from what I have always done.

I always think of myself as a special one, and facts have proved that I am really special, but this does not mean that I always feel that I am the most important and the most decisive one. I have never had a sense of superiority because I feel very special, and after entering the reality of the hospital, I understand that my particularity, and what kind of heavy and sad result, is simply not a reason to be proud and superior. Just like, no patient will feel superior in order to suffer from terminal illness, but those suffering from terminal illness are of course special compared to most ordinary people.

However, I think that the previous sturdy tone for conscious walkers will make people misunderstand. Even if only I knew that I could say that, not because of a sense of superiority, but also by no means. To be continued