Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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I suddenly woke up, so that Dr. Ruan Li could not sleep peacefully. With her persistence, we still did a test after entering the night. Dr. Ruan Li returned to the bedroom to rest under my persuasion. She still has work tomorrow. , Without adequate rest, or distraction in other places, may cause diagnosis and treatment errors. I also went back to my bedroom, and after waking up from a serial nightmare, I lost all sleepiness. I re-extracted the data brought by Sakuya and Bajing for analysis, although I don't think there will be more gains. The emergence of the nightmare represents that the "mysterious" diffusion has officially come to the table, and the clues that can be actually captured should appear within a few days after this. During the week I went to the ruling bureau, this phenomenon of diffusion should be Still invisible. Surveillance of campuses and student unions, most of the information obtained does not deviate from the normal political category. Although there are some "mysterious" signs, it seems to be implicitly suggesting something, but it is not enough to outline a specific outline in my mind.

The anomalies brought by "mystery" are most of the time when people who actually hurt someone will be informed in the form of "rumors". It is almost impossible to prevent them in advance. In other words, even if you don't want to, you must wait for the victim to appear before you can really interfere in this mysterious event. In my adventure career, the mystery encountered is not as "fresh" as it is now. More, it has existed for several years, decades or even hundreds of years, and has injured countless people in this period of time. "Mystery".

I think. The “mystery” that spreads in this city and even around the world today is like an origin. Before these "mysteries" actually cause substantial harm, spending too much energy to guess it is a waste of effort. I hope that the number of victims can be reduced, but I have to admit that it is impossible for me to prevent the generation of victims, even to avoid the increase of victims. You must also expect the first victim to appear, and. It appears in an individual way.

Once a lot of "mysteries" cause harm, even if it is the first time, it will not involve only one person. I hope it hurts only one person, and then exposes the trail. It was naive enough to be dealt with by others to avoid being victimized.

I don't want the "mystery" to spread in this city, or in an uncontrollable way, but I know very well that if all of this is arranged, then. Under the catalysis of the efforts of all parties, once it breaks out, it is likely that it will no longer be able to be controlled. In other words. In a world where there has never been a "mystery" before, once the "mystery" appears, its mystery will reach the level of the outside world at a terrible speed, almost equivalent to condensing the evolution of the outside world for decades and hundreds of years Within a year.

Yes. As long as one year at most, "mystery" of more than three levels of Mageweave Messenger level will appear. I think so. This is based on the local inhabitants of this world, not the intruder. For intruders, the mystery of this world has already approached its peak, and what can suppress the "mystery" is naturally a more powerful "mystery". A world without "mystery" is bound to be very deep and terrifying.

After entering this world, what should I do to really get in touch with the core of the repeater and to destroy or usurp it? I have no detailed plans and enough information, but both Doomsday Truth Church should know what to do. I joined the Las Vegas Special Combat Force precisely to gain a better identity to take advantage of their plans. Only myself, I ca n’t do anything, so I do n’t need to do anything deliberately, no matter how long the Nazis have prepared, what kind of conspiracy, the doomsday truth and peace ca n’t be helpless. I just need to wait, the road will naturally appear in front of me with the passage of time.

When I embark on that path, whether it is the Nazis, the doomsday truth, or will become the enemy. Apart from "Jiang", no one can be my helper. No matter how I operate in this world, I cannot help me at that time, and everything I have protected will be pushed into the cliff of the end by my actions. So, everything I have done today, such as trying to protect the city, was not expected to pay off in the first place. On the contrary, if I cultivate outstanding mysterious experts in the spread of "mystery" in order to protect this city, they will also become my enemies in the future, in order to avoid the end of the world, and to protect more people, And cruel me.

Even so, I am still doing such a thing.

I want to save them, but they will destroy them at the end, and this kind of destruction is the beginning of the final salvation. I found that this cycle is also the experience of those tragic protagonists and villains in many legendary stories, which made me unable to produce a strange and strange emotion. My adventures, and my choices, so that the path I will eventually take has deviated too far from the beautiful dreams that I had when I first came into contact with "mystery."

I turned off the monitor and listened to the breath in the next bedroom in the dark. In fact, I can't hear the sound, because the sound insulation of the room is very good, but the chain judgment determines the "sound" in my mind through the way of material movement. Dr. Ruan Li had tossed and turned for a long time before she really fell asleep. I know that she is very worried about my situation and does not want to send me to those psychiatric hospitals that are isolated from the world. What I saw was all negative things, full of destructive power and delusions. Probably Dr. Ruan Li is also difficult to imagine, what to do, so that a high school student can destroy the specially reinforced doors and windows into that way. But it is all these unimaginable and incomprehensible that make people feel particularly worried and fearful.

She is just a psychologist. In the world in her eyes, her personal power is very small, so small that it is hard to expect but hard to believe in miracles. I feel that although she has repeatedly stressed that I will definitely get better, her treatment will definitely take effect. However, she was not as confident as she said. But this is Dr. Ruan Li, who I want to protect.

and so. Even if it would violate her idea, I still have to go to some things, those things that she can't hope me to do.

"I wish you a good dream, Dr. Ruan Li." I "watched" her sleeping across the wall and smiled slightly. Pull out the toolbox from under the bed and take out the equipment and coat inside. Hang on one by one.

While walking out of the bedroom, the quick sweep has already begun. An invisible high-speed passage runs through the main hall, spreading from the balcony to the distance. I am like a Swift, like an elf, running under the late night sky. Jumping, from the top of the building from time to time, overlooking the lights of the city. The most prosperous place is undoubtedly the direction of the city center, and in other places, even if the lights are not completely extinguished, they are still enveloped by the silence of sleep, but instead let those lights appear lonely. Within a moment, I had seen the figure under the street lamp.

Fu Jiang held his arms. Leaning on the lamppost. A bodysuit-style corset, a vestless sleeveless jacket. Before I arrived, she had opened her eyes and looked over. However, before her eyes focused, I had fallen beside her. Although she still didn't take back her gaze in that direction, I think, in fact, she has grasped my position by feeling.

"It's a familiar taste. How long have we not returned to this city? Achuan." Fu Jiang said so.

"A long time." Because of the change of the world. On the contrary, it is difficult to determine a linear time standard. I can only describe this time by feeling-the distance and the day of the Fujiang first meeting. It's been a long time. The memories of those days have faded, and the people of the past have also changed their appearance. To say that there is no change at all, there are probably only things like "Jiang" and "Virus".

Fujiang is still Fujiang in the past, and I also hope that I have never changed, but in fact, I do n’t know whether I have changed too much in Fujiang ’s eyes. However, no matter whether I have changed or not, my feelings for her are real, and I have never been shaken from the beginning. I am very convinced of this.

"Where are we going tonight? We haven't been dating for a long time." Fu Jiang said, holding my hand.

"I don't know." I don't have an idea, because, in the past, we really haven't had a normal date. I don't even know what are the suitable places for dating in this city, especially during this time period. My days with Fu Jiang were always surrounded by dangers and killings. Even the occasional calm time, many abnormalities were happening, making it difficult to think about what a normal date should look like.

This night, this world, this city is also restless, and the anomaly may have unfolded in a corner, but this night is undoubtedly more like a normal night than those days in the past. Fu Jiang seemed to feel fresh about this atmosphere. She was in a good mood and exuded a fresh vitality all over her body. She took my arm, stepped into the shadows, and walked through the streets without people. Occasionally, the lights were on, which attracted her attention, and then we watched the car drive by.

At these times, there is always very little conversation. I do n’t even know what topic to find to arouse her interest. In the past, we always talked about anomalies and battle-related things, which I take for granted— —But now, I want to say something else, just like a normal couple ’s topic. It's just that Fu Jiang would be interested in something normal? She seems interested in everything, but I feel that her interest in these things is not as strong as she showed. It seems like, because there are no great things, so ordinary ones can barely be used.

Fu Jiang is not an ordinary woman. In the past doomsday illusion, when she first met her, she was already the "final weapon". Her every move, no matter how many women's style, but its essence is completely different. From the purpose of Doomsday Truth to create the "final weapon", it is to promote the Doomsday. This fundamentally has eliminated various attributes related to "normal people's daily life".

Because it is difficult to expect a person who likes human society and daily life to experience the fun and destroy the world, right? As a "final weapon", it has no sense of normality and daily life, and does not possess normal human emotional cognition and ethical thinking. This should be the most basic condition. The comics are full of humanity, or, perhaps, will eventually awaken humanity, killing weapons that regret their fate. It's just a human-oriented artistic expression. A cult that truly takes the end of the world as truth will never create such contradictory things.

From this perspective, Fu Jiang does not actually have emotions because of "dating" itself. Because only people need to date. Nor would she be interested in dating a normal person, because she was not a normal person, or even a person.

So, when she mentioned the word "dating". I'm very upset because .... Dating with people can also use human stories as a reference, but dating with non-humans. What can we use as a reference?

I still couldn't find topics other than "past", "abnormal", "fighting" and "sex". I think back to the memory left by this city, and I told these stories from childhood, which were already vague and interesting, as a story to Fu Jiang. At this time, the original troubles and embarrassments, in my feeling Becomes interesting. Of course, even if Fu Jiang is interested. I also don't know if she really finds it interesting. However, I will only say these things. When these things were finished, we held our hands next to each other and walked slowly in silence. However, I did not find this silence sad at all. On the contrary, this atmosphere of speechlessness made me not want to break it. It's quiet, like it's hot summer. Sunk to the bottom of the pool, looking at the light seeping from the water surface, clear and warm.

It was also at this time that I felt as if I could touch Fu Jiang's body temperature and skin's softness, and touch her inner—just a feeling, in fact, it could not be done at all.

I think back to the days I spent with Fujiang, as I see now, there is almost nothing like that. In the past time period, we probably stayed in bed * and kept going to sleep. After waking up, it was a variety of exercises, investigations and battles related to "mystery". If there is no progress after night, then continue * , Sleep, and then a cycle. That is both work, mission, and life. Excluding the stimulating, diverse, and dangerous anomalies caused by "mystery" is actually very monotonous. It's just that the wonderful mysterious events take up most of every day, so I can't breathe a lazy air.

This night, the distance I traveled was a very special part of my time with Fujiang. I believe that I will remember it until the end of the end.

This evening, nothing happened. At midnight, I went to Fujiang and Zuochuan to rent a house. It was a residential area only ten minutes away from the home of Dr. Ruan Li and me. When Zuo Chuan and John Niu arrived here, they had already set a lease for one year. The small apartment with two bedrooms and one hall has not been too well decorated. The owner of the house has heard that he has settled in another province, and the way of renting is through an intermediary. Some electrical appliances were purchased and installed by Zuo Chuan and John Niu during their stay.

I stayed in the rooms of Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan, and there was still no normal topic. They were all about the repeater, serial nightmares and ghosts. Then, it was *. It wasn't until Wu Gentian that he returned to his home. Dr. Ruan Li is still asleep, I do n’t think she woke up, so it should not be clear that I left for one night.

When the day came again, I still couldn't sleep. I heard the sound of Dr. Ruan Li getting up. Until she started working in the kitchen, I opened the door and went out to wash, pretending to have just woke up. When we had breakfast, Dr. Ruan Li told me to take the medicine on time instead of going outside. Today she will notify the decoration company to repair the doors and windows. She always felt that once I got sick again, I would attack those ordinary people. Dr. Ruan Li believes that I have moral common sense. She is worried that my hallucinations will make it difficult for me to distinguish the reality.

Her worries are not untargeted. In the past cases, mental patients treated ordinary people as monsters and normal behaviors of others as malicious and aggressive behavior. It was not uncommon to attack them to death. Happening. People with dangerous aggressive mental illnesses do not necessarily have much different ideological and moral concepts from ordinary people, but only because the changes in the outside world are fed back to their minds. They are not the same as ordinary people. Criteria, because of these differences, will produce huge differences in response.

"Relax, I promise you, I won't do anything with them, even if they have emptied everything in the room." I said.

"No, if they really loaded the car, I think you can do it." Dr. Ruan Li's attitude finally eased a bit, and said with a laugh.

"I have friends who will come over. If I do something bad, they won't just sit back and ignore it." I said, naturally Fujiang and Zuochuan, because the abnormal situation is not obvious, so they probably will Feeling bored.

"Friend? At school?" Dr. Ruan Li asked, "You said before that you were married abroad ..." At this point, her expression is a little weird, and I can understand that if her child is inexplicably missing, a week Later, I suddenly called and said that I was married abroad.

"Well, she will come too." I said, "Do you want to see her?"

"Of course." Dr. Ruan Li was a little excited, and put a little pressure on the tableware. "Of course I want to see her!" After that, he looked at me with a suspicious look. Missing friend '? "

The so-called "invisible friend" is a type that is also quite common in mental cases. In short, it is a person created by the patient's hallucinations. It may be the patient's "friend", "family", or it may be Anything that fits the patient's heart. Moreover, although it is a "friend", the impact on the patient cannot be positive, and in the illusion that the patient can only see, it may not necessarily play a positive role, and even worse, it may not be a human, but In the form of "harmful monsters". There are many mental patients who feel that they are being chased by a brutal guy, as if they will be hurt as soon as they stop. In the eyes of normal people, this mental patient is just running around like crazy.

Of course, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan are not such "invisible friends."

Although I say so, I think that unless Dr. Ruan Li sees Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan in person, this doubt will disappear. However, compared to my bad friends, I am more worried that my friends are "invisible friends", which really fit the style of a psychologist.

"Got it, I will let them stay for dinner." I promised Dr. Ruan Li to stay them.

Dr. Ruan Li only took a little worry ~ www.readwn.com ~ but still went to the clinic as usual, she also considered taking me, but, her work is not staying in the clinic all day, On the contrary, she went out more often, and those workplaces were considered by her not to be my place. Dr. Ruan Li does not often cover up where she is. She has been a consultant in a mental hospital outside the city for three years. The mental hospital seems to be responsible for dealing with dementia and other attacks. Sexual patients, but in fact, there are also sentenced aggressive mentally ill patients who will be transferred and stay here for a week or two or three days before being transferred to other mental hospitals that specialize in this type of patient.

This week, or two or three days, is the time for Dr. Ruan Li to conduct clinical teaching, and her teaching training includes university psychology students, as well as local and foreign police system personnel. Dr. Ruan Li's work is very busy, but also very respected. Her knowledge and experience not only have a high reputation in the world, but also provide help to many people. In this city, she is also a big man with a face.

Such doctor Ruan Li, since he does not want to take me to her place of work, must have a strict basis. However, to some extent, I hope she can take me to work, because, I ’m not sure, the anomalies that started in this city will certainly happen to ordinary people like toilet talks, or even mental patients Will be affected, or is the mental patient more likely to be affected first? (To be continued) ()