Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I did not hide my guess from John Bull. The origin of the demon summoning procedure is unknown. In the worst case, it may carry some mysterious information about the user. "Ding oint" novel .w no matter under what circumstances, the leakage of mystery information is a first-class event for mystery experts. Of course, I will not sloppy on this issue. If the theft of the disk was done by John Bull and Zuo Chuan, then they should also have a valid reason.

"Mr. Gao Chuan, your eyes put a lot of pressure on me." John Bull's gaze dropped, and he lifted up again. He took a deep breath and looked at Zuo Chuan who had no expression before saying, "Yes, Your demon summoning program disk was taken by us, but it is no longer in our hands. "

John Bull began to explain the ins and outs of things to me. After obtaining the demon summoning program and making her own electronic demon, she and Zuo Jiang met in an accident. However, the accident at the time seemed to have an unnatural taste in hindsight, but there was no evidence, just the intuition of the mysterious expert. In fact, the mysterious expert is the group of people who do not believe in the accident. However, whether it is accidental or inevitable, the meeting between the two is a fact and not a bad thing. However, when they decided to go to Asia, an email was delivered to them.

The content of the email is very simple. One is to explain the situation of the demon summoning procedure to prove that the sender knows the demon summoning procedure. It makes people feel that the other party is the maker of the demon summoning procedure.

"Do you think this sender is the maker?" I asked John Bull.

"Maybe, I tend to assume this as a fact." John Bull replied.

The second is to inform the two of me and the mysterious man of the Apocalyptic "Carmen" in the world of repeaters.

"Carmen!" I nodded and confirmed it in my heart, "My demon summoning program disk is in his hands?"

"Yes, this is what the sender told us to do. The other party hopes that Carmen can meet her after getting the disk." A synonym for John Bull made me care.

"She? Woman?"

"No. It's a monster with a female appearance!" John Bull mentioned the man, his face became gloomy and his tone was not very good. Obviously, he had been hit on a psychological level, and he still hasn't recovered.

"Did you fight with her?" I asked.

"No, no." John Bull said cautiously: "That's as long as you see it. You never think it's normal ... No, it should be said that you know it's a monster as soon as you meet! That thing seems to be completely caused by What constitutes an anomaly, its external image simply cannot describe its essence. "After a pause, he said:" I have never seen anything so abnormal, like an anomaly above all anomalies. "She was a little indescribable and could only say:" Because it is too abnormal. So, we did not fight at all, nor did we oppose doing it. There are many doubts about this matter, but, there is one thing I can be sure that what the monster is going to do will be even worse if it is rejected, and there may be an irreparable situation. "

"The actual situation is only known to you, but—" I told John Bull unabashedly. "I believe your judgment."

John Niu breathed a sigh of relief: "Mr. Gao Chuan, I know what you are worried about, but, I do n’t think there should be a mystery in this world that perfectly replicates the mystery of others. When users operate the electronic demon. Let the electronic demon play The power that comes out, and the electronic demon act independently, or in the hands of other people, the power that can be exerted cannot be equal. Indeed, the mystery can theoretically do anything. Realize all imaginable and unimaginable Effect, but this does not mean that the mystery will completely surpass the scope of the statistics of the known data when it is directed to a certain actual situation. So far, 90% of the mysteries that have occurred so far cannot be done without restrictions. Things, even with the support of a repeater, is not possible. Netball has carried out statistics on the existing known mysteries, and found that the mystery can achieve an effect. There is an upper limit, although for a mysterious event, this upper limit is not Good judgment. And, in the data of the network ball statistics, there have never been two kinds of the same mystery. Therefore, even if it is The mysterious intelligence leakage of the body is not enough to cause too much trouble to the user. For example, this time, assuming that the electronic demon you made by Mr. Gao Chuan is controlled by the enemy, the other party cannot reach the level you used when using the mystery. If this enemy Use your electronic demon to deal with you, then his failure is inevitable, I believe, you must understand this. "

"Even if the possibility is only after the decimal point of the percentage, I hope to be more cautious." I warned John Bull carefully, "If Carmen used my demon summoning program to gain the power of my electronic demon, it is possible Very terrible changes have occurred. "The origin of Carmen, and his relationship with" Jiang ", in the doomsday illusion, are all very special, and the night crow quark is also a manifestation of my particularity. I can't imagine what will happen if the two particularities are combined, but I don't want to see such a thing at all.

However, when I knew that my demon summoning procedure fell into Carmen's hands, I had a strong hunch that the changes I didn't want to see had already begun. Therefore, it is of no avail to blame anyone at this time.

"What are you worried about? Mr. Gao Chuan." John Bull asked.

"I don't know how Netball rated Carmen, but I think that no matter how much you overestimate him, you still underestimate it." I admitted that although I couldn't explain to them why I had such an idea . Personality staying in the illusion of doomsday cannot truly understand the impact of "hospital reality". It is said that everyone is only in an ideological world, and the higher reality that determines the destiny of all people does exist. At most, it is only regarded as a philosophical assumption. In most cases, it will be my conjecture. . What's more, there is no way to "logout" any more when the body is all changed. This is also one of the reasons why I think that to rescue Misaki and Bajing from the height of "hospital reality" and even liberate all the patients with doomsday symptoms, you must pass the "jiang" to do it.

In the "hospital", Dr. Ander, the lurker, the color repeater, and Dorothy who do not know where, although they have prepared a series of plans for the "virus" and "patient", but. For those who are still helpless about change, the ultimate level they can achieve is at most only to cure patients who have not yet been cured. If you only focus on this level, Dorothy and another plan that I am implementing are still promising. , The best result imaginable. Probably it was also Misaki, Bajing and Marceau who could be saved. Although the state of the color and Dorothy is more special, but because it is not the same, there is also the possibility of being saved. Go ahead and execute this plan, even if it is already your own. It is impossible to be saved from this plan.

I don't think it's wrong to sacrifice myself, the possibility of Zhenjiang, to save Misaki, Bajing, Marceau, Tie Se and Dorothy. I don't hate another me, because he did nothing wrong, and even the plan he is executing may be more realistic in human logic. It ’s just not ideal. Yes. It is just not ideal enough, not everyone is saved, at least, not the people loved by Gaochuan can be saved.

I sometimes feel that the reason why I can recover is because of the idealistic aspect of Gaochuan's thinking. Looking forward to that dreamy perfect ending, the “Gaochuan” personality who can do immediate action had to follow a more sensible side, so there was a contradiction in his heart and he was interfered by Jiang. Resuscitate me.

I exist in this world with unreasonable miracles, which may itself be the realization of the end of the "dream of Takagawa". Therefore, while I feel contradictory and painful because of the unrealistic "idealization", I will never be shaken by the unrealistic "idealization". Therefore, I never doubted whether I was "Gao Chuan".

Obviously, I am the cognition of "Gaochuan", which has been given meaning since I was born and when I recovered.

However, the existence of my "Gaochuan" has been like a miracle, but if there is no greater miracle, it will still be nothing, because, "Gaochuan" has been transformed, and it is impossible to realize the reality of the "hospital" in a general way. To intervene, and assume that the “hospital reality” is the real reality—even if I ca n’t be sure, but I ca n’t deny this possibility—that means that I no longer have the possibility to save anything from the level of reality Contrary to me, what Dorothy is doing is actually a behavior that has the possibility of self-help. From this conclusion, the other one is really on the path of "the hero of the person I love", and I am just a "pseudo-hero" who can only live in delusion.

Yes, without greater miracles, I am such a thing-the end of dreams, idealized falsehood. However, because of this, I can theoretically be stronger than any "Gaochuan" in the ideological world of Doomsday Illusion, because, in a certain sense, this existence of me has already surpassed "Gaochuan" "The end of will.

I do n’t know if these thoughts that occasionally cross my mind are true, but it does not prevent me from making assumptions that lead my actions, and all my actions are actually based on assumptions. Because I can't understand the true truth, I only have an ideal dream, or, I confirm that to realize this dream is the only meaning I have here.

Because I think so, I feel that Carmen's existence has many things in common with me, and is therefore a particularly powerful anomaly. All in all, in the current "Gaochuan" era, Carmen is also unable to interfere with the "hospital reality", and he knows this, and his actions must be centered on the greater miracle of "can interfere with the hospital reality". This goal is in To a certain extent, I must go through.

It is precisely because our roads have similarities in this sense, so I can better understand what kind of consciousness and means Carmen will pay for this purpose. If I say how strong I am, then how strong he will be. If I say how persevering I am, then how hard he will be. If I say how far my thinking is, then his thinking will be so far away. I regard Carmen as a peer-to-peer existence, but the online ball can't do this, they don't even know that I exist. My thoughts, my plans, my consciousness, what is the extent of things.

Because of this, maybe John Bull made the choice he thought was correct based on the intelligence of the online ball, and I also felt that her choice was wrong. Moreover, it is extremely dangerous.

John Bull and I looked at each other and tried our best to express our seriousness. If Carmen really changed due to the crow quark, it would definitely not be a "surprised, unpredictable, so there is no need to worry. Even if things are irreversible at this time, as a comrade-in-arms, I still hope that John Bull takes this seriously and avoids subsequent actions. Extra losses were caused by underestimating Carmen. Although I will be the enemy of the Doomsday Truth, the Nazis, and the 51st area, and even the entire world in terms of capturing the spiritual integration device, before the situation naturally developed to that extent, I and this time There is no absolutely irreconcilable contradiction in the Las Vegas special combat forces.

In other words, without the help and containment of the Las Vegas special combat forces. A person goes to face the doomsday truth and the Nazis have begun to implement, but there is no plan to reveal the body. Its difficulty will definitely rise in a straight line. I am not afraid of facing any difficulties, but it does not mean that I can ignore everything and let the difficulty continue to rise, because, what is the benefit of my plan?

It seemed that I was staring at me with some uneasiness. John Bull looked away from me and pondered for a while before saying, "Mr. Gao Chuan, your origin has always been a mystery. It is impossible for us to treat it as another Gao Chuan. But, We also think that your existence will inevitably involve a deeper mystery in this world, and it also has more important significance than that of Gaochuan.

Of course, this view was not drawn by me, but based on the prediction of Prophet Mayn and the result of the analysis of the think tank that assembled the network ball. I do n’t know whether this view is correct, but I tend to say that it is correct, because the fire and Prophet Mayn never let us down. They told me something before I joined the operation, so even if it is difficult to understand, what is your relationship with Carmen, and how did you make such a judgment, I will take your warning seriously. I do hope now that you are only exaggerating on Carmen's question, but you will never bring this emotion into action. "

"That's enough." I said. John Bull ’s eyes made me want to believe that her answer was not perfunctory.

"I came here this time to confirm your situation. I will soon return to Europe and join the team, are you really not with me? What you do will make the world's development trend the same, All the troubles from the mystery will gather around the Europe and the United States. I believe that there will soon become the core of all plans and the place where we should pay most attention. "John Bull said seriously, looking at Zuochuan," Zuo Chuan, there is a lot of pressure from Europe and the United States. It is also necessary for you to have combat strength like this. "

"No, I will follow the master." Zuo Chuan said, "Compared to your plan, I believe that the master will be more effective. The master has proved it with facts, even if it is the same as the last doomsday truth and rivet them. It wo n’t fall into the disadvantages. Even if the plan has the cooperation of Doomsday Religion, is n’t it a miscarriage? So the troubled center will be far from Asia and back to Europe and America. "

"On the strong man theory?" John Bull patted his forehead. "I really don't understand why the madmen of the mercenary association would create you with this personality tendency as the core. Facts have proved that this character is not excellent. Moreover, it is difficult to be truly powerful. "

"Wrong, the value of the ninja is not to depend on the strong, this is just a means of survival, not the meaning of existence." Zuo Jiang's speech made me look sideways, although, in the past, Zuo Jiang has shown very strong, The character traits unique to the old occupations that have been annihilated in history in the 11th Principality of the Central Duchy, but now she is more intense, like shaping an image in a refined way, extreme shaping. The description of "Ninja" in history and her performance today are actually quite different. Simply put, what Zuo Jiang showed at this time is like a "ninja" template in mainstream ideology.

Although I haven't gotten along with Zuochuan for a long time, I still don't have enough in-depth understanding of her past, but I think that the artificial man "Zuochuan" who existed only as a mercenary in the past is definitely not the current appearance. What happened to Zuochuan? What factors made her change in a short time? Is it related to Dorothy? These questions are intriguing, however, it is probably impossible for Zuo Chuan to answer them by himself.

"Do you really think that you are a ninja? As far as I know, the ancient profession of ninja has long been unable to be actually verified." John Bull looked at Zuo Chuan with interest, "You don't even know, now Are you really a ninja, the guy who made you, just cultivated you into such a character as you imagined. You are excellent, Zuo Chuan, if you can change this rigid personality To become a real powerhouse. "

"John Bull, you should know that this weapon named Zuo Chuan has long since been abandoned as a waste product." Zuo Chuan said with a blank expression: "It is the master who gave me the meaning of my second life, from signing From the moment of the contract, I was no longer someone else who wanted me to be such a person to become such a person, but I wanted to be such a person and became such a person. I use my understanding to revive the ninja This profession, it may have been different from the ancient times, but it must be able to help the master more than any other form. "

"It turns out that, from this point, the mercenary association's waste utilization is also a fruit." John Bull mentioned the mercenary association, and there was a trace of sarcasm in his eyes. Although it soon disappeared, it was still captured by me. It is also unclear whether this is John Bull's personal emotion, or the attitude of the entire network ball. If we take the past doomsday illusion experience as a reference and look at the present doomsday illusion, even if the mercenary association has great ability, it will eventually be completely digested by this behemoth dominated by the network ball.

I never thought that Zuo Chuan would have such an idea. In the past, she never disclosed it. I do have a contract with both Zuochuan and Jiangchuan, not only the contract at the level of the contract and personal will, but also a contract based on the power of "Jiang". The strength of "Jiang" is enough to devour the individual's will. Therefore, the attitude displayed by Zuo Chuan at this time may be somewhat influenced by "Jiang". However, it is precisely because "Jiang" is too terrifying, so when getting along and cognizing, it has to put aside its existence, otherwise, all personal consciousness performance will become "meaningless fakes".

After all, what evidence can prove that the personality consciousness of all patients with doomsday syndrome, including me and Dorothy, is autonomous and free at this time? All thoughts and actions ~ www.readwn.com ~ are based on personal wishes? This kind of personal will is indeed purely personal, rather than being imposed by the "virus" and "jiang" during the game?

If it is said that all our thoughts and actions are "viruses" and "jiang", so they only exist, then we have no meaning at all.

Such an idea is extremely dangerous. But it seems that it can be related to the behavior of the doomsday truth religion-for example, because subconsciously recognizes this meaninglessness, it only seeks the end of the end, in the process of the end, and even the result, Find again and gain meaning.

terrible.

I blocked this idea at the deepest part of my heart, and only looked at most of the thoughts and actions in the illusion of doomsday by ignoring Jiang's interference.

"Forget it, although it seems that your decision is a bit regretful, but who will make it clear in the future? Perhaps Mr. Gao Chuan and Zuo Chuan's choice at this time will become the most critical part of the plan." John Bull relaxed She smiled, "It's a decision not to talk about all the eggs in the same basket." After that, she stood up, patted her trouser legs, and said, "I should go, there are still many things, the Asian side only I can count on both of you. "(To be continued ...)