Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Dr. Ruan Li rubbed his temples. Recently, the amount of data transmitted by Super Dorothy was several times more than in the past. Everyone was busy looking for patterns from it, interpreting the phenomena fed back by the data. As a member, she ca n’t be an exception, not to mention that she is a newcomer who has just been recruited. If she fails to make achievements, even if the lurking organization will not pursue the trouble, others in the same research team will inevitably treat her professional level. Have doubts. Although the research direction of this research team is different from the team led by Dr. Ande, the researcher's own nature will not change, and no one is willing to accept someone who cannot help him. Dr. Ruan Li is not a funder or a research leader. She is only responsible for her own project. However, whether she is suitable for this project is still controversial.

During this time, Dr. Ruan Li did make a certain contribution by using the resources of the laboratory. However, whether he has the ability to become the host of a project is still in the wait-and-see stage. Of course, the welfare promised by the lurking organization will not be cancelled or Reduction, but for researchers, hosting a project and becoming a project handyman are naturally quite different in their own affirmation.

Everyone is convinced that his own research is very important, and it must be an indispensable part of the overall research goal. However, in fact, what will not change because of this self-confidence. To make people affirm their achievements, we must first make achievements. Dr. Ruan Li, like other researchers, does not feel that the current research progress can be said to be "outcome". Everyone's identities on the bright side are employees of the "hospital", and they can all rely on the intelligence of the lurking organization to understand the progress of the doctor's team to a certain extent. On the whole, everyone can accept the fact that their progress is slightly behind, and the resulting competitive mentality. It is difficult to accept a research member who is "not strong enough".

Dr. Ruan Li is naturally confident in his research strength and research direction. However, in a research, whether he can get enough time will not be transferred by his own judgment. The situation of being wiped out in the research because it is impossible to achieve results in a short time. In her past work, she has seen many times, and even two of them have happened to herself-it has nothing to do with her own ability, but only whether she can adapt to the standards in a specific environment. The philosophy of survival of the fittest is everywhere. .

The more embarrassing the research, the more stringent the restrictions. Before joining the lurking organization, Dr. Ruan Li understood that if he can accept "cannot enter the team of Dr. Ande. Can only participate as a marginal figure. "Study" this situation, of course, does not need such hard work. In fact, even Dr. Ander's team never exerted pressure on Dr. Ruan Li. It's just that, as a researcher, the weirdness of the things being studied, and the sensibility inspired by close contact with Gao Chuan. It made her unable to accept her marginalization. She wants to know the nature of "virus" and what it means. Fulfilling the responsibilities of a doctor, and going further, to achieve the achievements that shocked the world, these curiosity, responsibility, and aggressiveness are the reasons why she joined the lurking organization when she knew the danger.

Although the lurker organization is limited by the activity environment. It is not possible to provide a research environment with the same standard as the Dr. Anders team. However, in terms of the size of the research team, the current equipment owned by the research team is not far from the Dr. Anders team. Possibility of catching up. Even if he doesn't care about others' eyes, Dr. Ruan Li doesn't want to waste these conditions many times better than before.

Dr. Ruan Li needs to complete the work of the "hospital" during the day. Although the main management responsibility has been relieved after Gao Chuan disappeared, he only needs to regularly manage other less special patients-this is also a symbol of marginalization-but In the recent period, the deterioration of the patients is also very difficult. Dr. Ander ’s team does not expect her to make any substantial breakthroughs. However, just counting the patient ’s data, regularly writing reports matching his identity, workload Also full. Precisely because he has both the identity of a hospital employee and the identity of a researcher of a latent organization, Dr. Ruan Li can get a glimpse of the current deterioration in the timeline.

The damage and reorganization of Super Dorothy, when the laboratory observed abnormal conditions, suddenly collapsed and deteriorated, and even the patient's mania during this time showed a kind of coherence. For the research team, this kind of coherence needs further proof and anatomy, and, although for research, anomalies are more pleasing than no changes, but this explosive, unsolved deterioration , But it still puts tremendous pressure on people. I myself and others have studied unprecedented "viruses". Moreover, it is absolutely not weaker than any known malignant virus in terms of lethality. No matter what the cause of the outbreak is, there is a great risk of death. of. In the face of "viruses" in any sense, the identity is not enough to provide security guarantees. The only thing that can make you feel safe is to find a way to crack the "viruses" as soon as possible and create serums and resistance drugs.

Everyone is rushing for time, not just for the confrontation of research ideas, but also to save their lives-experts who can enter the research team understand that once this "virus" appears in the pool, even the hospital and The total defensive strength of the lurking organizations is absolutely not enough. The only thing that may prevent the spread of disasters is the nuclear bomb-no, maybe even the nuclear bomb cannot solve the problem, because of the existence of this "virus" , People feel that it has exceeded the field of mass energy formula in today's science. This is also the most attractive part of the "virus". As long as you can get a glimpse of some essence, it makes people think that it will make a breakthrough contribution to today's scientific limitations.

This race is not just about personal honor.

Huge amounts of data are rolling on the screen, and servers in low-temperature environments are constantly increasing the temperature. These states will be reported at regular intervals before reaching the critical point. With the increasing pressure on the server, the reported mechanical sounds have become more and more frequent. Although it is irritating, none of the researchers will propose to shut it down. This is not the first time this has happened. More and more details have dulled the researchers. If you want to adapt to stress, you must have a general understanding of stress, and now the increase in stress is probably out of the scope of adaptation of many researchers-Dr. Ruan Li looked around his colleagues who were doing things, and couldn't help thinking .

Dr. Ruan Li ’s condition is better than most people ’s because. She may not be the most adaptable one, but in terms of psychological adjustment, she is the most capable one. She is not the only expert in psychology in the team, but she always believes that she is the strongest one in clinical adjustment-she can't help but have no confidence in her experience of getting close to Gao Chuan. Let her have such confidence. Without long-term experience with that child, it is impossible to understand how much pressure Gao Chuan's abnormality will bring to the person in charge. It's not just work pressure, but when people get along with each other and try to understand each other, the pressure is also a kind of association that arises from the other party's abnormal state. If you can be indifferent to these, then. It is impossible to become the person in charge of this patient-the hospital is not a place where people are gilded. In terms of the particularity of the patient, there is no pressure. It can also be interpreted as not having the motivation to meet the standards. Researchers without motivation are not trustworthy.

In the hospital, Dr. Ruan Li's work has condensed the most whimsy. The speciality of "virus" makes it impossible to find a way from low-end science, but all high-end science. There are many unsubstantiated assumptions in itself. Even though the work here strictly follows scientific research methods, when it comes to specific situations, it is often necessary to break the conventional scientific way of thinking and use imagination as a breakthrough. Every little progress. It may all seem to be less scientific. Of course, whether these "progresses" are really progresses, perhaps more accurate examples prove, but if there is no such "progression" of this degree, you can only say There is nothing to do.

Dr. Ruan Li, like everyone else, fumbles in the dark. The research object does exist. This must be affirmed by all researchers. However, on the other hand, all researchers also have to think that the research object is far away from today. The field that science has reached seems far away. This distance is just a feeling, no one can determine how far it is, no one can determine what is still in the dark, if you want to understand it, you must find a way in the darkness-perhaps, this way Full of too much uncertainty, every point on the road is still in an incomprehensible state, but as long as you can walk through it to the "virus". As long as it is determined that this road can reach the goal, and then go back and study what is going on in this road, it is still too late. If you can't get to the "virus", everyone will have a big trouble. People will only have a hint of association and will feel terrible big trouble.

This is not the case of getting the Pandora's Box and opening it by yourself-this Pandora's Box has been opened by people regardless of whether they want it or not, and it is not transferred by people's wishes at all.

The sound of mechanical reports came again, and the sudden increase in the vicious state seemed to slow down. Dr. Ruan Li could judge that those who were indifferent again were actually relieved. In this suddenly relaxed atmosphere, she unplugged the data disk, encrypted her proprietary working end, and said to other colleagues, she left the secret research room.

On the way back, there are strong security measures, and there are not many people responsible for it. However, letting the returnees lose their position in the laboratory is the first criterion. Dr. Ruan Li suspected that these confidentiality measures were formulated and implemented by "Super Dorothy". After the elevator door is opened, going out is the hospital building where your office is located. Although many details indicate that this elevator that runs through the building is closely connected with the hidden research laboratory organized by the lurker, but if there is no identity verification, it is also It is impossible to get there by elevator-according to the feeling when returning, the research room is probably underground of this building, but Dr. Ruan Li is very clear that this feeling is very unreliable, if the confidentiality of the research room is only This level has long been discovered by "hospitals".

Although I have also guessed that the "hospital" has mastered the hiding place of the lurking organization on this island, but this conjecture is still only a conjecture. Dr. Ande must know the existence of the lurking organization, but from this time on, the life of the two identities has continued to change. Dr. Ruan Li has such a feeling that they do not know the specific situation of the lurking organization. The information he has about lurking organizations. All are lagging in time. "Hospitals" have been infiltrated and are very serious. Although the large network woven by the lurking organizations cannot shake the foundation of "hospitals", they cannot even participate in the research of "hospitals" in the normal way. Unless a strong attack is carried out with external force, the fundamentals of the lurking organization cannot be shaken. Even if there are outside forces trying to interfere in the internal structure of the "hospital", there will also be resistance from outside forces.

This feeling made Dr. Ruan Li no longer as worried as when he was determined to join the lurking organization. All the conditions that fell in the wind were relatively speaking. The background of the lurking organization was no worse than that of the "hospital" just. Before the situation changes without breaking the balance, all parties have enough patience to wait.

I am afraid that for the people living on this island, the threat posed by the "virus" itself is much higher than the threat posed by the internal and external forces. When she arrived in the public office and turned on the computer to accept new mail, this feeling became more and more heavy-when she was working in the research room organized by the lurker, several hospital staff showed signs of infection. . Among them are not only ordinary staff, but also front-line researchers. The constantly changing defense and management measures have never been able to isolate the threat of "virus" in the laboratory.

Everyone knows that it is impossible. There is too much evidence to prove that the "virus" has already spread in the air. When people will get sick is just a probability. It has nothing to do with the physical constitution of human beings, and even those measures that are more consoling than practical. Everyone in the hospital can become a patient at any time. This probability is not much different from that outside the island.

Maybe the next one is yourself? Dr. Ruan Li was in a heavy mood and responded to the email. Turn off the computer. From tomorrow on, the number of patients who need to be managed will increase, and there are people they know, which is not a happy job. She glanced at the sky and decided not to work tonight, giving herself a break. Otherwise, her body might fall back in the increasingly heavy work. As a doctor, she has high requirements for self-management, and, at least from a mental state, a good body will make people feel that their chances of getting sick are reduced. She didn't want to change from a researcher to a researched person. Too many cases told her how painful and desperate it would be if she had doomsday syndrome.

When Dr. Ruan Li left the office, the sunset light was spraying on the corridor, like a piece of sand, full of the fresh and beautiful that is rarely seen in the city. Even if this island is not too beautiful, there are too many artificial transformations, but there is no industry The polluted sky still emits intoxicating luster and color at certain moments. If your job is not facing such a terrible thing, I am afraid the mood at this time will be the same as vacation. When she deliberately did not think about the research topic, other slightly soft and emotional ideas soon filled her mind. She enjoyed this sensual divergence. It can be said that this is the most since her time. A relaxing moment. Even the heavy steps seemed to become brisk.

However, such a good mood was broken by a tumult when Dr. Ruan Li stepped outside the building. A bunch of people were rushing in her direction. It was a group of people chasing another group of people. There was a fierce battle between the two sides. Someone was directly shot and rolled on the ground. This chaos came too suddenly. Before that, no one seemed to think about shooting. They hula appeared from a corner, just a few blinks, and they were already in a violent and dangerous state. Dr. Ruan Li saw it at a glance. It was a group of patients with mad doomsday syndrome. They were naturally chased by the security personnel responsible for the safety of the hospital. Say they can be guards or soldiers. They are uniformly dressed and equipped with extremely comprehensive equipment. At night, even in the image of a special soldier, he appeared in every angle of the hospital. The area of ​​the hospital is theoretically the entire island, but these security personnel are basically only responsible for the places with many people, but if they receive the order, they will chase the target to any place on the island that is inaccessible.

Dr. Ruan Li is naturally unable to judge the combat effectiveness of these security personnel, but she is very aware of how dangerous the patients with mad doomsday syndrome are. It is definitely an unmatched existence for ordinary people. They are like taking hormones. Their ability to move is fully improved, and they are terrifyingly aggressive. When they swarm, they ca n’t intercept them even with firearms, because these patients ’physical qualities will become the same as ordinary people in the stage of deterioration. Not the same-even if the fatal parts of the heart and brain are hit through through, they will not die in the first place, and once they are injured, they are likely to be infected. This chance is about 10% greater than the chance of a sudden illness. No one wants to experience it for themselves.

Ordinary people, even ordinary soldiers, can't cope with this large group of mad patients. If they are involved, the danger will rise linearly. Dr. Ruan Li immediately returned to the building and opened a room quickly, with the sound of footsteps behind him. Then, as soon as she slammed the door shut, she heard a loud bang—the patient slammed into it, and the door locks were twisted, followed by more intense gunshots.

Dr. Ruan Li thought about it, and before the next impact, he pushed a heavy object like a cabinet to block the door. Just after this, the glass window of the room was smashed. Several patients reached into their hands with their teeth open, seemingly wanting to remove the entire window. Dr. Ruan Li picked up the glass jar on the table and smashed it. The patients were counterattacked, and their movements were even more crazy. However, because they were crowded together, they did not move well, and they were quickly screened by bullets shot from the other end of the corridor. Then, they struggled for a while, and then gradually disappeared.

The crazy scene caused Dr. Ruan Li's heart to beat violently. Although this is not the first time that he has experienced such a sudden situation, he cannot be said to be accustomed to it anyway.

Dr. Ruan Li slowly backed off. Although he didn't actually waste much physical energy, he felt very exhausted mentally. It seemed that his body strength was almost gone. She sat on the table, waiting for the security staff to declare safety. The shouts and gunshots continued for a quarter of an hour, during which a patient jumped from a higher floor ~ www.readwn.com ~ Dr. Ruan Li saw her with her broken leg, as if she fled to other directions without pain. It is "escape", which may not be appropriate. In Dr. Ruan Li's research, there is no actual fear of these mad patients, even at the instinctive level. The law of their activities does not change because of their emotional fluctuations, as if something is guiding their actions, but in terms of the details of the activity state, they do not have clear goals and plans. To put it simply, it is similar to the situation of "they think they should do something, but they don't know what to do." They are born as human beings, and the logic of behavior obtained by education is reduced to a freezing point. It is extremely strong, and it is often negative and extreme. As if at this moment, they have all become natural saboteurs, they wantonly to do completely irrational things, no matter what they do, their result is only one-spontaneous combustion.

That jumped upstairs, broke his leg, but was still running with his broken leg, as if the patient had no consciousness, just threw less than ten steps, and suddenly a flame burst out of his body, just like the sunset China turned into a ball of fire. Burning, she ran a further distance before she fell to the ground, and her charred body melted at a rate visible to the naked eye.

She is done. Dr. Ruan Li confirmed in his heart. This way of death, in all senses, is more thorough than a simple transformation. It is a type of deterioration that cannot be recycled. It is also the most need to avoid in the research so far. (To be continued ...)