Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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The sky is like a washed-out dye, with a hint of undertone thinly revealing. This is the last afterglow before the setting sun, which can only be seen in clear weather. I really like this scenery because it always touches the sensibility in my heart. However, in the memory of Doomsday Illusion, few days before I left the city, I can rarely see such a sky. When I looked up again, the anomaly brought by the weirdness and mystery seemed to permeate through the twilight, imperceptibly impregnating the atmosphere around me. I'm used to this unique feeling. The appearance on the surface is no different than before. It always makes my heart thump unnaturally.

It began to quiet down. Although there were still pedestrians and vehicles, the busyness of the city continued, but in this unique sense of anomaly, it seemed that the sound was turned off and the colors were eliminated. Feeling of silence. Not all abnormal feelings are like this, except that in this world, the signs when weirdness and mystery are active are usually like this.

where? what happened? I walked quietly, counting my own steps, thinking in my heart, will something really happen tonight? Is the current situation a symptom of toilet talk? Although what I said to the student president was sincere, if possible, I still hope that the worst will not come true.

"Mystery" cannot be estimated. Even if I have professional experience, under the conditions of limited technology, equipment and capabilities at this time, can I achieve everything. I don't have much confidence myself. The self-recommendation before was completely due to it. If something happens that I can't handle well, changing to other people will only increase the casualties, and the number and cooperation have no meaning at all.

Even if the outlook is uncertain, and now I smell an unusual taste again, I do n’t think my suggestion is wrong. In any case, the school must be calmed down.

He walked forward for a while, and the abnormal feeling dispersed in the air disappeared again. The world in my eyes has returned to its normal state. Until this time, I still can't determine the cause and location of this anomaly. However, I don't feel discouraged. After all, if you can easily perceive the details, then. "Mystery" will not appear so dangerous.

Being aware of the root cause of the anomaly, the long drive is straight in, and the crisis is straightened out. If it can be done, naturally it is the best. However, based on my past experience. It is the most common to fail to do such a thing. Therefore, if you are anxious at this time, it is actually useless.

"Relax, relax." I said to myself. After calming down, he soon arrived at his apartment building.

There are three familiar figures at the gate downstairs. From a distance, it looks like a great conversation.

"I'm back." I shouted to them.

These three people are naturally my adoptive mother Dr. Ruan Li, Ba Jing and Saki Ye. I'm a little bit strange. At this point in time, Bajing and Saki Yeh haven't returned to their homes yet. What are they doing coming to me? At this moment, before Dr. Ruan Li responded to me, she said to Bajing and Sakuya: "It's so late, just have dinner here."

"Is it okay?" Sakuya said excitedly: "It's great, anyway, it's the same person who returns home."

"I have also spoken to my family and will eat at a friend's house tonight." Ba Jing also said unkindly, hearing in my ears, feeling that Dr. Ruan Li's words were right in her arms-no, no, Even if Dr. Ruan Li did n’t invite, this girl would come together. Although the decision to make contact was still a matter of last night, the relationship between us is only clear to Sakuya, but compared to me, it is true that the eight scenes are faster and more active. For example, the next night, he ran to his boyfriend's house to meet his parents, and then rubbed and ate. This description may not be appropriate, but the attitude of Bajing gives me the feeling that it is less reserved than ordinary girls.

"No problem, my family's meals are still good." Dr. Ruan Li said with a smile, and then responded to me: "I'm back? I didn't expect you to have good female classmates in school, Achuan. Isn't school prohibiting early love?" Which of these two is your girlfriend? "

I did not expect that Dr. Ruan Li would have such a reaction, but it did not surprise me when it actually appeared. In the days when I formed a family with her, I knew her more and more. In terms of private life, Dr. Ruan Li is not the same as the ordinary mother in this country. Perhaps because the occupation is a psychologist, in many ways he pays more attention to psychological details, but the general direction is more enlightened. My parents in the memory of Doomsday Realm ... are not a type. Although the home habit is undoubtedly more free than that of the past student days, it may be because the memory in the hospital is disturbing. I cannot treat Dr. Ruan Li as a mother. Therefore, when I get along privately, there is always a kind of Not too natural feeling. I think Dr. Ruan Li should have realized that in this world, she regards herself as my mother, so this unnatural feeling may give her some blows.

No way, I can do many things, but there are also many things that I cannot do. Let me eliminate this unnatural feeling in a short time, I can't do it. Even so, I still love this foster mother very much. Although she only took the role of mother in this world, compared with her in the hospital, she no doubt gives me a closer feeling now. In addition, I wondered more than once why Dr. Ruan Li appeared here.

——She is not a patient of doomsday syndrome at all! Could it be said ... She was also infected when I didn't know it, and when I couldn't pay attention to the reality of the hospital, I was thrown into the illusion of doomsday?

It is possible, but my intuition tells me that this is not the case. More likely than this guess, perhaps the reality research team of the hospital has achieved some success, allowing Dr. Ruan Li to complete the connection to the illusion of doomsday? No, there is still something wrong. The device with the color as the center is full of mystery, and its origin and composition are unclear. Even the research team in the hospital knows little about it. They are just using some of the functions it has, and it seems impossible to repeat manufacturing. In this case, it is very difficult to make a breakthrough. Even if they find a shortcut and transform the tie into a central interference device, it will not be able to complete the analysis in a short time.

The time flow rate of the Doomsday Illusion is completely out of sync with the real time flow rate of the hospital. I have lived in the Doomsday Illusion for a long time. But in the reality of the hospital, it may only take a day or two, or even a moment. After all, observing doomsday illusions from the reality level of the hospital, the latter is the world of "ideology".

The time is too short, plus the tools available and the research. They are full of a lot of unknowns, and their core "viruses" cannot be recognized or directly observed, so research stagnation is a matter of course. Moreover, it is precisely because "viruses" and doomsday phantom devices are full of unknowns. Extremely similar to the "mystery" in the illusion of doomsday, so I can't judge whether it is "completely true in the absolute sense".

Combining these circumstances, the previous conjecture about why Dr. Ruan Li appeared here. It may be wrong. On the contrary, the statement that "now Dr. Ruan Li is just a reproduction of my consciousness by the repeater". It is easier to understand, however, there is no evidence. In this world, my adoptive mother, Dr. Ruan Li, is too detailed in detail, so detailed that I simply cannot find the loopholes in it, to believe that she is just an "illusion".

No, during this time with Dr. Ruan Li, with the gradual understanding of her, I am afraid that I am also unwilling to believe that she is just an illusion.

However, because there are too many doubts on Dr. Ruan Li, when I feel the warmth brought by her, I can't devote myself to the warmth of this family, even if I know it clearly The psychological damage is great.

Hateful-there are too many things that can't be done wherever they know what to do. I think about it more than once, and I feel angry and sad about it. Wanting to treat the people you cherish perfectly is just a distant hope. When you actually do it, you will know how frustrating it is.

I ca n’t think about it anymore. I told myself, to cheer up, as usual, to Dr. Ruan Li: “Bajing is my girlfriend, which started last night. Of course, the school does not allow early love, but as long as it is not Evidence was caught in the school to maintain the stability of grades, and the school will not be difficult for me as a top student. "

"Well, it's a good job." Dr. Ruan Li's smile appeared on his face. "In a group, as long as you let others know that you are excellent, you can get privileges. This is the norm in the world. "

"This is not normal education ..." I paused and wanted to call out "Mom", but it was really difficult to say. Although I said it occasionally before, I still couldn't do it like usual habits. "While being a mother, shouldn't you deny this claim of survival of the fittest? According to common sense."

"Then it depends on the common sense." Dr. Ruan Li's smile is very kind, but the tone is not, "The education of our family is to be full of" "naked aggressiveness. When we were young, we could not develop aggressiveness. With the psychology of competition, it is difficult to change personality after growing up. Without aggression and competitiveness, without the pain and excellent treatment of failure, it is impossible to become a good adult. "

Dr. Ruan Li ’s words were as straightforward as before, but today I did n’t talk about the nature of the topic. I turned to the topic and complained: “When will it be possible to have dinner? I have to go to the evening to study at 7:30.”

"I know, I know." Dr. Ruan Li smiled apologetically at Bajing and Saki Ye. "I'm glad you can be Achuan's friends. This person doesn't seem to care about anything on weekdays, but in fact he always takes things seriously. Hidden in my heart, I do n’t know if it ’s crooked. Those who really can be friends, will stay here for dinner, but there are not many. This kid will have to trouble you in the future. "

"Mom ..." I tried to say it, "but there is no mother who counts your son like you."

"It's strange! Mothers will count their sons." Dr. Ruan Li said of course: "When complimenting his son, it will only be when the son brings back girls who are friends or more than their lovers. Is n’t Bajing about half a bottle of water? "

I can only respond with a "twa", but I am very clear. How difficult it is to beat Dr. Ruan Li verbally. After that, in front of her building. I saw her complacent look deliberately unabashed. Is it so interesting to embarrass yourself as the only adopted child? I thought about this in my heart and watched the eight sceneries and Misaki together, and pleased Dr. Ruan Li with "Liang Shu", which would never show up on weekdays. The atmosphere was like giving me the only boy Exclusion is the same.

What an abomination! These women are so pretentious.

With a slightly uncomfortable mood, I waited for them to walk into the elevator before waiting for the next elevator. There is nothing more to say about the events afterwards, and the abnormal changes have not invaded into the dinner time. Although late. But at seven o'clock, we had dinner. During the period, Bajing and Saki Ye naturally went to work as Dr. Ruan Li's helper, helping to prepare meals. What surprised me was that both of them were very good at cooking, and they were usually not visible at all. Even when I think about the illusion of the end, there is no impression that they are good at home cooking. On the contrary, Zuo Jiang is better at it.

When I remembered Zuo Jiang, I couldn't help thinking, what happened to her at this time? I am now trapped in this world. From another perspective, I have indeed lost the direct observation of Jiang. According to my previous assumptions, "Jiang" is a "virus" if it is not in my observation. The "virus" is often active at this time. At this time, the possibility that the entire Doomsday Realm will be negatively affected by the "virus" is extremely great. This negative impact is not only reflected in the details of the action of the "final weapon". It is even more reflected in the trend of the situation in the entire world moving towards "collapse". That is to say: it is usually felt that the whole world is developing in a bad direction, but. When the "virus" is active, this overall feeling is more intense, just like the feeling of a slow water surging at once.

Are those people all right? Judging from the current situation alone, the safest ones are those of us who have entered the world. At this time, Zuo Jiang didn't take the initiative to appear in front of me. It still disappointed me a little and made me more nervous. After all, the scene that was killed by the "final weapon" is still vividly remembered. No matter how strong you become, whether there is a breakthrough, the other side is always better than yourself, just feel able to kill yourself, it is too bad.

Considering the direct and indirect relationship between this world and the entire Doomsday Illusion, since other mysterious experts can enter here, and Carmen has also begun to act, then the possibility that the "ultimate weapon" of Doomsday Truth will enter this world is not impossible. And if they really arrived, it would be the worst. Others will be limited in their ability by the mysterious restraint of this world, but I can't imagine that the final weapons that use Jiang as a template will be restricted to the same degree. After all, it is the most direct manifestation of virus activity.

If "Jiang" might consider me, or have more humanity or sensibility, and could not let go of his hands and feet, and deal with some issues tending to ease the way, then there are not so many "viruses" Interference. The meaning of the word "virus" in human dictionaries does not have the attributes of "forgiveness" and "hesitation", nor does it exist rationality and sensibility, and it is driven solely by survival and reproduction instincts-no matter what brings dooms syndrome How unknown the "virus" is, it is full of associations, but since the name is crowned, it is enough to prove that it reflects the corresponding characteristics in action.

"Virus" is terrible. The “virus” that is unobservable and incomprehensible is even more helpless, and can only continue to withstand the pressure brought about by it. Struggling under this pressure, before finding a way to cope, no matter how it changes, it can only be Endure silently.

That is a monster in the true sense, a monster that is more terrible than the demon in the illusion of doom.

Whenever I think of this kind of thing, I will be destroyed in a moment, which is a fair mood, or make the unpleasant mood more heavy, but I ca n’t stop myself from thinking about it, because ... this thing is in my In the body. I couldn't help but grab my shirt, just "thinking of it" would produce a huge sense of oppression, and the instinctive fear that emanated from under the abyss. Such feelings and emotions will only imprint the fact that the "virus" exists and its influence over and over again in my soul.

Can't get rid of it.

"Your complexion is not very good, and you thought about something else? Your hands are stopped." Opposite the table, Dr. Ruan Li said as he used a knife and fork to decompose his steak. She didn't even look up, because she was used to the symptoms that broke out from time to time.

"Ah ... it's okay." I re-segmented my steak and pretended to be casual. I didn't know how many times I experienced it. Even if I couldn't get used to it, I wouldn't be too excited at this time. "The steak is good today. . "

"It's Miyaki's craftsmanship, which is surprising, although it's still not as good as me." Dr. Ruan Li said with a natural tone, I think she was using Misaki to praise herself.

"It's not that good anymore." Miyake converged with a startled expression when she looked at me just now, somewhat modestly modest. I am not surprised that she will show such an expression. In this world, she is not as profoundly aware of the "I have a mental illness" situation as Bajing has realized. The eight scenes on the other side were silent, with a daily expression. Now, the eight scenes are also getting used to my mental condition. She is indeed better at adaptability than Sakuya.

"Speaking of it, what is Bajing cooking today?" I couldn't help asking.

Dr. Ruan Li and Miye raised their heads, looked at each other, and smiled faintly, making me think there would be no good answer. Then, Bajing took the initiative to point to a dish-the peanuts in it-that's it. She had no concealment and no expression of shame.

"Actually, the peanuts in Bajing are fried very well." Sakuya said quickly.

"Well." Bajing responded unkindly. "After all, my best is fried peanuts and fried squid." I think her sentence seems to mean another pun, and I couldn't find a response for a while.

Probably because of my silence, the atmosphere of the originally lively dining table suddenly became heavier. However, I did not have other ideas because of the "eight scenes will only fry peanuts". In fact, even if Bajing doesn't do housework at all, I won't have any psychological and mood changes after I know it, because girls don't know this, but it's a very common thing. I never use these housework skills to judge a woman. Of course, if the housework is all-round, it will be more reassuring.

"Say, say something." Miyaki said awkwardly, she seemed a little unbearable with the atmosphere on the table.

"The Student Council sent me a task, so I will spend the night at school tonight." I said quietly.

Both Bajing and Sakuya stopped the cutlery in their hands and focused on me, but Dr. Ruan Li's indifferent expression said, "Oh, then bring more clothes, this season ~ www.readwn.com ~ If you stay overnight It will be very cold. Are you on duty outside of the house? Will you stay in the dormitory? "Although the question was used, the tone was very positive.

"Well, if you stay in the dormitory, it doesn't make sense to stay in school. It's better to come back and rest." I said.

"Tonight I also ..." Ba Jing's remarks were not finished, just before I was interrupted by Dr. Ruan Li, she said: "No. If you and Saya Ye don't plan to go home, stay here. Overnight here. "Her tone was calm and normal. It was obviously not a reprimand, but it gave people a feeling that they couldn't refuse.

Bajing and Sakuya seemed to choke. Perhaps Dr. Ruan Li has put too much pressure on them, so that they did not speak next, nor did they show the slightest "must go" idea. So, before going out for self-study at night, Dr. Ruan Li stared at their eyes again and said carefully: "I remembered the previous words clearly. My family's rules are: The threshold for girls is 10:30. For this threshold girl, I will strongly oppose her approaching Achuan in my family. "

Dr. Ruan Li, who said so, is more imposing than he usually treats disobedient patients. Bajing and Misaki looked like scorched vegetables. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)