Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

As soon as I left the house in the afternoon, I was arrested by the eight scenes and Sakuya who suddenly came over, and the two of them laughed unintentionally. For peace and daily life, this is really a rare cruelty. I don't know why, I actually made such a pose when testing the electronic demon quark. It's a movement that imitates the classic posture of the most popular game protagonist. Generally speaking, only children in elementary school will imitate this way. After thinking about it, I suddenly felt very ashamed. After being seen by Bajing and Misaki, I regretted it and felt that I was really wrong. Is it because the rare peace is too long, so although the spirit is still being pulled by the latent undercurrent, is the overall tension really decreasing? I thought that after wearing a combat uniform, and after a certain level of reflection, the situation would be much better, but this fact has proved that even if you wear a combat uniform, there is no way to completely return to the calm and meticulous level of the past.

Moreover, in the end, I chose to avoid the sight of the two of them and put it in the past. I should face the laughter of the two more straightforwardly, and use a serious spirit to make the laughter eradicate from the beginning. This is also part of the mistake. In retrospect, in fact, I have been doing things that make me a laughing stock.

No matter what you do, you must have a courageous spirit. Even if it ’s a stupid thing, you must first become rational and strong in your own spirit. In this way, you will not be affected by the reactions of others. That is a kind of psychological toughness. Performance-I have always understood this, and so have asked myself. although. Many embarrassments have occurred in the past, making people want to bury their heads in the ground. However, in the doomsday environment adventure, especially after combining with "Jiang", this situation has become more and more reduced. Now such an embarrassment suddenly appears, which is particularly unbearable.

"Is a man so childish regardless of his age?" Sakuya asked. Although her performance didn't seem to be intentional, I subconsciously thought she was intentional. Such feelings and thoughts are simply unreasonable and particularly awkward.

"Sakuya." Bajing said: "There is an old saying that men are teenagers at any time ... Other people don't know, but it's really appropriate to put it on Achuan. I really think. If Achuan is seventy or eighty, he will still do Such a thing is actually very cute. And, I also think that A Chuan will really become such a man. "She said this, twitching her hair, when she looked like this. More mature than other girls. But, I think, it must be an illusion. Eight scenes and Misaki ... as well as Dorothy and tie colors, it is difficult to imagine their "mature women". Even Marceau, who used to be an adult, once made me feel like a big sister. But looking back on the contacts at that time, there is still a very childish side. Such them. Sure enough, I did not say my "childish" position.

Sure enough, the "Jiang" human form embodies a more mature charm. Although they are somewhat crazy, they will not say that Ba Jing can't say whether it is a thorny thing. Speaking of it, many times, the tone and the statement of the eight scenes always seem ambiguous. When I think it is a lesson, I feel that this is just fine, but it makes people think that when she actually agrees, it is essentially opposed. When exercising the squad leader's rights, he will speak directly and clearly.

This is probably the characteristic of the eight scenes ... will someone really sing this? For example, it is actually very difficult for me to imagine that this is not the eight scenes of this appearance. Although there are many differences between the eight sceneries of this world and the doomsday illusion, there are actually many places when talking about the same places. In the observations of these days, and the relationship that has been rapidly drawn from last night, I can more and more find out that the one who lives here and the one who lives in the illusion of doom have something in common. Compared with when I first confirmed the eight scenes of this world, I think her image in my mind has already overlapped with the past cognition a lot. In addition to her, the same is true of Misaki. Therefore, when I get along with them, I will expose the conditions that would not normally appear, because, at this time, my mood is more relaxed than when I take risks.

No way, I want to tighten my nerves, be alert to every detail change at any time, and analyze the effects of each interaction. However, after such a long absence, people can't help but think back to the strange things before touching the toilet, and deep into the end truth. The less urgent time before teaching-even if there will be some dangerous signs that make people feel "must do something", but the daily calming atmosphere will always affect you unconsciously. .

I thought like this, I had given up in my mind to stop Bajing and Sakuya from continuing to talk about the previous embarrassment. Fortunately, even if I did n’t say anything, no, I should say, just because the person concerned did n’t go on, so The topic of girls between Misaki will be quickly deflected to other aspects.

"How about the diary?" I walked quietly in front of the two with a step ahead of them, and asked them slowly.

"Diary? Oh, that, in fact, I haven't had time to read it carefully." Bajing said: "However, the electronic demon summoning program is gone."

"Yeah, what a pity. I wanted to check the night crow quark carefully. It felt like a doctor game with Achuan." Miyaki said with a smile: "It's a shame, Achuan, do you know what's going on? ? You know? "

You said that the doctor game, I was treated as a patient, right? Although there is a part of my essence in the night crow quark, it is really unpleasant to be treated as a patient by a female doctor.

"Isn't it a kid again, is the play game still so interesting?" I whispered, but I didn't expect to be heard by Sakuya, and she said to me straightly, "Well, very happy Yeah, because Achuan is a patient, and Bajing and I are female doctors, even if it is hypothetical, but I can imagine the various expressions of Achuan, and I am really happy. "

Do n’t you feel embarrassed about this kind of thing when you are delusional? I thought so, and looked away from Sakuya. Although the impressions in Doomsday Realm gradually overlap, but. That part of the coincidence is now pulled apart again, and you really are not like the other two of you, whether it is in the illusion of doomsday or in the reality of the hospital. but……

Although this kind of feeling makes people feel embarrassed and embarrassed, but you can see such a happy, natural and hearty night. It's really a happy thing. This kind of mood makes my mouth hook up involuntarily. Whether this world is a repeater trap, a mental illusion, or something else, I can come here and see them like this. I think that this trip, even if it is extremely dangerous, is totally worth the price. If it is a dream, at least in the beginning, most of them are rare dreams.

"What's the matter? A Chuan, laughing silently by himself?" Bajing stared at him sharply. "However, I didn't expect that I would have such an intimate day with Achuan. I went to school after school and encountered strange things. It was really something that was hard to imagine before yesterday."

"Well. That's right. Although I am in the class next door, this fate is particularly rare, isn't it?" Sakuya said, "Before last night, I was just a strange classmate with everyone. But now I feel that it seems that we have been friends for a long time, and we can let go of everything. It ’s clear that we only spend one night and one morning, and it ’s even less time to stay together. ”

"It's a question of the suitability of people." Bajing thought very seriously on this issue. "There are such tests in psychology. There are indeed many people, even strangers. After the first meeting, it was easy to talk about. Although love at first sight was ridiculed by some people, it was ridiculous and could not be felt or accepted anyway, but in fact, whether in psychology or physiology, it is based In the final analysis, it is a matter of matching. The matching of personality and genetic factors diverges in the form of invisible waves and is coordinated with each other. In the end, the situation that led to the breakup is mostly succumbed to the problem of money. The cruel factor is at work, and the situation of falling in love at first sight and then breaking up will actually be very low. Therefore, the situation of being intimate at the first meeting is actually scientifically based. "

"I don't know why, Bajing, although I really hope that love at first sight exists, but when you explain it, you will feel that it is a fallacy." Miyaki said something unexpectedly sharp, so let Bajing also accept it at once. No, the expression on his face paused for a moment, that look was really funny. I couldn't help but "laugh" with a laugh, it seems to be infected by my laughter, and Miyoshi then laughed, and made Bajing seem overwhelmed.

"How, why, am I talking about a funny thing? What, you scientific blindness!" The harsh measures of the eight scenes at this time are not reflected at all, but people feel that this girl is more than usual "soft".

"Uh huh." She coughed hard and shifted the subject quietly: "Compared to these, let's talk about the question of quark, that is the focus of the action later, isn't it? But now, it doesn't It ’s on the disk again ... Are you here? Achuan, I think, since it was made based on you, then it is a matter of course that it stays with you after the program disappears. And, although the mysterious program has already I ca n’t find it on the disk, but its composition is already an incomprehensible situation. Will it disappear? It is also a question. No matter the program or the electronic demon, it ca n’t just not be in the scope of naked eye observation. I think it does n’t exist? I thought about it after I went back. The “mystery” in Agawa ’s mouth probably means something that humans ca n’t observe, so they ca n’t understand. Although, in many cases, people can use mathematics Strictness, to deduce the situation that may not exist, but, because from the beginning, there is no basic formula, and it cannot be observed, so it is impossible to imagine Things can not understand, in fact, there are many.

Human cognition of this world begins with what humans can observe, and it is also based on human observation itself that it has a further foothold. However, there are too few things that humans can observe. Human sensory organs are weaker than most animals, inaudible sounds, invisible light, even if you can make all kinds of instruments and place them in the entire universe, the unobservable but existing things are still Countless. So, mysterious. Was it caused by something like that? It may be essentially high-dimensional from the beginning. Even if it is displayed in front of us in a form that we can observe, what we can observe is only a very small part of its truth-no, probably not even the truth, just like the twisted scenery after the light is refracted , Such a situation.

So, I want to understand mystery. It is impossible. Before we can completely observe all the existence in the universe, we can only speculate on the mysterious probabilities through the similarity of the phenomena, and this kind of probabilities often misleads us. Therefore, mystery is dangerous. But it is also full of charms that make people want to explore. Since the electronic demon is mysterious, it must have such characteristics? So, I am actually curious about it, not just. What it can do and what kind of changes it will bring to this world, strictly speaking, whether its appearance is a good thing or a bad thing, is in my mind. It's all unimportant things, what really matters. In this universe, in this world, there is such a thing as it exists. It is really-"Eight Scenery said here and sighed with satisfaction," It's really wonderful. "

Is it wonderful? I would use such words to describe. However, it is not incomprehensible. At the beginning, when I was just exposed to the mystery, and I had already seen the cruelty it brought, I had such a mood. Incomprehensible, dangerous, and frightening, but full of charm. Doctors who study high-risk viruses may feel this way. I am not a researcher, just a victim, but even so, I ca n’t fundamentally deny the mood that caused this. The eight scenes today, but I ca n’t say anything in agreement, because the world I see is really Is cruel.

Therefore, I can only go forward silently, quietly, firmly.

In the face of all kinds of people, all kinds of ideas put forward, when I ask myself, the contradictions I feel, the answers that these questions may have, I can think of many, but in the face of all this, the final answer, This is often the only one.

Can only go forward-only this answer is the only thing that is consistent and unchanging among the many troubles and contradictions that are constantly arising.

"Is my perception correct? A Chuan." After a long discussion about "mystery", Ba Jingyi asked me, beside her, Miye had been a confused expression, Mizue was really not suitable. Think so much. As I said before, I was too slender and thought too much, but I did n’t think much about it. After all, in our school, the standards of top students are not only as simple as excellent academic performance, but also good at thinking and handling things, but also a necessary standard. The Eight Scenery is also in the circle of top students, otherwise, it will not be selected as the class leader-in the strictness of this selection, our school is still different from some other schools, not so easy.

"Correct and incorrect, in fact, I don't know, but I think that what you said in the eight scenes is very reasonable." In this evaluation, my mentality is surprisingly calm. "However, I think it makes sense, does not mean that it is Correct, conversely, at least, a person like me agrees with your views. Can you be satisfied with such an answer? Eight scenes. "

"Huh. It's such a slender man. I can't be pleased with such a problem. If you simply say-what you said is the same as I thought-then, I would accept it more easily." Bajing Lifting his chin, he said a little bit dissatisfiedly, "However, if you don't deny it, you can pass it. After all, you are a boyfriend and the standard is lower than others."

"Ah? If it's a boyfriend, shouldn't it be stricter? Bajing." Saya said: "The others are of a very high standard."

"Whatever, don't be misled by those people. Even if you are a stranger, the object is to decide to spend a lifetime with yourself. Everything is a matter of care. If you deliberately raise the standard, life will soon be difficult." Bajing With a lesson, he said seriously to Misaki: "It's rare to be confused, rare to be confused. If you decide who you want to live with, you must apply this sentence."

"Hah ... is that true?" Saki Ye looked a little ashamed.

"Thank you so much. Having a girlfriend like you is really a blessing from my hundreds of centuries." I said in a pun.

"Ah, there are thorns in the words, don't think I can't hear it." Bajing glanced at me again with sharp eyes.

"The two of you are off the topic again. Achuan, is Quark really there with you?" Sakuya said quickly.

"Well, although it can't be seen under normal circumstances, when you look in the mirror, you will find that it is behind you ... I want you to help confirm this." This time, I replied cheerfully.

"To confirm, is it possible for other people to see quarks as well?" Bajing said.

"Well, you can see it and you can't see it. In some cases, the treatment is different." I said.

"It's true that the details must be compared." Bajing said disapprovingly: "I think it's the same in every situation."

"Where is the same?" I complained casually.

"Whether it is invisible or not, as long as it works at a critical time, even if it is seen, people will use their common sense to explain it, such as dazzling and magic." Bajing said: "A creature like human, The ability to accept very realities is very weak. "

"Is that true?" I thought about it, and I thought it was not unreasonable.

"Achuan is going to work at the Student Union today?" Sakuya interjected in. "Is there anything we need to do? Because, after last night, I feel I can't live like I used to. I always feel like I have to do something, However, I did n’t find that I had to do it myself, and I could do it ... Um ... I do n’t know what to say. Although I think I should be able to do something, what exactly should I do? There is no exact goal. , A little uneasy. "

Listening to her saying this, I couldn't help but look at her seriously. It's hard to describe my mood: "... So, did you have such a confession when Sakuya?" Really, this is not the same as my impression in Doomsday Realm of.

"... Why did Achuan say that? Ah, because I don't know me yet? Yeah, we only became friends last night." Miyaki said with an expression of understanding, "But I have always been like this, My mother told me that the so-called friends are those who can talk to each other immediately. Those who cannot face with real and direct thoughts, and those who cannot accept real and direct self are not called The object of friends is at most the level of 'familiar people'. "

"Oh, oh! It would be a strict mother to have such a comment on your friends." Bajing said: "My family is more casual, because, they said, what kind of friends I make will be affected by me. It ’s just too much an adult. Do n’t you care about your daughter ’s loss? "

"No ... I think that Bajing's family said this after Bajing had his own ideas? I don't think ~ www.readwn.com ~ after having his own ideas, Bajing would lose himself. "Sakuya smiled stiffly, and seemed to have a deep feeling about it." However, what she said was the same as mine.

Eight scenes will not let you suffer, especially the current eight scenes, in terms of interpersonal skills, teachers and students have a high evaluation, I think this evaluation is still above me, that is to say, My person, in fact, in terms of interpersonal relationships, is actually just so-so. Fortunately, the evaluation of top students is not simply composed of factors such as academic performance, thought level, action level and interpersonal relationship. After I joined the Student Union, I have seen non-public assessments that are thicker than the public student files. As for the operation procedures of the investigation, it is not accessible to the student officials of my level. However, the level of detail and a little bit After confirmation, the real degree of feeling made people think that it must have consumed a lot of resources and energy.

I have thought about whether the school and the Student Union have teamed up to monitor the students' living conditions on campus and recommend gigs? In short, it's incredible. Obviously, from the appearance, it is just a public school that focuses on further education. To be honest, before I experienced the work of the Student Union in person, I never thought that there would be a public school that would look like this in private. It's like a testing ground for some kind of talent research project. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)