Repugnant Gateway

There are too many "I believe" in this world, so it brings us too much pessimism. Because after too many people have such a firm idea that I believe, the people and things that should have arrived in that firmness have not arrived. So it's not just ridiculous, it's sad.

Zhou Buyu looked at the girl's firm eyes and couldn't help but want to laugh, because she had seen too much in recent years, I believe, saw too much disappointment.

Gu Qianye said he would come.

Zhou would not believe it.

"According to the information I got, the one you said was talking about important things with His Majesty the Holy Emperor in the Jingyuan at this moment. After you count him, I would like to ask you, do you know him who is it?"

Gu Qianye asked: "Do you know who he is?"

Zhou Buyu replied with a smile: "Of course I know, a person who should have died but lived with someone else."

She looked at Gu Qianye's eyes and said, "Do you really think he cares about a woman?"

Gu Qianye didn't speak, and there was some doubt in her eyes.

Zhou Buyu said: "You still don't know him enough. In his eyes, there are no relatives and friends in this world. There is no family but a country, no family. There is only law. He can't even count a cold stone. The frozen ice. Do you know how much a woman named Xu Meidai loved him? But he was unimpressed. You see, there was more than one Xu Meidai at that time who loved him? "

Gu Qianye still didn't speak, the flash in her eyes seemed to show that she was shaking.

Zhou Buyu seemed to be very willing to see Gu Qianye's shaking, his tone was plain but said directly: "I can tell who I am, I used to work in Mingfa for many years, I liked him, and I thought I could To die for him or even for his ideals. Because of this, I know what kind of person he is. "

She let out a long sigh of relief: "He ... is not a person."

"If he is a person, a wooden person, or a stone person, he will only act according to the ideas given to him by the creator, and there is no other idea. He lives only for the so-called legal justice The seven emotions and six desires that he should have had no mark on him. "

She said that when she looked at Gu Guqian, she thought she could defeat the fantasy in the girl's heart. But when she looked at the past, she realized that she was wrong. The flicker in Gu Qianye's eyes disappeared, and she replaced it with lightness. Zhou Buyu suddenly realized that the flickering and doubts that had appeared in the girl's eyes were not doubting the man at all, but who he was.

And she just told Gu Qianye the answer.

"I said, he will come."

Gu Qianye has light in his eyes, a bright light full of expectations.

"He will definitely come."

Gu Qianye was lying on the bed, seeming not to worry about anything unexpected.

Because of this reaction and this self-confidence, Zhou Buyu seemed to be stabbed in self-esteem by something. She became irritable: "Then believe it or not, I can kill you now, even if it is the one in your mind." What can you do when you come? Before you die, you won't even see him on the last side. "

Gu Qianye's corner of the mouth picked up: "Do you want me to be scared? Be weak and fear in front of you? You look forward to my obedience to you, and look forward to the kind of fear you describe in my heart. It does n’t ... even if you really kill me, even if I really ca n’t see him again before I die, it does n’t matter. ”

She looked at Zhou Buyu: "Even so, I have no regrets. Because I have my own firm belief, this is enough. If my life ends here, it would be a perfect end for me."

Zhou Buyu found that he didn't understand the girl at all. He was obviously so big, he shouldn't even be twenty years old. Why did he have such an understanding of the world and so transparent about things?

Gu Qianye said: "You said that he doesn't care about anyone? He only cares about the law of the country? No ... you think about why he was attacked in the Cangman Mountain of Yan State?"

Zhou Buyu just wanted to refute that it was his brother, not his woman, but a memory suddenly appeared in his mind.

At that time, she was still in the trial department rather than the archives department. Because her talents had a huge advantage in investigating the case, the first arrangement for the person responsible for recruiting her into the Ming law department was to let her go to the trial department. Her presence, the progress of the Judiciary Division have been rapidly improved, and the accuracy of the review has reached an unprecedented level.

However, at that time, she was only a small ruling of the trial division, which was still a long way from the first dispute of the Ming Fa Division. She was really curious at that time, what was the scene when she first came into contact with Fang Zheng. The first time I met quickly, it was a bit unexpected for her.

On the fourth day of her entering the Judicial Division of the Mingfa Division, in the Judicial Division, she just found her success from being promoted from a general ruling to managing a group of twelve, and told her that the first adult would see her. Until now, Zhou Buyu still remembers how nervous and frightened she was. She walked into Fang Zheng's study room anxiously, and after seeing the man she admired for a long time, she was suffocated and almost dizzy.

However, the first sentence of Fang Zheng poured a pot of cold water on her head.

"From today I will transfer you out of the trial division, where it is not for you, go to the archives division."

This sentence alone has no explanation.

At that time she wanted to ask why, but Fang Zheng had been studying a big case with the other chiefs in the house, and she didn't even care about her or say a word to her. She stood there for a long time, as embarrassed as a wooden man. She could only turn around and leave, packed her things and reported to the Archives Department.

For a long time, she wondered why this was so. With her natural ability, she could double the speed of the Judiciary ’s case resolution. She felt that she would be recognized by her efforts. But this first meeting was undoubtedly cold and unapproachable. He didn't even understand himself, so he ended his work in the Judgment Department arbitrarily, and cut off all her illusions about the future.

She even thought of leaving, thinking that she would never go back to Ming Fa, and never think of the man again.

But she was not reconciled, she wanted to ask clearly why he was not suitable for trial division, why did he want to transfer himself away so arrogantly and unreasonably? Why doesn't this man who doesn't talk about emotions and human touch decide the future for himself?

Until ... Later, after she really became the head of the Archives Department with her own ability, she could often see him. After a meeting where the chiefs gathered, she deliberately left last and asked Fang Zheng that question that had troubled her for ten years.

"The first adult, when I first arrived in Mingfa Division and was assigned to the Judiciary Division, why did you transfer me away? Why did you say at that time that I was not suitable for the Judicial Division to do things?"

At that time, Fang argued a bit, and seemed to have completely forgotten the matter. After a while, he smiled, and that smile cannot be remembered until now.

It was the warmest smile she had ever seen.

"Because you will be hurt."

Zhou Buyu shook his head sharply, letting himself draw away from the memories. She was annoyed, why did she still feel that he is so warm and so good?

Gu Qianye looked at the change in her face and couldn't help but ask: "What are you thinking?"

Zhou Buyu said coldly: "You don't have to control it."

Gu Qianye pouted: "I'm too lazy to care about you, and I don't know who you are. I just think you don't look like a fierce and wicked person. Just ask a few more words, it's my mouth."

Zhou Buyu said: "Did you not see the environment you are in? Have you not understood what you are facing? Are you really not afraid of death?"

"Afraid."

Gu Qianye replied: "Who is not afraid of death, just I think, I have no regrets, so I can accept it."

"No regrets?"

Zhou Wuyu murmured it again, and there was a flash in his eyes. Not long ago she wanted to defeat the psychological defense line of the girl in front of her, but unconsciously, she seemed to be defeated by the girl's inattentive answer to the point of completeness.

Seeing this woman's eyes flashing more and more, Gu Qianye couldn't help but ask: "Who the **** are you? Why do you hate him so much?"

"I hate him?!"

Zhou Buyu walked over quickly, possessed and grabbed the front of Gu Qianye's clothes, his eyes were full of anger and murderousness: "Of course I hate him! I have worked in Ming Fa for so many years, for him and his My dream is to work hard and never flinch. But in the end, he killed my brother and he destroyed my family! "

"My brother regarded him as an idol and as a target! But in the end, he was killed by his own hands!"

Zhou Buyu almost screamed out: "Why can't I hate him!"

Strangely, even if she is so exhausted, even if she can decide the life and death of Gu Qianye casually, even if she grabs Gu Qianye's clothes and shakes there and threatens, Gu Qianye's eyes still There is no fear.

"I want to know, how do you know he is his?"

Gu Qianye asked.

The hand that shook Gu Qianye was suddenly stiff there, and seemed to be stabbed in the heart when he stopped in the air, still shaking slightly. Zhou would not let go, Gu Qianye's back hit the bed heavily, there was no strength in her body, she had no strength to fight back.

"Why would I know?"

Zhou Buyu thought of the news he got from his brother's body and the remaining soul fragments around him when he returned to the northwest, and the continuous exploration over the past year. But I don't know why. Suddenly, her thoughts returned to many and many years ago. After the meeting, she stayed deliberately and didn't leave, asking Fang Zheng why she had to be transferred from the trial department.

"The first adult, why did you transfer me from the trial department? I said I was not suitable there? I think my talents can help the trial department solve the case quickly. Until now, I also think I should be in trial The Division does things, not the Archives Division. "

"Because, you will be hurt."

Fang Zheng smiled at the time, that was the softest smile in the world.

"Your natural ability is to use your own mental power to directly enter the criminal's brain to explore the truth of the matter. This is of great help for solving the case, but the damage you will suffer is also huge. You directly probe their brain, Not only the truth of things but also their ugly and sinful thoughts, you will see many and many evil things they have done. If you continue this way, you will be affected. You are a woman, this kind of ugly and evil will gradually To erode you, women should not be hurt like this, even if they think they are doing things and are responsible for the people. "

Fang Zhengxiao smiled and patted her on the shoulder: "Don't blame me for being too impersonal at the time, I was afraid you would go crazy."