Repugnant Gateway

An Zheng looked at Xu Meidai in front of him with a daze. There was an urge to make time go back in time. He was not tempted by Xu Meidai, nor did he want to use this feeling of Xu Meidai to save him. He just didn't want Xu Meidai to take risks, or Xu Meidai to sink deeper.

For his sake, the entire Tianhao Palace has been built in, and hundreds of disciples are still missing. For him, Xu Meidai, who was originally the proud daughter of the great Xitian, is now living in the Western Kingdom of Buddhism, and will soon become a new generation of palm master of the Peacock Ming Palace. Xu Meidai said she was going to cut off the fate, but this can really cut off. Is this really the life she wants?

An Zheng looked at Xu Meidai, his eyes moist.

One of Xu Meidai's severance is to avenge him. Those who had harmed him were found by Xu Meidai.

"No!"

An Zheng shook his head: "Let me do it myself?"

Xu Meidai shook her head slightly: "No, no. I want to kill those people, not to avenge you. Maybe you thought I was because of the deepest affection for you ... But after the kiss just now, between me and you Dust Margin has been cut off. I did n’t lie to you. I really wanted to be a qualified Peacock Ming Palace to teach Dharma. You may think it ’s incredible that I ’m lying to you, but not. ”

She looked at Anzheng's eyes seriously and said: "After leaving Yan Kingdom, I first went to Jinding Kingdom and traveled all the way from Jinding Kingdom to the east to hear the Dharma. This day is my quietest day. Finally, I went to the Peacock Ming Palace and taught Dharma Zun to enlighten me personally. She said, I do n’t force you to convert to the Buddha, but I only hope that you can see your heart clearly. , Suddenly bright ... Fang ... An Zheng, I have found my goal. "

Her tone was particularly calm, and the tears in the corners of her eyes had dried.

"I used to think that my goal was to follow in your footsteps. Just follow you and look at your back. But the enlightenment of Dharma Lord made me understand that if I continue to do this, it is just that I have imposed my pain on You ’re up. I ’m suffering, and you ’re suffering too. I ’m time to wake up. This world is not what you have to get if you want it. The happiness I used to think was just the root of my pain. ”

Gradually, there was an expression on her face that was particularly strange and unfamiliar: "I'm not avenging you, I'm just cutting off the dust in my heart."

An Zheng suddenly understood.

Xu Meidai was right, she didn't lie to herself. To pursue a very high spiritual state, Xu Meidai must cut off everything related to herself in the past. What was once the deepest and most stable in Xu Meidai's heart was An Zheng, and now she used a kiss as a knife to cut off this obsession. In other words, that kiss was to say goodbye to her past, not to say goodbye to An. She had to cut off everything in her heart that had nothing to do with Buddhism in order to concentrate on her practice.

An Zheng didn't know what he should say, could he force Xu Meidai back? Even if it is taken back, is Xu Meidai really the most correct choice?

He stood there and was at a loss for the first time. Yeah, Anzheng is not a man who acts by ingenuity, he will always be impulsive. Men and women are also a little clumsy, so they are passive everywhere. But Anzheng is very aware of one thing, that is, he cannot think of what others are thinking because of what he thinks. An Zheng asked himself, what can you do to help Xu Meidai?

feeling?

An Zheng regards Xu Meidai as his best friend, even a loved one, but has no love.

"You go."

Xu Meidai walked step by step to a height, as if to climb to the sky dome. Everything here seemed to have nothing to do with Anzheng. Including those Zhao Guoren who fell to the ground and turned into fly ash, including Xu Meidai who was slowly leaving, and also An An himself.

An Zheng suddenly discovered that he had left a lot of things by leaving Yan Guo to Che Xian Guo. Not only was Xu Meidai saying goodbye to the past, but Anzhen was also there. An Zheng didn't know if this was an enlightenment for someone, but this farewell was sad.

An Zheng said goodbye to his former self. In the bronze door, he and his past high-five each other.

The past is given to the past, and the future is given to the future.

"You will be in danger!"

An Zheng shouted towards Xu Meidai, who was going away: "Chen Zhongqi's cultivation behavior is also unfathomable. Although he rarely shot, he is best at hiding himself. Even me, I don't know the depth of his cultivation practice. , There must be masters around Chen Zhongqi. "

There was a faint smile on Xu Meidai's mouth, which was a strong self-confidence.

"If I can't even cut these off, how can I practice my state of mind?"

She turned around: "It's like a world away, never seen again."

After saying this, her figure disappeared. Ann scrambled to stand there blankly, confused, but did not know what he was thinking. Xu Meidai saw through the red dust herself, and the kiss was like a knife, and then there was a knife cut. An Zheng raised his head and looked in the direction of Xu Meidai's departure. Would you like to ask your disciples? What do they do? But Xu Meidai has disappeared ...

Anzheng turned and walked back, and when he walked outside the Colosseum, he felt as if he had broken through an invisible barrier. Then he suddenly realized that when Xu Meidai had just seen him, he immediately placed a prohibition, and others could not see them.

The repetitive appearance of Xu Meidai's words in An Zheng's mind made An Zheng feel that his heart was all huddled together.

"Those who have harmed you are my shackles. If I want to cultivate the Dharma, I must break through these shackles. Cut them off so that they are not my demon. Ange ... Once, you are my biggest The demon. But now, the past is my biggest demon. You are just a part of my past. I know you are sad, but you are not sad because I do n’t love you anymore, but because you feel me Suffering. No ... practice, makes me extremely happy. "

Before Xu Meidai left, the knife cut An Zheng's heart.

In fact, Xu Meidai read it thoroughly from beginning to end. She just didn't want to admit it in the past.

"At the beginning, Su Miu, who was in charge of contacting Empress Dowager Yan, came, and Yin Zhi, who was bought out to pretend to preach the will of the Holy Emperor, stopped. The master behind the scenes, Chen Zhongqi, also came. "

An Zheng raised his head, his eyes gradually restored to clarity.

Can you stop Xu Meidai? No, no. As Xu Meidai said, all this looks like revenge for An. But in fact, it has nothing to do with Anzheng. What she wants is to sever the past and sever all the obsessions that once existed in her heart. These obsessions include revenge for Anzheng. Those who framed An Zheng were thorns one by one in Xu Meidai's heart. After she removed all these thorns, she was no longer Xu Meidai, but the Master of Peacock Ming Palace.

An Zheng looked over to the post, and there was an enemy there. An Zheng said nothing, and there would be Yin Zhizhan among those who deceived him. Why did the young man who once simply wanted to repay himself, betray himself?

An Zheng wanted to ask clearly.

His footsteps are a bit heavy. It turns out that it's really not easy to say goodbye to the past. It's painful everywhere. An Zheng thought of the words that Empress Dowager Su Qingnuan said when she was dying ... Fang Zheng is a complete loser! Do you think it was just Chen Zhongqi who wanted to kill him alone? Then you are wrong. There are too many people who want to kill Fang Zheng, and Chen Zhongqi is just an operator. Behind him, there are too many people contributing. It can make Daxi want to kill him almost all the elite dignitaries. Do you say Fang Zheng is a loser?

is it?

Ann contented himself.

Maybe yes, at least he lost his way to axiom.

Maybe not, death does not mean failure.

When An Zheng walked to the gate of the post, he saw Yin Zhi standing there looking at himself. His hand held an embroidered spring knife hanging on his waist, which was the standard weapon decided by Daxi Ming. The embroidered spring knife in his hand was handed over to him by Anzheng. On that day, An Zheng handed Yin Yinzhi a black flying fish suit and an embroidered spring knife. Tell him that starting today, you are a person who presides over justice.

"where did you go?"

Yin Zhiding's eyes were a bit cold, even in the dark, it was difficult to hide.

An Zheng asked: "Where did I go, does it have anything to do with you?"

Yin Zhiting held the knife handle in his hand and held it tightly: "I want to talk to you separately."

Anzheng was silent for a moment and nodded slowly: "Okay."

Yin Zhi stopped turning around and strode forward, An Zheng followed him, looking at the familiar figure, the more strange it became.

The two crossed the street in tandem and walked silently on this strange street. It seems to be going through the present world and back to the past world.

In front is an empty space, which should be the place where Peacock City holds a rally. It is very empty, and there are no people around. Yin Zhizhan stopped and looked back at Anzheng: "Although I don't know why you suddenly came to Che Xianguo, is it related to me. But there is something in your eyes that scares me ... I don't know why It will be so, but I do n’t like this feeling. "

An Zheng looked at Yin Zhizhan: "So you want to kill me?"

Yin Zhi paused for a moment: "I have seen you shoot and kill that Jin Yanen, so I know I can't kill you. I asked you to come out, just want to ask one thing ... you came to Che Xianguo , For Xu Meidai? "

Ann nodded: "Yes."

"What is your relationship with her?"

"Old friend."

Yin Zhizhan's complexion changed obviously: "Your age is very young and you have never been to Daxi, so it's difficult for you to say that she is an old friend. But one of her old friends died in Cangman Mountain, Yanguo. , What is your relationship with that person? "

An Zheng sneered coldly: "Don't you say that he must have died?"

Yin Zhiting's complexion gradually turned white: "You ... really related to that person?"

An Zheng strode forward, approaching Yin Zhizhan step by step: "Are you happy?"

This sudden problem caused Yin Zhixing to nearly collapse: "What do you mean?"

An Zheng walked to Yin Zhizhan, the two were close, and they could even hear the other person breathing clearly. An Zheng looked at Yin Zhizhan's eyes and asked, "I'm asking you, betrayed him, what did you get? Did these things make you happy?"

Yin Zhiting suddenly laughed, and the smiling face was grim: "I knew that you must have come because of him, you just came to kill me, right? Hahahaha ... The day I am most afraid of coming is still coming ,finally come……"

An Zheng shook his head: "You are just guilty, maybe you will be another person from Yan Guo, you will also have such suspicions. Suspects are born ghosts, you are not afraid of me, but the ghost in your own heart."

Yin Zhi stopped falling to the ground, crying for a while and laughing for a while, crazy: "I ..."

He raised his head to look at An Zheng, and suddenly howled and cried, "I'm wrong ... I know it's wrong."

Volume III The Wonderland