Rebirth to 80s: I Just Want to Farm When I Have Space

In this situation, the only thing he can do is try my best to escape these sorrows. Perhaps only in this way will his heart not be so painful and uncontrollable. He wants to seek death.

He seems to live in this world, and there is nothing that he can do as he wishes, as he wishes.

He wanted to love Wei Xiang well, but Wei Xiang destroyed his love with his own hands; he wanted to maintain his marriage, but Wei Xiang personally sent their marriage to the guillotine; in despair, he If he wants to die, this may be a relief for him, but in the end, he can't even die.

He can't go according to his own wishes, he can only hide all the pain in his heart. The more he hides, the more he hides for a long time, maybe he even forgets which one is his true heart.

Although he is immersed in his own world, sometimes what you say is occasionally heard by him. Maybe he is shielding himself, those words that he does not want to hear?

Obviously, when he heard that he was going home, there was a little more joy in his eyes. During this period of time, he must have been looking forward to being able to go home, right? It is said that home is a safe haven for a person. When faced with setbacks and hardships, everyone is willing to hide in their own safe haven and be cared for.

It's just that there are too many things that happened during this time. It's not that he is not allowed to go back, but that he must live in the hospital and take care of his body first.

Carrying his luggage, Xiang Erzhuang sighed and said, "Let's go!"

Xiang Wu nodded, don't take Xiang Simei's hand and go out. Along the way, Xiang Simei looked out the window and looked at the various scenes outside, still muttering to himself in his mouth. At this time, Xiang Simei was like a child with no worldly affairs, exploring everything that was so new to him.

When he got home, Liu Cuifen was standing at the door and looking around, because he knew that the fourth child was discharged from the hospital today, and he was looking forward to it.

From a distance, seeing the car coming, Liu Cuifen's mouth showed a gratifying smile. He hurriedly turned his head and shouted at Xiang Danian in the room, "I'm back, I'm back!"

Xiang Danian hurried out when he heard the sound, and the husband and wife walked to the car together, but when they saw that Xiang Wu's hand, who was about to get off, was tied with Xiang Simei's hand, he suddenly stopped. Feel a little sad.

During the few days that Xiang Simei was hospitalized, they also occasionally visited the hospital, because there were too many things at home, so they couldn't stay for too long. Xiang Simei's state made them very worried, but they didn't expect that it has now developed to the point where it is no accident that Xiang Simei should be controlled with a rope.

Xiang Erzhuang got off, and the car hurried to the trunk to get the luggage. Liu Xiufen took Xiang Simei's hand, suppressed her inner sadness, forced a smile, and said to him:

"Fourth, you're back."

Xiang Simei stared at everything in front of him and froze in place. He looked at the house in front of him like this, as if something was hitting his brain, turning the river upside down, asking him to recall something, but his mind was very chaotic. That appears.

His brows wrinkled involuntarily, and then a splitting headache came, he hugged his head tightly, and suddenly screamed.

"Ah...ah..." he yelled over and over again, as if trying to break free.

This move terrified Liu Cuifen, and reflexively thought that it was because she said something she shouldn't have said, which stimulated Xiang Simei.

"The fourth, the fourth... What's wrong with you? Child, don't do this!" Liu Cuifen was anxious, the more she wanted to go up and say a few words to Xiang Simei, the more intense Xiang Simei's emotions became. What started as a scream turned into a struggle, into a resistance.

It was as if there was an invisible force on him, pulling him in all directions, and he didn't know where to flee, just scurrying around like a headless fly.

If it wasn't for the fact that Xiang Wu had already made preparations to tie him together, I'm afraid he wouldn't know where he went by now. His physical condition is not very good, and his mental condition is also not good. The child in his stomach has just been saved. If his mood fluctuates so much, I am afraid he should go back to the hospital again.

Xiang Wu pulled him over and hugged her tightly, hoping to wake up his sister with his arms. While patting Xiang Simei's back, he comforted him: "It's alright, Fourth Sister. Maybe I'm going home, it's alright, it's alright. Don't be afraid!"

Perhaps because of Xiang Wu's comfort, Xiang Simei's mood improved somewhat, and gradually calmed down. Maybe it was because he was too emotional just now, and he was breathing heavily now. There was still some unexplained fear in his eyes.

No one knew what he was afraid of, nor what he was running away from. Shouldn't home be the warmest place for him? He's back, shouldn't he let go of his grudges and slowly walk into the warmth?

Xiang Wu saw that his emotions gradually eased, don't hold his shoulders and say to him, "Go, go, I'll take you home."

Xiang Simei is like a marionette, following behind Xiang Wu with a dull face. Occasionally he will look around, and after seeing it, the fear in his eyes will increase. Know what he is looking at, and what is he afraid of? But it was in this mood that he followed Xiang Wu back home slowly.

Xiang Danian stood in the same place, with an indescribable depression in his heart. When he went to the hospital to look at Simei, he hadn't become like this, why did it suddenly become so serious now?

There were pedestrians on the street. Just now, when they saw Xiang Simei going crazy, they all stopped to watch the fun. After Xiang Simei returned home, someone stepped forward and asked Xiang Danian.

"Da New Year, what happened to your fourth child?"

Recently, there have been more or less rumors in the village, saying that Wei Xiang took care of a woman outside and also raised children for the family.

Everyone in the village knows how much Xiang Simei takes this marriage. At that time, in order to be with Wei Xiang, she even betrayed her eldest sister. These things are well known in the village.

If Xiang Simei didn't come to the door to kneel for a few hours at that time, this matter may have been hidden forever, but it is precisely because of this that it became known to everyone.

At that time, everyone didn't talk a lot about the fourth child. They just looked at Xiang Jie's face. After all, Xiang Jie has done so many good things in the village, and everyone still cares about him.