Rebirth of the Great Era 1993

Qin Yueming asked Xiao Shiyi: You like him, does he know?

Faced with this problem, Xiao Eleven remained silent.

She looked up at the ceiling and said after a long time: He knows.

Then she added: I don't want to study abroad because I have my own ideas.

It’s just that I haven’t told you and Dad because I’m not sure about some things myself.

Qin Yueming couldn't wait to ask: What are you not sure about? Tell your mother.

Xiao Shiyi said: I don't know where to start? I can't seem to explain it in just a few words.

Qin Yueming said: Then let's start from the time you know each other and from the time you have a good impression of him. Mom has time today.

Xiao Shiyi thought for a while and said, You have known since you were a child that I have a high vision.

I won't give up on something I don't like even if I die. But I usually don’t let go of things I’m interested in easily.

To put it in one sentence, I will not give up until I can tell the Yellow River.

She said: “Actually, the first time I saw him at Uncle Ruan’s house, my heart skipped a beat.

At that time, he gave me a different feeling from other boys. What was the difference? I wasn’t quite sure, and I didn’t think much about it at the time.

One time while playing badminton, I bought him a bottle of soda and he said thank you. The moment I looked at him, I saw something in his eyes.

Qin Yueming asked: What?

Xiao Shiyi said: He and I are the same kind of people, he is very proud at heart.

I knew then that he was hiding his clumsiness.

Although he was very obedient to Aunt Yingman. In fact, I didn't care at all, or in other words, I didn't pay attention to Aunt Yingman's little actions and attitude.

Qin Yueming looked back and thought: You mean, he already had a lot of money in his pocket at that time, and he was very confident in his talent.

So you are looking down on Yingman and acting like a clown in a condescending manner?

Little Eleven nodded: Although the words don't sound good, the meaning is pretty much the same.

But he's not that extreme.

After all, Zhang Xuan respected Uncle Ruan very much, so he always exercised restraint and endured staying at Uncle Ruan's house.

Hearing this, Qin Yueming felt a little hot. Didn't she have the same mentality as Yang Yingman back then?

Because she heard many complaints from Yingman and because of Zhang Xuan's background, she, Qin Yueming, didn't take Zhang Xuan too seriously.

When his thoughts reached this point, Qin Yueming felt very powerless, feeling a cycle of cause and effect, and unsatisfactory retribution.

He looked down on him at first, but in the end, the apple of his eye fell in love with him.

Qin Yueming paused and asked, What happened next?

Xiao Shiyi said: Isn't there military training at the beginning of freshman year? I didn't know what I was thinking at the beginning?

I have been paying close attention to him, going to the store with him to buy sanitary napkins, and...

Qin Yueming frowned: Sanitary napkin?

Xiao Shiyi smiled: It's not what you think. It was because of the need for military training.

She recounted the story of the two of them buying sanitary napkins at the grocery store.

Then he continued to recall: During the entire military training, every time he was around, I would unconsciously straighten my collar and straighten my back.

He was so energetic that he completed every action in the military training. He would listen to him talking to his classmates with open ears, and eavesdrop on all the gossip about him.

Even if a classmate occasionally mentions Zhang Xuan's name, I will be very energetic.

But at that time I was quite reserved, and behaved like a lady.

At that time, I was afraid that someone next to me would notice my attention to him, so I asked myself not to show any interest in him.

When chatting with female classmates in the class, I can only rack my brains and nonchalantly direct the conversation to the boys in the class first, and then to their dormitory. Finally, when everyone finally talked about Zhang Xuan, I pretended to read a book and sleep, showing my indifference.

Listening to his daughter's journey, Qin Yueming suddenly felt very sad.

Seeing her mother like this, Xiao Shiyi said Nuonuo: There is no need to be like this. In fact, I have always been proud and happy with this kind of pretense.

Qin Yueming asked: What happened next? Then you became more proactive?

Xiao Shiyi said: Later, your old friend became good friends.

Qin Yueming glared at her.

Xiao Shiyi smiled and changed his words: Later, the director of the school management appointed me to be the league secretary of the class. One of my duties was to send and receive letters from the class, and I slowly discovered his secret.

Qin Yueming was curious: What secret?

Xiao Shiyi said: “I found out that he was contributing to Zhiyin magazine and Youth Digest, and these two magazines also opened columns for him, and I learned that his pen name was March.

When I discovered this secret, I was shocked, and then I wanted to keep it a secret for no reason, not wanting others to know about his talent.

Speaking of this, Xiao Shi showed his ambiguity in front of others for the first time: But I didn't expect that he already had a girlfriend.

And they were classmates in junior high school and high school, childhood sweethearts along the way.

Qin Yueming understood: So you changed your attitude?

Xiao Shiyi said: “When I first learned that he had a girlfriend, I felt very sad.

I ran outside to buy three bottles of soda and drank it, then sat in a daze on the grass. It was only then that I saw my heart clearly and unknowingly fell in love with him.

At first, I thought I only liked his talent, and I wanted to forget about him.

But later I realized that I was wrong. I not only liked his talent, but also liked him as a person.

As a result, every time I went to class, I couldn't help but want to sit next to him, even if he had a girlfriend, even if others would talk about me behind my back.

Qin Yueming saw the weakness on her daughter's face for the first time, and felt so distressed that her fingernails dug into her thigh flesh.

His eyes fell on Qin Yueming's right hand. Xiao Shiyi sat down next to her, put his head on her shoulder and said:

At that time, I was calm on the outside, but actually I was in a lot of trouble inside. I was weighing whether I should persevere? Should I do something that would be frowned upon by the world?

Later, I defeated myself and decided to respect my heart and try what I like.

So I started to observe him and Du Shuangling and study them.

He even secretly established a good relationship with the people in Du Shuangling's girls' dormitory.

After a period of observation and research, your daughter came to the conclusion: Zhang Xuan likes Du Shuangling very much and dotes on Du Shuangling. I can't get him using conventional methods. So I took another path, the one that first attracted his attention to me.

At this point, Xiao Eleven sighed silently.

Qin Yueming asked: What's wrong?

Xiao Shiyi said: “A role model told me that actually my path is not the best.

I should have made friends with Du Shuangling and become sisters with Du Shuangling, so that I would have more opportunities to get along with him.

It won't make him wary.

It's just that I'm young and energetic, and my pride doesn't allow me to do this.

Qin Yueming was confused and looked at his daughter with a puzzled expression.

Xiao Shiyi did not tell Wen Hui, but slowly said: I have told you everything that needs to be said.

Although I didn't fall in love with him at first sight, it was better than love at first sight. It has remained the same for three years and has not changed.

Although her daughter spoke calmly, as someone who had been there, Qin Yueming could tell that her daughter loved Zhang Xuan extremely much.

Does your daughter know how high-minded she was in the past?

Ever since I was a child, I have never treated boys with disdain.

If I hadn't really given my sincerity this time, I would never have been so accommodating to a boy who had a girlfriend. It would have been impossible to do this.

Qin Yueming asked: Have you really thought about not going to study abroad? What if you don't succeed in the future?

Looking at each other, Xiao Eleven said frankly: Mom, I want to give it a try. If you miss a lot of things, you will never have them again. Just like the director of the School of Management and you in college, I don't want to leave any regrets.

The words I don't want to leave any regrets immediately brought Qin Yueming back to his memory, and his heart was deeply touched.

After being stunned for a long time, Qin Yueming came back to his senses and asked: I saw that his expression before seemed to be towards you.

Qin Yueming didn't say the not tempted part out loud, but she believed her daughter would understand.

Little Eleven thought of the scene in the private room of the restaurant outside. She knew that Zhang Xuan was not completely unmoved by her, but that he had strong restraint and restrained himself.

Xiao Shiyi smiled confidently: You have always been proud of me, and you should always believe in me.

Qin Yueming woke up: But he has a girlfriend.

Xiao Shiyi said: This is what I'm not sure about. In fact, how can such an outstanding man like him not be liked by anyone around him?

Even if I am his girlfriend now, I still have to face the temptation of countless women. Do you think such a world-famous writer with a net worth of billions will only have one woman in his life?

He can protect 9,999 women, but can he stop the 10,000th woman?

Qin Yueming suddenly became anxious: What are you doing?

Xiao Shiyi said: Mom, give me two years. If you don't see any opportunities, I will listen to you and leave.

Qin Yueming asked seriously: Seriously?

Xiao Shiyi said: Seriously.

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