Rebirth of the Great Era 1993

Returning to CUHK from the hotel, returning to quietness from the excitement, Zhang Xuan, who was slightly drunk, suddenly felt lonely.

Yes, it is loneliness.

Lying quietly on the sofa without turning on the light, he thought of Shuangling, Mi Jian, and Lilith.

She sighed secretly that although she had many confidantes, none of them were around her. Water far away could not save the fire nearby.

Then his thoughts dispersed, and as he thought about it, he inexplicably thought of Wen Hui again.

As soon as the image of Wen Hui appeared in his mind, the old man was stunned.

Bah, what are you doing running out again?

Could it be that Wen Hui missed him again?

Hey, that shouldn’t be the case. You all know that I’m a playboy, so you’re doing your own thing if you still miss me!

Bang bang bang!.

Just when his thoughts were running wild, there was a knock on the door.

Zhang Xuan was stunned, who is it?

He instinctively picked up a steel pipe from the corner of the door, but then he felt that it was making a fuss. Zhao Lei was on the first floor.

However, you must not have the intention to harm others, and you must have the intention to guard against others. Zhang Xuan asked through the door: Who?

It's me, Wen Hui. A familiar voice came from outside.

Um?

Wen Hui?

I just thought of her, no, she just thought of me, couldn't help but come?

Put the steel pipe back into place and open the door.

looking at each other

Zhang Xuan asked in surprise: Today is the Lantern Festival, why are you here?

Wen Hui was shocked when she saw the expression on his face. She took a step back unconsciously, then took another step back and said:

Qingzhu said you just came back. Have you had dinner?

Zhang Xuan asked: Is Zou Qingzhu here?

Wen Hui nodded: Here she is, she is taking a bath. Let me come down and call you to have dinner with her.

Zhang Xuan touched his belly and said, I'm full, you can eat.

Wen Hui looked at him strangely, turned around and left.

Zhang Xuan watched her disappear at the corner of the stairs and returned to the house.

No way?

Did he fall in love with Wen Hui?

He himself was startled by the happiness he showed just now.

Wen Hui was probably also frightened.

Otherwise, why would people take two steps back in a row?

Returning to the sofa, the old man fell into silence.

Human beings are always in a state of change throughout their lives.

When I was in preschool, my family was poor and I was introverted and timid. The teacher asked me to answer questions four times, but I didn't dare to speak. The teacher was so angry that he called him a fool.

Just when he felt that he was an idiot, the little girl at the same table suddenly gave him half an orange to eat. At that time, he felt warm in his heart and thought that the little girl at the same table had a beautiful smile.

But when he was in the first grade, his deskmate suddenly gave him three oranges one day, and then he didn't come the next day.

Later, when he was in fifth grade, he asked a few friends to cross a mountain to play in the little girl's village. After asking around, he learned that the little girl had moved to the city with her parents four years ago.

It's a big city, Shanghai.

Asking again, it turns out that the little girl’s father used to be a member of the Shanghai stock market system. Later, he had no choice but to return to his hometown because he published several articles expressing his views on the situation.

In the early 1980s, the little girl's father was reactivated and picked up by a car.

Four years ago, the little girl’s father, who had completely taken root in Shanghai, came back and took away his wife, son and daughter.

In his past life and this life, he occasionally thought of this little girl. She was the most beautiful girl he had ever met in elementary school.

When he arrived at junior high school, in a town with more than a thousand people, the first thing he fell in love with was Xiao Shaowan.

At that time, I felt that Xiao Shaowan was like an elf on earth, lighting up my whole heart like sunshine, filling my young self with endless reveries.

As for the double actress, to be honest, he thought it looked good at that time, but he didn't dare to think about it.

Because they felt that the gap between the two was too big, the mothers of both families did not deal with it.

Every time he met Ai Qing when he went to the street market with his mother, the arrogant Ai Qing treated Comrade Ruan Xiuqin as nothing but nothing. He has seen these since he was a child, and he was particularly impressed. It made him feel that Lao Du's family was out of reach.

Even Comrade Ruan Xiuqin later expressed surprise and disbelief when he learned that he was in love with the two actresses.

This is true for mothers, and so is it for sons.

Later, in high school, Zhang Xuan fell in love with Mi Jian at first sight.

In fact, strictly speaking, there are not many boys in high school who fall in love with Mi at first sight. He is at best one of them.

But the goddess of luck favored him, and the two had a relationship and were entangled for a lifetime.

Different periods have different preferences, different stages have different pursuits, and meeting different people has different emotions.

As we get older and become more successful, we are constantly changing. Our mentality is changing, and our requirements for people and things are also changing.

But no matter how he changed, in his heart, he always believed that Mi Jian was his end, the destination and ending of all his feelings.

Therefore, the scene when he faced Wen Hui outside the door just now was a little difficult for him to accept for a while.

It is true that I often dream about Wen Hui, and it is also true that I wanted to kiss Wen Hui years ago.

But he found reasons for himself for all these.

The reason for dreaming is inexplicable. After all, Wei Wei had dreamed, Tan Lu from the customs had dreamed, and Mrs. Zhou had also dreamed, so it was no longer strange for Wen Hui to dream.

Last time Wen Hui wanted to kiss her on her birthday, the reason he gave himself was that he was aroused by Tao Ge.

The night was dark and he never turned on the light.

Half lying on the sofa, I can occasionally hear the sound of chairs moving on the third floor and the sound of walking.

After sitting there for a while, Zhang Xuan entered the study, turned on the light, spread out the rice paper, dipped his brush in ink and started writing:

Live a life of reverence, do not see anything inappropriate, hear nothing inappropriate, speak nothing inappropriate, or do anything inappropriate.

This night, he has been holding his breath, writing back and forth, writing over and over again.

third floor.

Zou Qingzhu, who felt greasy after cooking, came out of the shower and wiped his hair with a dry towel while asking Wen Hui, who was reading on the sofa, Didn't you call Zhang Xuan?

Wen Hui didn't even raise her head, Yelled.

Zou Qingzhu sat down next to each other, Then why didn't the foodie come up?

Hearing the word foodie, Wen Hui couldn't help but smile knowingly: He said his stomach was a little full after dinner.

Zou Qingzhu felt something was wrong and asked again: Didn't you tell him that we were having mutton hot pot tonight?

Wen Hui said: No.

Zou Qingzhu arranged: Hui Hui, this is your fault. Just tell the foodie that there is mutton hot pot, and I will definitely come.

Wen Hui raised her head: Then you can try calling him again.

Zou Qingzhu stood up enthusiastically: Okay, I'll call him, and the three of us will have a good time.

Interrupted by another knock on the door, Zhang Xuan felt much calmer.

He opened the door and asked, Comrade Qingzhu, what's the matter?

Zou Qingzhu looked at him: Yeah! Mutton hot pot, aren't you going to support me?

Zhang Xuan still said: My stomach is a bit full.

Zou Qingzhu didn't believe it: Okay, okay, I don't know you yet. You have a belly. Hurry up and put on your shoes. We are hungry.

Zhang Xuan didn't move.

Seeing this, Zou Qingzhu asked: Are you really not coming?

Zhang Xuan said: The company held a Lantern Festival banquet today, and I was really full.

Zou Qingzhu still didn't let him go: Then go up and sit for a while. We haven't seen each other for a long time. Let's chat together.

When the words came to this, Zhang Xuan did not refuse anymore and followed him up to the third floor.

When entering, Wen Hui looked at him silently, then went to the kitchen and took out three pairs of bowls and chopsticks.

Zou Qingzhu asked: When did you come here?

Originally I wanted to say it was the tenth day of the lunar month, but thinking about staying in Chen City for a day, Zhang Xuan said: The ninth day of the lunar month.

Zou Qingzhu asked: Have you been at CUHK these days?

Zhang Xuan hummed.

Zou Qingzhu asked: Have you finished your book?

Zhang Xuan asked back: Are you talking about the third volume of A Song of Ice and Fire?

Yes. Zou Qing said, Can you show it to me?

Zhang Xuan nodded: Okay.

Then he asked: Today is the Lantern Festival, why are you here, why are you not at home?

Zou Qingzhu said: My boyfriend wanted to come over for something, so I followed him. Then I was worried about being alone, so I called Hui Hui over in advance.

Zhang Xuan was curious: How is your relationship with your boyfriend going?

Zou Qingzhu didn't hide it: That's it, I've been struggling.

I don't have any special feelings for him, but I can't bear to break up with him like this. After all, he has liked me for many years and is very good to me.

Then Zou Qingzhu added: He has a chance now, but he has to go to Weihai. For the sake of his future, his family is trying to persuade him.

Zhang Xuan asked: You don't agree with him going?

Zou Qingzhu said: I don't care. I still hope he goes. After all, it is a major event related to the future. If the opportunity is missed, it will be gone.

But I also made it clear to him that I would not follow him to Weihai after graduation. I wanted to stay in Yangcheng.

Zhang Xuan asked: What does he think?

Zou Qingzhu sighed: He must be in trouble.

When the topic reached this point, even though he was full of curiosity, Zhang Xuan stopped asking further questions.

Instead, Zou Qingzhu asked: Are you two having a conflict? Why haven't you said a word after seeing each other for so long?

Zhang Xuan rested his chin with his right hand: Do you think I am the kind of person who easily gets into conflicts with others?

Zou Qingzhu glanced between the two of them, Then let me listen to what you say?

Zhang Xuan blinked: I'm not very good at chatting up pretty girls, don't you know that?

Wen Hui looked up at him, smiled politely and continued to eat the mutton. She seemed really hungry.

Zou Qingzhushuo said, Tch! If you believe me, there will be a ghost.

At first, the two women were eating, and Zhang Xuan just stared at them without moving his chopsticks, chatting with them.

Later, when I looked at it, he was so greedy that he also moved his chopsticks.

In the middle of the night, Zhang Xuan, who was so distracted, didn't sleep much. He kept reading at the bedside until he got tired of reading and then fell asleep.

The next day.

Zhang Xuan called Shuang Ling when he woke up.

Have you set off yet?

It's time to leave. We have arrived in Shao City.

So early? Zhang Xuan looked at the time and saw that it was only after 8 o'clock.

Yes, we got up in the middle of the night. Du Shuangling took a step behind and said in a low voice: My dear, I won't tell you more. I'm at the station and I need to check in and get on the train soon.

Okay, be safe on the road.

Um.

Zhang Xuan got up, washed, and went out to have breakfast outside the school. Unexpectedly, he met Wen Hui at the south gate.

Question: Where are you going?

Wen Hui said: Go to my aunt's house.

Zhang Xuan's eyes fell on her and wandered around: Do you want Zhao Lei to send you there?

Feeling his eyes, Wen Hui lowered her eyes and said, No, my aunt will come to pick me up.

Seeing the alert look on her face, the old man stopped answering, looked at the gap where there was no car on the road, and crossed the road directly.

Only then did Wen Hui open her eyelids and quietly look at his back.

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(The role of Wen Hui is a bit complicated. I really like it in March. I was still struggling with this role the night before the book started.

In fact, everyone can see that Wen Hui still wrote a lot of pen and ink. )

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