Rebirth Handbook

In the dim room, a dark figure lay motionless on the bed, without moving for a long time. The phone by the bed flickered, indicating that there was a message entering.

The figure moved, picked up the phone with difficulty, and clicked the voice tremblingly. The next moment, a woman sounded tired and guilty, and she said: "Ya Yingying, I broke up with Xiang Yang, I will return him to you."

Su Ying turned over and held the phone tightly in her hand. She was trembling and curled up on the bed, as if she finally couldn't help crying. But because of dehydration, I haven't eaten for a long time, and my cry is hoarse almost inaudible.

Su Ying started to feel regret that came to her countless times. Why did she come back? Why not just die in that strange world?

Time moved forward for half a year. Just half a year ago, Su Ying had just resigned and returned home. She was going to travel and relax before finding her next job, so she signed up for a tour group alone. Su Ying's parents are both, and there is a younger brother in the family. Although her parents have always favored sons over daughters, Su Ying has a good temper and is not angry with her parents for this, and she takes good care of her younger brother.

Although she is not very much valued at home, she has a boyfriend who is very affectionate. The two have been dating since college, and it has been five years. Su Ying regards her boyfriend Xiang Yang as her future marriage partner. In addition to this boyfriend, Su Ying also has a friend Qin Qin who grew up playing and growing up.

Su Yingda felt that she was a very happy person from the bottom of her heart, but everything has changed since her travels. Because of this trip, a disaster happened in the middle of the trip, and the tour bus carrying twenty people rolled down the mountain because of mudslides. In the report, no one lives in this disaster.

Su Ying, who was also on the bus at the time, thought that she was bound to die, but a miracle happened.

After the bus rolled down the cliff, Su Ying opened her eyes again, only to find that she was not on the bus, but came to a strange world instead. It was a completely different world from what she knew, and the creatures there had never been seen before. Su Ying had lived in that world for nearly half a year, but she was always thinking about family, friends and lovers, so she tried her best to come back.

Finally, under her constant efforts to find, she found a way back and successfully returned, a year after the original bus crash subsided.

Miraculously resurrected from the dead and returned to the world he was familiar with, and seeing people he knew and cared about, the next development was not as beautiful as Su Ying had imagined. When her parents saw her escaped daughter, they were neither happy nor happy, but worried about her compensation.

Because Su Ying was deemed dead before, the Su family received a lot of compensation. The Su family’s parents used the money to buy a house for their son, but now Su Ying returned safely. The Su family’s parents How to be happy. The money makes them spit it out again, they would rather their daughter died before, anyway, sad and sad.

Even though she knew that her parents were partial, Su Ying felt she couldn't bear it after returning home after so much to hear her mother crying and asking her why she didn't die outside.

What made her even more unbearable was that her boyfriend, Xiang Yang, who thought she loved her, was with her good friend Qin Qin. In fact, this is not to blame them, after all, in their eyes, she is dead, how many people are willing to waste time on a dead person? Su Ying understood, but what made her painful was that Xiang Yang told her something complicated when he saw her.

He said that he liked Qin Qin back then. It was Qin Qin who said that his best friend liked him, so he couldn't be with him. Xiang Yang would accept Su Ying according to Qin Qin's will. Su Ying didn't know all of this. She only remembered that she told her close friend Qin Qin about the person she had a crush on, and then Qin Qin asked her to confess, saying that there would be a good result.

So she went, and as Qin Qin said, Xiang Yang really accepted her.

Su Ying has never been clear about why such an excellent Xiang Yang would accept herself, but after becoming a boyfriend and girlfriend, Xiang Yang treated her very well. Slowly Su Ying also began to feel that Xiang Yang actually liked him, it was just because of his character. She was too good at expressing. Until she came back and met Xiang Yang and Qin Qin this time, Su Ying realized that Xiang Yang's reluctance to be close to herself does not mean that he respects her and wants to wait until after marriage, but because she is not the person Xiang Yang really likes in her heart. .

After Qin Qin and Xiang Yangti broke up, Xiang Yang told Su Ying that Qin Qin was not the one who intervened in them, and Su Ying was the one who really hindered the lovers.

No one knows what difficulties Su Ying experienced during that period of disappearance. They didn't care. Everyone was distressed and embarrassed by her sudden appearance, and reached a consensus. Su Ying should have died in that disaster, instead of waiting for everyone to be happy before coming out to cast a shadow on their happy life.

Su Ying has never been such a strong person. With the faith of seeing her relatives, friends, and lover bye, she came back overcoming many difficulties, but was blown away. Such a huge gap made Su Ying suddenly collapse, and she used to Self-righteous happiness seemed to laugh at her stupidity.

Is Qin Qin wrong? Su Ying has repeatedly recalled how she got along with her good friend since childhood. Qin Qin is a very good person. She has always acted as Su Ying's protector. It can be said that she was not the best person to Su Ying since she was a child. Qin Qin's parents. From any point of view, Su Ying didn't seem to blame Qin Qin for her position. In fact, Su Ying didn't blame her, she just felt sad.

So is Xiang Yang wrong? Over the years, Xiang Yang has not been very close to Su Ying, but has fulfilled his duties as a boyfriend. When Su Ying encounters difficulties, he will accompany Su Ying, and prepare gifts and surprises for her every holiday. When Firefly fell ill, she left her job to take care of her.

Compared to her parents who didn't care about her since she was a child, Su Ying thought that Qin Qin and Xiang Yang were the most important people to her.

But now, Su Ying clearly realizes that she is the barrier that separates these two people, and if this continues, all three of them will be injured because of her.

It would be fine if she died on the bus at that time, if... if she strayed into that strange world, she didn't even think about coming back.

It would be fine if... died. This thought took root in my heart and clamored wildly.

Su Ying looked around blankly, and suddenly stood up, digging out a sharp blade in the drawer, and severely cut it toward her wrist. The intense pain made her tremble, blood gushing out, wet Su Ying's pajamas for a moment, and then tickly fell to the ground.

Stepping on the ground barefoot, Su Ying stepped on the sticky blood back to the bed, lay back on the bed, and shrank herself into a ball. She was so tired that she never wanted to open her eyes again.

...

There was a bright red in the eye, Su Ying looked blankly at the red flowers swaying in front of her eyes, and suddenly heard a sound in her ears.

"Do you want to be born again?"

It was a woman who was talking, an indescribable woman. She was wearing a red dress and standing among the flowers.

Su Ying didn't know what was going on, and she didn't want to know, she just shook her head and said, "Rebirth? Do you experience hurting others and yourself again? No, I don't want to."

The woman in the red dress smiled mysteriously, "You know, I can see a person's heart. I see it, you have a regret in your heart. Before you die, you thought about it, if you stay in that world, stay Just be around that monster, because that's the only person who really loves you and won't hurt you."

Su Ying: "Yes, I left that monster in order to return to my own world... No, he is not a monster, maybe for him, I who broke into that world is a monster."

Red skirt woman: "Do you want to do it again? Do it again, stay with the monster that is gradually moving you?"

Su Ying: "Can you?"

The woman in the red dress turned her face, her red lips curled up, "Of course, you only need to change one thing with me."

...

It seemed to be a bizarre dream, but everything in the dream seemed so clear again, Su Ying still deeply remembered every word that the woman in red skirt said.

Feeling the dazzling sunlight in her eyes, she turned her involuntarily, her heavy eyelids were opened, Su Ying saw the green grass in front of her eyes, and the colorful butterflies flying up from the green grass in front of her eyes. butterfly.

Su Ying stood up and sat up, touching something with her hand, and looked over in a daze, only to find that it was a bulging hiking bag. This bag is very familiar. She bought it when she went to a tour group. As if she had realized something, Su Ying immediately looked at herself, denim shirt, black trousers and black hiking shoes. This dress she wore on the day the tour group was killed. Yes, she thought she was bound to die, who knew she woke up and found herself in a strange world——

Thinking of this, Su Ying suddenly raised her head and looked around.

The smooth and sturdy white trunk is tens of meters high, and the white leaves grow to the invisible top, and they grow sparsely, and the sun can shine without obstacles. There were no branches on the bare trunk. The trees growing in this area were all such strange trees that Su Ying didn't know before.

This is the place she saw when she woke up after coming to that strange world! Could it be that, as the woman in red in the dream said, she went back to that moment, back to when she first came to another world? !

Can all this really start over? As long as she doesn't go back, her parents will be satisfied, and Qin Qin and Xiang Yang will be together well. And...the guy who has been taking care of her in this world, she won't leave him this time and hurt him.

Su Ying felt her heartbeat too fast, her nose was sour that she almost wanted to cry.

But it’s not time to cry, Su Ying picked up her backpack and looked in one direction. When she woke up by mistake, she hit a place and met the guy there. Then he was taken back to the lair. Now, she Go find him and prove that all this really happened.

Su Ying thought, walking in that direction with her bag on her back.